Ah, it's better to die

There is a very high mountain in Baihe's hometown, which can be regarded as a scenic spot. The mountain is full of various plants.It is winter now, only the dry branches are left, the wind is cold, and the mountain road is empty.

He climbed the mountain alone in the early morning, wanting to watch the sunrise.

When he reached the top of the mountain, he sat down on the edge of the cliff without fear of danger.Opening the backpack, there were drinking water and bread in it, and he was eating breakfast while waiting for the sunrise.

His mother is a lover of chicken soup for the soul. When he was young, he took him to climb mountains and always took the opportunity to instill chicken soup literature in him.

"Seeing the morning sun, do you feel that every day is new, and then feel that you have to work harder today?"

Xiao Baihe, who heard such words, said that the sentence was not smooth and the relationship between the upper and lower levels was not close.

Then, the mother looked at the sun and was speechless.

The sky began to turn yellow.

Bai He took out his SLR camera and began to photograph the morning glow.

In winter, the sun rises later.But as soon as the sun came out, all the haze was dispelled.

There was a mist on the mountain, and the whole place was like a fairyland.

Bai He blinked, his eye sockets filled with light.

At this time, it is really suitable to think about the meaning of life.

"Director! Don't jump down!"

When Bai He heard this voice, he was startled at first, and then inexplicably tired.When he turned his head, Bai He was standing behind him panting.

"You... calm down!"

"You have to calm down."

"Don't jump! This is a scenic spot! If someone dies, it will cause economic losses!"

Bai He: "..." He slowly moved away from the edge of the cliff, and then stood up.Lu Qingrang walked over cautiously, and seeing that Bai He didn't resist, he immediately grabbed his hand and kept him away from the edge of the cliff.

Bai He: "Why are you here?"

"I asked for the person's address, and I came here to prevent you from committing suicide."

Bai He didn't need to ask who he was asking, because no one but Lin Rui knew the address of his hometown.

"As a result, as soon as I arrived, I heard from your neighbor that you came to climb the mountain." Gu Qingrang didn't believe what he said about climbing the mountain. This guy must want to commit suicide again.

Bai He despised him, "No matter how bad I am, I won't commit suicide before dealing with my mother's sacrifice."

"Will anyone climb the mountain so early? Or in this kind of winter?" Gu Qingrang still doubted him. "You were sitting on the edge of the cliff just now."

Bai He couldn't argue with his mouth.

Because Bai He said that he still wanted to shoot the sunrise, Gu Qing immediately said that he would wait for him beside him.

The sun rose high and shone brightly.

Lu Qingrang: "Looking at such a bright sun, do you have a feeling that no matter what haze you encounter, you will dissipate, and then you want to live a good life?"

Bai He: "...the office book has a bowl of chicken soup a day, and I throw it away when I get back."

Gu Qingrang: "Director, that is the book that Zheng Xiu bought with his own money."

On the way down the mountain, Gu Qingrang helped him carry his backpack.The old man Bai He has no sense of guilt or shame, "Young people exercise hard."

After going to the neighbor's house, Bai He picked up Gu Qingrang's luggage, and then the two walked inside.The independent courtyard of Baihe's home is a small two-story bungalow surrounded by wild flowers and weeds.

"After all, I don't usually live here, so I don't take care of many things." Bai He welcomed him in. "Sleep on the sofa. I still have to clean the sofa. The rest of the rooms cannot be occupied."

Gu Qingrang sat on the sofa blankly. "No, I'm not here on vacation?"

Bo He, who was carrying his luggage, stopped, turned around and asked him, "How many days of leave have you asked for?"

Gu Qingrang answered honestly. "Three days." After returning, he estimated that he wouldn't have to rest for a month.

"Then stay here and have fun. There are many scenic spots here, where you can climb mountains, enjoy flowers, and food courts. When the time comes, I'll take you back together."

Gu Qingrang asked: "When is aunt's memorial day?"

Bai He narrowed his eyes, "Tomorrow."

"it is good."

Early the next morning, Gu Qingrang went to visit the grave with Bai He.There is a special cemetery on their side, and someone manages it.Although it was said to be tomb-sweeping, it was actually just bringing a bunch of flowers.Bai He wanted to talk to his mother, but Gu Qing walked away wisely.

"Unconsciously, you are 52 years old this year." Sad to say, his mother's birthday and memorial day are on the same day. "After you left, I wanted to follow you every day." He told the truth, "But you kept asking me to live, so I tried my best. Whether it was my intention or not, I have lived to be 28 years old."

He gazed at the smiling woman on the tombstone, her favorite photograph in life.In the complete version, there is a tall man next door to her, and a round-cheeked kid sits on his lap.

"I'm 28 years old. I haven't accomplished anything or started a family. I'm so sorry." He bowed his head. "I know you won't blame me, so I reflected on myself. All I met were unreliable people. I'm really an adult who has no taste."

The sun falls and a petal falls from the bouquet.

