lion hunting

In the training center, Rui An is still a special existence, not because his grades are so good, but because he is the only top soldier without a college degree or above.Unlike Rui An, Haixun came in with the best grades in the police academy, without relying on any interpersonal relationships.

The first contact between the two was at night two weeks later. That day was night training. Everyone was sweating profusely after training, and they were still making a fuss in the bathroom. Rui An was the last one to go in. He was caught by a crowd just as he opened the door. A basin of water poured down on her face, Rui An gasped, the water was cold.

Rui An, who rarely catches a cold since serving in the army, had a severe fever after that time, and finally collapsed from exhaustion during training the next day, so Hai Xun, the culprit who poured that basin of cold water on Rui An They took care of him for two days and two nights.

In just two days, Hai Xun began to call Rui An brothers and sisters, because Hai Xun was 4 years older than Rui An, and then took out his elder brother's airs and doted on Rui An everywhere. What Rui An feared most was this kind of selfishness. He still doesn't understand why Hai Xun is so close to him.

In Rui An's opinion, Hai Xun is a very cheerful person. He often smiles, showing a row of big white teeth when he smiles, which is very dazzling. He is also a very nosy person. From life to training Hai Xun Putting others first, never complained even if I suffered a loss.

Rui An thinks that Hai Xun is a good person, and often this kind of person is the cruelest.

Because he will forcibly bury his tenderness in your heart until it turns into a Gu, and then when this tenderness disappears, this Gu will erode all your flesh and blood.

Rui An is a person who lives in his own world, he follows the rules and has never been willful.Hai Xun is different, he puts the whole world into his own orbit, and then shines brightly.He would eat more than Rui An could, tell cold jokes when Rui An was silent, hug Rui An's sweaty back indifferently after training, sing to Rui An in the dead of night, and After knowing Rui An's life experience, he would hug Rui An and cry bitterly, and tell Rui An while crying that this was not pity, but heartache.

Everything happened inadvertently, Rui An was attracted by such a Haixun, and couldn't help herself.

And Rui An clearly knew that this feeling was when he was in love, and it was a certain night later. After all, they were all young men, and when they were free, they would inevitably talk about women. From their mouths, Rui An knew a lot of things that he had never experienced before. What happened, unexpectedly, he didn't feel anything when others were blushing and heartbeating, but that night he dreamed of Haixun, in the dream Haixun was touching and kissing him very tenderly, that's all. When she woke up the next morning, Rui An was already covered in sweat, and her underwear was also dirty.

After that, Rui An knew that his feeling for Hai Xun was the love that other people said.

There are assignments after the training, and then the night before the assignment, a group of big men come to a picnic.From physical shooting to knowledge and mastering interpersonal relationships, Rui An is not the one who stands out, so he is naturally not the protagonist.And the protagonist is Haixun, during this period of getting along, everyone calls Haixun old lady, because Haixun is a nosy person, and at the same time, his popularity is also the highest. At this time, he is talking like a leader. People cry helplessly.

Rui An felt that these words were meaningless, people were moving forward, gathering and dispersing were inevitable, so he sat in the corner the whole time, drinking beer while watching the fire from burning to humming.I don't know how long it took before the person who finished speaking found him and brought a bottle of strange wine. Hai Xun said, this is Daqu brewed by his mother, it is whole wheat, and it is very delicious.

Hai Xun also told him a lot of stories about his hometown, and said that he would have the opportunity to take Rui An back to his hometown to have a look, especially when the wheat is ripe, there is simply paradise.The two drank a bottle of wine while chatting, and then someone brought a case of beer, and the two drank again, until Haixun was so drunk that he lay on the ground with his head on Rui An's leg. not moving.

At this time, everyone has almost drunk, and no one will notice the two clasped hands under the table.It was just Rui An's obsession, he secretly held Haixun's hand, and the drunk people also held him back reflexively, even though it was wishful thinking, but at that moment, the surrounding noise seemed to disappear, feeling the hand of the palm Rui An could only hear the beating of his own heart beating against his chest so strongly.

That night, Haixun asked him if he wanted to go to the police department or the criminal police brigade, Rui An told him to go to the criminal police brigade, Haixun said, then I will go too.

