aftershock

Gu Lv walked slowly, and the distance to walk became longer, and this long day finally passed, and the tranquility at this time was more like the stability that was suppressed by force, allowing people to take a short breath.

The heat from Jiang Yuan's breathing lightly sprinkled on the neck and neck, not to the point of itching, but warm and gentle.Gu Lu sighed silently, "Are you asleep?"

Hearing the voice, Jiang Yuan struggled to open his eyes and close them again. Gu Lv lifted his legs up, and said with a light smile, "Is it comfortable to sleep on your back?"

Jiang Yuan still didn't speak, Gu Lv knew he wasn't asleep, Jiang Yuan's breathing was heavy when he fell asleep, giving people a feeling of panting and tired, to be honest, not only did he hold Jiang Yuan effortlessly, but he didn't even have to bend over hard when he was carrying him. Waist, Jiang Yuan is too thin, as long as you lie on your stomach obediently, it will basically not fall off your back. He shook the person on his back and said

"You have carried me on your back before, don't you remember?"

Jiang Yuan squinted his eyes halfway to see Gu Lv's long eyelashes in front of his eyes, and hummed if there was nothing there.

"When you were young, you fought with others for the first time. For the big gem that was robbed, I chased others for several streets, and you chased with me. In the end, we didn't snatch it, and we were all beaten up. That day You carried me back."

Gu Lv's voice paused, the autumn wind in the middle of the night seemed to be chasing the light, under the street lamp, he didn't know if it was a series of white breaths exhaled, or the shadow of the wind, he put back that wry smile extremely carefully.

"You used to, you used to carry me on your back and run away. I was not as tall as you at that time, wasn't I?"

"I remember your back was hot."

"No one has ever carried me on my back, I don't know how it turned out"

"what kind"

Gu Lu tilted his head and leaned against Jiang Yuan's head, "Why don't you talk when you're not asleep."

"..."

"It's nothing, it's just hot."

The chest was hot, it was hot everywhere, the heart that couldn't be sold was beating frantically and frantically like being bitten by a dog, it was the first time that it showed its presence to his master, the young Gu Haiyin didn't know Where should I cover it to make it quiet.

Gu Lv could imagine that before meeting him, Jiang Yuan was probably a child carved in jade. Gu Lv had never seen the dilapidated child that Liang Ji talked about earlier. When he met, Jiang Yuan had already been raised by Liang Ji. A delicate little flower, this can't quite describe the feeling of meeting for the first time. Gu Haiyin used to grow up almost in a refugee camp. All the children I met were not as delicate and clean as Jiang Yuan, and they were not as beautiful as the big pair that glowed. Eyes, he was lifted out of the mud by Xu Jingxing, and he went across the ocean several times. Although he was young, he had to be calm about most things, but Liang Ji caught him. When the past was thrown in front of Jiang Yuan, the first thing in his mind was to hide his feet, his shoes were too dirty.

Those who try their best not to feel inferior are the ones who have the most inferiority complex.

The young Gu Haiyin, before she knew what low self-esteem was, already felt that getting closer to him would make him dirty.

"That's it. I almost forgot."

"Don't forget." Gu Lu bent over and moved closer to him, "You must not know how many fights I have had."

"After I was four years old, my parents abandoned me. I knew that if I didn't fight, I wouldn't even have clothes to wear. If I didn't fight, we wouldn't have enough to eat."

The "we" he said was probably referring to him and Xu Xuan. Jiang Yuan knocked his chin on Gu Lu's neck, which was warmer there. However, he was a little unimaginably distracted, and even couldn't help feeling very strange that Gu Lv was telling a story he had never heard before, and even doubted his purpose.

Gu Lv has always talked nonsense very little, Jiang Yuan felt a little strange, even the drowsiness disappeared, and said with great interest, "And then?"

Gu Lu obviously didn't know what Jiang Yuan was thinking. He always thought that the gap between him and Jiang Yuan was very poor. It was difficult for Jiang Yuan to have anything to do with fighting when he was a child. In his eyes, he couldn't beat others in a fight, and he might not be able to fight in a fight. It's hard for Gu Lu to imagine...

