door of eternal life

[The text of this chapter: A storm-like tide of love swept them under their control.What remains is restlessness, uneasiness and an unclear future. 】

When Zilan came back, there was no spare room at home, so Yu could only sleep with Qing.Qing's mother entered his room and discussed with him in a low voice, "Qing, your sister is back, and there is no spare bed at home, and your Brother Yu is leaving tomorrow morning, let him sleep with you One night, okay? In fact, your bed is spacious enough to not squeeze you in." After a pause, looking at Qing's expression, he added, "Your brother Yu is also a very clean kid."

Qing's attention was on the matter of "Yu is leaving tomorrow". He didn't know before, and Yu didn't tell him, which made him feel a little disappointed. He thought Yu was going to celebrate the New Year with them, and he I think Yu "should" tell him, because before Yu held his hand, touched his face, and kissed him so passionately in the afternoon, shouldn't their relationship "should" be closer Why didn't Ke Yu tell him that he was going to leave, but let him know from his mother.After being silent for a while, he said "hmm" indiscriminately.His mother knew that if he didn't say anything and let Yu and Qing live together, Qing would not express any displeasure at the time, nor would he embarrass anyone, the scene was ugly, but afterwards, the young master lost his temper I can have a cold war with you for half a month: I know that he has a cleanliness freak and let others live in his room and use his bed without discussing in advance!When she saw Qing, she knew how to take care of the situation. After all, the child grew up day by day and became more and more sensible. She was really happy and turned around to make arrangements.

Qing sat at the desk with a book spread out, a pen in his hand, and an open notebook in front of him, only half a line of words was written on the entire page, and he was a little lost in thought.Yu knocked on the door and came in, said I'm going to take a shower, and went into the bathroom.When he came out of the shower, he saw that Qing had already taken the book, and was sitting on the bed to read it. When he asked what book he was reading, he got under the quilt and stretched his head closer to read the title of the book. It moved to reveal the title of the book, Love in the Time of Cholera by García Márquez.Florentino's love for Fermina moved Qing's heart and yearned for it. A person only loves one person for a lifetime, and guards around that person, even if she is married to someone else, no matter how much he has experienced. No matter how many women he has had sex with physically, his love for her is still unswerving, holy and pure.From youth to youth to middle age to old age, this kind of love that has gone through a whole life without changing the original intention, but has become stronger and deeper with time is deeply implanted in his heart. He thinks that his love should also be In this way, whether it is the person he loves or the person who loves him.Could this person be Yu?

Yu looked at the title of the book, turned around and lay down, then turned his head and looked straight at Qing's face.Qing knew that Yu was looking at him, thinking of the kiss at noon, thinking of Yu leaving tomorrow, thinking of Yu going to sleep in the same bed with him, her heart was in a mess, but now she became nervous again, that tonight, Yu would meet again. kiss him?I held the book in my hand for a long time without turning a page.

Yu looked at it for a while, reached out and took the book out of Qing's hand, put it on the bedside table, and said, "Don't read it, go to sleep." Then he turned off the light and tugged at Qing.

The small night light emits a warm yellow light in the corner of the wall, dimly lit, the room looks warm and peaceful, but there is a hint of restlessness mixed in.

Qing didn't speak, lay down and got into the quilt, and accidentally touched Yu's leg with his feet. His feet were cold, but Yu's legs were very hot. He immediately retracted his feet, turned sideways, turned his back to Yu, and closed his eyes. , pretending to fall asleep soon, but actually paying attention to Yu's movement, trying to judge whether Yu has fallen asleep through the sound of Yu's breathing.It felt like it had been a long time, but nothing was heard. Yu hadn't moved, and his breathing was still the same as it was at the beginning, a little heavy and slow.Probably fell asleep, he secretly breathed a sigh of relief, before he finished his breath, he froze.

Yu hugged him from behind.

Yu's arms wrapped around his waist, and he felt that Yu was going to turn him over, and he vaguely knew what Yu was going to do in his heart, but subconsciously, he didn't resist, and turned over along with Yu's hand, facing Yu. .In the dim light and shadow, Yu's eyes were bright, and his breathing was still heavy, and then he kissed him all at once, more intense and deeper than the kiss during the day.

Qing didn't have the idea of ​​"should I let Yu continue to kiss" at all, but was... looking forward to it, and even enjoying it.He suddenly realized that he had actually been expecting Yu to kiss him again.

In the darkness, the wet kiss was long and lingering, making the air hot and uneasy.Qing felt a little shy, embarrassed, and trembling even while breathing.Yu suddenly released his lips, looked at him silently, and then kissed him fiercely.Qing's face was swollen with heat, and his ears were burning hot. He knew that something might be wrong, but he didn't push Yu away.

Can't push it, or don't want to push it.

"Boom, boom, boom" came the knock on the door.The two froze immediately.Then the door was tapped twice, and Qing's mother was heard asking loudly, "Qing? Yu? Are you asleep?"

