aftershock

It was raining outside, and Jiang Yuan heard it through the half-open ventilation window in the bathroom.

Late autumn is here, if it rains a few more times, the weather will get colder and colder. If it can be winter, maybe it will snow. Jiang Yuan has not seen what Helian said in ten years, this south "has not the slightest Sincerity" snowed, he leaned back in the bathtub, his big eyes looked at the dark window, and the corners of his mouth gently loosened.

Jiang Yuan's reaction to Gu Lu's rushing in was a bit slow, as if he didn't understand, but also didn't care about the confusion. He just blinked a few times when Gu Lu kicked the door too loudly, seeing Gu Lu panicked and ran over to grab him, and closed his eyes again a few times, because there were too many drops of water falling from his hair just now, and it dripped into his eyes.But he felt that Gu Lv might have thought he was crying, because Gu Lv looked extremely panicked.

"Jiangyuan..."

Even Gu Lv's voice sounded like it was trembling, he really made Jiang Yuan more and more incomprehensible, Jiang Yuan was dizzy by his shaking mind, and his internal organs, which were already uncomfortable, were nauseated at the moment, he jumped out of the water He took out his own hand, and put it on Gu Lu's wrist wetly, trying to stop him from shaking, "Don't touch me..."

Jiang Yuan's refusal seemed to have dealt a targeted blow to Gu Lv. Gu Lv watched him soak in the bathtub with his neat clothes on, his eyelashes were dripping, and even the frowning refusal was too calm and indifferent, drenched The pajamas were tightly attached to his body at the part exposed to the water, and the bony feeling was so sickly that it gave Gu Lv the illusion that this person was not Jiang Yuan.

With trembling hands, he brushed back Jiang Yuan's hair sticking to his face. The luster of those big crystal eyes was still beautiful and bright. The thick ink on this pale face proved that Jiang Yuan was in good shape. They concealed their spirituality, silent and bright Looking at Gu Lv eagerly, Gu Lv could find a very fragile self in it.

"The water is cold... Jiangyuan... the water is cold...why don't you know to get up..."

The water is at a constant temperature, but it still wrinkled Jiang Yuan's fingertips. He leaned on the edge of the bathtub with his eyes down, and slowly stood up from the water. The water that was brought up was like a painful heavy rain , and a little fell on Gu Lu who was still in a daze. Jiang Yuan stepped out of the bathtub, and Gu Lu stretched out his hand to grab his forearm. Depressed and nervous, he spoke with difficulty, his tone was sad, and with a trace of expectation, he dragged Jiang Yuan, forcing himself to speak calmly

"You just accidentally slipped into the water just now, right?"

"You were also... you stood on the road by accident, didn't you?"

He asked twice in a row, with rare haste, like his usual indifference, bluntness and stubbornness, Jiang Yuan felt a slight pain in his heart, he was used to opening his eyes when he sank to the bottom, and he was also used to Gu Lv's indifference and never taking it easy The submissive arrogance, he had piously protected Gu Lv's innocence and guarded his stubbornness, this is the person he deeply loves and likes, to what extent he likes it, so long as he notices that he bows his head, he is sad, he is afraid, His heart ached in conditioned reflex, he was never willing to hurt Gu Lv, even the slightest, and drowned himself in the water as if he had surrendered, but as soon as he opened his eyes, the only thing on his mind was, Just not to die in the bathtub, not in Gu Lv's bathtub, not in front of him.

He will be sad, will leave a shadow, maybe he will be afraid, his Gu Lu, his Gu Haiyin, how can it be.

Jiang Yuan sometimes felt that he was divided into two halves, fighting in his mind all the year round.His body and mind loathed him and told him to die, but his heart loved Gu Lv, it struggled and clamored, and refused to stop.

Even though his body was already extremely exhausted, he was still pulled up from the bottom of the water by this heart again and again, reluctantly and unwillingly.

"Jiang Yuan, isn't it?"

Jiang Yuan nodded earnestly and obediently, and a small line of water melted into the drenched clothes from the tip of his hair along his neck with his movements, "Yes, yes, I was not careful."

Gu Lu's hand holding his arm suddenly loosened, he tilted his head, and tightened his jaw where no one else could see.

"I'll help you change your clothes. The wound is filled with water. I'll wash it for you later."

He finished speaking quickly, then quickly took off Jiang Yuan's clothes, pursed his lips and gently wiped Jiang Yuan dry, avoiding his wounds, and blowing his hair.

Jiang Yuan was blown by the warm wind and smiled. He is so weak that he is going to die now, and he is dizzy when he opens his eyes. Gu Lu is probably frightened by him. He adjusted his posture without saying a word, Jiang Yuan saw that he couldn't relax, and smiled deliriously, "Xiao Hai, don't be too nice to me, you will make me expect that everything will be better, but it is not."

"Don't be too gentle with me, or when you frown one day, I will think it's because I didn't do well."

He spoke slowly and feebly, Gu Lu paused after listening, "You won't do badly." He then applied medicine to Jiang Yuan's soaked wound, leaned over and blew, "It's my fault."

Jiang Yuan didn't answer, he raised his head heavily in his arms, and let Gu Lv play with his limbs. Gu Lv seemed to be still talking to him, but after listening hard for a while, he couldn't hold it anymore and fell asleep.

Liang Ji said that Jiang Yuan loves to have a fever, and once he has a fever, it lasts for a day or a night. Gu Lv didn't know that he would be so fragile, but when he felt it, he realized that no matter how strong he is, he would be at a loss in front of a low-grade fever. I was so anxious that I didn't know what to do.

He also didn't want to empty his mind at all, he didn't want to, he couldn't go deep to spread what Liang Ji said, he was afraid that Jiang Yuan would stand on the road and sink in the water tank in the bathroom because he couldn't think about it.

Jiang Yuan is like a piece of weak porcelain full of cracks. Every time Gu Lu wants to explore a bit, he will find that he is more broken than imagined. He cannot accept such a thing.