Hai Xun also said, 'Ann, you are just too tired to live.Sometimes it’s strange to see you force yourself to fit in with a group. You have to know that people can only live for decades, so do what you want to do boldly, don’t care about other people’s eyes, whether it’s laughing or crying, it’s okay to be crazy once It doesn't matter, because the gossip and eyes you care about can't make you happier...'

'Ann, let me tell you, when I first met you, I thought you were a very selfish and indifferent person, but after getting to know you better, I realized that you are a fool with a softer heart than me. '

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Rui An thought that Hai Xun was just joking, but he didn't expect that he would really choose to join the criminal police team like himself, and the two were also assigned to the criminal police team in District A of S City for internship.

Rui An never thought of sending this love to others, let alone hoped to get any response. He just thought that the two of them were separated and broke this relationship. He didn't expect things to develop like this. He touched Unprepared, confused.

However, God gave him a chance but made him despair again. During the internship, a woman confessed to Haixun. When Haixun told him, he had already agreed to date him. Conscious escape.

This love was suppressed in his heart like this, and it slowly settled until it turned into a solid rock.

Surprisingly, two months later, Hai Xun became single again, and he came to tell Rui An that it was easier and happier to be with Rui An than to be with his girlfriend.

Rui An couldn't laugh or cry, he didn't know whether to pity the woman or himself, but no matter which one, he was not going to move that rock again.

Bernard Shaw said that human beings always overestimate the value of what they don't have.

And this thing also includes people.

If you can't get it, the more you want to get it, you think he/she is the best in the world, but once you get it, you find it's not as good as you thought, and then you squander it at will.

Rui An doesn't want to be such a person, rather than let Haixun get tired of him one day, he would rather choose to watch from a distance.So he willingly accepted this brotherhood.

Unfortunately, his deep-rooted thoughts were shaken on that day three years later.

When Hai Xun died in front of him, he regretted almost madly. He would rather have been abandoned than have never tried anything.You see, while Rui An overestimated his perfect love, he also overestimated himself. He thought he was a fully realized person, he thought he was a person who did not expect anything in return in love.

That year, Rui An was 21 years old. He and Hai Xun were the best rookie partners in the criminal police brigade. Encountered a robber with a gun.

Rui An was calm. He squatted in the corner of the crowd and observed the three people who were obviously prepared, while taking out his phone. Fortunately, the scene was a bit chaotic at that time, and Rui An successfully called the police as quickly as possible.

The robbers seemed to be quite calm. Two people were responsible for monitoring the people at the counter to take money, and one person was responsible for watching the crowd. But after a while, one of them answered the phone, hung up after a few words, and then told the others The two said the police were coming and they had to leave immediately.

It turned out that this group of people also had foreign aid.But they didn't expect such a comprehensive and foolproof plan to attract the police so quickly. However, they did not reach an agreement. One of them shouted that the police could not be so fast, and was still putting money in the bag.

The price of greed is that when they were about to leave, the police had already surrounded the place. The robbers were anxious, grabbed a little girl and shouted for the police to evacuate, or they would kill her.

Rui An knew that the police probably had prepared snipers out of sight, but there were three robbers in total, and it was almost impossible to ensure that all of them lost their ability to injure others at the same time, let alone they were still standing behind the crowd.

Time passed by, the little girl was crying too violently, seeing the robber getting more and more irritable, Rui An took the initiative to stand up against the wall, and in an instant, three black muzzles were aimed at him , Rui An swallowed, pretending to be scared and saying that he was willing to replace that little girl, and in order to show that he was harmless, Rui An also turned all his trouser pockets out.

Probably because they didn't want to add to the chaos, the robber carefully chose Rui An who was willing to cooperate. The summer was very hot, and when Rui An was strangled by the neck, he could feel the soaked clothes on the robber.

After several negotiations, the police and robbers were still excited. In order to avoid innocent casualties, the police reluctantly agreed to retreat. The three robbers slowly moved out of the bank back to back. Go up and through, facing the retreating police.

Rui An raised his hands and looked at the team leader Meng Qi who was standing in front of the police car not far away, wearing a bullet-proof suit. At the moment when his eyes met, Rui An suddenly grabbed the wrist that passed through his shoulder, broke off the gun from the robber's hand, and turned back People are pressed to the ground.

At the same time, muffled gunshots sounded behind him, and then the other two robbers were shot to the ground.Then Zhou Zhou quickly ran out of the criminal police who had hidden before, and they were going to suppress the robbers together.

