door of eternal life

[The text of this chapter: In the dark night, on the deserted beach, on the storm-ravaged coast, he heard the call from the depths of the sea time and time again, and received the care of strangers time and time again, but there was no warm greeting from that person . 】

Kuo was busy from eight o'clock in the morning to nine o'clock in the evening, and had a simple meal with Ye Rong, discussed some recent business, and then returned to the apartment.

Ye Rong said to him during the meal: "Ko, it's time for you to find someone to start a family with. You can't always be like this. Even today, you should know that this is fruitless."

At that time, he was very hurt for himself, yes, there was no result, but he didn't expect any result, as long as he could stay around Qing, see Qing often, and see Qing alive, he would be happy. Satisfied.

"Where have you been? Have you stayed?" Seeing that it was ten o'clock in the evening, he sent Qing a message.

"It's Rizhao, and I've checked into the hotel." About ten minutes later, Qing replied.

"Have a good rest, good night." Kuo let go of his heart that was hanging just now.Usually, Qing didn't always reply to his messages in a timely manner, but this time, the ten-minute wait turned him into an ant on the hot pot, and he had imagined countless possible situations within ten minutes. There are countless kinds of what he should do.For Qing's trip this time, he had an inexplicably ominous premonition, maybe he cared too much about Qing, maybe it was because Qing had never traveled in this way before, the key point was that he was alone.

Qing stayed at the hotel in Haibin National Forest Park, which is only across a road from the sea.After driving for a long time, he was very tired. After entering the hotel, he did not leave the room again. After taking a shower, he informed his family that he was safe, and replied to Kuo's message. He lay on the bed and watched TV until twelve o'clock. He looked at his phone again, but there was no message, he sighed, patted his forehead and said to himself: "Sleep."

The next day, when Qing woke up, it was already noon, and when she turned on her phone, another message from Kuo came in: "Continue on your way today?" Look at the time it was sent at ten o'clock in the morning.

He replied: "I plan to stay here for a day today and leave tomorrow."

Kuo quickly wrote back: "Have a good trip, take care of your body."

There was no other person's information, he stared at the phone in a daze for a while, then exhaled hard, and went downstairs.

After a simple meal in the restaurant, he walked out of the hotel and walked towards the beach.It was the off-season of tourism, there were very few guests in the hotel, and only three or four people could be seen from a distance on the vast and boundless beach.It was a sunny day with calm and clear skies, the beach was clean and delicate, warmed by the sun, he took off his shoes and socks, held them in his hands, and walked aimlessly along the beach, the gentle sea breeze blowing on his face and body , I sat down when I was tired from walking, and looked at the sea further away, watching the seabirds flying around in the blue sky, as if looking for it. He stopped suddenly, stood in a daze for a while, then raised his feet and stepped forward, stepping on the sand hard to make a few deep footprints.

Spend an afternoon on the beach, until the sun sets, there are no other people on the beach, Qing is still sitting on the beach, looking at the sea, the setting sun is silently projected on his back, he just sits so quietly , motionless, the shadow in front of him gradually elongated until he was submerged in darkness, only the sound of the tide surrounded him tightly.Without sunlight, the temperature dropped a lot, and the sea breeze brushed the hair on his forehead like a cool hand.

It wasn't until just now that Yu sent him a message: "Safe trip." When he saw this message, he couldn't help laughing at himself. Sure enough, he had done unnecessary things before, and Yu was just like an extremely Just like ordinary friends, he politely said "Bon voyage", and didn't care where he traveled and when he would go back.He didn't reply to Yu, and quickly deleted Yu's message, but he knew that no matter how Yu treated him, he couldn't delete Yu from his heart.

The night was dark, and the street lamps in the distance glowed with orange and dim light, standing silently, he looked at the sea in the darkness, without end, like the darkness in his heart.The darkness seemed to have a great suction, pulling him, he heard the voice of the dark sea calling him, a silent voice, he stood up involuntarily, walked forward, until he reached the sea water When it reached his knees, the night sea was already icy cold, which made him shiver all over.He stopped, the waves swayed low and swayed on his legs, he stood there fixedly, the sound disappeared, time seemed to no longer exist, he seemed to be standing alone in a vast empty space middle.

A beam of light shone from behind, and a voice sounded: "Mr. Yun?"

Seeing that Qing didn't respond, the voice sounded again: "Is it Mr. Yun?"

