The No.15 Years of Loving the Actor

Qin Yin quickly buttoned up his jacket, put on his coat, walked up to him and said, "Don't be afraid, it will come to this point."

He had thought that there would be today, but he didn't expect it to be so soon.But all of this is what they should face together, even if he is afraid, he will not back down.

After Zhao Yiran adjusted his mood, he plucked up the courage to walk out of the room with Qin Yin.Aunt Fang stood by the sofa and looked at it with a photo frame. There were already several broken photo frames scattered on the ground, all of which were photos of him and Qin Yin.

Seeing them come out, Fang Zhen silently threw the photo frame in his hand to the ground as if taking revenge, and the glass shards shattered all over the ground.

Qin Yin watched the photo of himself and Zhao Yiran being thrown to the ground, and knelt down in front of her without saying a word, and Zhao Yiran also knelt down with him.

Fang Zhen said coldly: "What do you mean?"

Zhao Yiran was about to speak, Qin Yin said directly: "Yiran and I like each other, please forgive us."

Fang Zhen didn't expect her son to be so straightforward, so she hurried forward and slapped Qin Yin and said, "What nonsense are you talking about!" Her eyes were also red.

Looking at the slap on Qin Yin's face, Zhao Yiran was in pain, and begged Fang Zhen: "Auntie Fang is all my fault. I fell in love with Qin Yin first, and I pestered him first, regardless of his affairs."

Fang Zhen looked at Zhao Yiran, with hatred in his eyes, "Zhao Yiran, I raised you as my own child, and I never owed you a penny, and you did this kind of thing."

"Could it be that I'm really too kind, I don't know that the children of thieves and gangsters can't be raised, and I made a big mistake all at once?!"

Zhao Yiran's face turned pale in an instant, and his whole body felt cold. He suppressed the tears and lowered his head and kept saying, "I'm sorry, Aunt Fang, I'm sorry."

Fang Zhen didn't want to look at him again, sat down on the sofa, buried his face in his knees, looked up at them after a while and said: "As long as the two of you break up now, I will take care of what happened today." It didn't happen."

"You are young, it doesn't matter if you make a big mistake, as long as you are willing to look back, I can forgive you, but if you insist on being willful, then I, a mother, can't do anything. I will not forgive you two children, I just treat them as my own. Two white-eyed wolves."

Thinking of this, she laughed at herself, her life was really sad.She couldn't find love, and there were very few family ties. Even the two children she loved with all her heart gave her a fatal blow.

The two children kneeling on the ground expressed their attitudes in silence. Fang Zhen stood up in disappointment, staggered and walked towards the door: "Forget it, you can do it yourself. Anyway, I am nothing in your eyes, far away It can't compare to your outrageously wrong feelings."

Hearing her words, not only Zhao Yiran, but even Qin Yin's eyes were red, and he knelt on the ground and clenched his fists.

The moment the door was closed, Zhao Yiran suddenly felt a huge panic in his heart. He looked at Qin Yin and said, "Let's chase Aunt Fang back."

With red eyes, Qin Yin said coldly: "So what if you chase him back, let's let us calm each other down for a while."

Zhao Yiran still felt anxious, "But I always feel that something is wrong."

Qin Yin stopped talking, Zhao Yiran gritted his teeth and rushed out.

It was the darkest day in his life, blood, blood everywhere, the big truck stopped in front, and Aunt Fang lay on the ground motionless on her back.The blood soaked Zhao Yiran's pupils, and the fresh thick blood penetrated into his ears, and the exclamations of the people around him could no longer be heard clearly.

How did death come so quickly?He rushed forward and knelt beside Fang Zhen, crying bitterly as he watched her lifeless body.

When his eyes were full of tears, he saw Qin Yin kneeling beside him, Zhao Yiran turned to look at him with tears all over his face, and said in a hoarse voice, "Qin Yin."

Qin Yin didn't speak, he stroked Fang Zhen's bloody face with his hands, and tears fell down.

If despair has a color, it must be bright red.Gorgeous, mysterious, fresh, high-spirited, like fresh blood.

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It was four months before Zhao Yiran saw Qin Yin again.After Fang Zhen died, he was kicked out of Qin's house, and came to City B with only 3000 yuan in his possession.In fact, he still has a card with 10 yuan in it, which he has saved over the years to return to Aunt Fang, but Aunt Fang is now buried in the ground, and he has no chance to pay it back, and he has no face to use it.

If Auntie Fang is still here, she must hate him to death.

He and Qin Yin were deterred by her death, and could no longer touch each other's fingertips.Because Qin Yin looked at what he said with tears in his eyes, "My mother was killed by the two of us, there is no way I can be with you again."

After all, it is impossible to compete with a dead person, just because it is no longer available.

