my heart is safe

"Do you think it counts?" Cheng Qianyang sneered, and asked, "Isn't it counted from the time you confessed to me?"

"Cough...I'll say it again, I didn't confess to you, I'm answering you!" Lu Ancheng coughed in embarrassment, and said in a low voice, "Although it's a bit late."

"It doesn't matter, in my heart, we have been together since we were 17 years old." Cheng Qianyang smiled again, "You see, although we didn't go through the process, we have done what should be done as a couple many times ago."

Lu Ancheng pulled the pillow and smashed it on his head, blushing and stammering: "I...be merciful! You forced me and I didn't accuse you of rape! You still dare to talk shit to me here!"

"What did I say?" Cheng Qianyang tore off the pillow and hugged it into his arms, with grievance written all over his face, "We have done everything, we went shopping together, we ate and watched movies together, and even our parents met each other Let's go." Then he smiled and said, "We worked together more than ten years ago, An An, it's destined that we should be a couple!"

"Why don't you say that me and Wang Yiliang, Shen Boyu, ah, and many other people have done these things? You know-" Lu Ancheng rolled his eyes, "If I were born with them, I would commit bigamy early guilty."

As soon as he finished speaking, he felt being tightly locked into his arms again, and then his shoulders sank.

"No one says that a couple is born to be together." Cheng Qianyang said in a muffled voice, and buried his head in Lu Ancheng's shoulder, "You don't know, in fact, I used to be very unconfident. I always felt that I was a latecomer. Others work harder to get close to you, so they keep chasing you, I believe you can have a long-term love for me."

"I have been chasing this for too long. It has been so long that I have forgotten that I am chasing. I have become accustomed to it. I can't even see if there is any result. Fortunately, God finally saw my hard work and made it happen. me."

Lu Ancheng didn't expect Cheng Qianyang to think so much, and didn't know what to say for a while, after all, half of the fault of the other party's long chase was due to his tormenting bad temper.

"What nonsense, you... You have a big advantage. Do you know what you call it on the Internet? It's called a bamboo horse from the sky. It just falls from the sky and gives it away for free. It's a lot of points. The main thing is that the **** spread me It's gone." Lu Ancheng pushed Cheng Qianyang's head with his shoulder, "Hey, Cheng Qianyang, have you ever regretted it?"

Cheng Qianyang paused, did not reply immediately, just laughed, moved his head quietly, and rubbed against Lu Ancheng's neck.

"What are you talking about? Didn't you say that you are here? I will just lie down and not leave. I want to make a home in your heart."

"...You are not earthy."

Cheng Qianyang's hair is curly, soft and not prickly, but it's unbearable to be rubbed like this.Lu Ancheng shook, trying to shake him off his shoulders, but Cheng Qianyang seemed to grow on him.

"An'an, am I really in your heart now?"

Lu Ancheng was taken aback, not only did he not expect Cheng Qianyang to think too much, but he was also so uneasy, the older he was, the more insecure he felt, frowning, he flicked Cheng Qianyang's forehead lightly.

"Why do you talk so much nonsense." He scolded in a low voice, "Yes, you can do it when you are young, why don't you dig it out and show it to you?"

"That's unnecessary, how come I don't know how important I am in your heart." Cheng Qianyang shook his head and tightened his hands, "It's just that you figured it out yourself? What I care about is how much love is in it."

Cheng Qianyang's question made Lu Ancheng lose his mind.

Yes, I never felt that Cheng Qianyang was unimportant in my heart, he was too important, and even after the sprouts of "love" I thought I had for him finally broke through his long watering, I quickly decided to accept him .

But is this love really a recent breed?Or it has been quietly buried in the deepest part of my heart, growing silently, but I didn't pay attention to it, and now I lifted the layer of cloth covering its head—the layer of rags called anxiety, fear, and anxiety, and moved it away to cover it. Its "bamboo-horse friendship" makes it grow wildly through its body when it sees the sun?

"I can't figure it out." Lu Ancheng was stunned for a while, and said honestly.But he quickly asked back: "But can you figure it out? We have known each other for so many years, you can't say that all your feelings for me are love, then—"

He paused, then laughed out loud:

"—Then you are too fucking precocious!"

"It's okay, but I understand that at least after the age of 13, the feelings for you are called love. Even if you don't have it before the age of 13, you still like it very much."

Cheng Qianyang raised his head suddenly, Lu Ancheng only felt the soft hair leave his skin, but then he was pressed against the other's hot and humid lips, lingering between the corner of his jaw and the earlobe.

"If not, how could Chunmeng be all about you, An An?"

Cheng Qianyang gently sucked his ear, and the warm breath penetrated into his cochlea, making him tremble: "Nonsense!"

"Since I was a child, I think you are fragrant and soft, so cute. No matter how pleasing to the eye, no one can compare to you. I like you the most, and I am most willing to follow you. What is this but love?"

Cheng Qianyang worked up, and blew into Lu Ancheng's ear twice, put his hands under the quilt, and gradually became restless.

"Now that the relationship is confirmed, hurry up and do what a normal person would do!" He excitedly sucked Lu Ancheng's face, "It's great, there will be no pressure in my heart from now on, and now I can legally implement my power."

Lu Ancheng was still naked, and was so itchy from such a touch, his waist immediately softened, and he cursed weakly: "You fucking trouble me, I've done it all afternoon, I'm still hungry and you won't let me eat , What? Want to engage in abuse!"

