lion hunting

Although Rui An promised Da Huang not to pursue those people anymore, he couldn't control his curiosity. When he went to work in the morning, he deliberately wandered to that alley to have a look, but he didn't even find sawdust, not to mention bloodstains. .

Rui An, who finally gave up, comforted herself like this, maybe this was just an unprovoked disturbance.

So far, Rui An no longer felt being followed, and he was so calm that he felt that the chills on his back a few days ago were all hallucinations.

In the evening, when Rui An changed his uniform and went home, he went to the supermarket. After shopping around in the supermarket, he didn’t buy any food. He just picked some fruits at random. Rhubarb's favorite apple.

Red, yellow, green.

The day went by very fast today, and even the way home became unexpectedly short. When passing the bus stop sign, Rui An stopped, looking at the people waiting for the evening bus, and was stunned.

'...Do you want to consider staying with me? '

Automatically omitting the first half of this sentence, Rui An heard this sentence again, and this sentence has been spinning in his mind for a day, even now it is bothering him.

"Hey, look, it's really unsightly."

"Yes, it's disgusting."

"Quick, take a picture..."

Rui An was distracted, and followed the people's line of sight. Even though Rui An's position was somewhat blocked by the stop sign, he could still tell that there were two men standing outside the streetlights.

And the reason why people reacted this way was because they were cuddling each other intimately at this time, holding each other's waist and talking softly.

On a night when the spring breeze was blowing, Rui An stood like that among the crowd, listening to everyone's opinions that were equal and different, but he neither joined the discussion nor expressed sympathy, but just watched indifferently as a bystander.

With such a positioning, he has never thought of changing it since he knew that he likes the same sex. He doesn't want to make himself an outlier in the eyes of others, so he pretends to be the most ordinary one in the crowd. No matter what happens, he will Live conservatively until life becomes two points and one line.

When did you learn to hide yourself?Probably since he was a kid...

Ryan is an orphan.

This is something he has never felt inferior to. On the contrary, he feels that he is luckier than anyone else, because in the days to come, he will meet those three people who taught him the meaning of life and life , Teach him that besides family affection, there is also love.

The first person Rui An met was the dean who had raised him for 14 years.

It was a morning just after light rain, and the dean went to the mountain to pick mushrooms with a bamboo basket on his back. At that time, he met a little baby who was thrown under a tree. The dean sent the baby who was drenched in the rain to the hospital in the town. , fortunately, the baby miraculously survived despite being weak.After that, the dean took this tenacious little guy home, and gave the child a healthy name with his own surname.

Ryan.

All these were told by the dean to Rui An later, and he also told Rui An that Rui An's birthday was set to be the morning after the light rain.

The day Rui An clearly knew that he was an orphan was in primary school. He saw that every child had his own parents, and he was accompanied only by the dean.It was also after that that Rui An knew the real identity of the dean. The dean's surname was Rui, and he was the dean of the orphan adoption center in this town. He was originally a person with knowledge and career, but came to this town by chance. Orphanages were opened.

And Rui An is the No. 11 orphan he adopted.

Probably because Rui An was brought up by the dean since he was a child, so he has a father-son affection for Rui An. Rui An accepts this preference, and at the same time silently bears the jealousy of others.

Perhaps the small town here is too remote. Even if the state supports orphans to go to school, life in the orphanage is still stretched. This kind of life makes Rui An, who is already frail, look thinner than children of the same age, and has already graduated from elementary school. Ryan still looked like a kid in third or fourth grade.

Life in the orphanage is realistic, it is a small society, where there are groups, there are leaders, and there must be one who is bullied.The skinny Rui An became one of the bullies. The dean got older, and he began to spend more time in bed. When Rui An was bullied, he could only hide himself.It wasn't until the dean saw the wound that Rui An bit his lip and admitted being bullied. The dean was very angry about it, but before teaching others, he told Rui An that people must learn to survive, and survival is to make yourself stronger stand up.

At that time, the 12-year-old didn't understand the meaning of "strong". He thought that he was strong if he didn't cry, so he was more tolerant every time he was bullied.

When the dean died of illness, Rui An was 14 years old. He knelt at the funeral all night. It was also that night that Rui An cried for the first time with his eyes cleft.Early the next morning, regardless of other people's obstruction, Rui An left just like that with some money given to him by the dean during his lifetime.No one understood why Rui An left, and even Rui An couldn't explain it himself, so he felt in his heart that a place without the dean couldn't be called home.

This is a world where natural selection of the fittest survives, and always has been.

