The No.15 Years of Loving the Actor

The private room was full of young men and women. It was a bit strange to see Zhao Yiran staring at Qin Yin without leaving. There was a beautiful and sexy girl sitting beside Qin Yin. She looked at Zhao Yiran's straight eyes and said unhappily: " What are you doing? Don't go out yet."

Zhao Yiran just stared at Qin Yin, "Qin Yin." His voice was hoarse and trembling, obviously losing his composure.

Qin Yin drank with his head down, looked up at him, his eyes were strange and indifferent.

A young man smiled with a hint of jealousy in his tone: "Qin Yin, this person can't be your fan, look at how excited he is." Others responded: "Yo Qin Yin is not bad, he just debuted not long ago With such fanatical fans, we really can’t compare.”

The girl next to Qin Yin approached him, with pride in her tone: "Qin Yin is so handsome, he should have fans." Seeing that Zhao Yiran was still looking at Qin Yin obsessively, she frowned and said dissatisfiedly: "I said you There is something wrong with this person, why don't you leave!" Someone beside him responded, "Yeah, why are you still sticking here, get out."

Zhao Yiran was a little embarrassed but he was still used to it.Anyway, he was often scolded by the guests and the foreman, and he couldn't stand it at first, but he is used to it now.

Instead of leaving, he approached Qin Yin and said urgently: "Qin Yin, I have something to say to you, can you give me 1 minute? 30 seconds is also fine!" He knew that his appearance must be strange to others, but He can't handle it anymore.The person he had always wanted to see stood in front of him. If he lost this opportunity, he didn't know how long it would be before seeing Qin Yin again.

Qin Yin didn't look at him, and said without raising his head, "I'm sorry, I have nothing to talk to you about."

Zhao still felt very stuffy in his heart, like drinking ice in winter, cold and wet.He seemed to have no intention of smiling and said, "Really?"

Qin Yin didn't speak, the girl next to him got angry when she saw Zhao Yiran's undisguised disappointment and admiration, she picked up the goblet in front of her and poured a full glass of wine in his face, "Didn't you hear me telling you to get out?! If you don't leave, I will find the boss."

Zhao Yiran's face was covered with water, and he couldn't open his eyes.The cold liquid flowed into his clothes and into his battered heart.

This is really embarrassing.It's not that he hasn't been treated like this by bad-tempered guests, but in front of Qin Yin, the comparison is too hurtful, and he finds it unbearable.

He lowered his head and said softly: "I'm sorry." After finishing speaking, he ran away and walked out. After closing the door of the box, he could still hear the woman's smug laughter, "A person like this is cheap. If you talk to him, he just won't leave. He is willing to leave only after humiliating him." He even saw the girl holding Qin Yin's arm, but Qin Yin didn't respond.

Zhao Yiran mechanically wiped the wine off his face, and his mind went blank. For more than ten seconds, he really didn't know where he was and what he was doing.

The reality is too cruel, and he is displaced in reality.

Qin Yin sat in the box, his face still expressionless.He couldn't even remember the name of the girl next to him, but at this moment, he took his arm as if they knew each other very well, "Qin Yin, you are really amazing, but your fans are too annoying."

Qin Yin looked at her smiling face triumphantly, and a surge of anger immediately surged into his heart. He shook off the girl's hand fiercely, "Let go."

The girl was stunned, and smiled reluctantly: "What's the matter?"

Qin Yin looked at her without hiding the disgust in his eyes, looking at her like looking at a disgusting fly.

The strong emotion made the girl dumbfounded.She has been chasing Qin Yin for a month, and his eyes have always been calm. This is the first time she has seen him express such strong emotions.

The people in the private room saw Qin Yin's bad face, and hurriedly persuaded him: "What's the matter? We are all friends, why are you so angry?"

Qin Yin stood up suddenly, "I'll go first."

"Stop!" The girl's voice was sharp, filled with grievance and anger.

Qin Yin looked back at her in disgust.

The girl got a little emotional.She didn't know what she did wrong. Qin Yin suddenly treated her like this. She had never been wronged. Qin Yin trampled on her sincerity and made her very angry. She scolded Qin Yin: "Qin Yin, what the hell are you doing?" Do you have a heart! You put on a stinky face and don’t care about others, who do you think you are?! I’ve been blinded by my crush on you for so long!”

The ambiguous light shone on Qin Yin's sharp face, he looked at her indifferently, and suddenly said: "How long have you been secretly in love with me?" Before the girl could speak, he said directly: "It's only been a month, and you feel wronged " He took a step closer and looked directly at her word by word, saying: "It's your own business to like me, it has nothing to do with me."

"Some people have the right to be sad, but you don't."

Zhao Yiran stood respectfully in the workshop with his head bowed, listening to the reprimand from the foreman.The wine on his face had been wiped dry, but he was still wearing damp overalls, bearing it silently.

