waiting in time

Chapter 42 time

Three years passed by in a hurry.

Three years ago, Li Yue went to the United States to study, and Kang Ning continued to study in the graduate school. After graduating from the graduate school two years later, Kang Ning chose to stay in the school to teach, and planned to continue to apply for the Ph.D. With a salary of 2 a month, in this city, this amount of money is only enough to pay the rent and cannot support himself at all, but Kang Ning is content, and finally financially independent, no need to ask his father for money, since he applied for a teaching assistant at the school a year ago , stayed, and after receiving his first salary, he never took a penny from Kang Dong again.

It has been three years, and Kang Ning hastily rushed to the classroom with his language theory textbooks in his hands to teach freshmen instead of his tutor. When he looked up, the leaves on the campus were already withered and yellow, and they fell in the autumn wind, and the lawn was covered with golden leaves. .Kang Ning suddenly remembered that Li Yue left in this season three years ago. In the lonely and empty autumn, he was lonely and proud, with a straight back, and he didn't turn his head. Kang Ning sent Li Yue away lightly. Live your life quietly.Three years have passed in a blink of an eye, and Kang Ning lamented how time flies. He graduated from university, he graduated from graduate school, he is already employed, and he is struggling on the way to get a doctoral degree. He has stayed in the school for 6 years, waiting Watching someone, guarding someone.

Kang Ning remembered that just after Li Yue left, he couldn't sleep all night, wandering around Li Yue's empty room, looking for Li Yue's familiar figure, but he couldn't find it, no matter what, Kang Ning felt a hole in his heart, Lonely and crazy, at that time Li Yue called from the other side of the ocean and asked Kang Ning if he was doing well. When he reached his mouth, Kang Ning choked back, and he said lightly, "I'm fine, everything is fine." Li Yue sighed deeply on the other end of the phone, and then said, "Kang Ning, you have to be fine, you're fine, I'll be fine." , don’t make me worry.” Li Yue said uncomfortably on the phone, “Kang Ning, I’ve been dreaming of you lately, and I can’t sleep when I see you, looking for me in my dreams, Kang Ning, did I do something wrong, or I’ll come back, I won’t read anymore, I’ll just watch over you, Kang Ning, I’m so worried about you, I can’t sleep”

Kang Ning listened to Li Yue's deep anxiety on the phone, and suddenly felt guilty and remorseful. He was too dependent on Li Yue, and this kind of dependence made Li Yue bear another person's life early. Li Yue was under great pressure. He always Feeling restless for Corning.Kang Ning remembered that Li Yue was an intelligent, precocious and ambitious person, but now he did not dare to go too far, did not dare to show his own revenge, Kang Ning unknowingly trapped Li Yue in a cocoon of dependence, and he had to stop Footsteps, stay by your side, trapped an ambitious dragon in the shallows, struggling, Kang Ning, Kang Ning, how cruel you are, you are tolerant and generous to everyone, why are you so cruel to Li Yue, Li Yue The more you give, the more you repay him, you force him to leave, and you leave him worrying day and night, unable to sleep peacefully.

Kang Ning laughed, tears flowed down his eyes, converging into a trickle, he smiled and said, "Li Yue, I'm fine, really, don't worry about me" He wants to help Li Yue, let him not worry, he He must learn to be strong, and no longer be a vine branch that relies on Li Yue, but a towering tree that gives Li Yue safety and protection.

"Kang Ning" Li Yue said anxiously, "What's the matter with you, tell me, I'm worried about you"

"I said, I'm fine, Li Yue, I finally understand your painstaking efforts, you left for my own good, I understand, I understand everything, Li Yue, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, you have worked hard for you these years, for me, you have paid Too many." Kang Ning's tears could not be suppressed, he shed them quietly, with sadness, emotion and thorough comprehension.

Li Yue listened silently to Kang Ning talking on the phone, feeling relieved in his heart, knowing that Kang Ning wanted to understand why he had to leave, Kang Ning had finally grown up, walked out of the narrow emotional world, and looked at the colorful world outside, Li Yue was a little relieved and A little sad, Kang Ning overcomes many difficulties and grows up bit by bit, he will gradually leave him, spread his wings and fly high, no longer a docile bird in his arms, relying on him, only him.

"Don't worry about me, study in school with peace of mind, this time I will wait for you" Kang Ning said firmly, he thought it was finally his turn to protect Li Yue.

