waiting in time

Last night, when Kang Ning's wine came out, he felt hot all over his body. He was sober for a while and was in a daze for a while. When Li Yue hugged and kissed him, he froze for a moment, woke up, and struggled violently. He hated men doing this to him. It reminded him of Wang Jun He did everything to him, but Li Yue was drunk, unconscious, grabbed Kang Ning arbitrarily, kissed him frantically, and murmured, "Kang Ning, I love you, I love you, I love you," he said Affectionate, as if the words buried in the bottom of my heart were released through wine, "Corning, don't refuse, I love you so much, I can give up everything for you, you know, when I was in junior high school, my mother wanted to send me to you after I finished junior high school. Go out, I refused, how could I leave you at that time, you know, I gave up the election for the chairman of the student union, I don't want you to be lonely, you know, I love you for a long time, a long time, but I don't want you I know, I'm afraid you'll be sad." Li Yue confided affectionately, he deeply believed in his love, Kang Ning was sad to hear that what he had always taken for granted before, was actually Li Yue's silent support and contribution behind his back, so he still had to Whatever Li Yue wants, give it to Li Yue. He can't just ask for Li Yue's warmth, and let Li Yue get stuck in the quagmire alone. Li Yue kissed him excitedly. Kang Ning felt uncomfortable, as if he was enduring a torture. His body was stiff and he didn’t respond at all. He was struggling to suppress his impulse to resist. Li Yue took off his clothes and Li Yue kissed Kang Ning's whole body devoutly, slowly, but Kang Ning would rather Li Yue be more intense and complete the torture sooner. Li Yue's body swelled up and wanted to go in, and Kang Ning suddenly became frightened , uncontrollable fear, always felt that he would never come back after taking this step, he began to struggle fiercely, Li Yue ignored it, and pushed forward fiercely, Kang Ning cried out in pain, his whole body hurt, as if touched Seeing the pain from the nerves, Kang Ning's face suddenly turned pale, cold sweat broke out from his forehead, and he woke up with a slight smell of alcohol, his mind went blank due to the pain.Bright red blood flowed from behind wetly, Li Yue was in a dream, he moved excitedly, Kang Ning gasped in pain, Li Yue turned Kang Ning over and over again all night, Kang Ning felt as if he passed out, Hui woke up again, the pain continued, and Li Yue was still excited.Kang Ning was almost numb from the pain, Li Yue finally stopped tossing and fell asleep contentedly, the sleep was deep, and finally it was over, Kang Ning heaved a sigh of relief, the cold sweat on his forehead flowed down his cheeks, revealing Kang Ning's white cheeks, he looked After a while, at 4 o'clock in the morning, Kang Ning couldn't fall asleep. He slowly got up and pulled the sore spot behind him. He took a breath, endured the pain, put on his clothes slowly, and walked down. The body was shattered, as if it had been crushed severely, it was torn apart.

Kang Ning groped out in the dark, feeling pain all over his body.

He walked slowly on the deserted street, the street lamps on both sides were shining yellow lights, and the cold wind of early winter was blowing. Kang Ning felt cold, but his heart was even colder. , he can't go back to the dormitory, doesn't want to go home, can't find his mother, the world is big, no one belongs to him except Li Yue, and he walks away from Li Yue, where does his love go from now on, Kang Ning has no idea Goal walked unconsciously in the cold wind, raised his head, and saw an antique inn with two red lanterns hanging in front of the eaves, with the words "Guiren Inn" written on it

Kang Ning thought "this is the only one." He was tired and in pain, and he couldn't be willful anymore. Even if he was the only one in the world who loved him, he had to be strong, take good care of himself, and not cause trouble for anyone.

Kang Ning went in, opened the room, walked in, the room was very small, with a large area of ​​grass and green, it looked warm and lively, Kang Ning fell asleep without taking off his clothes, and was very thirsty when he was half asleep and half awake.

His breathing was hot and his whole body was hot. Kang Ning knew that he had a fever. It was probably caused by inflammation. The injury was at that place. Kang Ning didn't want to go to the hospital, so he pulled up his heavy body and stood up. He was very dizzy and everything in front of him was shaking. , Kang Ning leaned on the wall, walked tremblingly to the bathroom, took a few sips of water from the bathroom faucet, the water was very cold, and when he drank it, he became jittery for a moment, his stomach felt very uncomfortable, but Kang Ning felt that he was a little more awake.He sat on the toilet to rest, and felt that it might be difficult to go out to buy medicine with his current physical strength. After resting for a while, he stood up, although he was a little wobbly, but fortunately, he should be able to go out, Kang Ning reckoned, he leaned against the wall , walked out step by step, and couldn’t walk anymore, so he rested at the same place and continued to walk. After a short distance, Kang Ning felt that he was walking a long journey. It was so far away and painful, and finally arrived at the pharmacy. Kang Ning asked for antipyretics , anti-inflammatory drugs, the little girl in the pharmacy saw Kang Ning's face flushed and haggard, and asked him to sit in the store to rest, but Kang Ning refused with a smile. He wanted to go back soon, Kang Ning walked back slowly, walked into the room, and instantly Putting himself down on the bed, not wanting to move, his face and forehead were very hot, Kang Ning thought someone would come over and hand him a bowl of hot water at this time, he would be grateful to him for the rest of his life, but no one came in, only Kang Ning was alone, He got up, boiled a glass of water, and when the water boiled, he took antipyretics and anti-inflammatory drugs and fell asleep, and there was a dull pain behind him. Being discouraged and upset by being tortured, but there is no way, all things have to be borne by oneself alone, this is fate.

