my heart is safe

In the last summer vacation before the college entrance examination, Lu Ancheng had no chance to indulge.Workbooks and simulation papers were overwhelmingly rolled in. Even though Lu's parents and mothers never enroll their children in cram schools regardless of their academic performance, Lu Ancheng can still feel inexplicable pressure from the surrounding classmates and the school atmosphere.

Fortunately, Cheng Qianyang didn't enroll in cram school, neither of them had summer classes to attend, so they got together to do their homework together.

As soon as they entered the third year of high school, they had to accept the school's semi-closed management of these prospective graduates, pack up their things and move into a six-person dormitory.

Lu Ancheng has never slept in the same room with more than two people since he was a child, and he is not used to group life at all.He only sleeps in the same room and bed with Cheng Qianyang from time to time, and took care of the third child when he was younger, and it would be uncomfortable for him to be someone else, let alone add more people.Although they are all familiar classmates.

Whenever he thinks about this incident, he worries in his heart, why is there no dormitory for two people in the school, isn't a good environment with fewer people more conducive to study?If there was such a dormitory, he would immediately apply for a room with Cheng Qianyang, and save the adaptation process, how much trouble would be saved!

"Hey……"

"Troublesome?" Cheng Qianyang thought that Lu Ancheng was suffering from homework, so he sighed, "Or you can write in another subject, language or English, and adjust."

"Forget it, if I change English, I won't write anything this afternoon, just sleep here to death." Lu Ancheng lay on the table, his body softened into a puddle of water, "I'm not bored with homework, I'm bored with next semester About living in school."

Cheng Qianyang understood as soon as he heard it, and could only comfort him: "Everyone is the same, and there is no complaint."

"Hey..." Lu Ancheng still sighed, he didn't know what, he was just so irritable that he couldn't get up to do anything.Just as he was spreading out like this, Cheng Qianyang suddenly came over and whispered in his ear:

"Shall we go out to play next week?"

"Huh?" Lu Ancheng woke up instantly.

The word "play" worked better for him than a drug.

He bounced off the table, and the back of his head almost missed Cheng Qianyang's jaw.

"Play? Where are you going to play?" As he spoke, he glanced at the other party suspiciously, "Don't tell me that you are going to swim in Beidaihe, climb mountains in Guya, or go boating in Yanqi Lake."

"How can I, am I teasing you?" Cheng Qianyang said with a smile, "Take the train to the south, do you want to go?"

"Where are you going? South!" Lu Ancheng jumped up excitedly, almost hitting the ceiling, "Go, go, go!"

"I knew you wanted to go, and the strategy was prepared in advance." Cheng Qianyang got up and walked to the bookcase, and took out a booklet from the third floor.He took a deep look at the booklet and frowned calmly.

This guide is really long, and it should have been finished two years ago, and they should have embarked on this trip to the south two years ago.I hope that things take a long time and everything goes well this time.He begged secretly in his heart.

"How do you see it?"

As soon as Lu Ancheng took the brochure, Cheng Qianyang smiled all over his face and came over to ask for credit with his eyes blinking.

"I think it's done pretty well, right? It's been edited, and you just have to follow me around the mountains and rivers to eat delicious food and spicy food."

"Okay, Cheng Qianyang, I didn't expect you to even do the strategy without telling me, it's ok!" Lu Ancheng jumped happily, "Your plan is not a recent one, is it?"

"Didn't you take it out because you weren't very emotional?" Cheng Qianyang scratched his head, "Actually...it was when you and I were having trouble with each other last time when we divided subjects. What can I do if you ignore me, I have to apologize to you, didn't you come up with this idea."

Lu Ancheng's hand flicked through the booklet, Cheng Qianyang would have forgotten about it if he didn't mention it.

"Hey, don't mention it, I forgot about it, I was out of my mind at that time." He waved his hand, "If it wasn't for that brat Wang Yiliang irritating me, I wouldn't have lost my nerve."

He was right.

