prison love

Things became much simpler later on. Lin Lin let those people go and asked them to contact their family members and call the police. Maybe they were scared and stupid and didn't move. In the end, Lin Lin pushed them and they went. police station.

Lin Lin was sitting at the door covered in blood, waiting for the police to arrive. A curious neighbor glanced at the yard, and was frightened to the point of death. No one would have imagined that such a scrawny child like Lin Lin could kill someone. It was too scary. up.

What happened to Lin Lin caused a sensation in the whole town. Lin Lin wanted to laugh seeing their bloody expressions. For several years, their family affairs have always been the laughing point of these people. Now seeing him like this, I don’t know if it will Will have nightmares and be scared to death.

Lin Lin hoped that they would be scared to death, and hoped that they would not have a good life. When Lin Lin was in dire straits, they would just watch the fun and just don't know anything. Lin Lin didn't ask them to help him He just resented the attitude of these people watching the show and gossiping about their wives, basing their own happiness on the pain of others, which is quite annoying.

But later when Lin Lin did it himself, he realized that it turned out to be quite cool, no wonder those people never tire of it.

Adding drugs to murder, Lin Lin's incident was so bad that it was even published in the newspapers at the time. As the murderer, Lin Lin was also the victim. It is said that this incident occupied the headlines of the newspaper for a long time, and severely condemned the lax management of the small town police station. No one noticed such a serious incident, and felt the warmth and coldness of human nature. The neighbors around have never thought of helping Lin Lin for so many years.By the way, various news about homosexuality were also reported, and after three years of struggle, same-sex marriage was legalized.

If there was someone who could help Lin Lin in the quagmire, he would not have come to a dead end.

"It was even more difficult after I was arrested. The life in the drug rehabilitation center made me commit suicide many times."

Lin Lin's drug addiction is very serious. When he went in, he was the key surveillance object. When he was a drug addict, Lin Lin scratched his heart and scratched his liver. He wished he could die immediately. If he died, he wouldn't have to suffer so much. Anyway, he was helpless in the world. of.

Lin Lin stayed in the drug rehabilitation center for a year and a half. It was an extremely long time. He had heard other people say that for two years, he was struggling with life and death every day, so he had no time to take care of these useless things.

Lin Lin's attitude is quite good, he is active in detoxification, but this does not mean that he can successfully detoxify. Lin Lin didn't know how he survived the first seven days of detoxification. There were many times when he thought he was going to hell. There are many self-inflicted scars on his body. When he can't bear it, he will self-mutilate and stay rational. He keeps telling himself that he must quit drugs, he must quit drugs.

Later drug treatment was not so difficult, it was much better than at the beginning. After detoxification, there is actually a great possibility of relapse into drug addiction, but Lin Lin detoxification was very successful, because he started to detox after he came out of the detoxification center. After a long prison life, I couldn't find a place to take drugs.

"Compared to my original life, the prison is actually quite good. I still remember that when I was sent for trial, all the kidnapped people came to see me except Chuzhou. They said that after I got out of prison, I could ask them for help. They also said I could have saved their lives anyway."

Those people also went to the drug rehabilitation center to see Lin Lin, but Lin Lin refused to see them. In the prison, Lin Lin had never seen them. Go find anyone, be alone, and die poor rather than disturb their lives.

From the age of 14 to 26, Lin Lin didn't know how he got here. The best years of his life were spent in prison.Lin Lin was only 14 years old when he entered the prison, and his mind was still immature. He felt that 12 years was an unattainable number, 380 days, and Lin Lin hadn't counted leap years. This was an astronomical figure. Lin Lin thought he might Don't live for 12 years, because it's really too long.

When he first went in, he was always bullied and did such things, but then he stood up and resisted.