Qing turned around in shock, he didn't expect to meet someone he knew here.Turning around, with the light of the flashlight, he found that this person was unknown to him, it was a girl, and by the uniform on her body, she was a hotel waiter.He asked, "I am. What can I do for you?"

The girl hesitated and said shyly: "Yes... so, it's late now, I see you haven't returned to the hotel, so I'll call you."

Inexplicably and unexpectedly, Qing opened her mouth: "Oh..."

The girl hurriedly explained: "Don't get me wrong, you are a guest of our hotel, and we are responsible for your personal safety."

Qing laughed "heh", it turned out that he had aroused such worries from others, and said to the girl, "Thank you, I will go back to the hotel now."

Qing and the girl walked to the hotel together. Along the way, the girl silently illuminated the road ahead with a flashlight without making a sound. Qing felt that the atmosphere was strange, like a lost child being led home by his family.

The next morning, Qing turned on her phone and saw Kuo's message appearing on the screen again: "Continue walking today? Where are you going next?"

Qing saw that the message was still sent at ten o'clock. It seemed that Kuo knew that he would definitely sleep in, so he deliberately chose this time to send the message.He liked the quietness of this beach very much, and there were few people disturbing him, so he decided to stay for another day, so he replied to Kuo that he would stay for another day.

On this day, he is still walking on the beach, sitting alone on the beach, time has lost its meaning here.Looking at it from a distance, one day, one sea, one beach, one person, like a painting with a vast artistic conception.It's just that Qing didn't stay alone until late at night by the beach like the first night, and he didn't want people in the hotel to look for him again.

On the third morning, Qing still slept until almost ten o'clock, got up slowly to wash, and packed his luggage. Today he was going to leave here and continue walking.

At exactly ten o'clock, Kuo's message jingled again and appeared on the screen of his mobile phone: "Did you sleep well yesterday? Did you leave?"

He replied: "I slept fairly well yesterday. I'm ready to go. The exact location has not been determined. Let's go north along the expressway and take a walk."

Kuo's message was quickly replied: "Be careful."

He went downstairs to check out, only to find that the girl who asked him to return to the hotel the day before yesterday was one of the three people who were in charge of the front desk reception. He didn't even look at these people carefully when he checked in.After completing the formalities, the girl smiled at him, and he smiled back, turned and left, listening to whispers behind his back.

"How is it! How is it! You are so handsome, so eye-catching!" said a voice.

Another voice said: "Wow, I like this, my god!"

The third voice said: "Haha, right, I saw it right away when I first entered our hotel. However, you didn't see it the day before yesterday, and there was another one who was tall and handsome! It's a pity that I didn't live." Our hotel, if these two people stand together, it will be a perfect match!"

Another voice said: "You rotten girl, the good men are all given to men, let us cry somewhere."

The third voice said: "I am a rotten girl, a good man must be given to a man, oh, huh, huh, huh...Long live the rotten girl!"

A voice said: "Although I am also a rotten girl, I like and want both of them! Oh! Oh! Oh! What should I do, who will save me..."

The third voice laughed and said, "You are a nympho!"

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The corners of Qing's mouth raised silently. Such a small situation is quite happy, but also sad. If the whole society can recognize them as a group, then he and Yu, at a certain moment long ago, at that turning point of fate At this point in time, is there any possibility of a slight change that may make them happy together forever?Except for the message that Yu sent that day, there was no further movement from Yu. To this day, he still has such fantasies in his heart. He smiled wryly at himself and drove on the road.

Qing still went north along the Shenhai Expressway, and when he reached the intersection with Qinglan Expressway, he temporarily decided to go to Qingdao on Qinglan Expressway.He still found a hotel near the sea to settle down.

As soon as he entered the room, Kuo's message came again: "Where are you? Did you stay?"

Qing sighed, Kuo seemed to plan to ask every morning and evening.After replying to the message, he walked out of the room and walked to the beach.

The wind was strong, and the waves rushed to the breakwater on the shore. The rumbling sound was like rolling thunder. Eat all kinds of seafood.Ao walked towards the beach away from the fireworks crowd.There were also many people on the beach, and the wind was getting stronger and stronger. As the waves came up wave after wave, more and more people flooded the beach. Many people already found it difficult to stand and left the beach one after another.Qing didn't care, and by the light of the shops on the shore, he saw that there were only three or four people left on the beach, and it was much quieter.He stood at the place where the waves had just rushed over, looking far into the distance, only to see white lines rushing forward in the distant darkness, like thousands of troops, with a mighty momentum, and after a while, they rushed to the beach and rushed to the beach. To his feet, and back away.He hoped that the wind would be stronger, the waves would be higher, and the night would be darker. He hoped that a storm would wash him away... Sure enough, it started to rain, and the few people on the beach hurried back, looking for In the shelter from the rain, the people in the shop quickly opened huge parasols for the guests who had barbecues in the open air.Qing didn't move, he was the only one left on the beach, standing in the rain, the wind wrapped the rain around him, and his clothes were wet and tightly wrapped around him, he raised his head, closed his eyes, thinking of nothing , I just want to be drenched thoroughly.

