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If so, then he will also make compromises, such as a five-year agreement, after five years, he will leave the ship system to change jobs, although he really loves the job in front of him-with Hou Kang's ability and experience, There is no possibility that he cannot find a job, but if he is innocent enough to do something else, when he thinks about it, he feels strangely unlike himself at all.

Hou Kang struggled again—although the balance in his heart could be tilted towards the big boat, his responsibility and love also made him understand that he couldn't let Gu Ziyuan down.But five years of compromise is not a good way in the end, why should he delay Gu Ziyuan's youth?Who really can afford to wait five years?

He can't be so selfish.The more he introspected, the more Hou Kang felt that he was a scum, and it was fine that he was far away and couldn't accompany Gu Ziyuan, but in the end, he had to ask Gu Ziyuan to take care of his parents, and he did so in the name of his neighbors.My parents are getting older year after year, and their bodies are not as good as before, just like my mother sprained her foot a while ago, and she has to rest at home for at least a month to recover...

Hou Kang finally made up his mind.If he agrees not to break up with Gu Ziyuan when he goes back half a year later, then he will definitely take him back to come out with his parents, the kind that will be together even if he is beaten to death.He needs to face all this, and he also needs to give Gu Ziyuan an honest explanation, so that his lover can no longer be so unclear.

From the sea to the land, Hou Kang understands that he still needs to do a lot.

7.

No. 40 days since Hou Kang left, all life seems to have returned to peace, work continues, life continues, and Gu Ziyuan has returned to the state he is most used to.Apart from the fact that the director always wants to introduce someone to him recently, there are no other worries.

A person's life is simple, except for loneliness.Every time he talked to Hou Kang, he clearly thought it would be impossible, but he still had to pretend to be strong and indifferent. In fact, Gu Ziyuan himself was tired.

After working overtime that night, he looked at the notice board on the official website of his research institute, the announcement he had read a long time ago, and suddenly hesitated.Traveling to do research projects is a rare opportunity and a lot of subsidies...

But the point is, the name of that destination - Antarctic Research Station.

A few months ago, Gu Ziyuan's teacher asked him if he wanted to go to Antarctica with the team this time, but he declined because of seasickness. The distance was too far, and he knew that he probably wouldn't be able to make it.But at this moment, with five days left before the deadline, Gu Ziyuan suddenly had another thought in his heart. After much deliberation, he downloaded the registration form and filled it out carefully.

During the break between work the next day, Gu Ziyuan handed it over to the director's office, and as expected, he saw a surprised expression.

"Little Gu, didn't you say no when I asked you last time?"

"Director Zhang, sorry, I changed my mind. I have read a lot of papers recently, and I think I should go out and have a look. I have always been interested in this project."

The director is naturally very happy: "Okay, Xiao Gu, since you have applied, you must be one of the five positions. After all, you have been to an experienced one before, and I have taken a fancy to you. This time The people who came to sign up are all young people, and I'm afraid I won't be able to hold the field. And you are willing to endure hardships, I have always been very optimistic about you, you can prepare now, and you can also explain at home."

Gu Ziyuan responded one by one, and all the anxiety and hesitation in his heart disappeared.

After leaving the office, he took a deep breath and felt calm. After all, he made this decision with all his heart.

Five days later, as expected, Gu Ziyuan's name was on the list.He drove home on the weekend. One was because he needed to confirm the letter of intent signed by his family. On the other hand, he had been away for several months and had to go home to have a look.

And it was probably because of an experience in the past. Although his mother didn't say a word, his father was not surprised by his decision. He just repeatedly told him to pay attention to his health and take good care of himself. Became a good baby.In the end, he didn't forget to tell his parents to remember to help take care of Hou Kang's family, and his father readily agreed-"They are all neighbors, and the relationship is very good. They will definitely do it, and they will not take care of them."

Gu Ziyuan was finally completely relieved.

Before going out, his mother held his hand and didn't let go for a long time. Gu Ziyuan asked why, and she finally spoke.

"Mom really misses you."

"I'm just going on a business trip, and I'll be back in two or three months."

"Then why do you have to go to Antarctica on a business trip?"

"Is there a need for this job... Going to Antarctica is not very good. The opportunity is rare, the salary is high and there are subsidies. You don't know, the research institute is rushing to go."