Qing quickly agreed: "Just fell asleep." There was still a hint of tremor in her voice.

"Is one quilt enough for the two of you? Do you want to add another bed?"

Yu immediately said loudly: "No need, aunt, the quilt is quite wide, one bed is enough, there is heating, and it's not cold." , His limbs spread over the top of his head, making him tremble all over.

"Well, you go to bed earlier."

"Oh." After Yu finished speaking, he blocked Qing's lips again, Qing was so nervous that he was about to jump out of his throat.

This night, Qing really experienced a kind of amazing trembling, extremely exciting pleasure...

Like the end of a violent storm, they exhausted all their strength and gradually calmed down. Yu held Qing in his arms, and kissed Qing's cheeks one after another, as if remaining on the leaves after a storm. The drops of water dripped silently drop by drop.

Yu felt that he was really crazy, and the whole world was crazy.

In the morning, before Yu got up, Qing woke up, but he didn't open his eyes, just quietly listening to Yu's voice.Yu didn't get up immediately after waking up. He looked at Qing's sleeping face in a daze, recalled what happened last night, and wondered why he couldn't hold back. He thought that Qing also had a good impression of him, or liked him, thinking What to do in the future, how to deal with his relationship with Qing, regardless of Qing's thoughts, he is not sure whether he can go on like this with Qing for a long time, I hope Qing will not take this matter too seriously, I hope Qing can have My normal life, I hope... However, what made him more and more anxious was that he still hoped that Qing Neng would like him, and that he would only fall in love with him.This kind of thought has been going on for a long time, and as time goes by, it has become more and more obvious and stronger, like looking at a mountain from a distance, at first I only saw a vague and small shadow, knowing that the mountain is very Far away, it takes a long, long time to get there, but I still can't help but take a step forward, eager to walk to the side of the mountain. Gradually, with the passage of time and the shortening of the distance, the mountain shadow It is getting bigger and bigger and clearer, until it reaches the foot of the mountain, surrounded by the huge shadow of the mountain, and when it is discovered, it is impossible to get out. At this time, I can't help but want to climb to the top of the mountain again, and want to become one with the mountain .Qing heard Yu deep and long sigh, got up and got out of bed.

Qing still didn't open his eyes. He heard the sound of Yu taking a bath, brushing his teeth, and heard Yu's footsteps approaching slightly.Yu was looking at him for quite a while, but he couldn't continue to pretend to be asleep, so he opened his eyes and looked at Yu as well.He saw that Yu's eyes were a little red, maybe it was because he didn't sleep well last night. He still remembered that Yu was sleeping with his arms around him, and his head was always pressed against Yu's shoulder socket, and he felt in a daze. Yu pulled out his arm, and in his sleep, he always felt Yu tossing and turning, and then he fell into a deep sleep because he was too tired.Seeing that Qing woke up, Yu stretched out his hand, gently brushed Qing's lips with his warm fingers, leaned down and tapped on his lips, his mouth made an arc, and then lightly patted Qing's forehead, Then gently opened the door and walked out, then gently closed the door.Qing replied with a simple smile, but he still didn't get up, and just now he felt that he had a fever, accompanied by discomfort somewhere in his body, and in broad daylight, under the eyes of everyone, he also didn't know how to face it. Yu, will feel a little embarrassed, he can no longer make the expression that he and Yu are just ordinary cousins, he can't bring out the tone of being just ordinary cousins, and he is not sure that he can hide the good-looking Yu's eyes, in short, he can't pretend that nothing happened After all, they did such an intimate thing last night...

Yu has to go back to school, the train leaves at [-] o'clock in the morning.Qing's father and mother have to go to work, so Zilan will drive Yu to the train station. How does it feel to send my younger brother to school.Then he pulled Yu's box and said, hurry up, if you wait any longer, you will miss the train.A few people left the door after talking, and Yu didn't say goodbye to Qing.

The door was slammed shut, causing Qing's heart to sink.

After making sure everyone was gone, he sat up from the bed, walked out of the room slowly, looked at the empty living room, and felt sad for some reason.But the physical discomfort reminded him what to do right now. He turned on the computer, clicked on Baidu, entered a few words, searched vaguely, and dozens of pages of search results popped up on the webpage. Things, but I have never known such a specific, such naked, breathless look at it for a while, and I can't help but wonder how Yu knew?Did he learn it from the internet too, or did he and others do it too?Suddenly he didn't dare to think about it anymore, hurriedly deleted the browsing traces, turned off the computer, and then followed the advice on the Internet, found anti-fever and anti-inflammatory medicine, took it, and went back to sleep.After sleeping until noon, his sister lifted the quilt and told him to get up for lunch.Qing was so frightened that she sat up all of a sudden. When she got up to take her medicine, she didn't expect to tidy up and fell asleep again. Guilty, she quickly glanced at her pajamas and then at the bed. The beds were well cleaned.

Zilan called Qing up to eat, but she went back to her room without saying a word, and closed the door behind her.Qing feels that something is wrong with her sister.