that love, that youth

With so much sadness and commitment to Xiaoshi, I went to visit him in the attached middle school.Standing on the campus of the new high school affiliated to Nuo University, I looked up and saw the earnest teaching on the teaching building: Mingde and study.Immediately bowed my head in shame, I have already betrayed the future, talking about He Mingde and He Duxue.

A pair of big hands pulled me from the scorching sun into the shade of a tree, it was Xiaoshi.

"Stupid or not, stay under the sun and wait"

"It's not hot, but why are you sweating so much?"

"I've been looking for you, the old man at the door clearly said you were at the door."

"Isn't it my first time here, I'm curious"

"I like to run around, as expected, let's go, eat first"

He put the few eggs in the tomato scrambled eggs into my rice, and I was about to tear up.Friendship still gives me the best, but love has turned a corner.

"Brother Xiaoshi, I'm sorry, I'm very sorry for what happened last time"

"It's okay, it's not you who wanted to hurt me"

"It disturbs me that you always forgive me so quickly"

"Eat, there is something I want to tell you after eating"

"Now say"

"No, just finish eating, or you will choke"

The two of us pushed our bicycles and walked in the newly developed park near the school. Our eyes were full of green lotus leaves, and the cool breeze was blowing.The poison of love and friendship cannot be cured, but nature can.

Xiaoshi opened his mouth, and he said, "something happened recently"

"What's wrong, is it serious?"

"A few days after I came back from you, I was playing a basketball game, and I was pushed to the ground by a tall man"

"Then are you hurt?"

"No, I didn't take it seriously at the time, but then the tall guy was beaten because of me"

"because of you?"

"Yes, there was a girl named Zhao Ya, and she gathered a group of people to beat him up"

"She likes you?"

"Well, since the first year of high school"

"Do you feel indebted to her or you just like her"

"She is beautiful and fits your requirements"

Hearing this sentence, I fell silent.It meets my requirements. Yes, we are just friends for life. If friends can hold hands and grow old together, I think we will be friends for life.I'm used to Xiaoshi's kindness, am I going to lose it now?No, he just found a girlfriend and he won't lose it, but why am I so anxious and lonely.

"Well, of course it's good to be beautiful, introduce it to me some other day"

We walked forward with our heads depressed, and he suggested to sit on the north slope of the embankment, where it was much cooler.I immediately followed him.We put down our bicycles, and as soon as we got down the embankment, Xiaoshi stopped.Following his gaze, I also saw a couple sitting side by side three or four steps away from us. The boy's hairstyle and back were so familiar.I pulled him: "Brother Xiaoshi, there is someone, let's go forward."Xiaoshi stood motionless, but instead took a step forward, "It's right here, it's okay."

Our stay attracted the attention of those two people, and they turned their heads to look at us one after another.When I saw this, I was dumbfounded, it was Zeng Xiaowu.Is that girl the legendary Xiaoya?I was furious, and Xiaoshi must have recognized him. At this moment, even though I was covered in mouths, I couldn't understand what my dignity was.Xiao Shi grabbed me, "Wait, they will come."

I looked at Zeng Xiaowu fiercely.The girl suddenly became elated, stood up and walked directly towards us.She skipped me directly, went to Xiaoshi and hugged his arm, Xiaoshi didn't refuse.Compared with Zeng Xiaowu dating here, the scene in front of me surprised and shocked me even more.girlfriend? !Her energy is too invincible, she took down Xiaoshi, the ten thousand year old iceberg, and is still clinging to Zeng Xiaowu.

"Come on, Xiaowu, this is Shi Bing. Xiaoshi, that's Zeng Xiaowu, my junior high school classmate, he also participated in the incident two days ago"

That thing, what is it?fight? !What Wei Wei told me, what Xiaoshi told me, are they all the same thing?Zeng Xiaowu fought for Xiaoya, but in the end he helped Xiaoshi vent his anger, am I right?

Zeng Xiaowu moved over slowly, not sure if he didn't want to see me or Xiaoshi.Life is always joking, and so is love. At this moment, I don't know if Cupid is embarrassed or not, but Zeng Xiaowu is definitely embarrassed to death.

"Is this your classmate? Xiaoshi, he looks so pretty."

