waiting in time

Chapter 41 leave

Li Yue hurriedly called an ambulance and dressed Kang Ning. Kang Jing quietly watched Li Yue busy with his hands and feet, showing a mocking smile.

The ambulance came, took Kang Ning away, and sent Kang Ning to the hospital. The doctor looked at Kang Ning's wound and said lightly, "It's okay, just rest for a few days." He prescribed some medicine for Kang Ning, and there was no danger. Taking Kang Ning back, Kang Ning was well-behaved and docile along the way, as if the crazy and out-of-control accident just now was an illusion.

Li Yue looked at Kang Ning, Kang Ning didn't speak, and stayed by Li Yue's side, Li Yue sighed helplessly, and took Kang Ning's hand, Kang Ning put his hand in Li Yue's palm without struggling, and followed Li Yue home.

"Kang Ning, don't do such things in the future, I'm afraid" Li Yue said, the panic after helplessness and panic appeared in his voice.

Kang Ning looked at Li Yue, hugged Li Yue into his arms, and stroked Li Yue's back comfortingly. He frightened Li Yue this time.

"Scared you," Kang Ning said distressedly.

"Kang Ning, what should I do with you?" Li Yue asked helplessly.

"Don't leave me," Kang Ning said quietly, with undercurrents surging in his calm words.

"No, never again." Li Yue put his arms around Kang Ning and hugged him tightly. Kang Ning felt pain, but his heart was happy. A child-like smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, beautiful and pure.

The two returned to the room, Li Yue cleaned up the room, Kang Ning followed behind Li Yue like a follower, and when Li Yue turned his head, he showed a big smile, Li Yue followed suit, and Kang Ning approached Li Yue and hugged him , kissed Li Yue's lips, Li Yue's body stiffened, and pushed Kang Ning away, Kang Ning looked at Li Yue disappointedly, with dissatisfied accusations in his eyes.

"You are hurt, not suitable for making out," Li Yue said lightly.

Kang Ning looked at Li Yue with a hurt expression, Li Yue sighed and hugged Kang Ning "Don't force yourself"

"I didn't," Kang Ning said aggrievedly.

"Whether you know yourself best," Li Yue said.

"We can try." Kang Ning looked at Li Yue prayingly and said.

"Corning, let's not continue this topic, shall we?" Li Yue said impatiently.

Kang Ning looked at Li Yue's injury and helplessness, he was too nervous about Li Yue, and instead pushed Li Yue too tightly.

"Okay, I'll listen to you," Kang Ning said with a smile.

Li Yue followed suit with a smile.

Kang Ning looked at Li Yue's own shadow reflected in Li Yue's eyes, lost his composure, it doesn't matter, as long as Li Yue is by his side, everything doesn't matter, Kang Ning thought meaninglessly.

At night, Li Yue was going to sleep in another room. Kang Ning excused that he was not feeling well, and kept Li Yue. The two of them slept on the same bed, and Li Yue slept on the other side of the bed. Kang Ning looked at Li Yue and held Li Yue. Li Yue looked at Kang Ning with a complicated expression, and sighed deeply, what should they do with the deformed but strong relationship between them?Li Yuesi was determined to solve this problem, otherwise the two of them would collapse sooner or later. Either Li Yue ruined Kang Ning, or Kang Ning ruined Li Yue, what should we do?Li Yue thought about it and stayed up all night.

Kang Ning recuperated for seven days, and the wound gradually scabbed and itched. Kang Ning always wanted to tear off the red scab, but when Li Yue found out, he knocked off his hand and forbade Kang Ning to touch the wound. Kang Ning felt aggrieved.

The school is about to start, and Li Yue doesn't know what to do. He either goes out all day and comes back after dark, holding a stack of materials, or stays in the study, forgetting to sleep and eat with thick original English books. In comparison, he is too negative and has no ambitions. His ideal in life is to follow Li Yue. Seeing how busy Li Yue is every day, Kang Ning also has a sense of crisis. He wants to stand side by side with Li Yue and become an indispensable person for Li Yue , They have common words with each other, he must work hard to follow Li Yue's pace, Kang Ning was stimulated, and read books with Li Yue every day, after a long time, Li Yue asked Kang Ning to go out to relax, Kang Ning reluctantly obeyed.

