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Although Lin Qingyue's words helped somewhat, Li Yuan didn't feel much better because of it, and it took him a long time to accept this fact.

Lin Qingyue closed the door, leaving space for Li Yuan himself.Regarding what he said just now, even he himself is not sure, but he is sure that Li Weiran cares about Li Yuan. Maybe it is different from ordinary fatherly love, and its expression is unpredictable, but father and son get along so well day and night. For many years, it is impossible not to have family affection.

No matter what, the deceased is gone, all he can do is to let Li Yuan spend this time peacefully, and face up to his physical condition before making a choice.He didn't want Li Yuan to embark on the road of same-sex love like his parents did. It was a road full of thorns and dangers, and because the other party was He Shichen, the road ahead was even more dangerous.

There are too many uncertain factors that Li Yuan can't handle at his age, but as an outsider, there are only so many he can do, and the rest depends on Li Yuan's choice.

Li Yuan's illness came on violently, sometimes he was awake and sometimes he fell into a coma, even the doctor couldn't tell the reason.In a short period of time, he suffered two devastating blows in a row, both from family members.

Li Yuan was lying on the kang, his expression had become much calmer, which indicated that he was gradually accepting this cruel fact.However, after learning about his physical condition, Li Xue's behavior made him feel even more chilled. It turned out that his sister sold herself to Zhou Jianlong as a reproductive tool...

Family affection has always been a luxury for him, but now, he doesn't want anything anymore, because when he thinks of those things, he will feel a tingle in his heart, and family affection has become enough to make him A sharp sword that kills thousands of cuts.

He doesn't want anything anymore, just live like this alone, anyway, he has gotten used to it in the past few years...

The patient next door had already been discharged from the hospital, his wife and children happily picked him up, the family was talking and laughing, which made Li Yuan envious.

Maybe, I should also find a girl to fall in love with, and then forget about my special physique, marry and have children like a normal man...

His father's expectation was not unreasonable, Li Yuan began to seriously consider this possibility.

The fear of family affection can't stop his longing for home. He no longer wants to go back to his cold home alone every day, staring at the computer screen until late at night.

He had had enough of the loneliness and misery.

"Knock knock..."

"Brother Lin? Come in." It's not time to deliver food, why did Brother Lin come so early?

The door was opened, and Li Yuan saw a familiar face, but it made him feel terrified.

Yes, horror.

After learning the truth of the matter, he decided to draw a clear line with He Shichen. He never planned to accept a man as a partner, not to mention that it might make him conceive a child in a man's body. Whenever he thinks of that scene, his whole body shudders. Trembling.

As for that night on New Year's Day, let's just treat it as an accident. Maybe it was because the weather was too cold, or maybe it was because He Shichen's eager eyes touched him. relationship, nothing will change.

"Mr. He, why are you here?"

His tone was unfamiliar and indifferent, which made He Shichen slightly stunned.

It shouldn't be like this, that night, Li Yuan didn't reject him, he even felt the other party's trembling because of his kiss.I used to think that the distance between the two had been shortened a lot, but now I suddenly returned to the starting point.No, it was worse than at the beginning. The Li Yuan in front of him clearly expressed rejection in every detail from his eyes, movements, and lines.

what happened?

"Mr. Lin asked for sick leave for you. I'll come and see you." Li Yuan's phone was still disconnected, and Lin Qingyue refused to disclose his information, so He Shichen had to use some connections to find here.

"Thank you, please sit down." Li Yuan stood up and leaned against the wall, his eyes were loose and did not focus on any object, including He Shichen, another living person in the room.

He Shichen sat down on the edge of the bed, his offensive behavior startled Li Yuan, and made him quickly move to the other side.He Shichen grasped the body that couldn't retreat back quickly with sharp eyesight, and put his hand on the other's waist very naturally, feeling a sudden displeasure in his heart.

Just three days ago, the lines here were not so slender, and now it feels as if this section will happen at any time, what made Li Yuan lose weight in such a short period of time.

"Mr. He, there are chairs over there." Li Yuan didn't show any resistance, but just pointed to the chair beside him and said to him.

"Well," He Shichen didn't pay attention to what he said, and instead drew the distance between the two of them, letting Li Yuan, who was only wearing a thin hospital gown, approach his chest, "You don't look right in the mirror, what happened? "

Li Yuan finally reacted to his crossing the line, "Mr. He, this is a hospital, isn't it appropriate for you?"

He Shichen raised his eyebrows and said nonchalantly, "I don't think so. If you don't tell me what happened, we'll keep this posture."

Li Yuan was powerless to argue with him, he was already used to He Shichen's domineering appearance.The moment he pressed against the opponent's chest, he heard He Shichen's strong heartbeat, like a chain reaction, his heartbeat also accelerated, just like the night of New Year's Day.

