polar and extreme love

Ziyuan rushed up and hugged him, tears were about to fall for that moment.

"How did you come?"

"I managed to get two days off to celebrate your birthday with you."

Gu Ziyuan's gaze never moved away from Hou Kang's body for almost a moment, his heart was pounding, and he felt that he had not misunderstood what the boy wanted to say in his eyes.

Afterwards, they went to a nearby hotel together, and the atmosphere between the two became ambiguous. Even the waiter at the front desk stared at them with meaningful eyes.

Open the door, close the door, this time it is still Hou Kang who walks in front, and then...

Old things repeat themselves.However, this time it was Hou Kang who took the initiative. He pressed Gu Ziyuan against the white wall next to the wood and kissed him forcefully. Gu Ziyuan was half asleep and half awake, feeling that everything in front of him was unreal.

"Don't learn how to joke about me."

"I'm not kidding, I like you..." Hou Kang whispered softly in his ear, "I know, you probably like me too."

Gu Ziyuan's heart almost jumped out, and he couldn't utter a word, so Hou Kang hugged him and kissed him on the forehead again: "Tell me, do you like me?"

"Hou Kang, I love you."

Gu Ziyuan spoke every word very seriously.

That night, the jerky two rolled on the bed and tasted the forbidden fruit for the first time.Of course, the process was a bit difficult for them who were inexperienced. Hou Kang used the hotel cover on the bedside table, but tragically found that the size was a bit small. Finally, amidst Gu Ziyuan's unstoppable panting and moaning, Still inserted the sex'device into the flower buds that opened up all at once.For the first time, Gu Ziyuan's back was a little tight, he could only touch Hou Kang's forehead and abdominal muscles, and tried to divert his attention so that it wouldn't hurt...

Slowly, the pain subsided, and the overwhelming pleasure came in waves. The climax of sex almost drowned the young man. It felt like he was dying. Gu Ziyuan hugged Hou Kang even tighter. , It was so cool that I didn't even have the last bit of strength.

That was the first time for both of them, and it was also the first time they would never forget in their lifetime.

5.

The polar research ship docked in Perth for resupply, which also means that the trip to Antarctica has passed halfway.He finally got in touch with Gu Ziyuan again, but he could clearly feel that the other party had been avoiding the issue of breaking up.However, this is actually a good thing for Hou Kang, because it at least proves that there is still room for maneuver.

It's just that the conversation sounded a little cold——

"Yuanyuan, I miss you."

"Have you contacted your parents? My aunt seemed to be injured last time. I'm too busy now to go back."

"My dad told me that he went to the hospital and needs to stay at home for at least a month."

"Oh. I still have work to do, so you can do yours too."

……

So, over and over again.This seems to be some kind of cold violence, but Hou Kang can't untie that knot, because the current contradiction seems completely unsolvable.He couldn't understand more than that, all the roads in front of him were his own choices. Even now, he has never regretted it, but he doesn't want to give up on Gu Ziyuan.

This is the fourth time for Hou Kang to wait for work on a polar research ship, and the remaining half of the trip is full of bad weather and sea conditions.He has a lot of experience at sea and is completely used to all this, but this time there are many newcomers from the research institute who came with the ship, and the famous murderous West Wind Belt is simply a nightmare for them.It has been about three or four days, and there are fewer people who come out to take a walk in the cabin to see the scenery. Almost all people lie in the room to rest, hoping that their weak bodies will get better.Seasickness is not as easy as imagined. When it is severe, vomiting is a mild reaction. The feeling is so uncomfortable that you want to die.

Passing by the infirmary and seeing the boy lying on his stomach who vomited until he was on the boat for the first time, Hou Kang felt a little sympathetic, but he also felt that the picture was very familiar - Gu Ziyuan used to be like this.

Four years ago, Gu Ziyuan participated in a scientific research project as a doctoral student and boarded a polar research ship to go with Hou Kang. It was supposed to be a joyous voyage, but Gu Ziyuan's severe seasickness reaction since he set off was under the cloud Densely covered - he almost never got out of bed when he got on the boat, and the severe seasick reaction made him uncomfortable and unable to sleep at all when the stormy waves hit him again and again.Although Gu Ziyuan thought that he was not seasick before boarding the boat, but this route made him understand that those small rivers and these seas and oceans are not even an iota of comparison.Gu Ziyuan vomited after eating. If he vomited too many times, he didn’t want to eat at all, but his body didn’t have the energy to bear it. Later, he almost went into shock. He died of starvation before reaching the South Pole. Hou Kang had to squeeze Gu Ziyuan’s mouth into it. Stuffing food, or feeding him mouth to mouth, finally made it to the destination smoothly.

