aftershock

Jiang Yuan closed his eyes and curled up under the thin quilt. He said he was uncomfortable and wanted to sleep.

Gu Lv thought he meant to tell him to go out, standing beside the bed could see his thin back and trembling long eyelashes, Gu Lv felt that he should also say something when Jiang Yuan said that, but Jiang Yuan's complexion was really bad, pale face, pale to dry lips, and rarely wrinkled brows all showed how unbearable his discomfort was.

Gu Lv felt his heart constricting, so he had to look away uncomfortably, and in the end he just left a light for him before closing the door.

Sitting in a room with no lights on all night, the reflection of the sparkling water hit the wall, ups and downs.He also sat by the window that night, hesitating so much that he went to find the button after Jiang Yuan returned to the room.

Yuan did not forgive this word, he never thought about it, he hated and hurt Jiang Yuan at the same time, the way he dealt with the pain when he was young and ignorant was to pack up those feelings tightly, and then hide them, not because he never thought that Jiang Yuan would appear in front of him one day , There is always an inextricable connection between them, and sooner or later they will always meet. He thought about the day they met again, and had already made preparations to resist before then.

For Jiang Yuan's appearance, he is calm, even though that kind of calm is the result of thousands of rehearsals.Trying hard to suppress the grandeur of a heart, being indifferent, silent, seeing him smiling will feel badly unwilling, he did deliberately control Jiang Yuan's emotions with his gestures, but he never thought of hurting him.

To be precise, he hardly ever sees Jiang Yuan in such a sick and fragile state, and he doesn't want to see him in such a state, whether it's because of the inertia of the leftover relationship, or because he wants to avoid his own inertia in his heart.

From the moment he came back, he felt that something was wrong. He was thin, quiet, and could play tricks and laugh, but he was different, sensitive and quiet, and when he smiled, he didn't look like he was smiling, and he didn't have the sincerity to reach his eyes.

Jiang Yuan is not like this, the boy in the shirt with the sun, bright and vivid like colored light, optimistic, positive, can shine anywhere, his eyes are clear and bright, he loves to laugh, he gets along well with everyone, It seems that everything can be tolerated, and everything can be laughed off.

Unable to suppress the rising pain in his heart, Gu Lv stood up from the edge of the bed when he remembered something.

Jiang Yuan hasn't sleepwalked in recent times, and he would guess whether it was because he slept better or not. The alarm clock would still ring on time. He still didn't hear the sound of Jiang Yuan opening the door this night. He was worried that he would have a fever. Lil washed his face in the bathroom and went out, and softly opened the opposite door.

Jiang Yuan still maintains the sleeping position. He has been like this since he was a child. He will not move or change his position when he is asleep. In the past, he mostly slept on his side, and unconsciously put a leg or arm on Gu Lv's body. , It seems that only by touching the skin can I sleep more soundly.He was also sleeping curled up on his side at this time, but under the thin quilt, he bent over and shrunk his legs, his hands were scattered by the pillow, the shadow of drowning had not dissipated, and he always looked a little pitiful.

Jiang Yuan's breathing was heavy, Gu Lv reached out to touch his forehead again, but luckily the temperature wasn't too high, the cushion beside the bed sank, Gu Lv sat here for a while, and now there are many things in his mind , Thinking about it carefully, he didn’t think about anything. He listened to Jiang Yuan’s intermittent coughing and heavy breathing, and then looked at the sky. After dawn, he would rush to the airport to go to City C. Ask Lin Wang to take Jiang Yuan to their hospital.

The smell of wood roses lingers in the memory deeply and shallowly, and the small white flowers with double petals bloom warmly without thorns, and grow gently around the school corridor into a sea of ​​small flowers.

The school did not expressly stipulate that picking flowers is not allowed, but the comrades in the security department are very strict. Only girls who are particularly good at acting like a baby will not be reprimanded if they pick one or two flowers.

"You're not a girl, what do you want this for?"

Jiang Yuan hurriedly "Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh."

The flowers at night have a particularly attractive pure white.Jiang Yuan didn't go home until evening self-study, and hid until the night was dark and the wind was high, then he took Gu Lv and sneaked under the flower stand.He rubbed his hands together to take a breath, and jumped onto the wooden frame in twos and twos. The girls picked the flowers one by one, and Jiang Yuan picked them up one by one.A small white flower is only about a little bigger than a dime, and Jiang Yuan is sitting on the shelf in a dignified manner, each pinch is a big flower branch.

He was giggling on it, and all the trembling branches and petals swayed with him. Gu Lv looked up at him, a little worried that he would fall.

He held up a bunch of small white flowers and took a deep breath, "Xiaohai, it smells really good."

