prison love

Lin Lin was tormented by drugs so that his life would be worse than death. He suffered day and night. He often thought that hell is nothing more than this. Lin Lin was very curious about where they got the drugs and where they put them. It is not clear that he was locked in the house, the door was locked, the windows were blocked, even the sunlight could not come in, let alone day and night.

Every time he had a drug addiction attack, he was like a manic patient, wanting to do something to vent his dissatisfaction, more often he curled up on the ground powerlessly, dying like a dying patient, his eyes were dim and his whole body curled up into a ball, Sometimes Lin Lin is sensible, he thinks, no matter how difficult it is, he must get through it, just get through it, he doesn't need to rely on drugs.But he never got what he wanted. Zhang Xueying would come in and give him an injection every time he felt that the end was coming. Lin Lin didn't know how they managed the time well, why they were able to catch up at the last moment every time.

There was nothing in the room where Lin Lin stayed, and there was no bed. Probably because he was afraid that he would commit suicide, Zhou Zhilin tied him to a pillar with an iron chain, and he could only move within a fixed range, but Lin Lin preferred do nothing.

Lin Lin begged them many times, let him die, he doesn't want to live anymore, he doesn't know when such a day will pass, even if it passes, he will be ruined, what will happen to people who work with drugs in the future .

"Let me die, please." Lin Lin always said this, but he had never died before, and living on his last breath would be better than dying, even a dog could live better than him.

Every once in a while Zhang Xueying would inject him with anesthesia to make him pass out. Lin Lin didn't know why at first, but then gradually figured it out, maybe they were going to make a deal.Lin Lin thought, if he died, there would be one less person to share with them. If he was Zhou Zhilin, kill him, or let him commit suicide.

I don’t know how many days later, Zhou Zhilin suddenly showed mercy and let him go. Seeing Lin Lin in the sky again felt a little unreal, but he didn’t have time to feel too much, because Lin Lin felt uncomfortable because of his drug addiction again. Rolling all over the ground, wishing to stab himself to death with a knife.

He saw that Zhou Zhilin looked at him like an ant, so small that he could be trampled to death with one foot, Lin Lin struggled to sit up, biting his lip that was bleeding, the hatred in his eyes was too much Shocked, Zhou Zhilin couldn't help taking a step back, and then asked Zhang Xueying to inject him with drugs. Lin Lin seemed to come back to life suddenly, and his spirit improved a lot.

He looked up at the yard. When he came here, it wasn't so lifeless, everything was full of vitality, but now, this is where the devil stays, it's hell, it's the purgatory that Lin Lin hates so much.

Lin Lin didn't want to run away now, because he didn't have the strength, even if he ran, he might be caught before he left the house, and he might be greeted by an even more terrifying life.

Lin Lin sometimes thinks of Chuzhou and his eyes, strange and cold.

He always thought that the myths are indeed deceiving, otherwise he would be in such a miserable state, why no god would come down to save him, if it was impossible, he would be taken away by black and white, then he laughed again, he was already in the Hell, there is really black and white impermanence and where can he take him.

One thought of heaven, one thought of hell, Lin Lin looked for a way to die in hell, longing to go to heaven in the next life.

I don't know how long it took, but Zhou Zhilin brought back a few teenagers at night, all of whom were in a coma. Lin Lin didn't know their origins, but looking at their clothes, they should all be children from good families. They, let them go when the ransom comes.

Lin Lin staggered to the room where they were locked up, trying to wake them up, but in vain, they might have been injected with some kind of drug to make them unconscious, Lin Lin wanted to rescue them, and he couldn't let others suffer what he had suffered of.

Among those people, they woke up once. Lin Lin was sitting opposite them. One of them thought he had seen a ghost when he saw Lin Lin, and almost passed out from fright.

One of them was brave enough to chat with Lin Lin for a while and introduce himself, but unfortunately Lin Lin couldn't remember what he looked like, let alone what his name was.

The man babbled for a while, but Lin Lin disliked his loudness and interrupted him: "You don't need to talk, and you don't need to talk to me, I want to rescue you, but please keep quiet."

