waiting in time

"How is your body?" Li Yue asked.

Kang Ning blushed and was a little embarrassed, but Li Yue looked at Kang Ning stubbornly, and Kang Ning said "it's okay" with a little embarrassment

"Okay." Li Yue didn't seem to see Kang Ning's embarrassment, and said calmly, "Let's go back, I'll take you back to the dormitory."

"I don't want to go back for a while," Corning said.

"I'm going to tell your roommate, are you hungry?" Li Yue asked.

"Yeah." Corning nodded.

Li Yue turned around and went out. Kang Ning looked at Li Yue with a complex and distressed expression, so the proud and outstanding Li Yue would not be able to ask for it, and would have to retreat and endure. If it didn't happen to him, no matter who it was, he would definitely do it for him. Li Yue asked to come.Corning sighed.

Li Yue came back and brought back two servings of porridge. Kang Ning drank the porridge, put down the bowl, saw Li Yue cleaning up the room, saw the antipyretics and anti-inflammatory medicines opened on the table, glanced at Kang Ning, put them back, and said nothing Didn't say anything, he finished packing and said "Kang Ning, I'm leaving, you have a good rest, call me if you need anything"

"Okay," Corning said.

Li Yue turned around and left. Kang Ning looked at Li Yue's lonely and proud back, and suddenly lost interest. Li Yue just left like this. Stick to the bottom line set by Corning and not touch it.

The next day when Kang Ning went back, the roommate looked at Kang Ning in amazement and asked where Kang Ning had gone. Li Yue came to look for him, and Liu Rui also came to look for him. They didn’t call back, thinking that something had happened, and Kang Ning smiled. Said, nothing happened, and went out to play with classmates.The roommate didn't say anything, and continued to do his own thing. After a while, Liu Rui came over, called Kang Ning out, and looked at Kang Ning with a strange expression. Kang Ning felt strange and asked, "What's wrong?"

"Where did you go? What's the matter with you and Li Yue? He's looking for you like crazy," Liu Rui asked.

Kang Ning guessed that Li Yue was really in a hurry, and there was so much noise looking for him that Liu Rui knew, "I didn't go anywhere, I went to play with my classmates," Kang Ning said calmly.

"Why did Li Yue look for you like crazy, what happened?" Liu Rui said obviously in disbelief, something must have happened between Kang Ning and Li Yue that he didn't know.Could it be that Liu Rui didn't dare to think about it, and looked up at Kang Ning with a calm expression, without the slightest trace, as if nothing had happened, could it be that he was thinking too much, and Liu Ruisi paid for it.

"Nothing" Kang Ning didn't want to say anymore, "I still have something to do, I'm going back" Kang Ning turned and walked back to the dormitory.

Liu Rui looked at Kang Ning deeply.

In the next few days, Li Yue came to look for Kang Ning every day, and left after having dinner with Kang Ning. The two of them didn't say anything, they were polite and polite to each other, and they kept a certain distance. Kang Ning looked at Li Yue seemingly calm. There was a haggard and sad expression on his face, and he felt sad.

When Li Yue left, Kang Ning felt depressed, tossing and turning, and couldn't sleep well at night. He always thought of Li Yue crying, so sad, and Kang Ning also became sad.

Li Yue came over and saw Kang Ning's face was pale these days, his body was sleepy, he didn't seem to sleep well at night, the two knew each other cared about each other, Li Yue felt depressed, he was sad, but Kang Ning was sad, he felt bad , Li Yue specially ordered Kang Ning's favorite meat dish, picked up a shrimp, put it in Fang Ning's bowl, and said with a smile, "eat it"

Kang Ning didn't speak, and ate the shrimp slowly.Stop chopsticks, do not want to eat, no appetite.

Li Yue looked at Kang Ning, and Kang Ning didn't eat any more for a long time, but only ate a little bit of the rice in the bowl.

Li Yue sighed, put down his chopsticks, and said, "If you don't want to eat, don't eat it."

Kang Ning put down his chopsticks and looked at Li Yue.

"I won't be here tomorrow," Li Yue said.

Kang Ning lowered his head and did not speak.

"I'm leaving." Li Yue stood up and walked out.

"Li Yue" Kang Ning stood up and called Li Yue to stop.

Li Yue stopped, but Kang Ning hesitated to speak, and swallowed the words again.

Li Yue turned his head to look at Kang Ning, and smiled, lightly, with relief and relief.

Kang Ning's tears flowed down suddenly and could not be suppressed.

Li Yue didn't come over to wipe away the tears on Kang Ning's face, but just looked at Kang Ning, turned and left.

Kang Ning was crying, Li Yue was gone, their time of intimacy was coming to an end, Li Yue would keep the distance between friends and stay by his side, but why was he so sad, because Li Yue would never hold each other again holding his hand, leading him to an unknown place; not holding him in his arms, wiping the tears on his face distressed, not hugging him again, Kang Ning suddenly realized that he and Li Yue were really too Intimacy, more than the intimacy of ordinary friends, and when Li Yue returns to the position of friends, their intimacy will be gone forever. Kang Ning can't selfishly ask Li Yue to stay in the position of friends, but still maintain close contact. Li Yuehui couldn't stand it, he couldn't treat Li Yue like this.

Li Yue gradually faded out of Kang Ning's life. He called Kang Ning once a week. Knowing what to say, the two of them simply said a few words, and then there was nothing to say. Li Yue was silent on the other end of the phone, and Kang Ning didn't know what to say. After a long time, Li Yue said it was all right, so I hung up. , Corning was disappointed.

