lion hunting

I don't know how long I sat there, the last bus has already left, and the pedestrians around me have changed from one batch to another, and a new round of discussion is heard by passers-by, Rui An turned his head and saw that the pair of men didn't know anything It was time to sit on the other end of the rest bench. At this time, the two were holding hands and chatting for some reason, smiling happily.

Stretching his stiff legs, Rui An didn't want to stay here anymore, he passed the crowd, passed the special pair of lovers, and walked straight home.

"……your things."

There was the sound of trampling footsteps behind him, Rui An stopped, and when he turned around, he saw the shorter of the pair of lovers running over, holding an apple in his hand, staring at Rui An with a clear face.

"Hello?" Probably because Rui An had been in a daze for too long, the man tilted his head to wake him up very playfully.

Looking down at his hand, Rui An realized that he forgot to take the apple that was placed on the stool just now, so he quickly took it, and said blankly: "Ah, thank you."

"You're welcome." The man smiled, turned and left.

"that!"

Probably not understanding why he was stopped, the man turned his head suspiciously.

Even though it was night, Rui An felt his skin was hot under the streetlight, and his dry lips opened and closed. After hesitating for a moment, he smiled and said, "You are quite handsome."

The man's eyes widened slightly, and he looked at Rui An with some puzzlement. After realizing that Rui An's smile was kind, he also smiled, "I think so too."

Seeing the brisk back of that person, Rui An turned around and left, unconsciously, her pace quickened a bit.

He just felt that this man's smile was mixed with a lot of courage, which made him very cute in the eyes of a stranger.

It has to be admitted that it was only when he lived to be 28 that he realized that a truly powerful person is not a person of high or low social status, not having an aura of superiority over others, but the heart, which can become tough and mature over time. Be tenacious until it is invincible.

Meng Qi said that the more you care about something, the more it will torture you.Rui An thinks this sentence is quite right. The reason why he is still standing still after seven years is because he does not want to go out of the past. He always thinks that as long as he keeps his mouth shut, as long as he keeps his memory, he will never what to lose.

What is irresistible is that time still ruthlessly overturns yesterday, it rolls and dilutes everything and slaps everyone, leaving all the things that can't pass or come back in your memory, turning them into so-called regrets.

This is cruel, even if you don't want to, the unforgettable pain will fade away, and the rock will gradually become a sponge. It absorbs this unrequited love and turns it into an obsession, Rui An Obsessed with Haixun's death, he had wondered countless times whether he could also block bullets for others that summer.

Obviously he forgot that before Haixun protected him, he was the one who rushed to the gun without hesitation.Perhaps it was due to his responsibility as a criminal policeman, but even so, he was still brave and fearless.

For seven years, he thought that he would never be shaken by anyone again, and he thought that this life would just pass by.

When did he start, he broke into a crossroad in his two-point-one-line life, and there was a person standing at that intersection, with a pair of amber eyes that were different from ordinary people, with messy hair and short stubble, he Waving, still in that arrogant and undisciplined manner.Rui An looked at him, but stopped, and the man suddenly came over, picked up the scissors and cut off the silk thread tied to Rui An's ankle, Rui An looked at him in shock, but the man pulled his waist He walked straight towards the branching road with his hands.

Rui An turned her head and saw that the silk thread that she had tied with her own hands gradually disappeared...

Rhubarb and Haixun are so different, one is arrogant and has no common sense, the other is gentle, easy-going, sunny and upright, but it is undeniable that they both left imprints on Rui An's heart.

On the way home, Rui An has never been so enlightened like now. When he admits that he cares about Rhubarb, he knows his choice. Even so, Rhubarb will not cover Haixun and stay in his heart They coexist, but one is the past and the other is the present.

After staying long enough, if this is God's arrangement, then he is willing to open the closed doors and windows to welcome the upcoming heartbeat.

He obviously figured it out, but when he reached the door, Rui An hesitated again. It wasn't that he changed his mind, but that he readily accepted it. Now he didn't know what expression to use to face it. He silently thumped the wall, She secretly scolded herself for turning into a first love girl.

