aftershock

Auntie's tears seemed to flow endlessly. After listening to the crying for a long time, people would have even worse associations with this thrilling scene. Gu Lu had a headache and asked Lao Xu to come over and take her back.

Reminiscing that only an unrelated aunt accompanied him to the hospital for such a major operation, Gu Lv felt uncomfortable. Breathless, he sat in the corridor, waiting for Jiang Yuan to be pushed out, and then quickly sent to the intensive care unit where no one could get in, and he didn't even have time to see his face.

The outermost window of the intensive care unit was floor-to-ceiling transparent. Lin Wang pulled down the venetian blind for him. Jiang Yuan was lying in it with no clothes on, with a thin layer lying on it. The electrodes were connected to the entire upper body, he was breathing shallowly, the red and green lines of the equipment around him stinged his eyes.

The doctor in the white coat carefully urged him to sign. Gu Lv looked at the name he signed, as if he never knew it was his name.

After changing clothes, Lin Wang sat with him and brought him a cup of coffee, but Gu Lu didn't pick it up, so Lin Wang put it on the empty chair beside him.

"He seems to like you very much and is very close to you."

Gu Lu glanced at him, nodded slightly and responded softly.

Lin Wang was a little surprised, "Do you like him?"

Gu Lv didn't answer this question right away, Lin Wang defaulted to dislike without exception, and he thought so too, Gu Lv was so deserted from beginning to end, it was too difficult to tell him to like someone.

"I like him very much, probably the first time I saw him, I was just wondering if I'm going to be gay now"

He didn't notice Gu Lu's stiff staring eyes when he turned his head, continued to smile to himself, and shook his head again, "I think I accepted this fact very quickly. Jiang Yuan is a strange older child, no matter how serious he is, he looks like him. Children, I think there is no one who doesn't like him."

"What did you just ask me?"

Lin Wang took a sip of his coffee, blinked and said, "Ask if you like him?"

"do not like"

Lin Wang sighed and showed an expression of "I knew it". Gu Lv stared at him for a while, his eyes changed from calm to calm, even a little cold, he turned his head abruptly to look at the window of the intensive care unit, his tone Very light "I've loved him since 18 years ago."

Accidentally scalding his hand with a sip of coffee, Lin Wang frowned in disbelief, "How is it possible, you and..."

"I've never been with anyone else"

Gu Lu stood by the window, inside was a person he once loved deeply.Back then when Xu Jingxing brought him back to the country, he used to coax his young self, asking if he would not give up his heart for others except Xu Xuanyuan. He shook his head resolutely at that time. He knew since he was a child that he was not a great man. It is a brother's responsibility to live better, it has nothing to do with selflessness, everyone wants to live, how can it be easy to not want to live for others.

Jiang Yuan didn’t know where he found out about this when he was in the first grade of middle school. He was 13 years old at the time. One day when he was having dinner, he suddenly asked, “If you give your heart to your brother, can I give you my heart, Liang Ji At that time, he knocked Jiang Yuan's bowl with a spoon, and with a ding, Gu Lv always remembered the look in Liang Ji's eyes, full of coercion.

He shook his head and said no.

Jiang Yuan looked sad, Liang Ji said casually, "Why don't you ask him if he would give you his heart?"

The little Jiang Yuan shook his head, "His heart is also a heart. Don't always ask him who he wants to give it to. If he tells me, I will be very sad."

After he finished speaking, he smiled sweetly at Gu Lu calmly, put the ribs that Liang Ji had given him into his own bowl, and said seriously, "If someone asks you, come and get mine, I'll give it to you."

Gu Lu didn't remember what he said at the time, how dare he want Jiang Yuan's heart.

Jiang Yuan has a pure preference for himself in such a long period of time. He not only touches himself, but also Liang Ji.He has a pure and gentle personality, no matter who taught him what kind of mind, he will never learn, reprimand him during the day, and complain to Gu Lv at night.

He is a person, and the touch of Jiang Yuan produces affection, love, and the same sincerity.

But Liang Ji didn't believe it, he thought it was ambition.If it wasn't for Gu Zhengzhong, if it wasn't for his surname Gu, he wouldn't doubt at all that he wasn't grown up at all, and Liang Ji would be able to deal with him casually.

In such a painful life of repression and surveillance, did he really never vent his anger on Jiang Yuan?

Why is the blood dripping from my heart at the person who is standing on this layer of glass and looking at the person who does not move?It was like watching a movie reversed. In the past 24 hours, he watched another self hurt this former lover through a layer of space.

