that love, that youth

After returning from Xiaoshi, I fell to the bottom emotionally.I can neither regain confidence nor have the courage to fight again.

Life is always like this, and you can't stand the slightest complacency.Whenever I feel a little better, there will always be a basin of cold water poured from an unknown cloud, and I feel embarrassed like a drowned rat.

This time was no exception.

I lived like a puppet for a few days.The head teacher found me and said that our school and the attached high school held a pre-exam mobilization speech contest, and every class in the third year of high school had to send someone to participate.The teachers studied it, and since I have won prizes for speeches before, and my experience is mainly due to my good writing skills, they decided to send me to it.

Although I postponed in every possible way, the teacher just recognized me and let me go.

Wei Wei said, go ahead and boost your morale. Looking at your appearance these two days, you don't look like you've lost your love, but rather you're critically ill.

I thought about it and decided to do it.For so long, all my thoughts have been on Zeng Xiaowu, and there must be a ceremony to become a top student again, so I will use this oath to rise again.

So I quickly selected the topic of the speech, and with the help of the teacher, I wrote the speech.Wei Wei also enthusiastically helped me to rehearse over and over again, and I suddenly found the feeling of not listening to things outside the window and only reading sage books.

Wei Weila, I went shopping and chose a pair of small leather shoes, which were red. Wei Wei said it was auspicious, what a feudal Wei Wei.

Wei Wei said, Tiantian, you really have to work hard, come back with the first prize, and we will celebrate for you.

It's not that easy, you think I'm Monkey Sun, if you want to be the Monkey King, do you want to be the Monkey King?

Of course you are not Sun Houzi, you are He Tiantian, you are No.1 in the city’s Chinese transcript, you have won No.1 in the city’s composition competition, you have won the innovation award in the city’s speech competition, you are born advantage, if you don't take No.1, I will complain for you.

Come on, it's all old calendars.I'm ashamed of you saying this.

Tian Tian, ​​to be honest.Love is important, but life is more important.

And no one wants my life.

Well, if you fail the university entrance exam, I doubt you will kill yourself.

I heard Wei Wei's words in my heart.

Yes, if I have any dream in life, it is to be admitted to Peking University. Apart from that, I have never considered what career I will pursue as a dream in the future. To me, it is just what people naturally want to do.

The only thing in my life that is the most difficult thing is to go to college. I told myself time and time again that giving up this thing is a failure. As long as there is one ten thousandth hope, I will persist. stray.

On the day of the game, under the advice of a group of old friends, I put on a white shirt with pleats on the chest, my favorite checkered skirt, and that pair of particularly auspicious red leather shoes.

I pray that God will give me blockbuster luck and courage, so that I can forget about He Tiantian in love when I am advancing towards a goal.

The game takes place in the auditorium of the attached high school.As soon as I walked into the auditorium, I saw Xiaoshi at a glance. He was standing in the front row, and he was very outstanding. He waved to me, and I waved back. This is a courtesy of friendship.

The eleventh class of our school sits in the middle row.Maybe because they were too nervous, they looked around excitedly.I was also very nervous and kept wanting to go to the bathroom.Went and went with a classmate.

When I went to the toilet for the second time, I met a person, Zhao Ya, she was dressed grandly and gorgeously, like a heroine in a play.

We both smiled awkwardly at each other.She said that Xiaoshi participated in the speech contest, and she came to cheer.I said I would also come to the game.

She said that he has really met his opponent, you are very good, he said.

How come, Shi Bing has always been a master of public speaking, I knew it since junior high school.If he participates, I'm definitely not his opponent.After a few words, the two returned to their seats.

The competition is conducted in the form of drawing lots and an elimination system.Maybe this is the most suitable. They are all in the third year of high school, and they should experience the law of survival of the fittest.Besides, we are all very busy, and we really need to save time.

Out of 33 in total, I got 25th.After the lottery was drawn, Xiaoshi pulled me into the corridor outside the auditorium.The leaves of the newly planted trees outside are not yet lush, the greening is not perfect, and the corridors are somewhat bare.

I know what Xiaoshi dragged me out for.He drew No. 17 and it was still early in the game.So he wanted to give me a pre-match counseling while other people were speaking. This is his usual trick to show that he is different.

He said don't be nervous, just say the next sentence if you forget a word, be full of emotion, communicate with the teacher in your eyes, and most importantly, be confident and energetic.

Well, I know it all.You don't have to nag.