After struggling for a long time, Rui An closed his eyes and finally opened the door.

The room was very quiet, Rui An was stunned for a few seconds before realizing that Da Huang had gone to work.Patting himself on the head, Rui An felt like a fool for struggling outside the door just now.

He didn't even bother to turn on the light. Rui An nestled under the quilt without even washing his face. He had to relax now, otherwise he would be so nervous. He still had to think about it. If Da Huang came back tomorrow morning, how would he speak...

Well, people who have no experience in love start to think about what they have and what they don't.

The person who didn't know when he fell asleep didn't wake up until almost noon the next day. Rui An rubbed his eyes, thinking why Da Huang came back so late today, he was usually woken up by that person right.

Rui An groaned on the bed for a while before getting up to wash his face. He walked into the bathroom in a daze, wiped the mirror with his hands, looked left and right, looked at himself in the mirror with a lazy face, and quickly washed his face. After finishing, he squeezed a lot of toothpaste on the toothbrush, which is his habit, and was once called a waste by Rhubarb.

Wait, the brushing hand stopped, and Rui An found that the glass that was usually placed next to his cup was missing. The glass was originally used for drinking water, because Rhubarb didn’t have a cup for brushing his teeth, so Rui An gave him the glass It is used for brushing teeth, and it is usually placed next to Rui An's toothbrush cup.

Rui An searched while brushing his teeth, and he slowly found that not only the brushing cup was gone, but also the towels and facial cleanser that Rhubarb usually used were gone, as well as the pair of large slippers that he specially bought for Rhubarb. where to go.

After casually rinsing his mouth, Rui An walked around the room in a daze. He didn't turn on the light last night, so he didn't see it. At this time, the room returned to its original appearance. look.

The quilt and bed sheets were gone, and the sofa cushions were finally covered with the original sofa covers, on which were the pillows that Rui An usually leaned on.More than half of the clothes were missing from the hooks on the wall, only Rui An's coat was left, and on the shoe cabinet at the door, there were a few pairs of Rui An's outdated shoes as before.

In the kitchen, there is only one pair of everything left, which is neatly put in place.

Rui An sneered, he looked at the unexpectedly clean room in disbelief, and suddenly felt that he had time-traveled?Time travel to the time before encountering Rhubarb.

Thinking of something, Rui An ran to the hook and pulled off the coat he wore when fighting in the alley the morning before yesterday. He remembered that he put the jackknife that hurt Rhubarb into his pocket, he remembered...

No, nothing, Rui An even turned out his pockets, but he didn't find the jackknife.

By the way, there is also a trash can, Rui An remembers that he changed the dressing for Rhubarb the night before, and he left those bloody medical cotton quilts in the trash can next to the coffee table...

Rui An slumped on the sofa, and he pressed the pillow to his face, trying to smell the smell on the sofa, but he could only smell the strong fragrance of laundry detergent.

Is it a dream?Was it all just a dream of his?Or he was out of his mind and had hallucinations.

No, no, it was still severe winter before meeting Rhubarb, and the heated floor would not be so cool. Although his room was not messy, it was not as tidy as before, and there was no air conditioner in the corner of the living room.

Rui An frowned, he picked up the coat on the ground again, and took out the pocket where the knife had been placed. Sure enough, there were still some dried blood on the silk lining.

This is rhubarb blood!

"Is this him? What the hell is the situation!"

Rui An's hoarse cry sounded in the quiet room. He squatted on the ground, his fingers were white and tugged at his clothes. At this moment, he just wanted to calm himself down.

I don't know how long it took me to stand up, to suppress all doubts, Rui An didn't even eat, changed her clothes and went straight to Da Huang's work place.Like him, Rhubarb basically sleeps at home after get off work, so he can only go there to find other than at home. Perhaps, this time it is also Rhubarb who suddenly worked overtime.

In his haste, he forgot that the nightclub where Da Huang worked was only open at night, and it was closed during the day.In this street where there were hardly any people during the day, only Rui An was shaking in a daze. The wind blew the propaganda papers everywhere, which made Rui An feel extremely desolate.