At that time in the playground, Lu Ancheng felt guilty for "holding down Cheng Qianyang" because he recalled Wang Yiliang's words.

This wave of guilt gradually spread, and even Cheng Qianyang's embrace couldn't dissipate it completely.

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Cheng Qianyang hugged him, "Don't listen to Wang Yiliang's nonsense, he said it casually when he was in a bad mood, how can you take it to heart?"

"I..." Lu Ancheng was very confused, he didn't know what to say, "I even mentioned your parents, I was quick to talk, don't take it to heart."

"No." Cheng Qianyang let go of him, and gently patted his back, "I'm talking nonsense, I didn't want to read the text, I was just joking, really, I just wanted to see your reaction. I didn't expect you to Seriously, An An, it's all my fault, you should be angry with me."

This time Lu Ancheng was in a surprisingly depressed mood. He didn't shout "It's your fault" like before, while pretending that there had been no quarrel, he went down the steps Cheng Qianyang gave him, and simply reconciled.

He got up to pick up the rolled basketball, and walked to the equipment room with the ball in his arms, without saying a word.

Cheng Qianyang chased after him: "An'an? Are you really angry?"

"I'm not angry, you go back to the classroom and do your homework."

He immediately heard that Lu Ancheng's voice was wrong. Why did Lu Ancheng, who was cursing 10 minutes ago, lose his vitality?

He went to grab the corner of Lu Ancheng's clothes, but was thrown away by Lu Ancheng.

"There is one class left in the evening self-study. I will leave early. You can go with them at night. I... I will go back and calm down."

Lu Ancheng remained calm for a week, not only calm, but also indifferent and hiding.

Cheng Qianyang stared at his figure every day, feeling so melancholy that he couldn't sleep or eat.

Originally, I just wanted to take a gamble to see how Lu Ancheng would react, but I didn't expect it to exceed my expectations. Isn't this shooting myself in the foot?

Cheng Qianyang sighed, going on like this is not the solution, he still has to take the initiative to solve it.

He finally blocked Lu Ancheng who had sneaked back to the courtyard after school on a certain Friday when he didn't need evening study.

"Damn it scared me to death." Lu Ancheng didn't expect Cheng Qianyang to block him, so scared that he almost left without turning around, and blurted out swear words.However, he quickly realized that he was still in a cold war with Cheng Qianyang, even though it was unilateral, he still had to put on a show.

"Hey, give me a break."

He turned his body sideways and wanted to enter the door, but Cheng Qianyang didn't give in at all.If he goes to the left, Cheng Qianyang will block to the left, if he goes to the right, Cheng Qianyang will block to the right.

"Cheng Qianyang, are you still paying it back?" Lu Ancheng finally couldn't bear it.

"Who's not finished?" Cheng Qianyang also opened his mouth, put his hand on Lu Ancheng's shoulder, and squeezed, "An'an, is it almost done?"

Lu Ancheng looked at Cheng Qianyang's posture, and thought that the other party was going to suppress him, but Cheng Qianyang suddenly let go of his shoulder, and lowered his hand to pull him: "It's almost there, you haven't talked to me for a week, I feel bad... ..."

"If you're still angry, hit me. I can't bear you not talking to me..."

Seeing his mournful face, Lu Ancheng softened immediately, unable to pretend anymore.

"I... I'm not angry, really, I just don't know how to face you."

He avoided Cheng Qianyang's face in embarrassment.

He thought it over clearly, what Wang Yiliang said was right, it was indeed Cheng Qianyang who had been accommodating him all the time, and he had been tied to Cheng Qianyang all the time.Can he be chained for a lifetime?If Cheng Qianyang's judgment of the future is affected because of himself this time, no matter how heartless he is, he won't be able to make it through.

"Leave me alone. If you think it through, make your own choice. Just pretend I didn't say those words."

Lu Ancheng pushed Cheng Qianyang: "Okay, okay, let's go, it's so embarrassing now, just wait for my own weird energy to pass, and nothing will happen."