Talking about wrapping it in a quilt, he refused to let Cheng Qianyang succeed.

"I don't know how many rounds I drank last night. The quality of sleep is too poor. Go to sleep for a while and call me when the meal is ready. You are lucky if you didn't get up and kick to death."

Cheng Qianyang rubbed his head, but he didn't force it.

He is so happy, he can now press Lu Ancheng for [-] rounds, and he is willing to die on a human body.But Lu Ancheng just opened the door of his heart a little bit, he can't act too hastily, and then turn around and close the door in fright.

But it's okay to mess around.

"I forgot. You were so tired and passed out just now. I cleaned it up for you. Is your butt still uncomfortable? The leather of the sofa is also rough. Does your knee hurt? Let me show you before you go back to sleep?"

Cheng Qianyang's tone was gentle, and if it were someone else, he really thought he cared.

Lu Ancheng's face under the quilt was almost familiar.

"roll roll roll--"

Lu Ancheng actually didn't feel sleepy at the moment, but why, he couldn't tell Cheng Qianyang that he had a dream when he slept for a short while just now, and he dreamed of him in every period and every appearance, and he was still the same as the 17-year-old At that time, he crossed time and space for a moment of passion, and now his heart is surging, but because of face, he doesn't want him to see it, what if he really does it and is too excited.

"Okay, I'm going down. If it's broken, the freshly fried egg must be cold. I'll fry another one for you after I eat it."

At least Cheng Qianyang let him go, leaned his head over and kissed him again, almost sucking the flesh on his face, before he was gone.

The second floor fell silent again.

In the space that was so quiet that even the passage of time seemed to slow down, Lu Ancheng finally stopped being restless, and he began to calm down and think about what Cheng Qianyang said——

"What I care about is how much love there is."

how many?How much should there be?

And when did it start?

Yes.

Since when did I...

Lu Ancheng was stunned, he looked out the window, the faint moonlight that came in brought his thoughts back to eight years ago.

He was a sophomore that year, and after a year of hard work, he has managed to become at least a big celebrity in the academy by himself.Although his speech was a bit rough and his temper was a bit outrageous, Lu Ancheng's self-taught ability in making friends made him popular all the way. The ability has also been fully reflected——

As long as there is a game, he is on call.

He learned how to roll dice, make punches, pick up girls, and go shopping in nightclubs. After holding the toilet and spitting out the wine all night, the emptiness from his stomach poured into his heart.

He is alone.

Wang Yiliang joined the army early, Shen Boyu went abroad to study, and the Zhou brothers just got on the train to study in the south.

Cheng Qianyang is also gone.

He was forced to leave by himself, and they didn't even say a word to each other for several months before going abroad.Lu Ancheng avoids him, hates him, hates him, and looks at him like a monster.Before Cheng Qianyang apologized for his outrageous behavior, he also left the country.

They broke off contact for nearly two years.

The game finally broke up, Lu Ancheng headed back to school with his head covered, and kept himself awake by counting how many trees and cars he passed.But the more he counted, the more sad he became, he thought in frustration, how long has it been since he saw Cheng Qianyang, and how long has it been since he heard his voice?

Lu Ancheng stopped and walked, one of them stopped on the side of the road and suddenly turned on its headlights, flashing him brightly.

"Damn it—" Lu Ancheng woke up three points after swearing, and stared at the idiot car owner who turned on the headlights.

The owner of the car got out of the car, Lu Ancheng looked more and more familiar, and his heart beat faster, almost jumping out of his throat.He swallowed the alcohol-smelling saliva, tried to suppress his heart, and unconsciously took half a step back, but because he was top-heavy due to drunkenness, he staggered and almost fell to the ground.

The man on the opposite side had quick eyesight and quick hands, and quickly stepped forward to grab him.

"An'an." Cheng Qianyang stroked Lu Ancheng's arm, supporting the half-drunk man into his arms.Lu Ancheng smelled of alcohol, and he couldn't help frowning, "Why are you drinking like this? Get in the car first, and I'll take you home if you don't go back to school."

"Cheng Qianyang..."

Lu Ancheng felt his arm warm up, he read these three words after a long time, his eyes also warmed up, and tears fell down involuntarily.

"Cheng Qianyang."

He yelled again, as if to make sure that the person who caught him was not a hallucination.

"An'an?"

"...Cheng Qianyang! You are fucking Cheng Qianyang!" He finally started to cry a little. He rarely cried when he grew up. The last time he spoke in a crying voice was that night of unspeakable pain.

But at the moment, he has completely forgotten about it.

He grabbed Cheng Qianyang's hand instead:

"Cheng Qianyang, my stomach hurts..."

The memories came to an abrupt end, Lu Ancheng secretly retracted under the quilt, and quietly rubbed his sore eyes.

It turns out that it is not a moment, it turns out that love is never something that grows in a moment, it is born over time, it is a long stream of fine water, it is a sapling that I don't know, but it has taken root in my heart.

Now it finally can't hide, it hurts its master, tell it, I want to grow into a big tree in the sky, with luxuriant branches, until I can spread this feeling all over your heart.

The author says:

The essence of human beings is lemon essence, I also want to have a bamboo horse!Yesterday my best friend said that you should turn this hope into the motivation of code words, after all, they are true in the text, and I have nothing.