In the afternoon, Rui An found a coffee shop to pass the time. He remembered that there was a door through the back kitchen of this coffee shop, and then there was the GAY bar.

After ordering a cup of coffee that she wouldn't normally drink, Rui An sat by the window and watched the streets where only one or two people occasionally passed by, but her heart was rarely empty.I don't know if it was because I was too anxious, or if I slowly saw through something.

After sitting for about an hour, Rui An realized that someone was sitting opposite him. It was the man who brought him here last time. , this person is a bit of a motherfucker.

The man realized that Rui An had noticed him, so he opened his mouth and said a few words casually. To his surprise, Rui An's reaction was not as extreme as the first time, so he told Rui An that he was the boss here, and he didn't care about Rui An. interest, because he likes men who are bigger than him.

Rui An kept on talking without saying a word. He checked out and left at around five o'clock in the afternoon. When he left, he told the boss that he was indeed gay.

[NOIL.Club] Before the door opened, Rui An sat on the edge of the wall opposite, until the sky slowly turned dark, until there were more and more strangers around him.

At seven o'clock in the evening, the opposite door finally opened, Rui An stood up and waited for a familiar figure to appear, but there was no rhubarb among the several security guards going back and forth, Rui An couldn't wait any longer, he walked over, this time not Ready to sneak in to inquire, he walked up to one of the security guards and asked, "Did Da Huang come to work?"

Anbao paused, and immediately showed a puzzled expression.

"Da Huang, the person who is working with you as a security guard, don't you know?"

"Excuse me, what's his first name?"

"..." Rui An was taken aback, name?He even got the 'Rhubarb', so how could he know the name of Rhubarb?

Thinking of this, Rui An immediately took out his cell phone. There was a photo of Rhubarb in his cell phone, which was secretly taken in order to check the details of Rhubarb. There are more than 30 photos in the album, but he can't find the one with rhubarb. He doesn't remember deleting it.

Rui An turned off his phone helplessly, and asked other security guards, but their answers to Rui An were all unknown, or 'Did you go to the wrong place'.

Rui An frowned. He had the urge to get angry. Facing these people who pretended to be stupid intentionally or unintentionally, his patience was almost at its limit. Just when he was hesitating to reveal his identity to press him for questioning, his head was red with flames. hair came into view.

Rui An remembered that Rhubarb said that this man was the manager here, but to Rui An's surprise, this man skipped his questioning, walked straight towards Rui An, and greeted Rui An very chicly.

Rui An frowned and looked at him calmly, but there was an inexplicable anxiety in her heart.

The man scratched his hair and made a embarrassed look, "Your trouble will affect my business, please go, ah."

"..."

Seeing that Rui An didn't speak, the man shrugged his shoulders, then took out an envelope from his pocket and handed it over, "Tsk, what should I say, anyway, you keep the money, it's best not to ask anything, ah, let's go let's go."

"..."

Looking at the frivolous and helpless man in front of him, the muddy water in Rui An's heart instantly became clear.

At this moment, Rui An finally believed that Da Huang did not simply run away or work overtime. Everything was done deliberately by Da Huang. It also obliterated the joy, anger, sorrow and joy that belonged to the two of them for nearly half a year.

Then, pretending that she had never appeared before, she quietly left without leaving even a trace.

After a long time, Rui An took the envelope, weighed it, and asked indifferently: "Why, is this the accommodation fee or the return fee?"

"Um, whatever you want."

"He didn't lose his memory at all, did he?"

The man raised his eyebrows, his face was full of doubts, "I don't know what you are talking about."

Rui An, who knew that he couldn't ask any answers, nodded, and laughed helplessly. In fact, he wanted to say that there was really no need for that person to do this. He could just tell him when he was leaving. Unfortunately, He doesn't even want to open his mouth now.

Holding the thick envelope, Rui An felt that it was as light as a feather, as if the man's confession to him was worthless in the first place.

Slapping the money firmly on the man's chest, Rui An let go without waiting for the man to pick it up. The brand-new banknotes were scattered on the ground, shining bright red. He turned around, raised his arms as farewell, and then He left without looking back.

It's him, it's superfluous.