Those teenagers were dubious, they had no choice but to wait for rescue, the only person they could trust was this man who looked about their age but was full of vicissitudes.

Lin Lin actually didn't think about killing people. Although he had thought about it many times, and even rehearsed it countless times in his heart, he never thought about really killing someone, not to mention his current physical condition. It's all difficult. It's hard to breathe after doing a little exercise. It's not an exaggeration to say that he has no strength to restrain a chicken. No matter how he kills, it's good to be able to lift the knife.

What really made Lin Lin want to kill was that Chuzhou was also kidnapped. It wasn't that he killed people for him, but the timing was just right. It was the saddest time for Lin Lin. The drug addiction became more and more serious, and he couldn't resist at all. At first, he was still able to hold back his bones and not beg Zhou Zhilin and the others, but later the pain had buried his reason, and his soul was filled with pain, clamoring for liberation.

Lin Lin's sanity was no longer clear, everything he saw was gray and foggy, and nothing could save him except drugs.

He didn't know how Zhou Zhilin bypassed other people and took Chuzhou captive, and was locked up with that group of people. Lin Lin went to look at them a few times at first, but those people were in a coma most of the time, Lin Lin wanted to call There is no way to wake them up, let alone with his ability, it is even more difficult to save people.

Lin Lin overheard Zhou Zhilin's conversation, saying that the parents of those people had already called the police, and he wanted to tear up their tickets. So many people, are they going to be killed?Lin Lin became uneasy, but he was not afraid, because there were very few things that could scare him.

Lin Lin was depressed again. Liu Yu didn't know what he had said to Zhou Zhilin. Zhou Zhilin actually agreed to kill him this time and let them go on the road together. Lin Lin didn't care. Alive, but other people can't die, they still have a beautiful life, they shouldn't fall like this.

"I forgot how I got in with the knife. I remember that I heard Zhou Zhilin outside the door saying that he wanted to rape them first and then kill them. The first one was Chuzhou." Lin Lin felt very disgusted, Zhou Zhilin He hates homosexuality so much, but he wants to rape boys, and he is still underage.Lin Lin didn't even know how this family was formed, and the whole family was broken up.

When Lin Lin mentioned this, his face was serious and he was a little uneasy. He was afraid that Zhuo Xingyuan would be angry if he knew that Chuzhou had the reason for his murder.

Lin Lin carefully looked at Zhuo Xingyuan's face. Zhuo Xingyuan was expressionless and didn't know what he was thinking. Lin Lin stretched out his hand and tugged at the hem of Zhuo Xingyuan's clothes, and whispered, "Brother Xingyuan."

"Huh? What's wrong with my baby?" Zhuo Xingyuan imitated Lin Lin, blinked, he knew what Lin Lin was thinking, and deliberately wanted to tease him to make the atmosphere more relaxed. Lin Lin had been immersed in the oppressive atmosphere, he was afraid Lin Lin couldn't hold back.

"Brother Xingyuan, did you...didn't listen to me? Did you hate me?" Lin Lin burst into tears as she spoke.

He didn't know that he loved to cry so much. He was already 27 and [-]. He always cried like something, but the more he tried to stop the tears, the more the tears fell. Lin Lin's eyelashes were covered with water stains, and he rubbed his eyes His posture became more and more pitiful.

Zhuo Xingyuan originally wanted Lin Lin not to be tense, but now it seemed to be counterproductive. He hurried to wipe Lin Lin's tears and said, "Don't cry, don't cry, I'm listening to you, I'm afraid of you Too heavy, I want to divert your attention and let you relax." Seeing that Lin Lin's tears were pouring down like a flood, Zhuo Xingyuan quickly apologized: "Baby, don't cry, I was wrong, I shouldn't tease you, don't Crying, okay?"

Lin Lin looked up at him, Zhuo Xingyuan kissed Lin Lin's eyes, kissed away the tears, and said, "Baby, don't cry."