Just when everyone thought the battle was over, one of the robbers who should have been killed suddenly raised his arm and fired wildly.

And Rui An's position was facing the gun head, and the first reaction that flashed in his mind was to jump over and block the gun head with his body, even if he would be beaten into a sieve.

But what is strange is that after a burst of gunshots, the robber was completely killed, while Rui An, who should have taken several bullets, was lying on the ground unscathed. At this time, there was a person on top of him, and that person was After seeing that Rui An was fine, he showed his signature smile, but his teeth were no longer white, but soaked in blood red.

With a mouthful of blood sprayed on his face, Rui An looked at the person on him in bewilderment. He opened his mouth tremblingly, but he didn't call out his name. He just watched the person gradually lose his smile, and then lowered his head on his chest... …

Haixun was shot four times in the body, and three shots hit the vital point, and he died.

Seeing the person covered by the white cloth, Rui An pushed Meng Qi against the wall and shouted, "Why is Haixun here? Shouldn't he be on vacation today and go back to his hometown?"In the morning, he also told me that he would bring me Daqu, why, why did he appear there!Is it you, is it you! '

Rui An still remembered that Meng Qi told him very calmly that Hai Xun was about to leave, and he insisted on coming when he heard that you called the police.

Rui An didn't believe it, he said, you Meng Qi is the team leader, without your order, can he come as soon as he says?

Putting all the blame on Meng Qi, Rui An completely lost control, until he was sedated by the doctor, until he gradually fell asleep.

Three days later, Hai Xun was cremated. His achievements and heroic sacrifices will be recorded forever. All his peers sent him off for the last time, including Rui An. corpse.

It's ridiculous to say that Rui An has received a lot of psychological quality training, teaching him how to deal with various situations and how to communicate with prisoners, but no one has taught him how to face and bear after the person he loves dies for him.

After that, Rui An stopped going to work, he threw away the phone, took off his police uniform, and went back to Haixun's hometown with Haixun's ashes. He knelt in front of the old couple and told what happened. He will take good care of the second elder for Haixun.He also said, please promise him this trivial compensation.

The old couple were kind farmers with simple hearts. They neither blamed Rui An nor drove him away. They only said that they were proud of having such a son.

Then, Rui An lived in Haixun's original house and lived Haixun's life. He went to the tomb in Maiditou to see Haixun every day. He was silent most of the time, and only went back when it was dark.

A month later, Rui An was taken away forcibly by Lao Xu, and he was sent to the psychological consultation room because he was so skinny. The doctor said that it was not because Rui An was stimulated that he became autistic, but that he had closed himself off. Get up, and this situation can only be healed by himself.

Meng Qi applied for a long-term vacation for Rui An, but he was turned away when he visited Rui An countless times. Except for Lao Xu, Rui An never let anyone into his house.

Rui An didn't think about committing suicide, never thought about abusing himself, he just lived peacefully, hoping that one day that person could give him a dream and tell him why he had to block those bullets for him, why he had to die for him .

It's a pity that after two years, Rui An never dreamed of Haixun.

Afterwards, Rui An submitted an application for transfer to the team. A few days later, Meng Qi took Rui An's transfer approval letter and told him that he was transferred to the Patrol Brigade of District B, which was Lao Xu's team.Rui An knew that since he entered the army, it was Lao Xu who paved the way for him, and his current choice was unintentionally a disappointment, but he could only do so.

Before leaving, Meng Qi asked him, 'If I was the one who died for you, would you still be like this? '

Rui An didn't say anything, because in his heart, even assumptions no longer existed.

Of course, no one knew that Rui An's transfer was because Rui An could no longer hold a gun.

No one knows that Rui An left all his savings to Haixun's parents. He asked for a transfer because he wanted a stable job, and then he saved money into the old couple's account every month. Parents would get a big comfort money, but he felt that if he didn't, his life would be over.

He needs an idea, a reason to live.

No one knew that he cried for a whole night in front of Haixun's grave before going to the police brigade. This was the second time he cried, just like when the dean left him when he was 14 years old, but he never put himself Tell Hai Xun how much he misses and regrets.

Then, the 23-year-old Rui An started his road of patrolling, which has been going on till now.

Later, he asked himself to visit Hai Xun once a year, and every time he had to leave simply.

He knew that if he didn't, he would make the same mistakes again.