then spring comes

In the dark, he asked me: "Qiqi, are you the most beautiful girl in your class?" I tilted my head and thought for a while and said, "No, anyway, I don't think I'm good-looking!" Then I made a bitter face Said: "Most of the female students in our class are beautiful girls who have just graduated from college. I am the only one who is the mother of the child. There is no comparison?" He smiled and said: "You are enough, let me Fascinated!" I suddenly became excited, stared at him with bright eyes in the dark and said, "Really? Are you fascinated by me?" He kissed my forehead lovingly and said, "Silly girl !" I know that I am not the kind of big beauty who can be recognized at a glance, but maybe it is "beauty is in the eye of the beholder". No more!

I don’t know how long we have been together, because I feel that time has stopped. It seems that there are only two men and women who love each other, me and him, in this world. He put his arms around me and said reluctantly: “Qiqi, it’s past ten o’clock , maybe we should go back!" I protested in his arms coquettishly: "No, I won't go back, it's only past ten o'clock, it's early!" He kissed me and said, "I made an appointment when I married your sister-in-law. According to the rules, no matter how busy I am outside, I must go home before 10:30, and this is the first time, I have already relapsed!" "I don't care, I don't care, are you just annoying me like that? I don't want you to leave my sister, hug me again Hug me, I don't want to leave you!" He continued to coax me softly and said, "I don't want to leave you baby either, but it's getting late, you have to go home early!" I begged him: "Please I miss you sister, can you stay for another 10 minutes?" He hugged my soft and smooth body and kissed my whole body, and the 10 minutes were up soon, I begged him with a bitter face : "Sister, can you stay for another 3 minutes? The last 3 minutes" He hugged me tightly, I handed my mouth to him and he silently lowered his head, we kissed deeply together, finally it was time to say goodbye , I have no reason to procrastinate, but he still hugged me tightly to his chest, not letting go. I pretended to smile cheerfully and said, "Sister, can you dress me up!" He pouted Laughed: "Little ghost!" Finally he sent me to my car, saw me sit in the car and turn on the engine, he attached to the window and said: "Drive slowly on the road, there is still baby, give me another kiss!" Stretching out his face, he kissed passionately and nostalgia, seeing that I was about to cry, he finally let me go reluctantly, I closed the car window cruelly and prepared to leave, he knocked on the car window again, waiting for me to roll down the car window, he Remind me: "Don't bite your lower lip!" I know that I have the habit of biting my lower lip subconsciously, and he has reminded me before, but I can't change it, so I bit my lower lip again and asked him: "What do you do? Will it be okay if I go back so late?" He said, "I'm fine, don't worry, drive slowly on the road!" So I finally drove away!

I drove slowly, and didn't go home right away. I wandered aimlessly on this street with neon lights flashing and feasting like a lost soul. Am I dreaming?Is everything that happened just now real?I am a married woman, and he has a happy family and a loving wife, but we still come together like this, no one can stop us!I love him, miss him, he wants me irresistibly, maybe this is the most primitive face of human emotion, the purest love!So in the depths of my heart, a little joy jumped up: "I'm in love! I like him, and he likes me too! I'm in love!", and we fell in love like this!

The next morning, while I was still sleeping, I received a text message from him: "I've been thinking about you since we separated last night! I'm in love, it's like an old house on fire, there's no way out!" I couldn't help laughing, Isn't it Qian Zhongshu's words that the old house caught fire? It's really appropriate to put it here.In this way, he should have liked me since a long time ago. Thinking about it, if he has no interest in me, he spent almost three years on me, listening to my complaints and my rambling speeches. Some simple and naive views, treat me to dinner when I am depressed to make me happy, accompany me wandering around aimlessly, and travel half of the city to see me when I am on a business trip in Xi'an.However, he is so indecisive and indecisive. Because of his sense of shame, responsibility to the family and the image of a so-called male god, he made me wait so long to confess my love. I couldn’t help being very annoyed, so I decided to play tricks on him: " Sister, I miss you too, but you are a person with a family, don’t indulge yourself like this, we all have to restrain ourselves and minimize contact!” Sure enough, after a while he replied: “You are right, I want Restraint!" I couldn't help lying on the bed and laughing loudly, the idiot: "Well, that's right, hurry up and go to work!"

