then spring comes

When I came out with him, I saw that it was getting late, so I said: "Sister, it's time to eat, why don't we go eat first?" I haven't found a place to live yet, why don't I find a hotel first, put down my things, wash my face, and then go eat!" We found the nearest express hotel a little far from the school, and when I opened the room at the front desk, I stood shyly and cautiously at him Behind him, perhaps because he left his familiar life scene, without worries and worries, he was much braver than me. He held my hand tightly, took the key and walked forward, found the room, he pushed When I entered the door, I shyly followed behind him. As soon as I stepped one foot in, he stretched out his hand and pulled me into his arms.I leaned against him tightly, and gently hammered him in his arms to act like a baby: "Sister, I miss you, I miss you, I miss you so much! Why did you come to see me and tell me to wait well?" Bitter, I thought you didn't want me anymore!" He kissed me lovingly: "Baby, don't be sad, you broke my brother's heart! 'Let me vent my grievance and dissatisfaction in his arms.Only after being with him this time did I realize that sex can still be so beautiful, the true highest state of sex is not just physical satisfaction, it is that I love him and love him with all my heart, and he also Love me, fall in love with me, we are closely united from spirit, soul to body, and all the senses in the body from the inside to the outside of the whole person have reached resonance, satisfaction and joy, that is the most beautiful□□ .

In my later memories, I also think of this time we were together many times.Huang Linhui and I cheated because of the disharmony between husband and wife.If my performance in front of Huang Linhui was half as good as that of Jiao Yang, I am afraid he would not have cheated, but I would not behave like this in front of Huang Linhui. It is not that I do not love my husband, and Huang Linhui is definitely better than him. Jiao Yang loves me more, but no matter how hard I try, our husband-wife relationship cannot reach this level.Because we are too familiar?Because we are no longer fresh with each other?Or is it because of the wise sayings about sex left by men from the ancestors: a wife is worse than a concubine, a concubine is worse than stealing, and stealing is worse than not being able to steal, so how to explain the behavior of women?

I lay in his arms contented, relaxed and at peace like a newborn baby in its mother's arms.This man I love so much who holds me in his arms loves me so much, and that's enough!I am so satisfied and relaxed at this moment, showing my most primitive feelings in front of him wantonly, telling in his arms over and over again: 'Sister, I miss you, I miss you so much! 'All the conversations I had with him ended up in these three sentences.

I don't know how long it took, but he kissed me and said, "Qiqi, are you hungry?"Shall we go out to eat? 'I closed my eyes and hugged him and said, "I can do whatever I want, as long as I don't leave you!" He rubbed my head and said, "Fool, I just came to see you, where else can I go?"Get up, take a shower and let's go out to eat! 'I hugged him shamelessly: "No, I won't let you take a bath, you spend so little time with me here, I will never leave you for a moment!" He hugged me helplessly and said: "Little rascal, Well then, I'll hold you in the shower too! 'I smiled contentedly: "Okay, okay, that's about the same!" He stood up and wanted to carry me to the bathroom. I looked at his tall, well-proportioned, masculine body, and suddenly felt shy, and took a big towel Wrapped around her body, she blushed and said to him: "Sister, I'm too fat, I have a lot of flesh on my body, and my figure is super rotten, you can't laugh at me!" He said with a smile: "Come on, let me see where I am fat Oh, hey, don’t tell me, the ass is too big! I’m even more broken, lying on the bed and refusing to get up, he comforted me and said: “Fool, I like you just the way you are now! Your beauty and your ugliness I like them all!" I said unhappily, "How can you comfort people like this? I don't want to get up!" He was very confident in his figure, and he showed me his figure like a bodybuilding model and said, "Look at my brother. How is your figure? A standard male model figure!" I covered my face and didn't look at him, and he pulled me up: "I'm not fat, neither fat nor thin is just right!" I said, "Really?" "Of course it's true I’m so fascinated, you’ve come so far to kiss Fangze!” I laughed and threw myself into his arms, letting him carry me to the bathroom.