Gu Lv raised the corners of his mouth when he saw him smiling contentedly with his head full of broken leaves. Sitting in this small sea of ​​flowers, he was actually more attractive than every flower.

"Come down."

Jiang Yuan compared the flowers in his hand, as if he was not satisfied, "Enough?"

Gu Lv said helplessly, "How much more do you want?"

Jiang Yuan recalled that when the little white flowers were still forming small flower buds, one day when he was passing by between classes, Gu Lv pointed to those flower vines that Jiang Yuan had never noticed before and said that this was called "wood rose flower". For those who are unclear, Jiang Yuan curiously asked how did you know, Gu Lv was stunned for a while and said that someone had told him before.

Jiang Yuan asked who it was again.

Gu Lv looked at the little flower, and even his smile faded a lot. He said that Gu Xu used to plant it in the yard, and when it bloomed, he would pick a handful and put it on the table every day. It was very fragrant.Jiang Yuan felt that he looked a little sad when he saw this kind of flower.

When it really blooms, there will always be someone who can get those little white flowers, and Jiang Yuan also always feels that Gu Lv always walks slowly when passing by the flower vines.

"You have an empty vase in your room. It's just right for this one. I think you need more."

"It's not that it won't dry up, and if it dries up, there won't be more."

Others always say that Gu Lu's gray-blue eyes are beautiful, but in Gu Lu's eyes, Jiang Yuan's eyes are even more beautiful. Not only are his eyes always blue-gray, but they also have more unconscious innocence, magnanimity, and agility. Like a child, when a few touching words come out occasionally, people always worry that they are just childish words.

Just like Jiang Yuan at this time, he sat frivolously in the pure sea of ​​flowers, every petal was a foil, when he heard Gu Lv's words, he just blinked and immediately replied, "Then I will pick one for you every day." Let’s plant a piece for you in the future, okay?”

OK, why not.

Gu Lv smiled easily under the flower shelf, he thought that Jiang Yuan was really wilted, 18 years ago, Mu Qianghua was Gu Xu's memory, today Jiang Yuan stole such a handful of flowers for himself, from tomorrow onwards In this life, seeing Mu Qianghua is probably the smiling face sitting on the shelf.

"Xiao Hai, if I give you so much every day, will you never forget me in this life?"

Gu Lv nodded, "Yes."

"Then I will climb up to pick it tomorrow, you catch me!"

"it is good."

He grabbed the flower and tried to jump on Gu Lv when he was caught off guard, but Gu Lv always seemed to know his thoughts in advance, and he grabbed him firmly as soon as he reached out. Yes, Gu Lu lowered his head and kissed his forehead lightly, then slowly kissed the tip of his nose, and kissed his lips.

It was the person who happened to fall on his heart at that time.

not now.

Jiang Yuan fell into reality in a dream, hurriedly flustered, he opened his eyes blankly, but there was a suffocating pain in his chest.

"Mr. Gu...it's me...I'm...it's..." The phone rang suddenly, Gu Lu put down the coffee he drank most of, and picked it up.

"Auntie, you say."

The aunt pinched the phone cord in a panic, the overturned porridge bowl spilled on the back of her feet before she had time to wipe it, and she didn't know how to organize the words when she got through the phone, "It's Xiao Yuan...he's been having cramps, and he can't seem to breathe. .I.."

"Old Xu...Old Xu, come and tell Mr...."

Gu Lu was sitting in the waiting hall, and the ticket was wrinkled by him. Seeing him standing up all of a sudden, Lin Ze asked a little strangely, "Mr. Gu?"

Gu Lv didn't even look at him, but raised his hand, and Lin Ze stood aside quietly when he saw this.

"Mr. Gu, I just called for first aid. We can't explain Mr. Xiaojiang's symptoms. You took care of him. I went upstairs to see him at eight o'clock. He was still asleep, just coughing. Auntie just went up to deliver breakfast to him. I'm already cramping, and there's some blood foam on the corner of my mouth, we don't know what's wrong, please contact the hospital as soon as possible...we...we..."

"You are doing well."

Gu Lv immediately hung up the phone, and he called Lin Wang while walking out with his clothes in his hands. He closed his eyes when the call was connected. "Lin Wang, you must wait for the ambulance at the gate of the hospital"

"President Gu??"

Lin Ze's expression was messed up, he subconsciously followed Gu Lv and walked a few steps, Gu Lv turned his head and calmed down before saying, "One is to call the driver and tell him to wait for me at the door before he has gone far, and the other is to sign with you this time As a full agent, meet Peng Yang when you land, get your private and official seals, and bring my luggage back with you when you come back."

He didn't wait for Lin Ze to react, and hurried to the exit from the conveyor belt. It was the first time Lin Ze saw him walking in such a hurry. Before he was surprised, he had to call the driver immediately and pray that there would be no traffic jam.