Lin Lin's ears turned red again due to his gentleness, and he lowered his head not daring to look at Zhuo Xingyuan, Zhuo Xingyuan pinched his ears, and said with a smile, "When you cry, I'm lost."

Lin Lin wiped away her tears with her sleeve indiscriminately, and explained with red eyes: "Brother Xingyuan, I'm not a mother at all, I won't cry next time, don't dislike me...really..."

"I know, you are very strong, you are a man, how can you survive in such an environment, how can you be a mother." Zhuo Xingyuan took a piece of paper and blew his nose for Lin Lin, "Tears are just a way to vent, I don't despise you , I like you the most."

Lin Lin's heart trembled because of Zhuo Xingyuan's deep voice. He heard Zhuo Xingyuan asking in his ear: "So, baby, do you want to be with me?"

Why is there such a gentle person?Lin Lin said in her heart that she really wanted to be with him for the rest of her life.

Zhuo Xingyuan hugged him tightly, feeling that Lin Lin was just a treasure, no matter how hard he hugged him, he couldn't put it down, he wanted to take him by his side every day and love him well, but this person was too stubborn and refused to agree to him.

As soon as Zhuo Xingyuan finished saying this in his heart, Lin Lin softly whispered in his ear: "Okay."

Zhuo Xingyuan thought he heard it wrong, so he couldn't help asking again, "Baby, what did you say?"

But Lin Lin didn't talk about life and death, buried his face in Zhuo Xingyuan's chest, and arched his waist, as if it really wasn't so sad. After so many days, life now is much better than before up.

Zhuo Xingyuan patted his waist, picked him up and put him in his arms, looked into Lin Lin's eyes and said, "Baby, you will be my man from now on."

"I'm going to continue." Lin Lin changed the subject uncomfortably, and got a new boyfriend without paying attention. He didn't know whether it was joy or worry.

At that time Chuzhou and the group of teenagers were awake, they all saw Lin Lin's hideous face holding a knife, especially Chuzhou, he was so frightened that he fainted when he saw Lin Lin like that.

Lin Lin couldn't kill Zhou Zhilin in the first place, his body had been hollowed out by drugs long ago, and it was difficult for him to even stand up, so Zhou Zhilin underestimated Lin Lin as a matter of course, so that they were both dumbfounded when the knife was stabbed in. Lin Lin was there in a daze, not knowing what to say, it was his first time to kill, the bright red blood was warm when it splashed on his face, and some splashed on his lips, Lin Lin licked it with his tongue, and the smell of rust spread...

Zhou Zhilin fell down slowly, Lin Lin's knife was inserted into his abdomen, it was not fatal, but later Lin Lin might have taken drugs and became hyperactive, maybe he was stimulated by the blood, maybe he could finally take revenge, Lin Lin put Pulling out the knife, he stabbed it hard into Zhou Zhilin's chest...

The people around were dumbfounded. They couldn't imagine why Lin Lin would be so cruel when he was a boy of the same age.

They didn't know that after living in hell for a long time, Lin Lin had already turned into a demon.One step further is the abyss, one step back is hell. In the past, Lin Lin was caught in the middle and could not advance or retreat, but today, Lin Lin chose the abyss. He wanted to end all of this with his own hands, and only death can solve everything.

Before he could find Liu Yu and Zhang Xueying, the two of them heard the noise and ran over by themselves. They looked at Lin Lin in horror, maybe the drugs had paralyzed their brains, and they didn't know how to react for a while, even He even forgot about running away, Lin Lin held the knife still stained with blood, and approached them step by step, just like when they injected him with drugs back then, admiring their desperate expressions, Lin Lin was very happy, so he smiled Yes, I laughed very happily.

There were two more corpses in the yard, and Lin Lin was very pleased. It's good that he finally put an end to his sins with his own hands.

The author has something to say:

Lin Lin: I finally know why I suffer, because I always cry!

Zhuo Xingyuan: Yes, do you think when I was cried by the sun?

Lin Lin: Give me a chance, I will make your tear glands cry!