The waiting time was long, and Kang Ning staggered to adapt to the loneliness of Li Yue's absence. He studied hard and followed his tutor to do research day and night. He performed excellently in all aspects and won praise from his tutor and classmates. I spend time reading books or going out with Liu Rui. Over the years, the relationship between the two has gradually become closer. I can often see Liu Rui and Kang Ning together. Kang Ning feels that he is living a very good and fulfilling life. Growing up, chasing after Li Yue's figure.Just dreaming back at midnight, Kang Ning will suddenly think of Li Yue, remembering that Li Yue is not around, his heart is so lonely and empty, the hole left by Li Yue's departure is always there, but Kang Ning carefully hides it, when he is alone , just appeared, making Kang Ning toss and turn, and in the lonely and quiet nights of insomnia, Kang Ning gradually understood Li Yue's feelings. Day by day, year by year, his feelings gradually deepened. Gradually understand the things you pay attention to, slowly accept the things you resisted before, and always keep them in your heart.Kang Ning finally understands that he loves Li Yue, even he himself does not know that he loves Li Yue, no wonder he chooses Mi Xiaoxue, because her eyes are so similar to Li Yue, no wonder he and Mi Xiaoxue have always been estranged and indifferent, Without temperature, he thought he was a cold person, so he didn't meet anyone he loved.He rejected Li Yue only because he was hurt by Wang Jun when he was young. After many years of the incident, he has not gone out, and has always been afraid of sex between men.Over the years, he tried hard to adjust his mentality, thinking that after Li Yue came back, he would give Li Yue a brand new and calm Kang Ning, and give himself to him again. Kang Ning believed that Li Yue had been waiting for him and would never Change of heart.

These years, Liu Rui often came to look for Kang Ning. After graduating from university, Liu Rui inherited his father's company and successfully took over the business. His father praised him a lot, but he often went back to school to chat with Kang Ning. The complicated things suddenly disappeared when facing Kang Ning, and the whole world became quiet and peaceful. He likes to stay with Kang Ning, and also likes to talk to Kang Ning, telling Kang Ning many things about himself, Kang Ning is quiet Listen, don't make any comments. After listening to it, put it aside and never say it, which makes Liu Rui feel at ease.During the day-to-day contact with Kang Ning, Liu Rui felt that he fell in love with Kang Ning, deeply in love. Before Kang Ning was beautiful, he ignored him. He wanted to conquer Kang Ning and get Kang Ning's body. Now, he Looking at Kang Ning beside him, his smile was light and breezy, his delicate and fair cheeks were shining in the winter sun, with a layer of holy light floating on them, Liu Rui was fascinated by it, saw Kang Ning turning his head, and hurriedly looked away.

Now Kangning is strong, hardworking, humble and polite, elegant and gentle, with a gentlemanly demeanor, which is admirable and admirable. Liu Rui understands that these changes in Kangning must be inseparable from Li Yue's departure. Li Yue left for 3 years. Kang Ning waited for Li Yue for three years. His life seemed to be calm and peaceful, but Kang Ning inadvertently showed a nostalgic and sad expression on his face. Liu Rui knew that Kang Ning's heart was not as calm as he appeared on the surface. Even if Li Yue is not around, he still frequently appears in Kang Ning's life, showing his powerful influence.

Liu Rui doesn't like Li Yue in his heart, since he chooses to leave, let Kang Ning be free, don't control him, let Kang Ning choose his own life and have his own life.

Liu Rui came to look for Kang Ning. Kang Ning was proctoring the exam. When he saw Liu Rui, he asked in surprise, "Why are you here?"

Liu Rui saw that Corning was very different today. He was wearing a retro-style mid-length brick red plaid gradient coat. Paired with simple black lace-up leather shoes, it looks extraordinarily delicate and beautiful. It can be seen that Kang Ning has dressed herself up and is in a good mood.

"What's the good news?" Liu Rui asked with a smile, Kang Ning rarely had such a happy expression.

"Li Yue is coming back." Kang Ning laughed, looking very energetic, and his beautiful peach eyes were shining with joyful light.

Liu Rui paused happily, then forced a smile and said, "Oh, he's finally back, when will he be back?"

"I don't know. I'm going to clean Li Yue's house in a while. Li Yue loves cleaning. I must get ready earlier. Sorry, I can't accompany you today," Kang Ning said apologetically.

"It's okay, then I'll go first," Liu Rui said.

After Kang Ning invigilated the exam, he rushed to Li Yue's room to clean up. Before Li Yue left, he gave Kang Ning the room key. Kang Ning sometimes came to live in the room, and the room was often cleaned.

Kang Ning wiped the table and chairs with a rag and was mopping the floor when he heard the sound of the lock being unlocked. Kang Ning was startled, dropped the mop, and ran to the door. Li Yue walked in wearing a long black wool coat with a stand-up collar and saw Kang Ning , Surprised speechless, then dropped the salute in his hand, ran to hug Kang Ning, hugged tightly, Kang Ning's body hurt from being hugged, Kang Ning ignored it, he felt happy and hugged tightly Looking at Li Yue, his empty heart was finally full, the hole in his heart was finally filled.