School started, Kang Ning was a junior, many people began to talk about going out for an internship to find a job, Li Yue was already a senior this year, but he had never heard Li Yue mention work and internship, Kang Ning didn't know what Li Yue's plans were, if Li Yue Looking for a job, he also looked for a job. Li Yue took the postgraduate entrance examination, and he followed Li Yue to the postgraduate entrance examination. Kang Ning went back and asked Li Yue, "Are you going to take the postgraduate entrance examination or find a job?"

"What about you?" Li Yue asked.

"I don't know." Kang Ning looked at Li Yue and said.

Li Yue knew that his decision would affect Kang Ning's decision, so he said in a deep voice, "Go for the postgraduate entrance examination, don't go out to find a job."

Kang Ning laughed, knowing that Li Yue would also take the postgraduate entrance examination, and said, "Where should I apply for the postgraduate entrance examination?"

"Your school's graduate students are very good, so I will apply for your school's graduate students," Li Yue said.

"Got it," Corning said.

Kang Ning kept his ears to the outside world, and only read the books of sages, and prepared for the postgraduate entrance examination with peace of mind. Everyone in their dormitory decided to go out to find a job, and they were noisy all day long discussing what job to look for. Prepare for the postgraduate entrance examination, carefully read books and attend classes every day, and pay attention to the information of the school’s postgraduate entrance examination. The students of their school who stay in the school for the postgraduate entrance examination have an advantage over students from other schools, but one thing is that they must publish 4 signed papers of this major in national journals , throughout the semester, Kang Ning specialized in literary theory books, and gnawed some very professional and cutting-edge academic papers. After the semester ended, Kang Ning published four papers in a row. Like a dog, when he had time to go back, he fell asleep. Li Yue was still reading in the study. He didn't know when Li Yue fell asleep. When he woke up, Li Yue had already left. Kang Ning felt lost. Li Yue never did anything to him again. Very intimate thing.

In the second half of the junior year, the whole class seems to be dispersed. Those who are determined to take the postgraduate entrance examination attend class seriously every day. After class, they stay in the classroom for self-study. Yes, sometimes, in a meditation class, there are less than ten people sitting sparsely, and they obviously feel the tension of approaching graduation.

Kang Ning took classes seriously. During the three years of university, Kang Ning’s performance satisfied all the substitute teachers. Kang Ning never skipped work and skipped classes. His grades in professional courses were all above 85, and his grades in public courses were all above 90. First and third class scholarships.Kang Ning looked for the dean of the school who was a substitute teacher, and asked about the list of graduates who stayed in the school. The picture was good, and he patted Kang Ning on the shoulder with a smile, exclaimed, "Young people are awesome" and left without saying anything.

When Kang Ning went back, there were several people in the class who wanted to stay in the school for postgraduate study. Several people were arguing in private. This incident spread in the class, and the students talked about it in private. , Treating guests to dinner, those few people have done it, Kang Ning is noncommittal, he believes that justice is at ease, so he doesn't care about it.He didn't participate in the fighting and attacking among the few students who stayed in the school for postgraduate education. He studied in peace and order, and did the homework assigned by the teacher well.

At the end of the expiry date, the dean of the college called Kang Ning and told him that he had been retained for graduate studies. This time, there were only 3 places for guaranteed research in the college, and Kang Ning was one of them. Carnival, he desperately wanted to tell Li Yue the news and share his happiness with Li Yue.

Kang Ning walked back, Li Yue was there, and Kang Ning said happily, "Li Yue, I was admitted to the insurance research institute, hahahaha" Kang Ning laughed happily.

There was a smile in the corner of Li Yue's eyes, and said with a smile, "Congratulations."

"Our college only has three places for guaranteed research, and I'm one of them. I'm good." Kang Ning looked at Li Yue with a happy and smug expression, as if saying that I'm good, please praise me.