Warm hot water sprayed evenly from the shower, and sprinkled on my face, which was held tightly in his arms. I greedily enjoyed the feeling of being in his arms, and tightly closed my eyes.When he was washing his hair and front body, I hugged his waist tightly from behind. When he washed his back, I hugged this man tightly from the front. The time he belongs to me is so little, with When he is with me, I don't want to be separated from him for a moment.After he finished washing, he pulled me over: "Stand don't move!" He began to wash my hair and body carefully. Wash me and him clean before giving up.It was completely dark when we went out to eat. In this strange city, no one knows us. We no longer have to hide and cover up our love for each other. We can love each other openly here. At least my sister doesn’t have to worry. I will meet someone I know well, and I don’t care about anything because I love him. We are the closest lover now. I will hold his hand tightly, or he will hold me in his arms and walk to the street light In a dark place or a place with few pedestrians, if I want to kiss him, I will just meet him bowing his head and kissing me, and I will fall into his arms with a smile, and we will walk happily and sweetly on the streets of this ancient city intoxicated by the spring breeze! .

After dinner, I proposed to take Jiao Yang to see the night view of Xi'an at the Bell Tower and Muslim Street, but he said: I have seen the night view of Xi'an many times!I don't want to go anywhere, I just want to stay with you!

Sister Xi'an has been here many times, and he has been to almost all the places of interest, large and small.Knowing that he believes in Buddhism, I suggested that I accompany him to Famen Temple to offer incense the next day.But he said he didn't want to go, he took so much time and traveled so far to see me, he just wanted to stay with me and didn't want to go anywhere.I also understood what he meant: since he chose me, how could I have any face before going to see the Buddha!

In addition to going out to eat, we hug each other and stay in the hotel.When it was almost noon, he hugged me and said: "Honey, I just told my family for one more day, and I should go back in the afternoon." Go, stay another day, okay? I don’t want you to go!” He stroked my head lightly with his hand, and whispered sadly, “I don’t want to go either!” “Then just stay another day, please, sister !” I almost burst into tears.He hesitated as he kissed my forehead. From our conversations before, I knew that he was a strict wife, especially doting on his wife, and he was a well-known model husband in their unit.But I really don't want to let him go, and I don't want to hide my feelings in front of him and pretend to be strong. I looked at him pitifully, and he finally said to me: "You, I really can't do anything about you!" As soon as I heard his tone change, I immediately asked in surprise: "Sister, did you agree to stay another day?" He poked my head: "Can I leave with you like this?" I was so excited Hugging him tightly: "Sister, you are so kind to me! How can I repay you? Do you want me to promise you with your body!" He pretended to be afraid: "Don't, you are killing people!" "Giggle" and scratched him with a smile.

Later he went out to make a phone call, and I was careful not to ask him what reason he explained to his family.When I was lying in his arms, I heard a call from his daughter. The little man acted like a baby in front of his father, urging him to go home early. Talking with the child, I remembered the days when I was angry with my husband and he was often not at home. I was afraid that he would be annoyed by calling, so I asked my son to call him to urge him to go home. I remembered my loss and loneliness at that time, and suddenly felt Feeling ashamed, I buried my face deeply in his arms, and while he was talking on the phone, he rubbed my back with his big warm hands.I was relieved: I'm sorry, I don't want to hurt anyone, but he belongs to me only for these two days, I can't let him go at this time.Thinking of this, I stretched out my arms and hugged him tightly, raised my head and pouted and looked at him, waiting for him to put down the phone deeply.

When it was almost noon on Sunday, even though he didn’t say anything, I knew he couldn’t stay any longer, and even though I was very reluctant, I knew I couldn’t mess around at this time, so I fell into his arms and said softly, “Sister, let’s get up , I will take you to eat the most famous mutton steamed buns in Xi'an later, that place is not far from the train station, I will take you home after eating!" He closed his eyes and silently hugged me in his arms and said: "Don't worry, stay for a while!" However, the moment of parting came so soon. We walked forward with the crowd at the crowded train station. He held my hand tightly, and I bowed my head Suppressing the tears welling up in his arms, he stroked my head: "Qiqi, don't be sad, I'll come to see you when I miss me!" So I whispered: "I miss you now, you put Let me take you home!" He teased me: "Okay, I'll make you smaller and put you in my pocket to take home!" I burst into laughter!The train left for a long time, and I was still standing on the platform for a long time, unable to move away, and my heart seemed to be taken away by him!