"Tiantian, this is Zhao Ya, I just said I would introduce you to you. Zhao Ya, this is Tiantian, my sister"

"Oh, your sister, Tiantian? Could it be Xiaowu's classmate too?"

"Yes, you guessed it right, my name should be familiar to you"

"What a coincidence, I'm not very familiar with it, I just heard Xiaowu talk about it."

Zeng Xiaowu stood by my side and did not move any further away from Zhao Ya. Maybe there is a wall in front of him, so he cannot get closer.

Such an awkward atmosphere was resolved by Zhao Ya: "Why don't you talk, I have something to do with Xiaoshi." Right in front of us, she happily pulled Xiaoshi away.Xiaoshi looked back at me, "I'll take you back later, don't go by yourself."I only nodded symbolically, treating my sister is not an exaggeration.I don't know if Xiaoshi has ever experienced this sour pain.

"She is tall and has mysterious eyes. I have seen your confidante, but she is not mysterious at all."

Zeng Xiaowu was silent, just lowered his head blindly, but I still saw his tightly furrowed brows, where my worries were hidden, every day.

"Why don't you tell me, what are you thinking about Zhao Ya?"

"She is my dream all along" Zeng Xiaowu's words can be ground-breaking.I only said that it was empathy, but he was consistent with me.

"You said that you should consider my feelings when you say this all the time?"

"I don't want to lie to you, she is my dream, always has been, although this dream is broken"

"Dream, dream should be Weiming Lake, it should be Tsinghua Garden, why is yours so cheap?"

"Your dream is Weiming Lake, why can't my dream be Zhao Ya?"

"Since it's a dream, why did you come to provoke me?"

"You are the most like her I have ever seen"

"I'm ashamed"

"When she was in the military training in the first year of high school, she liked the correspondent at work. In the past two years, she pursued him desperately. I only found out two days ago that the correspondent turned out to be Shi Bing, the brother you talked about. I'm always like a buddy, if you don't like it, you don't like it, and I know that what she believes is always hard to change."

"So, so I'm just a substitute, just a shell for your love of pursuit?"

"No, I know it's dirty to fall in love with you with such motives, but I really love you"

"lie"

"I swear, I love you"

"How do you plan to love? How many compartments should a heart be divided into, which compartments contain me and which compartments contain her. Which love should be given to me, and which pain should be given to her. Or do you think I am not sensitive at all? You are a forgetful fool who doesn’t care that you have someone else in your heart.”

"Don't be so serious, okay, the truth is, it's just an idea"

"It's nothing, your nothing is driving me crazy"

"I will make it up, you give me a chance to make it up"

"Have you ever heard how to mend the heart. I think you'd better lend me an eraser, let me wipe all the memories about you, I just want to forget you. Let's break up, Zeng Xiaowu" I walked back with tears in my eyes , when he was about to walk to the bicycle, Xiaoshi followed.

"He bullied you"

"Brother Xiaoshi, I'm fine. You go"

"Don't cry, I'll take you home"

"Zhao Ya will not be willing, you go back."

"I only care about whether you want to"

I silently shed tears, silently let him follow behind, and silently thought that I was dying.

When the hurt hits life without saying hello, I have no choice.Everything seemed to pass in a haze.It was a honey-sweet bubble yesterday, and when I tried to make it bigger, it burst.It became a drop of water that refracts colorful colors, so small that you can't see it, and you can only feel its slight coolness.

On the way back, Xiaoshi asked me: "Tiantian, if there are only two men left in this world, one is me and the other is Zeng Xiaowu, if he doesn't love you, will you choose me?"

I looked at him desolately, "You won't pity me now, no one wants me, right?"

"Then it won't happen?"

"No, we will be friends for life and never part"

For the rest of the way, there is only silence to accompany my sadness.I feel like my heart has been smashed, piece by piece, and at some unknown point, it shatters into pieces, which is hopeless.

The author has something to say:

Should love choose a time, a place, and a person, or should it be up to him, let him make mistakes, let him have wind and rain?I don't know, I only know that people are the latter when they are young, and they will choose the former when they are getting older.

I really like codewords, and I sincerely hope that there will be more and more friends who like Laner's words. Thank you for all your attention and comments!Persevere~~