"Awesome, Corning is too powerful," Li Yue said.

"Too perfunctory," Kang Ning said dissatisfied.

"How do you want me to express?" Li Yue asked.

"Take me to dinner, I want to have a big meal, to celebrate," Corning said.

"Okay, no problem, it will be today," Li Yue said.

"Okay" Kang Ning smiled happily. He remembered that Li Yue was already a senior this year, and he hadn't heard him go out to look for a job, nor had he seen Li Yue apply for a postgraduate entrance examination. Kang Ning was a little puzzled and asked, "Li Yue, you don't want to take the S University exam. graduate student?"

"No, I applied to other schools," Li Yue said lightly.

"S University's computer major is so good. If you don't apply, there is no better computer major school in China than S University. What school do you want to apply for?" Suddenly, Kang Ning seemed to be frozen, and looked at Li Yue in shock.

"Stanford University," Li Yue said calmly.

Kang Ning was completely stunned. He looked at Li Yue in disbelief, and the past scenes were undone. No wonder Li Yue went out early and returned late during the holidays, carrying a thick stack of documents, no wonder Li Yue carried a thick English book. For the original book, Li Yue planned to go abroad a long time ago, and has been keeping it from him.All of Kang Ning's joy was instantly frozen, like falling into an ice cave, and his whole body was shivering with cold.

Kang Ning turned to leave, Li Yue grabbed Kang Ning, Kang Ning struggled, Li Yue hugged Kang Ning, Kang Ning screamed, "Why, why, Li Yue, tell me, why did you go without telling me? Study in the United States, tell me”

Li Yue looked at Kang Ning with deep sorrow, "Kang Ning, we can't go on like this, our relationship is deformed, and sooner or later it will destroy both of us."

Kang Ning stopped struggling, looked at Li Yue sadly and said, "You don't want me anymore, no matter what I do, you don't want me anymore, you have to abandon me and live your own life"

"Kang Ning, listen to me," Li Yue said.

"I don't listen." Kang Ning covered his ears and screamed sharply.

"Kang Ning, let's have a good talk, shall we?" Li Yue said helplessly.

"Just tell me that you want to leave me, you want to abandon me," Kang Ning said sadly looking at Li Yue.

"No, Kang Ning, I will not leave you, never, I just try to solve the problems between us," Li Yue said.

"What's the problem between us, if you want me, I'll give it to you, okay, if you want it now, I'll give it to you now" Kang Ning raised his hand to untie his clothes, Li Yue grabbed Kang Ning's hand and stopped him Actions.

"Cang Ning, I want your heart, I want you to love me sincerely, not out of dependence," Li Yue said.

"Does it make any difference? I can't live without you. No matter what, I have to stay by your side," Corning said.

"There is a difference, you know, you don't like me kissing you, you don't like me caressing your body, but lovers will long for each other's intimacy and harmony," Li Yue said.

Kang Ning was silent, he knew it all along, but couldn't restrain himself.

"We can try," Corning said imploringly.

"Corning, ask yourself, can you accept it?"

Kang Ning was silent, he couldn't accept it.

"So I left, just let us calm down and sort out our feelings," Li Yue said.

"You'll be back," Corning said.

"Well," Li Yue said.

"How many years?" Corning asked.

"Three years, I will come back after three years. If you are willing to accept me at that time, we will be lovers. If you can't accept me, we will be friends. After three years, I will not go anywhere. No matter what the result is, I will Will stay by your side" Li Yue looked at Kang Ning and said.

"I" Kang Ning can't believe it, three years is too long, and many things will happen during it.

"Corning, wait for me, if you can't wait for three years, we have no future," Li Yue said.

"Does it have to be like this?" Corning said.

"It must be like this," Li Yue said firmly.

"When are you leaving?" Kang Ning asked.

"A week later," Li Yue said.

Kang Ning reluctantly accepted the fact that Li Yue had left. He also knew that Li Yue's departure was the best solution to the problem. Now that they are entangled with each other, they will hurt each other sooner or later.