Ah, it's better to die

Bai He feels that there is no more perfect way of love than secret love in this world.A person's love, a person's decision.

Therefore, his inaction is the best for him, and it is also for Lu Qingrang.Maybe Lu Qingrang will be in pain now, but after a few years, he will definitely feel that this uncle is nothing, everything is an illusion of youth.

Only fools or lunatics are suitable for people like Bai He.

The winter wind blows Bai He's short hair. He is wrapped in a thick coat and looks up against the cold.

Zhou Que stood in front of him, showing a smile that understood everything.

Bai He couldn't laugh or cry, "What are you obsessed with about me?"

"It's not wrong that I'm a pervert." Zhou Que said, "But I'm the only one left in this world who can love you."

Bai He was silent.What is love?Love is two people who promise each other forever and then break up?Is love unprepared to be different?Love or love at first sight?Love is so hard.

He was born because of the love of his parents, and changed the course of his life because of the love of his father.Because of his mother's love, he has been breathless to this day, and because of the fleeting love, half of his life has been changed.

"It was so nice to meet that guy." Ultimately, he thanked an unknown person he loved.

Because if you don't know each other and don't know each other, this love will last forever.

Zhou Que stretched out his hand towards him. "bring it on."

Bai He dragged his feet and walked slowly towards him.

Just as Zhou Que was counting his approaching steps, a voice stopped him.

"Xiaohe!"

Bai He shook his head and turned his head slowly.

Aunt Gu stood at the gate of the community and shouted when she saw him. "Xiaohe, I bought something for my little bastard, but there is no door to enter, can I go to your house and wait for him to come back?"

Bai He looked at the face that was similar to someone to a certain extent, but still didn't react.

Aunt Gu ran over directly, took Bai He's hand, and pulled him away from Zhou Que. "Let's go."

Zhou Que's complexion suddenly sank.

Bai He was staggered by her pull, and quickly helped the scarf that was about to fall. "Aunt Gu...how do you..." Halfway through the sentence, he couldn't continue?Why are you here?They clearly came to see their son.Why don't you come in?I feel weird.

Aunt Gu pulled him away, and then she breathed a sigh of relief. "Children are just ignorant." She turned her head furtively, "I heard that some liars are scary now, as soon as you talk to him, you will be fascinated. I saw that person just now, just like!"

Bai He rubbed his forehead, "Aunt Gu, that has no scientific basis."

Aunt Gu, who has read a lot of poetry and books, took out her mobile phone, "It seems that you haven't read that article."

"Huh? What article?"

Aunt Gu added him on WeChat in one go, and then sent him an article.

Shock!There is such a group of gangs in the city, just say a few words and the wallet will disappear!

Bai He lost his mother in his early years, and was really shocked when he met women of this age group for the first time!

"And this one." Aunt Gu tapped her phone again.

The police uncle teaches you: these five types of people must not be ignored.

Bai He: "This is the first time I've seen this kind of thing."

Aunt Gu: "Recommend a public account to you, there are many good articles."

Considering that he is the director of the official news office, Bai He immediately wanted to politely refuse.

Aunt Gu looked up at him and smiled, which was exactly the same as Gu Qingrang's smiling face.

"Okay." The moment he said this, he felt his professional ethics shattered.

After Gu Qingrang received the text message, he rushed all the way into Bai He's house.Inside, Mama Gu is already demonstrating how to place items in the most space-saving way.

The corner of Bai He's mouth twitched, "Mom."

The gentle and refined Mama Gu changed her face in an instant, "Little bastard!"

Lu Qingrang held the door and shouted, "Didn't I tell you to tell me in advance if you come over?"

Mother Gu patted the folded clothes, "Didn't I send you a message!"

Gu Qingrang picked up the phone. "The first message is: I have arrived at the gate of the community, come back quickly. The second message is: I will stay at Xiaohe's house and wait for you, come back quickly."

The two were noisy, and Bai He silently folded a shirt that Aunt Gu had knocked down because she was too excited.

Lu Qingrang couldn't bear it anymore, "Go back!"

"No." Gu's mother refused. "I want to discuss with Xiaohe the next small way to save money at home."

Gu Qingrang said that she was superfluous, "The director is very rich!"

Mother Gu looked at Bai He in surprise.

Bai He smiled faintly, "He exaggerated."

Gu's mother's eyes looking at Bai He suddenly became a little softer, and her eyes also softened when she looked at her son.

Gu Qingrang was afraid that his mother would keep dying, so he immediately pulled her away.

"Xiaohe, let's chat online." Mother Gu waved.

Bai He, who couldn't keep up with the brain circuits of the mother and child, stayed where he was.

Lu Qingrang dragged his mother to the stairs, and asked while running, "You didn't tell him anything strange, did you?"

Gu's mother rolled her eyes, "Is your mother such a shameless person?"

Gu Qingrang didn't care about it, and when he got upstairs, he stuffed his mother into the room, and then closed the door desperately like a ghost.

"Is Xiaohe's family rich?" Gu's mother was curious. "You really have a lot of skills."

Gu Qingrang's head was full of black lines.

"I didn't intend to talk to you at first." Gu's mother immediately recovered her calm attitude, "At the door just now, a strange person talked to him, as if he was about to drug him, so I stepped forward and pulled him away. "

Lu Qingrang's eyes suddenly became extremely sharp, "Is he not tall or short, but thin and pretty boy?"

Mother Gu was surprised, "Rival in love?"

Lu Qingrang nodded, "It's a pervert."

Mother Gu turned on her phone and immediately sent another article to Bai He.

Lu Qingrang couldn't laugh or cry when he saw it next to him, "You never read these things, right?" Although his mother is the president of the Gossip Club, she has always sneered at these exaggerated articles.