Violated him with words, hurt him with behavior, until he entered the operating room, he was alone.His thin body is full of scars, can he really bear it?And why can I only get such an ending suddenly when I don't know anything, and can only pick up Jiang Yuan's scattered body in a miserable panic.

Those memories that have been dusty for a long time are also memories, and the love that has been dusted for too long is also true love.No one is cruel enough to hurt a loved one.

Gu Lv seemed to have never known someone who was lying there and didn't want to move a finger. He was shocked to realize that Jiang Yuan was so indifferent and unapproachable when he had no expression.

Thinking of Jiang Yuan’s voice calling him Xiao Hai, his fear of the dark, his helplessness and red eyes, he felt a throbbing pain in his heart, no matter how much he didn’t want to admit it, these pains were all subconscious. It started to happen automatically, which made him almost unable to stand up straight. What happened to him these years.

Lin Wang said that Jiangyuan's pneumonia lasted for a long time. In his own situation, a slight cold would be a disaster. Gu Lu thought that he was catching a cold almost as soon as he came back, because he had soaked in the water for too long. for the sake.

Jiang Yuan woke up the next morning, repeatedly moving back and forth on the bed, causing the wavy lines of the entire instrument to become unstable. The nurses came and went in an orderly manner, and Gu Lv could only stand stiffly outside and watch.

Lin Wang asked him to put on the sterilized protective clothing to look at it for a while at night. The wounds were so exposed that Gu Lv felt that he didn't dare to look more.

Jiang Yuan wakes up for a while and sleeps for a while, very restless.Lin Wang said that his drug resistance was too high, probably because he felt more pain after the operation. His slender hands were placed flat on his side, one was clamped with a coil, and the other was hung with water by a needle.Gu Lu didn't know where to touch him, he raised his hand and lowered it repeatedly, deep and shallow emotions floated in his dark gray-blue eyes.

They stood beside the bed for a while, Jiang Yuan coughed unconsciously for a while, the voice was not loud but his whole face was wrinkled together, and the oxygen mask was instantly covered with white mist.

"Why are you still coughing?"

Lin Wang glanced at him angrily, "Of course I will cough, such a major operation." But there are many places to suffer, and he is also distressed. Those two rows of ribs are not just for Gu Lv to dare to look at more.

Gu Lu is not Lin Wang. Lin Wang always stays in the intensive care unit longer because of his privileges when he is on night shift or not on duty.

When Liang Ji appeared in the hospital in a hurry, Gu Lv thought that he would at least teach himself a lesson according to the proportions of his childhood. Liang Ji couldn't be the one who hurt Jiang Yuan.

He was also standing outside the monitoring room and did not speak for a long time.

Gu Zhengzhong came here with him, Gu Lv is taller than him, but the oppressive feeling accumulated by age is still very strong.

"what happened."

Lin Wang opened his mouth, but he is just a doctor at this moment, he really needs to know about those illnesses, but it doesn't seem easy to speak.

"I also want to know what's going on, about the knife wounds on his body."

Gu Lv's voice was not loud, just enough for everyone standing in this aisle to hear.Gu Zhengzhong frowned and looked at Liang Ji, Liang Ji pretended not to hear, turned to Lin Wang and said, "You are a doctor"

Lin Wang nodded, Liang Ji glanced at Gu Lv very uninterestedly, and said to Lin Wang, "Go to your office to talk."

The front and back feet of the two disappeared, and Gu Zhengzhong just sat down from the chair. He was wearing a clean and simple shirt, and his long legs were casually crossed. Sitting like this, he really looked like Gu Lv's relatives, but Gu Lv knew he was not. He is from Liang Ji.

"What do you want to know."

"all"

Gu Zhengzhong thought for a moment, "I don't know all the things, I think no one will tell you what Jiang Yuan didn't say."

"He was injured in China, Liang Ji took him out of the country because he was involved in criminal responsibility."

"Why is criminal responsibility involved?"

Gu Zhengzhong raised his eyebrows slightly, and asked back, "Did you check?"

Gu Lu looked at him calmly, "I've checked, you handled it very well, without any trace."

The playful smile on his face persisted, and the lighter continued to turn a few times, "We only dealt with part of it."

"Then why is he afraid of the dark?"

Gu Zhengzhong paused with his fingers playing with the lighter, and did not answer for a long while.

"And why are you sleepwalking?"

Gu Lu's eyes landed precisely on the fingertips of the other party's pause. Gu Zhengzhong really felt that the world was the other way around. As much as Jiang Yuan was like Gu Xu, Gu Lu was just as much like Jiang Chonglu.

When he was young, he also had a fight in a similar situation with his mind full of doubts, so he always looked at Gu Lv with sympathy.