Kang Ning stayed in the inn for one night, the fever subsided, and there was no dull pain in his body. Kang Ning felt a lot more relaxed. He remembered that he had class tomorrow, and he didn't want to go back. He wanted to call his roommate in the dormitory and help him watch , Kang Ning took out the mobile phone from his clothes pocket, the mobile phone was turned off, Kang Ning took out the charger, charged it, and a text message with a missed call popped up when the phone was turned on, Kang Ning was dumbfounded, most of them belonged to Li Yue, and Kang Ning Dong, Liu Rui, and Lin Yanfei, Kang Ning looked at the phone, then threw the phone aside and ignored it.

He buried himself in the quilt, the phone rang, Kang Ning took it over and saw that it was Li Yue calling, Kang Ning didn't answer, the phone stopped, and then he remembered, it stopped, the phone kept coming in, Kang Ning Annoyed, pick up and don't speak.

"Corning," Li Yue said on the other end of the phone.

"Where are you, I'm coming to find you," Li Yue said anxiously.

Corning was speechless.

"Corning, talk," Li Yue said.

Kang Ning looked at the phone with a complicated expression, he knew Li Yue's thoughts, he really didn't know what to say, he couldn't do without Li Yue, and he hated this kind of relationship between men.At this time, he was conflicted and didn't know what to do?

"Corning, I'm sorry," Li Yue said in a low voice.

Corning did not speak.

"Kang Ning, I was wrong, forgive me" Li Yue begged, Kang Ning couldn't bear it, anyone who prayed to Kang Ning would be indifferent, but Li Yue was different, Li Yue was such an arrogant person.

"Li Yue, what should I do?" Kang Ning said.

"Kang Ning, I made things difficult for you, it's my fault" Li Yue said sadly.

Listening to Li Yue's unconcealable sadness, Kang Ning felt sad herself too. Why did they come to this point? Isn't it good to be friends for life?Lovers are so fickle, if they get together, they will get together and if they don't, they will disperse. It's so easy to get together and part, but friendship can last a lifetime.

"Where are you, I'm coming to find you," Li Yue said.

"I want to be alone," Kang Ning said. He didn't know how to face Li Yue at this time. He wouldn't be angry with Li Yue, but he didn't want to see him either.

"Kang Ning, let me see you, I'm worried," Li Yue said.

Corning was silent.

"Cang Ning, can I see you?" Li Yue whispered, "Believe me, I won't make things difficult for you"

Kang Ning thought for a long time before saying "I'm at the Guiren Inn"

Li Yue seemed to pause when he heard the word Guiren Inn, and then sighed, "I'll be over soon."

Li Yue did come over very quickly. After 15 minutes, Li Yue appeared in front of Kang Ning. Kang Ning saw Li Yue with a haggard face. His beard had not been shaved for a long time. On his body, Li Yue, who was always clean and tidy, now looked sloppy and haggard, unkempt.Kang Ning knew that he had walked away from Li Yue, and Li Yue must have been very worried these two days, looking for him everywhere.

When Li Yue saw Kang Ning, Kang Ning was a little thin, his face was pale, and his expression was sad and lonely. Li Yue was very sad. He is so eager for a love without any purpose, but everyone around him is deliberately approaching him with impure purposes.Longing for his body, leaving his spirit to be helpless and wandering.

Li Yue felt that his eyes were moist, he lowered his head, and saw a drop of transparent teardrops dripping down and fell to the ground, Li Yue raised his head, tears flowed down his cheeks, he cried silently, crying sadly.

Kang Ning stood aside, looking at Li Yue, looking sad.

Li Yue wiped away his tears, looked at Kang Ning and said, "Come here, I don't love you anymore, let me hug you"

Kang Ning walked over and snuggled into Li Yue's arms docilely. Li Yue stroked Kang Ning's hair inch by inch, stroking him with love and distress, and sighed in his heart, his love, his love, the happiness of his life, Let's do this, be the friend that Kang Ning needs, why must something happen, just like this, poor Kang Ning, Kang Ning who has nothing, sensitive Kang Ning, Kang Ning who is coveted by others, he will always guard Kang Ning, the guardian Kang Ning puts All the feelings on him are not offside easily.

"Let's be friends," Kang Ning said in a low voice. There was pleading and fear in his voice.

"Okay, let's be friends for life." Li Yue smiled.

Kang Ning cried, tears streaming down his cheeks, Li Yue gently wiped away the tears for him,

"Why are you crying?" Li Yue asked.

"I don't know, I'm sad," Kang Ning said, crying.

"Stop crying, what's so sad?" Li Yue looked at Kang Ning and smiled softly.

Kang Ning snuggled into Li Yue's arms, feeling sad and out of breath. Why do we have to do this?Why?Isn't there a solution?How should he respond to Li Yue's deep affection?