"Oh, mom just wants you to be well, and you don't need to make so much money, just enough."

Gu Ziyuan had mixed feelings in his heart, so he could only embrace the woman he loved the most in front of him, and tell her that this profession was actually not that dangerous.Of course, he couldn't tell his mother the reason why he really wanted to go there. He has always been filial, but as he gets older, he also needs to be self-willed occasionally to work hard for his own happiness—since Hou Kang's side temporarily If there is no way to change, then let yourself change, even though seasickness is still a big obstacle for him now.

But he really loves Hou Kang very much.

Really love it.In fact, Gu Ziyuan has never been a clingy person, but after being separated for a long time, he still wants to spend as much time as possible with Hou Kang.He also understands that Hou Kang really loves his career, because his proud expression when he talked about the sea is just like the expression of enjoyment when he and himself are indulging in sex'love.

This description may sound helpless, but Gu Ziyuan also has to admit that Hou Kang at this time is sexy and charming.

He just loves Hou Kang like this.

And the question he was wondering before, about why "he and Hou Kangyue met less often when they grew up", he finally found the answer, which is actually very simple, even because they grew up-after they grew up, the burden on their bodies The more responsibilities, the more things to consider, and they are no longer the simple and carefree children.

This is probably the price of growth, and they all need to change.

After that, Gu Ziyuan kept in touch with Hou Kang all the time, but kept concealing his itinerary, and was excited and excited every day. After all, he would be closer to Hou Kang.

He also began to prepare his luggage for departure. Apart from shopping in the supermarket, there were still a lot of things at home that needed to be packed.Opening the closet, I saw an identical but one size bigger dress hanging next to my white shirt, and I suddenly felt emotional again.

We're going to have to be so close too.

8.

Hou Kang's mood fluctuated greatly in recent days, because Gu Ziyuan lost contact for several days.He thought that the relationship between them had eased, but the sudden disappearance caused his heart to be tugged again.Fortunately, I finally received a reply message today, but there were only a few short words - "I'm fine, but I've been a little busy recently."

The polite refusal made Hou Kang feel alienated and indifferent, and this time and again, he felt that he was really boring himself like this. He couldn't see his lover, and all the words could not help but make up his mind a lot of.

Fortunately, the boat has been very lively recently. First, a colleague's child got an offer from a famous American university. Today, another colleague's wife is due to give birth.So, I saw the man walking around in the cabin like an ant on a hot pot, anxious, but he was not around and couldn't help, so he could only make a phone call every once in a while to make sure the delivery was smooth.

Fortunately, when the night was about to pass twelve o'clock, the daughter was born smoothly, and there was a lively atmosphere in the cabin. The crew picked up water glasses and clinked glasses, as if it was a lively party here.The quiet cabin exploded, and Hou Kang naturally didn't stop everyone's enthusiasm for gossip. He was pulled and curiously asked about their relationship, and they actively wanted to introduce him to each other.

"I have a girlfriend!" Hou Kang replied seriously.

"Huh? I haven't heard you say it before." Everyone expressed surprise.

"No, we've been floating outside, getting together less and leaving more, so we haven't talked to you about our feelings much."

"Then when are you going to get married? Hurry up and hug a big fat boy, monkey, you are almost thirty, and you are not young anymore."

Hou Kang was happy in his heart, but on the surface he looked serious: "Don't...my girlfriend and I are breaking up recently."

"what happened?"

"It's because I don't have much time to spend with him when I go back."

"Oh..." Everyone talked about this topic with a deep understanding and a clear understanding, but they didn't ask too many heart-wrenching questions. They all advised Hou Kang to take it easy. These things are common, if not, Those people from the scientific research institute next door can introduce one to you, maybe it will work.

Hou Kang could only quickly decline the enthusiasm of his colleagues.It is true that there are love stories happening all the time in this big ship—for example, the second engineer of their ship fell in love with the girl who came here this time and is engaged in space physics. Everyone was envious.

Falling in love is always a wonderful thing.But Hou Kang is more aware that apart from love, staying together is always twice as difficult.

But when it comes to emotional issues, Hou Kang has never been a person with online emotional intelligence.Looking at the couple, Hou Kang couldn't help but think of the last time Gu Ziyuan followed a