Rui An, who left the small town, came to a strange town. He began to learn to survive by himself. The dean told him that if a person who has nothing wants to survive, he must first learn to support himself, and to support himself is to have enough money Fill the stomach.But Rui An, who has only been in the second year of junior high school, finds it extremely difficult to find a job, and he is still a minor.

The hard life lasted for more than a month, and Rui An, who was quiet and silent, finally began to see a turning point. Whether it was handing out leaflets or delivering boxed lunches, he was the one who did the most and complained the least. Slowly, Rui An’s The residence was moved under the bridge to a simple shed.Just when he thought this was survival, he met two punks.It was the night when Rui An received his salary. Unwilling to be robbed, Rui An desperately hugged the gangster's leg, but was blocked by the gangster in the alley and beat him up. It was different from the small beatings in the orphanage. It's real violence/force.

However, that bad night was also the day when he met the second person who changed his life.

At the moment when two gangsters robbed you of money and were surrounded and beaten in the alley, Rui An realized that not crying doesn't mean being strong, being strong means knocking down others before they swing their fists at you.

Rui An gritted his teeth and picked up the stick, and resisted fiercely for the first time, but because of the disparity in his body and strength, Rui An's resistance was quickly declared invalid. In the dark alley, it was the first time he felt how tiring it was to be alive.

Just when he was giving up on himself, a pair of big hands picked him up and walked out of the dark alley. Before he lost consciousness, Rui An saw a very handsome black and white armband on the sleeve of the man's clothes through the streetlight before he lost consciousness. With two words: Patrol.

When Rui An woke up, he was in the hospital, and the nurse told him that he had already got back the money he had robbed, and the two thieves were also arrested.Until three days later in the morning, Rui An saw the man who rescued him, a slightly fat middle-aged uncle. He said his name was Lao Xu, and he was a very gentle person. Rui An felt that his smile was very similar to that of the dean. picture.

Old Xu chatted with Rui An a lot, probably because this person was too kind, Rui An said a lot of things he had never said before, and then Rui An thought that he would be as compassionate to himself as the people in the town before The man patted him on the shoulder and asked, "How about it, do you want to be a soldier?" '

'If you become a soldier, won't you be bullied? '

At that time, Lao Xu laughed for a long time, and then said to him: 'Yes! '

'Okay, I'll go. '

It was such a hasty decision that the 15-year-old Rui An was sent to the recruit training center by Lao Xu's guarantee, and he even used his connections to arrange household registration and post-education matters for Rui An.Rui An still remembers the day when he opened the household registration, Lao Xu asked him the date of birth, Rui An knew that he had no birthday at all, his so-called birthday was just the day the dean picked him up, and to him, all these In the end, Rui An reported the day the dean left as his own birthday, and since then, he has been a resident with status.

It was a brand new world. In the army, Rui An felt the difference between being a group and an individual for the first time, as well as the strength and honor of being a man.

Probably because of the different living environment, Rui An is more able to bear hardships than others, he is selfish, indifferent, and not good at talking, and he doesn’t even know what he will get in the end when he becomes a soldier. Gradually realize the meaning of being a soldier.

Among the recruits, Rui An is the youngest, and his education level is also the lowest. He knows that the former cannot be changed, but the latter can be changed by hard work. He began to double his studies, and spent time in the library when he had nothing to do. There, until more and more things are understood, and the results of the assessment become more and more perfect.

When he became the most outstanding one in the knowledge assessment in the class, he had his first goal.

He told Lao Xu that he didn't want to be a patrolman or a special police officer, he wanted to be a criminal policeman.

Lao Xu told him that the profession of criminal police is very demanding. At least one must graduate with a college degree or above. Not only must pass the public security professional knowledge examination and physical and psychological quality assessment and assessment, but also pass the civil service examination.

After saying this, Lao Xu told Rui An a month later that if Rui An passed all the assessments, then he would help Rui An realize this wish.

The flame that had been extinguished was ignited again in an instant, and Rui An always believed in that sentence: It is human effort.

After three and a half years of recruit training, Rui An has grown into a boy of 3 centimeters, but he does not have the strong physique and superb fighting skills of his comrades in the same period, but he is a smart man, he clearly understands his strengths, so he firmly believes in himself s Choice.

Fortunately, in the past three and a half years, he has achieved what others cannot do, so when he told Lao Xu that he passed the exam, Lao Xu invited him to drink all night. The first time I drank, I really drank wine like water.

Afterwards, 18-year-old Rui An was transferred to a training institute, where he will receive professional training and training.

It was also that year that he met Hai Xun.

A man who made him understand the feeling of 'like'.