After sending Jinjin to grandma’s house, I boarded the train back to Xi’an, and before leaving, I sent him a text message: “Sister, I’m leaving, I’m really sorry if I caused you trouble, and I’m not On purpose, believe me, I really just can't restrain myself, I hope you can return to the peaceful life before, forget about me!" In the past when we were together, he was the one who controlled the rhythm, but now I seem to have grown up suddenly I had an epiphany, how can a cat who smells the fishy smell restrain itself from eating the meat it puts in its mouth?At this point, he can't leave me just like Sun Wukong can't escape the palm of the Tathagata Buddha. The more I push him out, the more he will rush into my arms, but if I am more anxious If you attack him, he will shrink back and hesitate, then let this girl send you to hell, bye bye!I suddenly realized that I had such an evil side, but thinking of his previous prudence, I hated him so much that I decided to punish him.

Sure enough, then he really completely spontaneously combusted like an old house on fire.People are like this, things that cannot be obtained are always the most precious, maybe my short departure has fueled his sorrow, he misses me like crazy, and sends hundreds of text messages every day, although I miss me very much He, but I must restrain myself, in order to see him as soon as possible, in order to keep my lover, I must calm down and play a little trick.I was greedy for the little bit of warmth and light in his arms like a moth to a flame, and I couldn't help myself to tell him my true feelings for a while, saying that I miss him so much, leaving him will make me loveless in life!After a while, I apologized to him, asked him to forgive my abruptness, reminded him of the reality that lay between us, and begged him to forget me.It’s been like this for a week, it’s really a torment for me, I don’t dare to let myself be idle, I study until late at night every day, and I’m exhausted before I climb into bed, otherwise I’m afraid that I will miss him endlessly in the sleepless night, because I can’t suffer here Tell him how much I miss him, maybe his wife is lying next to him, I can't cause trouble for him, tell him to bother me.I know that he misses me very much too. During work hours, he is not only busy at work, but just texts me. When he comes home at night, he hides in his study and chats with me.In fact, we all feel very tired, and feel that it will take half a lifetime of energy to last a day like this, but none of us can bear to let go.

One weekend two weeks after returning to Xi'an, I walked to the dormitory after school sullenly.I don’t know what’s going on, he hasn’t contacted me for about two or three days. Although I suffer every day, I can only bear not to contact him, but I can’t help but mutter in my heart: Could it be that he really listened to my advice? Are you going to be a good person?Do you really want to cut off contact with me?What am I supposed to do if he really does that?I suddenly hated myself very much, I was self-defeating, I tried too hard, I persuaded him to change his ways, well, then you can be your Joan of Arc and moral teacher again!I wanted to cry but had no tears, and wandered aimlessly around the campus.My Xi’an roommate in the same dormitory has returned home and has been studying for a week. I want to relax during the week and worry about how to spend the next two days. I walked towards the dormitory like a frost-beaten eggplant. On the path in front of the dormitory, Jiao Yang looked at me with a smile.I didn't believe my eyes, I rubbed my eyes and looked again, that's right, it was him, he was standing tens of meters away from me, his back was dyed red by the setting sun, he was shining brightly like a luminous Buddha statue Light, I can hardly keep my eyes open.Maybe it's because I miss him too much, maybe it's because of the surprise, the short 30 meters to him is so long for me, seeing him suddenly appearing in front of me, I lowered my head shyly and smiled, I couldn't help biting Lower lip, walking briskly, pouting and walking in front of him, with smiles on the corners of the eyes and brows.He kept looking at me with a smile, his eyes were like crescent moons.We just smiled and looked at each other, without knowing where to start.It was he who broke the silence: "It's so late after school, I've been waiting for a long time!" I stood in front of him, like a pupil who made a mistake standing in front of the teacher, and complained in a low voice, "I haven't heard from you for a few days. I thought you wouldn't pay attention to him anymore!" As I spoke, my eye circles turned red and I lowered my head.He whispered lovingly: "Fool! What are you thinking in your head? My unit has a chance to come to Xi'an for a business trip. I used to ask others to go on business trips. This time I took the initiative to invite Ying. I was rushing to work two days ago. I'm too busy, and second, I want to give you a surprise. No, I came here in a hurry as soon as I finished my work." I smiled through my tears: "It's not too bad. Wait for me, I'll come out after I put down my schoolbag." He Said softly: "Okay, hurry up!" I understood his meaning, blinked at him: "I know!" When I went back to the dormitory to put down my schoolbag, I simply packed up and went out with him.