He could no longer hear the foreman's excited and sharp scolding, his head was really dizzy, and his mind was full of Qin Yin's indifferent face.

His heart throbbed in pain, and he couldn't stand up because of the pain.What on earth should he do?

Qin Yin was really able to make up his mind to abandon him, put his past love behind him, and ignore his humiliation as if he were a stranger, but he couldn't.

He loves Qin Yin to death, and he can't let him go.

After being scolded by the foreman, Zhao Yiran continued to work with a headache and stomachache, and felt uncomfortable.

He tried his best to sell wine to the guests, and forgot Qin Yin's experience of ignoring him and watching him being bullied by others. He just told himself that he was extremely lucky to see Qin Yin tonight.

Zhao Yiran tried his best to smile, and enthusiastically persuaded the guests to buy beer.Looking at him like this, who would have thought that he was that lonely boy four months ago.

Finally successfully selling an order, Zhao Yiran let out a heavy sigh of relief, patted his dizzy head, and walked towards the bathroom in a stilted footstep.

Holding his uncomfortable stomach, he looked up and saw Qin Yin standing at the stairs.

Qin Yin looked at him with no expression on his face.

Zhao Yiran paused in his footsteps and froze in place.

Did he see everything just now?

Zhao Yiran smiled at him, with embarrassment hidden in his smile.He approached him and looked at him and said, "Do you have time now?"

Qin Yin looked at him expressionlessly and suddenly said, "Zhao Yiran, stop doing this."

Zhao Yiran tried to pretend to be relaxed and said: "It's okay, this job is quite easy." He said jokingly: "After all, I have to live."

Seeing Qin Yin frowning, he suddenly regretted saying such a thing.Qin Yin must despise such a poor self as a philistine now.

Qin Yin once said that he liked his cold and aloof look, saying that he looked like a cat.But now, he is just like a pug wagging his tail at others, just for the meager few tens of dollars.

Zhao Yiran still smiled at Qin Yin, as if nothing had happened between them, the darkness had never fallen, they were still the same as before, and he was the same as before.

"Can I hold you for a minute now?"

Qin Yin just looked at him like this, with deep emotions hidden in his eyes that he couldn't see clearly.

Zhao Yiran waited for a long time without saying a word, seeing the foreman frequently looking at him, and even walking over.Zhao Yiran had no choice but to give up.He felt his head hurt even more, tried his best to smile nonchalantly: "You don't want to forget it." He looked at him seriously while clutching his uncomfortable stomach and said: "I will work here for a long time, if you still want to be with your friends in the future Come out and play, you can come to this bar." He really hoped to see him again.

Zhao Yiran looked at Qin Yin who was still unresponsive, and walked away from him.

When he got to the bathroom, he splashed cold water on his face, and then he felt more awake.

Hungry and sad, but he just didn't want to eat, Zhao Yiran looked at himself in the mirror with an extremely ugly face, and smiled mockingly.

Anyone who sees his ghostly appearance will be upset.He poured several handfuls of water on his face again without wiping it off, turned around unsteadily, and collided with someone as soon as he walked into the corridor.

Zhao Yiran hurriedly said sorry, and heard a familiar cursing voice, "You don't have eyes! Hit me with water." He looked up and saw that it was the girl who splashed water on his face just now.

The girl also saw him, and immediately said in an even harsher tone: "So it's you, you didn't wet me on purpose, did you?"

The girl's voice was sharp and piercing, and Zhao Yiran felt his head hurt even more. He didn't want to tangle with her, so he lowered his head and apologized: "Miss, I'm sorry, I really didn't mean it."

The girl just got angry with Qin Yin, and now she is even more angry when she sees Zhao Yiran, she is not willing to give up so easily.She directly stepped on Zhao Yiran's foot and said: "Why am I so unlucky today, I was bumped into by you, a broom star."

The hard high-heeled shoes stepped on Zhao Yiran's cheap leather shoes hard, and it hurt.Zhao Yiran didn't say a word, and endured silently.

His heart was already numb, he just wanted to get out of here quickly.

The girl's cursing was still repeated in his ears, Zhao Yiran only felt his head hurt more and more, his consciousness began to blur, he felt that he couldn't hold on anymore.

He gave up on himself and let himself fall backwards, closing his eyes tiredly.

Whatever it is, he doesn't care.

Before his consciousness disappeared, he felt as if he was hugged by someone, a familiar embrace and a familiar body temperature.

He closed his eyes in relief, and passed out peacefully.

Zhao Yiran woke up quietly, and when he opened his eyes, he saw the snow-white walls. He opened his eyes and looked around carefully, and knew that he was in a hospital ward, and it seemed to be a very high-end ward.

Just as he was about to move, there was a tingling pain in his hand. He turned his head and noticed that his left hand was still on a drip.He didn't dare to move any more, he could only lie on the bed in a daze.