Do you remember, it’s always like this, when others give you advice, please take a moment to listen, okay?

remember.These are the words every time, can you not remember?

Then why didn't you take the first place?In the July 2 speech contest in the second year of junior high school, you were left in the cold for [-] minutes.In the end, if I hadn't sent you the manuscript, how could you get off the stage?

Why do you mention this again.Don't say anything to shake the morale of the army, sister, I am not what I used to be.

My sister is not what she used to be, even if you are a princess, you still have to do what I say.

Just when I was about to argue something, Zhao Ya suddenly appeared and called Xiao Shi to go back and get ready to go on stage. Of course I knew it was so fast, but I just didn't want him to be with me.

Even if I knew, I wouldn't block him with my small belly.I can't wait for it, just to save my saliva war.

I glanced at him with a smirk, but someone is in charge this time.He turned around and returned to his seat in the auditorium.

Xiaoshi's speech was very exciting, with content, expression, communication, strength, and applause. I sat in my seat and looked up at his passion and his righteousness. I felt that he was an iceberg that lasted forever. Yes, Founder, there is no discount.

That's all for my speech.The apprehension before going on stage, the judiciousness in the speech, the nodding with the judges and teachers, and the change of eyes, all of these benefited from Xiaoshi, as if he was the only one who never tires of giving to me.

The total score came out, and I was still not number one.The person who stole my limelight was Xiao Shi, and I received the award side by side with Xiao Shi as the runner-up.This scenery is enviable to others.

So others really came to me the day after the competition.She came to the window outside my classroom door, wearing the floral dress I dreamed of, standing where Zeng Xiaowu liked to stand, and let the beans buzz me.

The moment I saw her, I still felt that it was impossible for the two of us to be in the same frame. This is like what I said when I quarreled with Zeng Xiaowu: In the spiritual world, you Zeng Xiaowu cannot coexist with Zhao Ya. In the material world, we Can't live with her.

Are you here for me?

I want to go out and say it.

OK.Anyway, there are no classes on Saturday, all self-study.

We came downstairs, on our way to the playground.

Come to see Zeng Xiaowu?

No, I just came to see you.

Does Zeng Xiaowu know you are coming?

I didn't tell him.

How sorry he is.

Xiaowu and I are really just friends. The person I like is Shi Bing. I think you may have misunderstood Xiaowu.He once wrote to me about this matter, and here I have to clarify that the two of us are just friends.

But he likes you, don't you know?

Shi Bing also likes you, don't you know?

I don't know, but thanks for telling me.Oh~ Feelings, you are here to Xingshi to inquire about the crime.I haven't found you yet, but you are going to question me.

I didn't come to tell you that.

I don't care what you say, I just want to tell you that Xiaoshi and I will be friends for life. It was a long, long time before you loved him, and it was a long, long time after you didn't love him.

friend forever?I advise you not to be so naive.I tell you, I love him a lot more than you do.I fell in love with him the first time I saw him, and I never cared about running for him.

He is a top student, and I also tried my best to get all the grades next to him.I tried my best to make myself more elegant and beautiful, so that I could become the girl he likes.

I buy the food he likes to eat, give away the books he likes to read, and accompany him on the things he likes to do. I spend a lot of time thinking about his birthday every time. Everything he likes, as long as it is what he likes, I will fulfill him. I believe One day he will be touched.But the only thing I can't change is that he likes you.

Are you love?Why do I feel that it is foster care?

Whatever you say, I only care about Shi Bing's opinion.If you treat him as a friend, I hope you stay away from him. Not making trouble is our fulfillment.

This sentence seemed to end the meeting.However, this sentence was also what I wanted to say to her, and now she gave it back to me.I saw a holy fighter who fought for love.

Are you poisoned?

I am willing, if Shi Bing is poisonous, I am willing to eat it every day.

Well, I agree.I nodded yes, why not?It was my elder brother that I made perfect, not Zeng Xiaowu's confidante.

So I also know that Xiaoshi is happy. The girl who fell in love with him is beautiful, individual, dare to love, hate, fight and win. She is a girl worth cherishing.

Zeng Xiaowu is not wrong about love, since love can be used to move, then he can also move her.

The author has something to say:

Written in a hurry, it will inevitably be difficult to read.

In this chapter, Xiaoshi's shit luck girl is not fully written.

Lan'er liked the story of Lu Xun and Rou Shi, so she used it as the name of good friends.A good guy like him deserves the best girls to care for.

Even if his girl is a rival in love, he is willing to fulfill it.This is the greatness of friendship, different from love