"You already know he sleepwalks."

"He's been... like this."

I shook my head in the middle of this review, "It's been a long time. When I first arrived in Canada, I often sleepwalked when my resistance was weak and I couldn't sleep well."

"Xiao Hai, why don't you ask Jiang Yuan these questions?"

Gu Lv didn't answer, Gu Zhengzhong sighed faintly.

"We can't answer the question. Liang Ji is here this time to take Jiang Yuan away. You have to solve the problem."

Gu Lu raised his head suddenly, Gu Zhengzhong looked at his expression and stood up helplessly, "Don't worry too much, Jiang Yuan is always strong."

He said it so easily, but Gu Lv's heart sank.

Jiang Yuan's eyes slowly blinked many times, and after opening his eyes completely, he moved his body subconsciously. A sharp pain caused his soul to return to the sky, and all the nerves in his body quickly woke up.

"Stirring again."

Jiang Yuan turned his head to look, Lin Wang put on a mask and smiled at him, "Does it hurt?"

As if not quite clear about his situation, he looked around the room with his eyes and at the tube inserted into his body, opened his mouth slightly but couldn't make a sound.

Lin Wang stood up and rang the bell for him, still smiling gently, "Pneumothorax, I had an operation, don't move around and wait for the doctor to come and show you, be good."

He tapped Jiang Yuan's forehead with his fingertips, and waited for several doctors to file in. The chattering group of people spoke a lot of professional terms that he half understood.Lin Wang looked at him after speaking a few words. Jiang Yuan accepted the status quo calmly and twitched at Lin Wang. After the doctors who looked better had left, Lin Wang moved a small machine Going to the side of the bed, he gently pulled up a layer of cloth covering his body.

There were more incisions on the chest and abdomen, and the whole white chest and abdomen suddenly became a little unbearable.Jiang Yuan raised his hand, and put it down again. Lin Wang paused and smiled to comfort him, "It's okay, I need to stick two small pieces on it. It may be a little cold near the wound, but it can speed up blood circulation." Good for wounds."

He said again, "I also posted it for you when you were asleep, please bear with it."

Jiang Yuan nodded, Lin Wang was allowed to paste it carefully, turned on the machine and put the cloth cover back on. Afraid of Jiang Yuan's embarrassment, he looked at his watch specially.

"Two 10 minutes, I want to sit here for a while"

Jiang Yuan's face was a little swollen. He licked his dry lips. The hospital can't give water for the time being. Lin Wang got a cotton swab and moistened it. His sleepy, ignorant and well-behaved look is not like the one he used to wear. Lin saw that his eyes were gradually clear, and he slowly told him what happened in the past two days.

Hearing that Jiang Yuan's eyes moved when Gu Lv was waiting for him to wake up, Lin Wang felt a little uncomfortable, obviously he was with him all the time, day and night.

"Guess what Gu Lu is doing now?"

"work.."

"He hasn't been to work for several days, maybe he will come later, your Uncle Xu came this morning, I heard..."

Lin Wang was just trying to induce him to speak, trying to make him feel better. Sure enough, Jiang Yuan was very attracted, and looked at him with round eyes, "Uncle Xu...what did you say?"

"You said he filled the swimming pool at home, you were really careless." Lin Wang sighed through the mask, "But it won't fall in the future."

Jiang Yuan was a little sluggish after listening to it, and it took him a while to recover. He still had a cough. Lin Wang couldn't talk to him for too long, so he comforted him, saying that he could be transferred to the intensive care unit after 24 hours. .

His drug resistance is much higher than that of ordinary people. He is fine when he is asleep, but when he wakes up, his various organs start to relax. Whether it is an inner stitched wound or an outer incision, there will always be pain. What's more, once the air Entering the trachea to join the circulation, coughing is very normal.Although Lin Wang is a doctor and knows these common senses better, he still feels very uncomfortable seeing Jiang Yuan coughing carefully until he gritted his teeth.

"If it's always in pain, can I give you a pain pump at night?"

Lin Wang was very gentle and patient. He leaned on the edge of the bed and talked to Jiang Yuan in a coaxing and deceitful tone. Jiang Yuan felt embarrassed that he couldn't wear clothes. He nodded in agreement and whispered to Lin Wang after a round of coughing. "Don't..let anyone else in."

The other person he was talking about was probably Gu Lv. Lin Wang found it funny and felt a little sour. He slowly checked the normal operation of all the facilities. After removing the equipment, Jiang Yuan was still looking at him with dark eyes blinking. He said, "Okay, I see, don't let anyone in, except me, okay?"