aftershock

"Well"

With a chill on his lips, Jiang Yuan's words stopped abruptly, he frowned, and opened his mouth subconsciously. He talked too much today, which was extremely harsh. Gu Lu didn't even open his eyes, and used his teeth to grind Jiang Yuan's meanness. Rubbing his sharp teeth away, those hateful words were blocked, and Gu Lv did not stop his siege of the city.

His eyelids were too strained, and he simply didn't want to open them. He held the person in his arms with his long arms, but with one hand he easily tore off the bondage around the opponent's waist.

Inside the sweater was a shirt. Gu Lv lifted up the hem, and moved his palms around his abdomen, with little effort, but lingered repeatedly, provoking the sense of existence.His kiss was heavy and deep. Every time Jiang Yuan wanted to hide, he would immediately lean over and catch up. Over time, he lay in Gu Lv's arms and folded himself into a bend, but the center of gravity on his waist was still on Gu Lv. the hand of the law, and Jorah drew nearer to him.

Gu Lv suddenly supported his back and raised him up. He raised his eyelids with some effort before he was able to catch his breath. Before letting go of Jiang Yuan, he took a look at the temperature in the room.

Probably because he felt that the temperature was not high enough, he seemed to want to adjust the temperature, but Jiang Yuan held him back, and he took the initiative to kiss Gu Lv's eyes, the big and black eyes clearly reflected people, "If I leave, you Don't cry for others." Gu Lu's brows tightened and then loosened, and after a daze, he grabbed the opponent's cheeks and pinched the person directly under his eyes. He smiled coldly, with a nasal sound, "Jiang Yuan, you really are not innocent." Spleen and not heartless?"

He leaned over and bit that annoying lip cruelly, Jiang Yuan would frown, and he blocked his tongue back together, passing the vague words into the other's mind, with a slight sway

"Who gave you the guts."

Jiang Yuan really didn't have the guts to groan again, he was happy.He likes to hug Gu Lv without any barriers, and also likes to be embedded in his body by the other party, which makes him feel obsessively light like a piece of soul, easy to hide in Gu Lv's breath.

He actually didn't have any pleasure in this kind of thing, let alone anticipation, he thought that Gu Lv must have found out, so he tried his best to please himself, Jiang Yuan rejected his lips, but raised his face and kissed again Going up, he is obsessed with Gu Lv's temperature, what he wants is his temperature, his breathing, his eyes, he likes this face so much, every angle and every expression, he doesn't want to have only a lifetime with Gu Lv, because This life is not good.He has to recognize this face, his eyebrows and expressions clearly, and what he wants is life after life.

Jiang Yuan calmed down silently at a certain moment, one of his legs was hanging on Gu Lv's arm, his face was still flushed, and even his lips were shining brightly, Gu Lv lowered his waist, and slowly slowed down his movements , Gently pulled himself out, he turned his head to look at the temperature on the wall again, before wiping off the sweat from his temples, he put Jiang Yuan neatly first, and wrapped his lower body with a thin blanket.

Jiang Yuan is not very willing to sleep on his back, and always curls up automatically on his side with his hands bound. Recently, his sleep has suddenly become unsteady, he will fall asleep in a daze, and wake up suddenly and inexplicably. Jiang Yuan was obviously very tired last second When Gu Lv wanted to move him to the bathroom to clean up, just as he touched his back, Jiang Yuan opened his eyes the next second, afraid that he would say something he didn't want to hear again, Gu Lv didn't move, just stared aside. with him.

Jiang Yuan narrowed his eyes and asked in confusion, "What's wrong with you."

"Are you going to take a shower?"

Jiang Yuan cleared his throat, "It's for washing." He hugged the quilt between his legs, and saw that Gu Lv was looking at him and curled up with his head down, his protruding shoulder blades were like butterfly wings, and a shirt that Gu Lv casually put on him Being crushed into a mess, the ribs looked extra wide on his body, Gu Lv felt shy when he thought that he had no clothes on.When bending down to pick up the other party, Jiang Yuan refused, "No, I will go by myself."

"Okay, if you're walking, put on your socks and pants, put on your shoes, and walk about twenty steps. After taking a shower, you have to put on all your clothes, and you're still walking back."

Jiang Yuan wanted to frown after hearing what he said, but Gu Lv said condescendingly, "Don't frown, as soon as you frown, I feel that I did something wrong. I don't look good now?"

Jiang Yuan bit the bullet and looked at Gu Luguangguo's body. The slender figure was of excellent physique, until the middle part made Jiang Yuan feel a little uncomfortable, and then he coughed softly, "You should frown in the future..."

"Hmm." Sure enough, Gu Lv frowned immediately, and asked repeatedly, "How about your clothes?"