"Young man, don't dare to stand here anymore. There will be a big storm at night." An old man's voice sounded behind Qing.

Qing turned around and saw an old man in his 60s with gray hair and a red armband on his arm holding an umbrella. The light was too dim to make out what was written on it. Category.He smiled and said, "Understood, old man, I'll be leaving in a while."

The old man said again: "Don't dare to wait a little longer. The storm will come as soon as it is said. It is too late to run. The rain is so heavy. Don't get sick from the drench. Go back quickly." After finishing speaking, he stood still.

Seeing that the old man would not leave unless he persuaded him to go back, Qing Qing didn't insist anymore, saying "Okay, I'll go back now, thank you" and followed the old man ashore to the hotel.He didn't see it, the old man watched him walk into the hotel before turning his head and walking away.

Back at the hotel, I turned on the TV, and the weather forecast said that there would be a big storm in Qingdao tonight, which I hadn't seen in ten years.Qing took a shower, and just sat on the bed when she heard several knocks on the door.Looking at the time, it was past eleven o'clock, who could it be so late?He walked to the door suspiciously and looked out through the peephole. It was a hotel attendant. He opened the door and saw a clean and tidy 25-year-old man in uniform, especially neat.

The man was holding a wooden tray with several boxes of medicines on it, and when he saw Qing opened the door, he said politely: "Sir, hello. I'm the customer service manager on the floor. I just saw that you were drenched in the rain." Yes, our hotel has free cold and fever-reducing medicines specially prepared for guests, do you see if you need them?"

Qing had just taken a hot bath, her whole body was clear, and she didn't have symptoms of a cold or fever, so she said, "Thank you, I don't need it."

"Oh, there are also stomach-warming medicines here, do you need them?" The man turned the tray in his hand slightly to show Qing the box of stomach-warming granules.

"Thank you, there is no need." Qing replied with a polite smile.

"In this case, I won't bother you, I wish you good night!" The man turned and left, just as Qing was about to close the door, the man turned back and asked, "Ah, sir, let me delay you for a while, do you plan to take a walk around tomorrow?" See? If there is, our hotel also has a special tour bus to take you around."

"Thanks, I'd like to drive around by myself."

"However, I suggest that you take the bus from our hotel, because there will be a big storm tonight, and the situation in the seaside, Laoshan and other places will not be known tomorrow. You are not familiar with Qingdao, right? It is safer to go with the team, and the cost Not high either."

Faced with such enthusiastic and polite hotel staff, Qing felt a little embarrassed to refuse the man's proposal, but he hated restraint, and being free-spirited, he still bit the bullet and said: "Thank you very much, but I still want to Go and see for yourself."

The man didn't show any disappointment, he just smiled gently and wished Qing good night again, and left.

Qing closed the door, turned off the light, and lay down on the bed.A sense of sadness welled up in his heart. Strangers were still able to come to take care of him, fearing that he would get sick, but Yu...he didn't even have a formal greeting in the past two days, and what made him even more sad was his own expectation for Yu's greeting.He didn't know what Yu Dao wanted, did he want to wait for him to apologize?But should he apologize?Was he doing something wrong, or was he taking it too far?Yes, he shouldn't have just left the hotel like that at that time, because he didn't consider Yu's face, he didn't take into account that cousin's mood, and he failed her good intentions...but all of this was not what he wanted.Yu is used to his non-resistance, used to his obedience, but his silence never means his acceptance, he and Yu are together again only because of love, he is just too desperate to speak out, but Yu doesn't I heard him shouting hoarsely again and again: "I don't want to! I don't want to share your love with others!" Oh, it's okay not to greet, isn't it?In case I would be vacillating, and the resolution I had finally made would fall apart because of Yu's concern.In the past two days, he also tried his best to control himself not to think about Yu, but in fact, he tried his best not to think about Yu, and his emotions began to become anxious again. Something to do, something to do, right now.Otherwise he will be swallowed by darkness again.

He sent a message to Kuo.