"and then?"

Gu Lv was urged, and quickly came back to his senses, "There's no such thing as "then, you already know what happened after that, we only have five years and it's different." Gu Lv laughed again, "If I knew that after the age of nine, I would be different." I will meet you, and I will definitely learn to fight hard in those five years."

"Five years?"

Listening carefully to the questioning ending, Gu Lv clenched his hands tightly, "Yeah, I didn't think I was having a bad day until I was four years old."

"After the age of nine, I also felt that I had a good life."

"yes"

"Yes, including those ten years, those ten years, I hope you have a bad life, and I hope you have a good life. Only when you have a bad life can I feel at ease and feel that I can still wait for you to come back, but, Only when you are doing well can I feel that I have done nothing wrong."

"..." Jiang Yuan lay on Gu Lv's back, trying his best to control his out-of-control breathing. He looked at the pale streetlights, which gave him headaches.

Jiang Yuan shrank his neck in fear of the cold, but fortunately he didn't need to show any expression, after he was dazed, he still quietly suppressed the twitching pain in his heart.

Jiang Yuan is not a person who is easy to complain about pain. To him, as long as he doesn't say it, no matter how painful it is, it is not considered pain. He is forced to be different from most people.Those who are in pain will be comforted by showing painful expressions, and maybe the more they are comforted, the more wronged they will be. Of course, only those who are loved by thousands of people can really understand what wronged is. It is a kind of superficial and hypocritical sadness. , its appearance is to obtain the comfort of the receiver.

Jiang Yuan can't do it, but it's not that he doesn't want it, he just doesn't have a partner.

He only experienced a short period of family affection from Jiang Qing, but at such a forgetful age, he hadn't learned to be wronged, so he ran behind Gu Lv for half his life.And Gu Lu is like a piece of candy in his mouth, so sweet, he likes it with all his heart, but he doesn't know what pain is at all.

When the mash was finished, the food was eaten up, and the pain came, Jiang Yuan still didn't know the grievance.At best, he would curl his lips and droop his eyes. To others, that would be an expression of grievance, but it's not, he's just greedy.

If you crave that bit of sugar, it hurts a little bit, don’t want sugar to be sweeter, but let it melt for a longer time, even if it hurts a little bit, it’s not impossible.

Even now, he is still so hungry.

Gu Lu's occasional friendly and thoughtful words, even heart-to-heart kind words, are all sugar, at least like sugar, too sweet, out of proportion, the most sympathetic thing is probably that no matter how many times, Jiang Yuan will indulge in it without hesitation.

Just like Gu Lv tonight, he is like a cloud, Jiang Yuan leaned on his back and felt in his mind that he was like soft and fine fluff protruding from the white cloud, and there were tentacles, he wanted to use a very gentle The way tempted him to be tied up willingly.

Gu Lu is already committing crimes habitually, and he is really annoying.

He lay on this back and allowed himself to squint for a while, but he was afraid that he would really fall asleep. Gu Lv would say a few words from time to time, and Jiang Yuan was half asleep, not sure whether he hoped that he was asleep or not.

After this day, Gu Lv seemed to be a lot more relaxed. One-sided, Jiang Yuan still lay on Gu Lv's shoulder every night. When he felt his arm numb, he would be rolled into his arms logically. It must be a very warm scene. If Jiang Yuan fell asleep and dreamed it, it could be called a beautiful dream.

But if you don't fall asleep, it's a bit painful.Can't move.

And usually during the day, Gu Lv will be very busy, and Jiang Yuan will sleep when he is not at home. With such a life, whether he is motivated or not is not too important. Being able to fall asleep will make him live a more fulfilling day. .

Jiang Yuan usually doesn't raise his head in front of the mirror very much, but this day he raised his head inexplicably, and found that the person inside was not familiar during a certain glance, and after persuading himself to take a closer look, he felt that the person was so unfamiliar that his heart jumped.too ugly.

So ugly that he quickly lowered his head, panicked in the frozen silence.