He didn't expect that apart from the Lin family, the only person who cared about him was He Shichen, a genuine man whom he had been afraid to avoid.

Even though his embrace was so warm that he couldn't bear to leave, even though his concerned eyes made him feel that he wasn't that lonely, but it's time to make an understanding.The brief intoxication that night couldn't change anything, he was just greedy for the other person's temperature, it wasn't a heartbeat, let alone love.

Being alone for too long, I always hope that someone can accompany me, and the young Li Yuan is even more unable to escape this temptation.

"Mr. He, brother Lin introduced a girl to me."

"Huh?" The topic turned too bluntly, making He Shichen frowned and guessed Li Yuan's intentions.

"I think...it's not bad. We've chatted for a few days, and it's pretty good. So Mr. He, I might...have a girlfriend soon."

His tone didn't fluctuate at all, it was as peaceful as he was talking about the weather this morning, and he didn't feel the excitement of meeting the person he liked at all, how could the seasoned He Shichen not hear it.Such a lame excuse can only mean one thing: Li Yuan officially rejected him.

"This is your answer to me?" for that wild New Year's Eve.

Li Yuan looked at him and said solemnly: "In fact, I have given you the answer a long time ago, but Mr. He, you have never been willing to listen to it. I hope we can maintain the relationship between the boss and the staff in the future. If I can have this honor if."

He Shichen looked at the young man in front of him, and found that he was growing at a speed visible to the naked eye.From Li Xue's betrayal to his sudden illness and admission to the hospital, his eyes gradually lost their brilliance, the clear and dark expression disappeared, and only the calmness like stagnant water remained.

If maturity means losing some good things, then he would rather Li Yuan's immature and impulsive appearance stay forever, he has enough patience and ability to tolerate him and pamper him.

He pinched Li Yuan's chin and rubbed it with his fingertips, his eagle-like eyes seemed to see through Li Yuan's soul, making him avoid him.

He couldn't tell what caused the violent heartbeat. Since all possibilities were cut off, there was no need to procrastinate.

He decided to speak more clearly.

"Before his death, my father hoped that I would continue the incense of the Li family as soon as possible. Our family is not prosperous, and I am the only boy in this generation. Although I am still young, it is time to consider starting a family. Sorry, I made you laugh .”

This was an even clumsier lie than before. Before finding out all the truth, He Shichen had no interest in listening to these excuses.

"It seems that I have been too kind to you, Li Yuan."

He let go of Li Yuan, stood by the bed and adjusted his clothes slightly.He was dissatisfied that today's conversation had not yielded any results.But once He Shichen decided on something, he would never let go. To him, the other party's opinion was not important, and he tolerated Li Yuan's presumptuousness only because he cared about him.

If he really intends to cut off all the connections between them, he won't bear it any longer, and he won't let the other party escape from his grasp even if he casts a net of heaven and earth.

He Shichen is such a selfish person, to fall in love with such a man, he doesn't know whether it is luck or misfortune.

"Li Yuan, my patience is almost exhausted. I will give you some time at last. If you can't change your attitude, then I don't mind helping you."

Li Yuan looked at He Shichen in surprise, and from the other's face, he saw the expression of determination to win.

What will he do?

Is it the same as Zhou Jianlong?

Li Yuan showed a self-deprecating smile, shook his head and said coldly: "Mr. He, I'm tired, thank you for your visit, please go back."

He Shichen didn't stay any longer, his heart was burning with anger, he had already felt Li Yuan's wavering, but the matter suddenly dropped to freezing point, which greatly exceeded his expectations.Since Li Yuan didn't want to tell him anything, he could only start with the person closest to him.

But Lin Qingyue's mouth is not so easy to pry open...

He took out his mobile phone and dialed a number. After connecting, he heard a surprised voice from the other party——

"Mr. He?"

"Young Master Xue, long time no see."

..............................

Sometimes, even Li Yuan admired his thick nerves and springy physique. When Lin Qingyue came to pick him up and left the hospital, what he saw was Li Yuan who was refreshed and alive, not the listless patient. .

If it wasn't for the obvious exhaustion on his pale face and the red blood in his eyes, Lin Qingyue almost suspected that what happened these few days was just a dream.

"Li Yuan? Are you in good health?"

"I don't have much strength, but it's much better. Besides, my sick leave will end tomorrow. If I don't go back to work, my salary will be deducted."

That means that Li Yuan will continue to share the same room with He Shichen. Lin Qingyue is very worried about this, because He Shichen doesn't seem like a fledgling like Li Yuan who can handle it.

Seeing his worry, Li Yuan patted him on the shoulder and said, "Don't worry, I'm sensible."

Lin Qingyue smiled in relief. He is a man in his late thirties. He can't even deal with that little bastard Xue Yan. I am much stronger.