Anyway, life in prison was very boring, Lin Lin took it as fun to torture them.Lin Lin went from always being beaten to always beating others. After being insulted, he has never been beaten again. In prison, whoever has a hard fist is the boss. After they know Lin Lin's past deeds, they are in awe of him. , but Lin Lin never thought of forgiving them.Lin Lin has long learned to base happiness on their pain, and he has mastered it. He likes that feeling very much.

Every night, their cell was filled with screams. Lin Lin heard that someone had entrusted someone to take care of him in the prison, so as long as it wasn't too much, the prison guards wouldn't bother him.Lin Lin guessed that it was the kidnapped people. Although he didn't see them, he was grateful.Those few people didn't expect Lin Lin to be so ruthless. From then on, their happiest time was working outside in labor camps, because there was no Lin Lin there.

As long as they are all in prison, Lin Lin will torture them endlessly. The double torture, both mental and physical, makes people breathless. People once wanted to change prisons, but they were all rejected. Prisons are not hotels. It is so easy to change, so they died in this cell until their death.

At the beginning, the first person was sent out to receive psychological treatment when he showed signs of collapse, but he couldn't escape Lin Lin's claws after he came back. Those with poor psychological endurance committed suicide. With the first one, there will be a second one. , and then the third and fourth... Anyway, the doctor diagnosed them as suicide, which had nothing to do with Lin Lin.

After they died, Lin Lin was changed to a cell. In this cell, except for Lin Lin, everyone came in because of petty theft. They had heard about Lin Lin, and they didn't dare to provoke him casually, and even regarded him as the boss. Unfortunately, Lin Lin never Don't bother with them, live your own life.

In 12, Lin Lin's inmates changed several times, and they all went out, and Lin Lin was left. From a teenager to a young man, Lin Lin thought about the past when he was bored, and later found that he might as well sleep, because in the past There is really nothing to recall, just some unbearable past.

He spends almost all day in one space, and Lin Lin doesn't know what to do. Prison life is not that rich, so he only reads a few books occasionally. fight.

Such days made Lin Lin's heart restless, he couldn't do anything, and he felt very annoying when doing anything. For a while, Lin Lin often dreamed about the outside world, which was colorful and beautiful. After waking up, he He will count how many years he has left, and then he will find that there is still a long time, as if he will not be able to get out, so let's just squat honestly, and don't have any unrealistic fantasies.

Lin Lin often doubts whether he can survive to be released from prison, because life is too boring, and he is afraid that he will die of boredom, but it is so boring, 12 years have passed like this.

12 years is actually quite a long time. The prison guards have changed several times. They almost watched Lin Lin grow up, because he was the only young child. Almost every prison guard would express sympathy for Lin Lin's experience. Lin Lin It is extremely disgusting, it is said that poor people must have hateful things, and if he doesn't want to have hateful things, he will naturally hate sympathy.

After he was released from prison, things were even simpler. Lin Lin couldn't adapt to a free life, so he went through many jobs, but finally got lucky because of a car accident.At first he felt irritable, but later he got used to it. Lin Lin had an inexplicable feeling about the prison. Life in it was not bad, at least he could eat enough, but after he was released from prison, he couldn't even eat enough.

The outside world has changed too much. For example, Lin Lin only found out that same-sex marriage was legal long after he was released from prison. There are still various changes that make Lin Lin overwhelmed.He grew up in a small town, and he only had a vague idea of ​​big cities. After being released from prison, he was in a bustling city, which made Lin Lin feel too psychologically disappointed. For a while, he didn't know what attitude he should use to face life .

Zhuo Xingyuan covered Lin Lin with a quilt. Lin Lin was already asleep. He was too tired. The memories made him exhausted physically and mentally. It was only from the sound of his voice that he knew that he was asleep, Zhuo Xingyuan put him on the bed and went to the kitchen to cook by himself.

He marveled at Lin Lin's experience. Lin Lin was a very tenacious child. Even though he tried to die, he still survived.The days to come will definitely get better and better, Lin Lin is his own when he is with him, Zhuo Xingyuan will take good care of Lin Lin, and make up for all the regrets that he did not experience with him.