"Then can you carry me..."

Jiang Yuan suddenly said something that surprised even himself, but Gu Lv quickly squatted down next to him, turning his white and broad back towards him, Jiang Yuan reached out to touch it, and the muscles on Gu Lv's back moved accordingly, "Wait I'll touch you when I come back later, take a bath first."

Jiang Yuan wrapped his hands around his neck without making a sound. When Gu Lv picked him up, Jiang Yuan's face blushed secretly, and he imprinted his face on Gu Lv's skin. What he thought in his heart was that the road was only twenty steps away. , it would be nice if there were 20 years.

Jiang Yuan's limbs, hands, feet and toes are very beautiful, straight and beautiful, and his fingertips are a little red. It is a little bit of blood in his whole body, which is condensed at the very end, making people want to touch it .

Jiang Yuan was still very quiet in the bath, mainly because he was shy, but he was also obedient. While taking a bath, Gu Lv checked the back of his previously injured head. The wound had healed, leaving a winding scar. Gu Lv touched it and asked "Does it still hurt?"

"Are you still bald?" Jiang Yuan asked and looked at Gu Lv expectantly. Gu Lv froze for a moment. There was clearly a bluish-white scalp at the moment, but he stroked the hair next to him with his hand, and wanted to remove that piece of hair with a guilty conscience. As if to cover it, "It's grown, with a lot of hair."

Jiang Yuan didn't know whether to believe it or not, his hands were wet, and Gu Lv didn't let him touch them, "The bananas are not yet ripe, so I won't wash my hair today."

"It's not good to be bald. I've been losing my hair recently, and it's all over the bed."

"I dropped it."

Jiang Yuan looked at Gu Lv's serious look, and found it interesting, and his drowsiness was reduced by half, "Actually, when I first returned to China, I thought you would also sleepwalk. When I went downstairs to drink water, you suddenly kissed me, but you still treated me during the day. Very fierce."

Gu Lv was startled, he didn't have time to dry himself, so he just put on a bathrobe, and after picking up Jiang Yuan, he said frankly, "I don't know how to sleepwalk. I was afraid that you would sleepwalk, so I stood downstairs waiting for you. I wanted to steal a kiss." you."

Jiang Yuan raised his hand and wanted to pinch his arm, but before Gu Lv could stop him, Jiang Yuan finished pinching, leaving some red marks on his skin after taking a bath, Gu Lv slapped him away, took a towel and smacked his back, "It's not light or not." Heavy"

Jiang Yuan stuck out his head in front of him, and said strangely, "I always feel like I've been sleepwalking all day."

"But I seem to have killed a little goldfish today. Lin Ze threw it into the toilet. It didn't seem to flush down, but it floated up again."

Gu Lv raised his eyebrows, and no longer shy away from the topic "Lin Ze is not good"

Jiang Yuan looked at him with wide eyes slightly, like a young deer with big eyes, because Gu Lv's sudden deliberate flattery gave him a novel aura.

"He didn't rush down, it was his fault."

“…”

"It's the same with fish, it's the fish that's bad."

Jiang Yuan looked at him with strange eyes, his original nightgown was obviously not suitable for wearing, Gu Lv also changed him into pajamas and pants, and put them on one by one, no matter what his eyes were, he explained very naturally, "Fate not good."

Jiang Yuan was extremely suspicious that he was satirizing himself, and he really couldn't turn his mind for a while.Gu Lu patted his hair and confessed, "Sit here and don't move."

He was in the room, quickly changed himself into thicker clothes, found out Jiang Yuan's sweater and his down jacket, returned to the bathroom, confirmed that Jiang Yuan's hair and feet were dry, and urged him to put the clothes on. Wear them one by one.

Jiang Yuan didn't feel strange about his bewildering behavior for half a day, he was very obedient, and even felt that he might be sleepwalking. After Jiang Yuan got dressed, Gu Lv asked, "Where is that butterfly?"

"Are you going back again?"

"Correct."

"In my suitcase, there's a gray suitcase in the locker in the room opposite, and there's a small box in the mezzanine, inside."

He pursed his lips, Gu Lv stared at him again, Jiang Yuan asked softly, "Didn't you give it to me..."

"Give it to you, and then you put it in the suitcase and abscond with the money when you are about to sneak away?"

"I...."

Gu Lv breathed out with his nose, and quickly went to find the butterfly and put it in his pocket, Jiang Yuan looked at him a little blankly, with a completely depressed face, even Gu Lv wanted to carry him, but he refused.

30 years old, also like a child.