"I don't care about you? I have to take care of you avoiding me like this now." Cheng Qianyang stepped forward instead and stopped him forcefully, "Didn't we agree before that when you are angry, you want to quarrel or scold me, just come at me, just Stop the cold war? What's the matter with being so stiff?"

This time Lu Ancheng became angry, and threw the bag on Cheng Qianyang.

"Why the hell can't I talk to you? I said I'm not angry! I'm not angry, don't you understand? In your heart, I'm just a person who just finds trouble and loses his temper, Cheng Qianyang!"

"You are angry, An An, you are angry with yourself."

Cheng Qianyang took advantage of the situation to catch his bag.

"You said yourself that you said something you shouldn't say to me, for fear of affecting my decision, but I don't care, what do you care about?" He frowned and sighed, "Let me tell you the truth, Yiliang and Boyu After the big quarrel that day, you have been in a bad mood. I know you are feeling uncomfortable in your heart, so I want to try. If I tell you that we are divided into subjects and classes, maybe even one out of ten thousand will be separated in the future, will you What kind of reaction was it? I didn’t even think about choosing a different one. Well, in the end, I miscalculated, and I was hoping to force out your inner fire, but instead I suppressed it.”

"An'an, what is the conclusion you got from being calm and calm? Just avoid me?"

"It's useless. You have strengthened my mind by doing this. It's useless if you don't let me follow you now."

Faced with Cheng Qianyang's aggressive attitude, Lu Ancheng was a little overwhelmed for a while.

But he was in a predicament with nothing to say, Cheng Qianyang suddenly opened Lu Ancheng's bag, took out his biology exercise book from it, and flipped through it casually.

"You see, digestive enzymes do not exist in the internal environment. The number of solute particles is directly proportional to the attraction to water. The osmotic pressure must be higher. How could you remember such a simple fill-in-the-blank question? Come back quickly. Change the house."

Cheng Qianyang's topic changed so unexpectedly that Lu Ancheng was completely dazzled by him.

What's going on with him acting like nothing happened?Unilaterally declared the end of the Cold War?Or are you helping each other find a way to go?

Cheng Qianyang closed the workbook, held it and tapped Lu Ancheng's head lightly: "Okay, hurry up and tell me what you don't know, and I'll tell you. See for yourself how long it's been since you came to see me as a free tutor." Tutoring? I was done with me, and I will go online and buy you a set of Wusan again."

If he doesn't go down this step, Lu Ancheng is a fool!

"Don't, don't, I'll sort out the problem when I get back, and I'll show it to you at night."

Lu Ancheng snatched back his bag, thought for a while, poked his head forward, and asked as if confirming:

"Cheng Qianyang, are you sure you won't be influenced by me to change some of your thoughts? Although I really want to stay with you forever, I don't want to change your decision because of me. You... Think again?"

"No, don't think about it." Cheng Qianyang said flatly, "An'an, my decision has always been according to my heart. No one can control me. Don't worry, I have my own plan for my own path."

……

"Think about what you want to go, play, or need to change the travel route. Let's change the strategy now. If not, just follow me?"

Cheng Qianyang saw that Lu Ancheng had wandered somewhere, and waved his hand in front of him.

"Ah." Lu Ancheng came back to his senses, closed the booklet and handed it to Cheng Qianyang, "I have no objection, just follow what you did, take a look at your strategy, the whole plan is too comprehensive, how can I do it Add more things? Anyway, you said that you can eat delicious food and drink spicy food, so don't lie to me when the time comes."

"Don't worry, An'an, I won't wrong you."

Cheng Qianyang also silently added a sentence in his heart - I promise to serve you comfortably.

The author says:

Have you struggled with the division of arts and sciences when you were studying?One of the best things I did when I was studying was to persuade a girl who was so angry with her mother to study literature that she was going to be admitted to the Conservatory of Music. I have a very good school, and the university also actively participates in music activities.Like and should do this sometimes are really two different things.