then spring comes

After this separation, we can send hundreds of text messages every day. I never thought that sending text messages can also cost phone bills like this.We both miss each other crazily, and occasionally feel depressed because of the reality that we can’t change. I used to think that I just need to love him, but now I feel that it’s not enough. I want to see him and want to be with him every second!But he can neither come to see me nor promise me, which makes me disappointed and painful!I know very well that I can give up my husband and family, but he won't. After all, his childhood sweetheart wife didn't do anything sorry for him!He must love me, but what he loves more is his wife and children!Asking him to divorce and stay with me is nothing short of fantasy. It is something I dare not even think about, let alone mention to him!But the love and longing for him are burning me like a raging fire. I know that if I don't put it out, the fire will eventually burn me to nothing but ashes!All he can respond to is helplessness and longing for me!In fact, it's not that he can't come to see me, and it's not that I can't go back to see him, but we both know that what we want is love, not sex. Every time we meet, our relationship will become stronger and stronger, but if it gets stronger, it will become worse. Where are you going?This is a problem he dare not think about and cannot face, so he restrained not seeing me, but he couldn't restrain himself from ignoring me, so I told him: Sister, let's stop here!I'm so tired, I can't love you anymore!Any more love will kill me!Finally I made the decision not to talk to him anymore!

In the first few days, I insisted on ignoring him, and he also insisted on ignoring me for three days, but just after three days, he sent me text messages every day like nothing happened!I insisted on ignoring him, his greeting message arrived as usual, so I thought that if I ignored him ten times and he continued to talk to me, I would reconcile with him, but it was ten times soon, and I bit Tooth ordered himself: If he can persist until 20 times, I will forgive him!The [-]th time is coming soon, and I feel that I have to give him one last chance: if he can last until the [-]th time, I will fly to him!

I remember the afternoon when I received his No.30 reconciliation text message. I was studying in the library. When I saw his text message, my hand holding the mobile phone trembled slightly. After making a phone call, I couldn't help but wipe my nose in front of him!He comforted me tenderly, and I said: "Sister, we can't be separated like this, and we can't be together, what exactly do you want!" He was silent on the other end of the phone, and suddenly I had a flash of inspiration: "Sister Why don't you do your job as a sister-in-law and ask her to accept me, as long as she agrees, I will be your concubine!" He blamed me tremblingly: "Fool, you only talk like children!" I said it seriously Tell him: "Really sister, as long as I can be with you, I can accept to share you with her, and I don't want any title or status. I can throw away any self-esteem and face for you. I am like the ancient I wish I could be by your side and serve you like my little concubine!" He blamed me tremblingly: "Talking like a child!" I told him, "Sister, you see, I'm a paid graduate student now, so I don't need you to support me. In the future, when I return to my original unit after graduation, my salary will be greatly improved, and I will not cause you any trouble, as long as you can persuade my sister-in-law to accept, I am willing to be your concubine, and I just want to be with you!" He He said in a hoarse voice: "That's all nonsense!" Really, I didn't understand how there could be such a strange person in ancient times who was willing to share his husband with others, but now I know, even if it is like me, when When you really fall in love with someone, you don't care about anything, as long as you can love him, I can accept any conditions!Including being a concubine, including sharing him with others, because the order of appearance in life is too important, who told me to come later!

At that time, we were so in love with each other, as if there was nothing more important in life except being in love. I think our love is so strong and strong, and it will definitely last forever!But how long is forever?Who can tell what will happen in the future?

One day my sister suddenly said to me: "Your sister-in-law seems to have noticed what happened to us!"

Me: how come?Haven't you been careful all along?

Sister: I'm very careful, but when I got home, I hid in the study and chatted with you. Every day, I always see you in my heart. Your sister-in-law said that my temperament has changed drastically, as if I lost my soul.

Me: Does she have direct evidence?

Sister: No, but you know a woman's intuition is very keen!

Me: Then don’t admit it, just say it’s caused by too much work and too much pressure.As long as you don't admit it, my sister-in-law would rather believe it than believe it!

Sister: Well, I see.What are you doing?

Me: Homework!

Sister: Do you have a lot of homework?have you eaten?

Me: I have a lot of homework, and I haven't eaten yet!

Sister: Go to eat first, and then come back and do homework slowly after eating and drinking enough!

Me: OK, I see!

Only then did I think of Huang Linhui. Huang Linhui cheated on him for half a year. During that period, I didn’t notice that woman’s text messages sent to my mobile phone many times. How much thought do you have on him?But now Jiao Yang and I have really been together for less than two months, and he is careful to keep it secret, and my sister-in-law is still keenly aware of it, which shows how much she loves him and cares about him, her eyes are always Only by paying attention to him will you notice his subtle changes. She is really a competent wife!I can't help but feel heavy!Just tell him: "Sister, otherwise you should ignore me completely. The fact that my sister-in-law found out about your emotional changes so quickly shows that she cares about you, is considerate of you, and cares about you. I think taking care of you is better than me. Good! You go back and have a good time with her!" He was silent for a while and said: "Who made you so stupid, if you were smarter, I would have ignored you a long time ago!" What kind of logic is this? what!

One night Zhou Mo was chatting with me in the study, and I said: Sis, I miss you!

Sister: Well, I miss you too!

Me: What should I do, I want to see you.

Sister: Then come on, I will make you smaller and put it in my heart pocket. When I am busy, you stay in my heart, and when I am free, I will make you bigger to accompany me!

Me: Okay, then it’s settled, I’m not going anywhere, I just want to stay in your heart!

Sister: Qiqi!

Me: Well, why?

Sister: I just want to call you by your name. I miss you very much. Calling your name softly can relieve my missing of you!

So I was speechless, I know that when you miss someone so much and you can’t see him, only by calling his name or title gently in your mouth can relieve your missing of him.I missed my son so much during the days when I couldn’t see my son. I always called his name softly. When my mother just left me, I also used this method to relieve my longing for her. I didn’t expect the anxiety of my parents to be alive. Yang has also found this method to relieve his longing, it seems that he really misses me!

Me: Then let me go back, I really want to see you too!

Sister: Don’t run away. You are busy with homework. It takes a long time to go back and forth. It’s tiring to go back and forth. I’ll go to Xi’an to see you when I’m done!

me: really?Are you really coming to see me?

Sister: Silly boy, of course it is true!

Me: Great sister, you are really my good sister, I will wait for you!I miss you!come early!

He actually came after about two weeks or so.

The author has something to say:

I don't know if there are male readers for this story?Have you ever met a woman who is willing to be your concubine?Do you think her behavior is vulgar?