Jiang Yuan didn't expect that Gu Lv took him out, wanting to take him out for a walk, on the avenue at the door, the weather was already late autumn, it was actually cold outside, but Gu Lv held his hand, it was still warm.

"Really don't carry it?"

"No."

"Are you angry?"

"Yeah." Jiang Yuan's eyes looked at his pockets, the wind blew the tip of his nose a little red, and when he breathed, there was white gas, which looked very cute.

Gu Lu squeezed the back of his hand, "Don't be angry, I also like butterflies very much, I won't lose it again."

"Do you like butterflies?"

"I like it, Goddess of Light, Helena Lan Morpho."

Jiang Yuan smiled and shook his head, "That's what I like."

They were walking on the avenue with only two people, and it was clearly the end of the darkness, but Jiang Yuan saw the street lamp for the first time.

"You like your butterfly, I like my butterfly." They walked a lot, and under a certain lamp, Gu Lv stopped and held Jiang Yuan's face shrunk in his collar, "You are mine." Butterfly."

Jiang Yuan's heart skipped a beat, and he subconsciously wanted to leave, but was dragged back by Gu Lv. He pointed to a tall and straight Metasequoia beside the road and asked Jiang Yuan, "Does this tree look good?"

Jiang Yuan said inexplicably, "They all look the same, is there any difference between good and bad..."

"I took your butterfly and you are unhappy, aren't you?"

"If I make you stop being unhappy, I'll carry you on my back when we go back, okay?"

Gangwon "Okay"

"Every metasequoia is very straight, and the trunk is very black. It has lost its leaves this season, because after this season, it needs to preserve nutrients for the trunk, and the leaves will be more lush green in the next summer, which will be very beautiful."

"So? Is there anything special about this one?"

"You also like this tree very much. It is 400 meters away from home. It is the last Metasequoia on the way down the mountain. I will meet you when I get off work late. You are waiting for me under this tree, so it is special."

Jiang Yuan looked at the street lamp next to the Metasequoia tree, thinking that it was probably because of the light that he came here.

"Today you won't sleepwalk anymore"

Gu Lv took out a transparent glass jar from his pocket and threw a small black cloth bag into it with a "ding clang" sound. It was a butterfly made of diamonds, and Jiang Yuan knew it.

Gu Lu took Jiang Yuan to the bottom of the tree, then reached out to pick up a pile of soil and threw it in.

"You... why are you..."

Gu Lv focused on filling up the glass jar. The soil under the fir tree was red and black, and he didn't think it was dirty. He lowered his head to pick and choose, and said, "Don't come looking for ashes again, okay?"

"I will use this butterfly to pawn my ashes to you to pay you. After this life, I will give you my ashes, and I will give you the butterfly. Before that, I will accompany you instead of her."

Gu Lu's hands were dirty, he didn't wipe Jiang Yuan's face, but tightened the cap of the glass bottle.

"There is a reason you like it under this tree. I filled it up today. This is my ashes. I will pay you on credit in advance, and you can exchange it after death. There is no difference, isn't it?"

"Speak well and die, no one wants your ashes."

"Well, if you don't want it, no one will."

"It's strange to say that it's very popular now to store ashes in glass jars. Someone I knew used to store ashes in a yellow peach jar."

"Gu Xu?"

Gu Lu was silent for a while, and hummed. "Only through transparent glass can you see clearly, seem to be able to touch it, and seem to be there all the time."

Jiang Yuan looked at the jar that Gu Lusai gave him. There was a butterfly worth over [-] million buried in it. It was very heavy.He whispered, "How can you die?"

Gu Lu heard it, and asked back, "Then how can you die?"

Jiang Yuan didn't say anything, and looked at Gu Lv a little vaguely.

"Jiang Yuan, I'm also very selfish. I don't want to die behind you. I'm also a human being, and I can't stand it. Just take pity on me, can't you?"

"No."

Gu Lv sighed, "No one wants your butterflies, and no one wants your me. Only when you don't want them, they will return to the place where they should go, on the inconspicuous sleeve, under the street lamp in the mud."

Gu Lu really couldn't find a tissue to wipe his hands, so he patted his hands together, "If you let me carry it back later, I can wipe it on myself now, after all, I don't want to get you dirty, so I'll let you go back to take a shower. "

"I won't let you carry it."

"A liar will swallow a thousand needles."

"..."

"I just said something to make you no longer unhappy..."

His butterfly was returned to him, pawning a heart.Jiang Yuan hates being touched, the touch is too light and heavy, accompanied by the embarrassment and panic of being at a loss, like holding a huge treasure in his arms, but there is no place to put it, which is disturbing.

He leaned on Gu Lv's back, and secretly smelled his body. It was so warm and heartbreaking, why did it come so late.

Why, how can it be.

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