"I got information that young people nowadays seem to like these things and believe in them very much." She said, "I will use the power of WeChat to keep him away from that horrible man who is like taking drugs."

Lu Qingrang only reacted now, "You want to get his WeChat?"

"When it's time to arrive, I said I want to send him something, so naturally I will exchange WeChat."

Lu Qing made mixed feelings, "I have worked with him for a long time, and he reluctantly gave me WeChat."

Mother Gu shook her head, "It's all about your ability."

Gu Qingrang was going crazy, "Why did Zhou Que come to find the director again? Also, what's going on with you, Mom?"

Gu's mother patted him, "Little bastard! Didn't my mother come here to support you because she was afraid that you would be discouraged!"

Gu Qingrang was moved again for an instant.

Gu's mother said: "Anyway, you may not be able to get it."

Lu Qingrang: "You make a lot of sense. Thinking about it makes me want to cry."

Gu's mother couldn't believe it, "Is it really not possible?"

Lu Qingrang wanted to cry but had no tears, "I really can't make it!"

"You are too useless!"

Lu Qingrang was overwhelmed by these words.

When Gu's mother was about to go home later, Bai He came over to see her off.

Mother Gu asked Bai He furtively before getting into the car.Bai He showed an embarrassing expression, and then said something back to her.Gu Qingrang, who was standing apart from the two of them, tried his best to put his ears in front of him, but he still didn't hear anything.

After sending Gu's mother away, Gu Qingrang rushed over immediately. "What did she tell you?"

Bai He's expression was psychedelic now, "She asked me how much money I had saved."

Lu Qingrang covered his face in shame.

Bai He compared a number with his fingers. "I answered."

Gu Qingrang was also dumbfounded. "You... aren't you very rich!"

Bai He asked: "When did I tell you that I was poor?"

On the way back, the two met Zhou Que again.Zhou Que looked at them gloomyly, and Gu Qingrang didn't have time to see Bai He's reaction, so he pulled him and ran away.

"What are you doing?" Bai He asked.

"Don't look back, there's something dirty behind you."

This little guy is too talkative.

If life continues like this, Bai He can already imagine the ending.

The turning point of things happened in January, everyone was going to have a holiday for the Chinese New Year, and all the members of the news center went to dinner together.There are always a few booing uncles who like to pour wine.Bai He has a high-cold air of rejecting others, so they naturally dare not make trouble.But the young Gu Qingrang, who no longer interns in the news center after the Chinese New Year, is different.

When it was time to break up, everyone happily threw Gu Qingrang, who was in a mess, to Bai He. "Your homes are very close, so please send Gu Qing back, Director."

Bai Hepi smiled, "It's really troublesome."

Zheng Xiu comforted, "Take it as a sweet trouble."

The crowd dispersed, and Bai He, who hadn't drunk, took up the sweet trouble.

After the new year, Gu Qing asked these interns not to come to work here again.Their fate is almost over.

Bai He should have breathed a sigh of relief, but somehow felt a throbbing pain in his heart.

Carrying Gu Qingrang to the parking lot, he threw him into the back seat and drove away.

The traffic lights flicker and change all the way, and the lights of the city are psychedelic and cold.

When Bai He arrived in the community, he carried Gu Qingrang, who was like a pile of mud, back to Qingrang's home.He found the key from Gu Qingrang's body familiarly, and carried him into the bedroom.

God just laid the thread of fate in that way, and the right to choose is in the hands of human beings.

Bai He turned on the light in Gu Qingrang's bedroom, and when he was about to put him down on the bed, he found that there was a book on the bed blocking his work.Bai He picked up the book, and carefully put down Gu Qingrang.He didn't pay much attention to the book at first, and he wholeheartedly helped Gu Qingrang take off his shoes and cover the quilt.He sat on the edge of his bed, parting the hair on his forehead with pity.

"Hmm." Gu Qingrang frowned uncomfortably.

Bai He patted his head. "Sleep." At this moment, he put away all the sharp thorns, and his warmth was like water.

But he was in a hurry to put Lu Qing on the bed just now, and didn't put the book away.Books that were too thick could not be kept stable by the inclined angle, and fell off the table with a "snap".

Bai He immediately went to pick up the books.

Then he froze as soon as he lowered his head.

Many cards fell out of the book, with his handwriting on them.This book was even weirder. He picked it up and flipped through it, and found that it was all film reviews he had written before.

Bai He looked at Gu Qingrang in disbelief as if struck by lightning.

How on earth did he find these articles?

In fact, you are the most perverted and terrifying one!

There are also some photos inside, which seem to be the memories of Lu Qingrang's previous studies.

Lu Qingrang folded all the cards and looked at the photos one by one.He looked at Gu Qingrang who was either smiling cheerfully or Gu Qingrang who was pretending to be pretentious, and smiled very happily.

His slender fingers flipped through the photos, and immediately, his smile froze along with his fingers.

This is a very shocking photo. In this photo, Gu Qingrang, who is usually simple and clean, is wearing exaggerated punk clothes and his hair is dyed very conspicuously.

Such a non-mainstream attire can still make him look handsome, which Bai He admires very much.

But that wasn't the reason for his shock.

"Brother, let's kiss."

Bai He's memory went back to many years ago, he was drunk and squinted his eyes in the ambiguous light.A young man said this, and then took his first kiss away.

Bai He couldn't remember his appearance, only the strange hairstyle and the shiny earrings around his ears.He stretched out his hand, touched the face of the person in the photo, and turned his head tremblingly.

The young man dressed exactly as he remembered him was imprinted on this photo.

The owner with the same face as in the photo was lying on the bed.

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