Not one month after Fang Zhen's death, Qin Zhou's mistress moved into the Qin family, and Qin Yin and Qin Zhou completely broke up and left the Qin family because of this.In order not to be controlled by Qinzhou, he dropped out of school to become a trainee of "Rui Teng International". In just three months of practice, he was the key training object and made his debut as the third male lead of a costume TV series some time ago. With her perfect face, she quickly became popular on the Internet.

Zhao Yiran came to City B for Qin Yin and worked as a waiter in a bar. The consumption level in city B is high, and he only has all the money on his body. He has no choice but to choose a rented house with average conditions, or to share with others, 1000 yuan a month.In order to make more money, he also sells alcohol in bars.

The darkness slowly overwhelmed him, and he began to recall his life two months ago. The huge gap between reality and memories made him unbearable, and fresh and uncontrollable memories haunted him and penetrated into his body, just to enlarge his pain.

He began to lose weight, suffered from insomnia all night, and couldn't eat.In this way, he still worked hard and saved money just to see Qin Yin again.He learned that Qin Yin is now living in the apartment rented to him by the company, and he has worked hard to find out the address, and often wanders over to him, hoping to have a look at him.

He admits that he is cheap and has nothing to do with Qin Yin, so he shamelessly pesters him.But he can't help it, he can't control it.To be honest, his life has undergone earth-shaking changes, and now he can no longer find a reason to live except for Qin Yin.

He has too few things in his life, Qin Yin is his obsession, the white moonlight he is unwilling to let go of once he has it.

Once, when he was sneaking around Qin Yin's apartment, he met three girls, all of whom looked young, wearing famous tags and masks, and holding a SLR in their hands, standing and wandering downstairs in Qin Yin's apartment.

Zhao Yiran felt that they should be the legendary illegitimate fans.After all, for Qin Yin's sake, he also became a fan circle, collecting Qin Yin's information and photos on the Internet every day, and if he found something good, he would print it out and keep it secretly.

I'm really ashamed to say that he doesn't have a single photo of Qin Yin, not even a group photo.After all, at that time, I never thought that it would become like this in the future. The lovers who used to sleep together all night are not even qualified to take a look.

The girls sneaked a few glances at Zhao Yiran, thinking that he was also a trainee of this company, after all, Zhao Yiran was not bad looking.He followed the girls, deliberately keeping a distance neither far nor close, just to know what they were going to do.

The voices of several girls chatting reached his ears.

"Is Qin Yin in the apartment?"

"My sister and Qin Yin are in the same company. My sister said that he is very cold in private. He always walks alone and doesn't hang out with others."

"Wow, so cool! I just like this character."

"Go to hell, Qin Yin is my husband."

"Hahaha, to be honest, we may not be able to see him if we stay here."

"Wait a while and see, maybe you can really see it."

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Zhao Yiran lowered his head feeling uncomfortable.In the past, when he heard someone talking like this, he would definitely be jealous and lose his temper with Qin Yin, and Qin Yin would always come to tease him and coax him.But now he can only listen with a blank face, after all, he has nothing to do with Qin Yin.

It was a bit cold and windy that day.Those people waited for Qin Yin for an hour before they left.Zhao Yiran sat alone on the stone bench in the garden of the apartment and waited all afternoon, but in the end he still didn't wait for Qin Yin.

The wind ruffled his hair, he shrugged his shoulders, his pale and thin face was cold, his eyes were squinted, and his whole body was obviously embarrassed and embarrassed.

Seeing that it was time to go to the bar to work the night shift, he stood up and moved his body stiff from sitting for a long time, and finally took a look at Qin Yin's apartment.

I don't know what Qin Yin is doing now, on the set or in the apartment?Have dinner or play games?what is he eatingWhat are you playing?

Zhao Yiran had no way of knowing these details, and he walked slowly to the bus platform with meaningless guesses.

I don't know when I can see Qin Yin.

In the evening, the foreman at the bar asked Zhao Yiran to deliver two bottles of high-quality red wine to a box on the second floor.He nodded obediently in his work clothes, but he was actually very uncomfortable.Not eating for a day made his stomach uncomfortable, and sitting in Qin Yin's place for an afternoon seemed to have caught a cold, and he felt a little dizzy.

His body was really weak, he sighed, and went upstairs with the tray to deliver the wine.

Zhao Yiran knocked on the door first, pushed the door open and walked in with permission.There were seven or eight people sitting in the private room. He lowered his head and put the wine on the coffee table, and inadvertently raised his eyes to see Qin Yin who was sitting in front of him.

His hands trembled and he almost knocked the wine over.Someone said displeased: "How did you do it, you are clumsy."

Zhao Yiran had no time to care about other people's dissatisfaction, he stared at Qin Yin, speechless.

Qin Yin looked at him with no expression on his handsome face.His eyes flickered and he stopped looking at him, as if nothing happened so naturally.