Lin Wang was on the night shift of the emergency department yesterday. He was on his way back to rest in the morning. After answering Gu Lu's phone call, he got in the emergency car. The doctor on board told him about the situation, and waited until he saw Jiang Yuan at the door. He was still a little unbelievable.

The doctor's description of the symptoms when seeing each patient is generally very professional and official, showing some common numbness, including Lin Wang himself, but when the patient in front of him is an acquaintance, he still feels that he has been shocked.

"Dr. Lin, it is preliminarily judged that tension pneumothorax is accompanied by severe lung injury. The patient is conscious but unresponsive to light. He has been intubated urgently to exhaust... er... is this your friend?"

Lin Wangning frowned and nodded. He had already shone a flashlight through his pupils when the colleague in the car was talking. There was pink, foamy blood on the corner of Jiang Yuan's mouth. Dehydrated and dying fish, he ran with the cart while anxiously evacuating the crowd at the entrance, never feeling so irritated because of the large number of people in the hospital.

Jiang Yuan coughed a few times while staggering, Lin Wang shook his hand "Don't worry, it's me"

I don't know if he would listen or not, but Lin Wang ran faster.

"Let's go, please let's go!"

"Doctor Lin, why don't you...will you be the chief surgeon?" In Jiang Yuan's case, a chest operation is inevitable. Lin Wang didn't refuse. He patted his colleague on the shoulder, "Thank you."

There was only one family member with the car, an aunt who cooked at home. Lin Wang signed the pre-operative notice in a hurry. In the past, he would patiently explain these red tapes to the family members. When it was his turn, he felt that one more second would be cumbersome. .

Jiang Yuan's distressed appearance made a needle in his heart. Every doctor who performs the surgery has a team he is familiar with. He gave up the surgery to himself, but his team failed to keep up. His colleagues at the same level were very considerate and cooperated as assistants.

The blood pressure dropped rapidly within a few minutes after the thoracotomy. I don't know if it was too urgent or because of emotional agitation. This kind of emotion will infect each other. The two doctors looked at each other and nodded.

"Get an artificial lung."

The operation took nearly five hours.

When Gu Lu arrived, there was only an aunt wearing indoor slippers standing outside the operating room.

As soon as the aunt saw him, she cried out in a very frightened mood. "The doctor shone a flashlight into his eyes and said that he passed away so quickly. I was scared to death. He kept coughing and coughing. It was full of red foam. Auntie was afraid..."

Auntie couldn't see Gu Lu's terrible complexion. After several hours of panic, she grabbed Gu Lu's sleeve and sobbed, "This child is so good and so thin, I'm really scared..."

Gu Lu's lip hurt, and his teeth broke the mucous membrane at some point. He stared blankly at the operating room with the red light on.Auntie slowed down for a while, knowing that there was nothing to be seen in the operating room, she still stood near the door and hoped to see something.

Gu Lv stood there without moving.

After suturing, Lin Wang came out first. He took off his mask and heaved a sigh of relief when he saw that Gu Lv had arrived. The green surgical gown in front of him was already wet with sweat. A little gloomy.

"Tell me about the situation."

Lin Wang let out a breath and paused, "I think you have to ask his family to come over."

"I am his family."

Lin Wang shook his head, "Lung compression 90.00% six, hypoxia, severe tension pneumothorax, low blood return, severe pneumonia with lung atrophy, resection of the damaged tissue on the left side, adhesion infection, there is a co-infection at present, the sick Very serious."

Gu Lu sat stiffly on the chair, waiting for too long, his eyes were also blood red, at this moment he unconsciously rubbed his eyebrows, he couldn't speak for a while.

"If it's just like this, it's not surprising. After all, pneumonia is not good. When I saw him, he always coughed. Didn't you notice that you lived with him all the time?"

I found it, but Gu Lu didn't pay attention to it.

Lin Wang frowned very displeased, he had no reason to lose his temper with Gu Lv, and said in a restrained tone, "Anyway, you have to let his family come over as soon as possible."

"I am his family"

"Then you also know that he doesn't have a spleen? Half of the pancreas has been removed?"

The aunt covered her mouth with her hands and yelled softly. Gu Lv instantly cast her gaze to the operating room, feeling as if a piece of lead had been hit in her heart, "How is it possible..."

Lin Wang couldn't bear his old friend's gaffe, and he sighed, "There are laparoscopy marks on his body and two horizontal and one vertical incisions."

Gu Lu looked at him in surprise, Lin Wang avoided it and said, "This shows that he has experienced the same situation today at least once."

Seeing the disbelief on Gu Lu's face, Lin Wang looked back at the operating room, as if he was not at ease that Jiang Yuan was inside, he shook his head and went back inside the door.