"I wish I could see you sooner. I have a lot of unsatisfactory things, and I really want to complain to you."

After rambling for a long time, Bai He remembered that Gu Qingrang was still waiting for him, so he reluctantly got up.But when he looked up, he found that there was no sign of Gu Qingrang around.He had to call. "Hello."

"I'm in the security room." Gu Qingrang immediately reported his direction.

Bai He put his hands in his trouser pockets and rushed over with his long legs.Gu Qingrang was chatting enthusiastically with the security guard, he saw Bai He approaching this way at a glance, and quickly waved to him.

The bright sunlight fell on the young man, and Bai He felt a burst of youthful vitality.

"Let's go," he said.

Gu Qingrang: "Okay."

The security guard bid him farewell reluctantly.

Bai He walked out of the door first, and when he saw Gu Qingrang coming up, he first expressed his admiration for him, "You really know everyone well."

Lu Qingrang said: "I made a relationship with him, and then told him to take care of my aunt."

Bai He helped him open the car door, "Thank you so much, Mr. Gu."

Lu Qingrang shuddered, "What Mr. Gu? It sounds disgusting."

Bai He: "Gu Qingrang, get the hell out of here."

Gu Qing told Wen Yan to get into the car immediately.

Bai He was speechless, did this little guy shake M?

Bai He acted as a tour guide for Gu Qingrang, starting from the nearest flower viewing area. "See those big trees over there?" he asked.

As soon as Gu Qing got out of the car, he noticed those towering trees, with many wood whiskers hanging down from their trunks.They are especially eye-catching in winter when the flowers are withered.

"A lot of people hanged themselves there." Bai He said, "I tied them up with the tree's whiskers, hung them on the neck, and then died when I tilted my head." When he said this, his tone was envious, with Excitement to try.

Lu Qingrang took a deep breath, "The flowers here haven't bloomed yet, why don't you go to another place."

It's tiring to go out with this person.

"Then go to the mountain I want to jump off all day."

Lu Qingrang quickly grabbed him and said, "Actually, I'm exhausted from traveling and traveling, so I might as well go back and rest."

Bai He remained expressionless, "I don't mind."

"Then let's go back."

Bai He's home has a lot of collectibles, limited games, a lot of movie discs and strange books.

The two played games all afternoon, and when they got emotional, Bai He couldn't help but raise his voice a few times.In the evening, the two watch a movie after dinner.

On the way, Baihe went to wash the fruit and came back.Gu Qingrang was leaning on the sofa, holding a beer can, staring at the TV in a daze.

In movies, characters speak their lines.The changing lights reflected on Gu Qingrang's face.

Bai He was in a trance for a while.

This kind of life is terrible. He obviously only lived with him for a few days, but he gradually got used to his existence.This pattern of life gave him the feeling that he had lived for several years.

They didn't go anywhere for three days, so they just stayed at home and played games and watched movies repeatedly.

After three days, the two returned to the big city.In the elevator, Bai He was about to hand over the luggage to Gu Qing and go out by himself.But just so right, Lu Qingrang's cell phone rang.He saw him carrying a bag of specialty products in one hand and his cell phone in the other, so he had to close the elevator silently and follow him up with his luggage.

"Mom?" Gu Qingrang felt inexplicably uneasy when he saw the caller.

"Son! We're back!" Mother Gu's voice came through the phone.

Lu Qing gave way out of the elevator, put down the special products, and searched for the key with his empty hand in his pocket, but he couldn't find it.

Bai He couldn't stand it any longer, and reached out his hand into his trouser pocket.

Lu Qingrang looked at Bai He who suddenly pulled into the distance from him, and for a while the deer bumped wildly.

"Your aunt and I have already arranged a blind date for you! You have a free day on Saturday!"

At this time, it happened that Bai He was too close to him, so he could hear Gu's mother clearly.He couldn't help raising his head, and Gu Qingrang just happened to look down at him.The eyes of the two collided, and Gu Qing felt inexplicably guilty.

Bai He let go and gave up helping him get the key. "I'll go down first." His tone was cold, as if he could spit out ice scum when he opened his mouth.

"Hey!" Lu Qing let subconsciously want to stop him.

"You son of a bitch! Are you listening to me seriously?" Gu's mother yelled on the phone.

"Mom..." Gu Qingrang sighed.

Bai He lifted his legs and left.

Lu Qing asked to chase, and it was not that he didn't chase, he looked at his mobile phone and his luggage, and kept looking at Bai He, distracted and at a loss.

When Bai He walked to the stairwell, he didn't know the reason, but he just gave him a hard look upstairs before going down.

As soon as he arrived at the door, someone was already standing, and it was Zhou Que.

Zhou Que looked at him and did a lot of mental construction before speaking slowly. "Recently is your mother's memorial day."

"Bang!" Bai He slammed the door and went in.

"One or two, what are you doing!" Bai He tugged at his collar, inexplicably impatient.