Zhuo Xingyuan was fascinated by Lin Lin, and was awakened by a phone call. Seeing that it was Lin Yue, he rubbed his temples and picked it up.

"Is Lin Lin still with you? Why doesn't he go home and doesn't answer the phone?" Lin Yue was forced by Li Erya to call. He was very loose with Lin Lin, but Li Erya didn't Don't worry, let Lin Yue call Zhuo Xingyuan.

"Well, he's at my house, asleep." Zhuo Xingyuan thought for a while and asked, "Are there other people around you?"

Lin Yue avoided Li Erya and walked to other places, saying, "Okay, you can tell."

Zhuo Xingyuan confessed the whole thing, he is Lin Lin's elder brother and his good friend, and he should not hide the fact that he has slept with Lin Lin because of an accident because he is responsible for Lin Lin.

Lin Yue knew Zhuo Xingyuan's thoughts, and knew that he was not a fool. After pondering for a moment, he asked a question that he thought was very important: "When do you plan to propose marriage?"

Zhuo Xingyuan also thought for a while and said: "Although Lin Lin agreed to date me, I think he needs to get used to it for a while. When the time is right, I think three months will be enough."

The two chatted for a while before hanging up the phone. Lin Yue lamented that Lin Lin was getting married soon after he came back. He had to prepare a huge dowry, which could not be less than that of Zhuo Xingyuan's family!

After Zhuo Xingyuan hung up the phone, he called Zhuo's mother and explained that he was already with Lin Lin, which made Zhuo's father and Zhuo's mother very happy.

"Son, it's not easy for you to grow up and finally get the hang of it. Lin Lin is a good boy, you must be nice to him, and bring him home for dinner someday!"

Zhuo Xingyuan agreed, and Zhuo's mother hung up the phone reluctantly. Of course she was excited that her son would only have a date when he was almost 30 years old.

"Brother Xingyuan..." Lin Lin walked out slowly, rubbing his eyes, he didn't dare to walk too fast because of the pain in his back.

"Well, I'm here, what's the matter?" Zhuo Xingyuan asked as he hugged him to the sofa.

"It's nothing, it's just because you're not here..." Lin Lin didn't feel embarrassed to say next, he lowered his head, isn't it very clingy just like this when we were together?

"Baby, I will always be here, and I will never leave you." Zhuo Xingyuan kissed Lin Lin's forehead, trying to resolve his uneasiness.

"Brother Xingyuan..." Lin Lin hesitated for a moment and then asked, "Do you really not dislike me?"

Zhuo Xingyuan overwhelmed him, licked his lips, and said, "It's too late to love you, so why would I hate you, don't think about it, I like you the most!"

Zhuo Xingyuan always said "like" anytime and anywhere, which made Lin Lin's ears blush every time.

Zhuo Xingyuan stopped playing tricks on him, and said seriously: "Baby, your family and my parents already know about our being together, and my parents asked me to take you back for dinner."

Lin Lin was surprised, seeing that the rhythm of the parents is too fast, they have only been dating for a few hours!

Zhuo Xingyuan bit his lips again, and said vaguely: "No, I can't wait to get married with you right away, and be with you every day!"

Lin Lin had no strength to be kissed by him, and lay limply in Zhuo Xingyuan's arms, thinking about what Zhuo Xingyuan said that he wanted to get married, his heart was sweet.After so much suffering, he finally ushered in the dawn.

The author has something to say:

Zhuo Xingyuan: Darling, why is your milk so sweet, it seems like you put sugar in it, it's sweet and greasy.

Lin Lin: Stop smoking!You drank all my milk!

Zhuo Xingyuan: Baby, don't be so ambiguous. I'll pour you another glass after you drink it all. If it's not possible, you drink mine. It's absolutely fresh!

Lin Lin: Get lost!