Liang Ji suddenly popped up a video message, Jiang Yuan didn't dare to answer it in a panic, after a while, he called back Liang Ji and asked "what's wrong with you"

Liang Ji is already 59 years old. Jiang Yuan calculated that he can wait until the twelfth lunar month of this year. By the twelfth lunar month, Liang Ji will be officially 60 years old. He has to wait for his entire birthday. The note on the caller ID was "Prisoner of Azkaban", Jiang Yuan raised the corners of his lips, and said sweetly with a smile, "I miss you very much."

Liang Ji was probably taken aback, and smiled unconcernedly, sounding a little tired, "How are you lately?"

"It's okay, what's the matter?"

"It's nothing, just asking you, did Gu Lv tell you anything?"

"I said a lot, it's weird."

"Is there..." Liang Ji hesitated for a while, and then asked, "Did you mention Xu Xuan?"

Jiang Yuan's expression was weird for a moment. He thought of a text message he received a few days ago and remembered what Qing Gu Yi said. What's more, Gu Lv's appearance was so normal these days that he seemed very abnormal. He smiled, and his tone was a little relaxed, "He finally disappeared, right?"

"Gu Lv told you?"

Jiang Yuan shook his head, "I guess."

If Jiang Yuan could see Liang Ji's expression, he would know how deep the other's frown was, "You don't want to go out, do you understand?"

"You've heard about the Xu family, right? Who should have detained Xu Xuan, but he ran away with one of his subordinates. Xu Jingxing looked for me, and I don't want to have any contact with them anymore, so..."

"That has nothing to do with me."

Liang Ji was silent for a while, smiled perfunctorily, and sighed, "The things of the previous generation are really endless."

"Has Gu Lu looked for you?"

Liang Ji didn't answer, but repeatedly reminded him not to run around casually. Jiang Yuan listened carefully for a while, and replied "Okay" as usual.

After hanging up the phone, Jiang Yuan opened the message again. He pondered for a long time with his chaotic mind, staring at the message again and again.

It was a colorful message full of temptation. The dark concrete rough house was not big, like a basement. A man in black was sitting in a wheelchair and looking at the narrow transom on the wall. It was his back.

The message sent was only two words, "Buy it."

As early as a few days ago, when Jiang Yuan received this message, he really sorted out the money in his account immediately. No one would have thought that when Xu Xuan was kidnapped, the kidnappers would let a rich man like Gu Lv go. Don't choose, but want to pay the ransom yourself.Jiang Yuan was about to be laughed at by Xu Sheng.He only met Xu Sheng ten years ago, and now he still looks like a wild animal, and still only likes money.

But if he could guess who it was, probably Gu Lu could guess it too, and Xu Jingxing could guess it even more.But Jiang Yuan couldn't figure out why Xu Jingxing insisted on getting involved with Liang Ji, and even made Liang Ji worry so much that he kept telling himself to be careful.

From Jiang Yuan's point of view, Gu Lv was probably the weirder one. He didn't know that in Gu Lv's tenderness towards him, there was some meaning that he hoped that he could help them hold Liang Ji.

He can't think about these things. He actually wished Xu Xuan was dead, mainly because he thought that buying him might cost money, and for Xu Xuan, every penny is very expensive.But until now, I haven't heard the news of Xu Xuan's death, and even ran away with one of his subordinates. It must be that Xu Sheng's pickling has not found a suitable buyer, or Xu Jingxing or Gu Lv caught the negotiation terms. .

Only in the case of Xu Xuan, he didn't consider Gu Lv, but he was afraid that Gu Lv would come to him for help, but Gu Lv was doing him well by keeping silent like this, and Jiang Yuan would feel that he was getting something for nothing. , always anxiously waiting, he didn't know what to wait for, it seemed that Yoo Mo still had such a one-shot and two-part ending, and the critical point was still Xu Xuan.

Anyway, everyone knew that Xu Xuan was detained by Xu's family, Xu Xuan couldn't escape and he couldn't die for a while, Gu Lv didn't ask, Jiang Yuan didn't say anything.Anyway, there is always a deadline, anyway, the worst, that's it.

Thinking about it this way, Jiang Yuan became more active. Martyrs will always go to death calmly. Before that, he took it as a calm enjoyment.