Hou Kang looked at the young scientific researcher with some sympathy, wondering if he was like Gu Ziyuan back then, whether he had anyone to take care of him or accompany him.

Gu Ziyuan's seasickness, and his love and nostalgia for the big ships in the sea seem to have formed a pair of irreconcilable contradictions.Of course love is important, but for him to give up the career and responsibility he loves for this is another choice that is almost impossible to make.

Hou Kang has been staying in the shipbuilding industry since he graduated. This is a decision he made when he chose his major four years ago.In the past, he always felt that he was living in a muddle-headed way. It was not until he put on the military uniform and boarded the big ship that he finally found the goal of life and the direction to move forward. His whole person was different.

Every man should have a career that he is proud of, regardless of being poor or rich. This is what Hou Kang has always believed. This career will make you mature, make you grow, and make you wander and wander Find meaning in life.

After two years of graduation, Hou Kang finally had the opportunity to work on a polar research ship.Although it was the first time, everything went smoothly. He was probably destined to belong to the sea. He didn't get seasick or vomit. Standing on the deck, he looked at the blue sea and blue sky freely.

At the same time, Gu Ziyuan continued to stay in school to study for a Ph.D. after graduating from a master's degree. He was originally a very suitable person for research.

Thus, the long-distance love between Gu Ziyuan and Hou Kang continued, and the number of times they meet each year can be counted on one hand.

After that, in the second year of his Ph.D., Gu Ziyuan boarded the big ship with his mentor and Hou Kang.He thought that he would be able to work with Hou Kang by taking this opportunity to come a few more times in the future, but the severe seasick reaction made him quit all hope the moment he finally touched land.Everything in Antarctica is beautiful, there are glaciers and penguins, there is fresh air that has escaped from the smog, and the lover is always not far away...

Gu Ziyuan is actually not afraid of suffering, but he is really afraid of death. He has never been able to get used to the wind, waves and bumps, and he doesn't want to walk around the gate of hell for no reason.Of course Hou Kang couldn't agree more with his decision, but it also means that they need to face more separation.

Year after year, there seems to be no end in sight.

6.

The polar research ship finally arrived in Antarctica, but Hou Kang still spent most of his time working on the ship that had already docked.The scenery here is still stunningly beautiful every year, but it is actually boring occasionally because it is too quiet.

In his free time, Hou Kang would stare at the penguins on the distant shore for a long time, and would be tortured helplessly by the skuas who snatch their food.And this 30-year-old is very old and strong, so he will naturally have empty desires to vent.To deal with this matter on the ship, the crew almost all relied on the pornographic movies stored in the secret warehouse to relieve their desires, but Hou Kang, who only loves Gu Ziyuan, has his own unique method - in the depths of his computer, a In the hidden folder, there is an MP3 file named "Yuan Yuan" that he uses every time he masturbates.It was recorded when he and Gu Ziyuan were having sex by the floor-to-ceiling windows of the sea view room during a vacation, and the sound of the waves beating could be faintly heard inside.Hou Kang was worried that the video would leave a clue, so he only recorded the audio with Gu Ziyuan's consent, but it was enough to arouse all his sexual desires.In the audio, Gu Ziyuan repeatedly begged for mercy under his repeated twitching, and his sweet moans seemed to melt his entire heart. He closed his eyes, and the forbearing and seductive appearance of a man when making love appeared again. In front of my eyes, it seems to be within reach.

It seems that time has returned to a month ago. He and Gu Ziyuan have a deep affection. Almost every day and night, the small room is filled with the smell of sex. Gu Ziyuan is like a kitten, sometimes aloof, sometimes coquettish It seemed that Hou Kang didn't want to be separated from his lover for a second.But the closer the end of the holiday was, the frictions between them gradually continued, and Gu Ziyuan's good temper became irritable, and he was angry from time to time, but his puffy face made Hou Kang want to kiss him even more...

Hou Kang gasped, and the thick semen shot all over his hands. He took a deep breath, got up and went to the toilet.

After taking a shower, he missed Gu Ziyuan even more.With his brain back to rationality, Hou Kang carefully calculated that he had spent most of the year floating outside, and it was really unfair to tell Gu Ziyuan—who falls in love not for two people to be together?A short separation is of course normal, but in the current situation, it's so bad that I feel ashamed.

Hou Kang thought, of course he still loves Gu Ziyuan, there is no doubt about it.But if Gu Ziyuan really felt disgusted and irritable because of the distance and separation, and was tired and didn't want to persist anymore, he shouldn't tie him up meaninglessly.But if Gu Ziyuan still has a little bit of love for him