Kang Ning felt lonely, and that kind of loneliness went deep into the bone marrow, like a shadow, lingering.Kang Ning decided to find a girlfriend. He longed to find a girlfriend who would accompany him, rely on him, and let him get out of the emptiness that Li Yue brought to him.

The ratio of male to female in the Chinese language and literature major is seriously imbalanced. There are 38 students in a class, and only 7 boys. Kang Ning is exquisite and beautiful, with a gentle temper, good academic performance, and no bad habits. Many girls secretly like him and ask him for help. He showed his favor, but was ignored by Kang Ning, and felt sad in his heart.

But Kang Ning fell in love with an unremarkable girl who was not very beautiful. This explosive news made many girls unacceptable. So many beautiful and talented girls pursued Kang Ning. Kang Ning refused, but took the initiative to pursue an unremarkable girl. The school of liberal arts exploded, and everywhere I went, I heard girls talking about it indignantly. Kang Ning's aesthetics is a bit different.

But Kang Ning didn't care. He pulled the girl beside him. She had mediocre appearance, mediocre ability, and no strengths, but she had a pair of beautiful eyes, clear and quiet, and she was full of affection when she looked at him. His eyes looked at himself, and nothing else mattered.

Mi Xiaoxue looked at the boy who was holding her hand, and felt incredible, so beautiful, with outstanding temperament, the boy who many girls secretly like but can't ask for, even took the initiative to pursue her, sent her back to the dormitory, bought her favorite snacks, and invited her Watching a movie, in the bright lights of Christmas Eve, telling her he likes her, please be with him.Mi Xiaoxue felt like an ugly duckling, and became a beautiful swan in Kang Ning's halo. Every day with Kang Ning was like being in heaven, beautiful but unreal.

In the night, Kang Ning took Mi Xiaoxue and walked quietly on the campus road, with yellow lights on both sides, the two figures were elongated by the lights, and gradually intertwined, Mi Xiaoxue looked at Kang Ning, At this moment, she loves Kang Ning very much. When Kang Ning looked back and saw Mi Xiaoxue looking at him infatuatedly, he smiled. The smile was faintly filled with smoky melancholy. The well-known stories, his loneliness, his sadness, all these made Mi Xiaoxue feel distressed. She tried her best to heal Kang Ning's sadness and make him happy.

"You look so pretty when you smile, smile more," Mi Xiaoxue said.

Kang Ning looked at Mi Xiaoxue's beautiful eyes reflecting his own figure, as if seeing Li Yue, he hurriedly turned around, wondering how he could see Li Yue on Mi Xiaoxue, Mi Xiaoxue and Li Yue They are two completely different people.

"Thank you," Corning said politely.

Mi Xiaoxue was a little disappointed. Kang Ning was gentle with her, but she didn't communicate with her too much. She kept many things in her heart, and there was always a feeling of alienation between them.

"It's getting late, let me take you back." Seeing that Mi Xiaoxue didn't want to talk anymore, Kang Ning got up and sent Mi Xiaoxue back to the dormitory.

"Oh" Mi Xiaoxue didn't want to go back, she wanted to go on like this with Kang Ning.

The two walked towards the dormitory in silence. Kang Ning looked up, but found that Liu Rui was looking at him with a complicated expression. Kang Ning walked up to him in surprise and said "Liu Rui"

Liu Rui knew that Kang Ning had a girlfriend very early on. Many people in the school commented that Kang Ning pursued a girl who was ugly and useless, but that girl had a pair of beautiful eyes, and it was because of these eyes that Kang Ning pursued this girl.Liu Rui watched Kang Ning and Mi Xiaoxue walking on the tree-lined road one after the other. Mi Xiaoxue cautiously wanted to approach Kang Ning, but Kang Ning refused indifferently. When Mi Xiaoxue looked up at Kang Ning, Liu Rui Surprised, suddenly realized that it is not impossible for Li Yue, Mi Xiaoxue looks ordinary, but those beautiful eyes are somewhat similar to Li Yue in the blink of an eye, this is the real reason why Kang Ning really got close to Mi Xiaoxue .

"What's wrong?" Kang Ning was a little surprised when he saw Liu Rui, but he didn't know why.

Liu Rui smiled and said, "It's nothing, I saw you with your girlfriend, come over to say hello"

"What are you up to lately? I haven't seen you for a long time?" Kang Ning asked.The two of them haven't been together since the last time they met while drinking. It has indeed been a long time.

"I'm already a junior, and I'm contacting my counterpart internship unit," said Liu Rui.

"Are you looking for a fight?" Kang Ning asked with concern.

"Well, I found it, and I will go there after the holiday." Liu Rui said easily, and Kang Ning also knew that Liu Rui must have no problem finding a job. Liu Rui's father is the helm of a company. Liu Rui is very lively and has a good relationship with teachers and classmates. There are many job opportunities.

"Are you going back?" Liu Rui asked.

"I sent her back to the dormitory," Kang Ning said.

"Going back so early, it's not time to turn off the lights yet," Liu Rui said unexpectedly.

"There are still things," Kang Ning said indifferently.

"Then I'm leaving, bye." Liu Rui left, turned around and saw Kang Ning talking to Mi Xiaoxue gently, he smiled, a little sad and helpless, he would not be kind enough to explain everything to Kang Ning, just let Kang Ning Keep in the dark, and make noise with Li Yue.