I was pierced by the white moonlight soul of the male god!

After I made a decision, I went to tell Leng Feng.He didn't have any comments, seemed relieved, and helped me contact the director.

For the past few days, I have been living in a small house near his office, and now I have to go back to filming and need to go home to pack some things.Leng Feng couldn't get away because of something, so he asked someone to send me home.

Back to this place where I used to live with Gu Huai, I thought I would have a lot of thoughts.But in fact, I was very calm, like I have been home alone countless times in the past.

I went to get the clothes first, rummaged in the closet, and found a paper bag in the corner with a folded shirt in it.I took it out and looked at it for a while, and found that it was the one worn by Gu Huai, and then damaged by Qiu Yicheng.

Gu Huai did not throw it away, but sent it to be repaired.

——Because I said at the time, this is my favorite dress.

In fact, I just said casually, the clothes themselves have no special commemorative significance.

But now, it has.

I folded the shirt carefully, put it back in the paper bag, and stashed it in the back of my closet, feeling insecure.So, I ended up stashing it in a safe.I also put the file box that Gu Huai brought out, the VIP card of the dessert shop, and the photo with only one hand left.

When I put it on my phone, I hesitated.

Gu Huai's phone, which I have never allowed others to touch, is now turned off because the battery is exhausted.Leng Feng bought me a new one, the old one is no longer used.

But I hesitated for a long time, and I was still not willing to put it in the safe.

I took it with me and left the house.

I had communicated with the director in advance about the final scene. On the way, I flipped through the brand new script in a daze, missing the version in Gu Huai's hand very much.

He filled it with annotations and notes, and if it was there, I would still have a little bit of confidence.

But unfortunately, Gu Huai left the script in the crew and was lost by the careless staff.

I was apprehensive and melancholy all the way, and finally came to the crew.

Counting it, I have been absent from work for several days, and I don't know how much money I wasted.I tried my best to show Gu Huai's calm and composed attitude, but my heart felt so weak that I walked erratically like a ghost.

However, what I didn't expect was that all the members of the crew were ready to welcome me. As soon as I walked in, they all applauded enthusiastically.

Is it because I haven't been here for a long time, so they are deliberately mocking me to play big names?

Right away I knew I was wrong.

It turned out that in the fire a few days ago, the image of Gu Huai carrying someone out was photographed.I have become a hero who saves lives, and a synonym for positive energy in the entertainment industry. During this time, I have become quite popular.

As for the few days of absenteeism, the reasonable production crew gave the excuse of "rescuing people from injuries".After everyone respected me and congratulated me on winning the Adonis Award, the director came over to ask me how my recovery was and told me not to force myself.

I thought to myself, of course I have to force it, otherwise there is such a big gap between me and Gu Huai, even ghosts can see that there is something wrong.At least the acting is not good now, and it can be pretended that it has not recovered, so that it will not be too suspicious.

After putting on makeup, everything is ready for the shooting.

After the elf left, the protagonist reopened the dessert shop.Busy to dilute the sadness of parting, he met more friends, and also met a very cute girl.Everything is as beautiful as the ending of a fairy tale.

But in his spare time of the day, he sat in the shop and ate the cake he had tasted with the elves.

That was the time when the elf said to him: "After parting, we will meet again."

He ate the cake, smiled slightly, and shed tears silently.

In fact, this scene should have been filmed together with the scene of eating cake with the elves.But Gu Huai was not in good condition at the time, there were too many cuts, (maybe he ate too much cake, too), after the crew discussed with Gu Huai, the filming was not completed in the end, so it was moved to the present for re-shooting.

The other places were considered easy to shoot. After spending a little more time, I finally passed it smoothly.But in the last long shot, the part where the main character changes from smiling to crying while eating the cake, it stumped me.

Because I can't cry.

Gu Huai's previous crying seemed to have drained all the tears in this body.

I tried so hard to be in the scene, everyone was waiting for me, but the more I did, the more I couldn't cry.

"Anfei, in fact, the emotion you had when you were filming that scene before was used here very well, now you just need to express that despair again." The director patiently encouraged me, "You can imagine that you had no friends before, no Anyone who can communicate and confide, for a long time, there is only one elf in your world. She is very cute, selflessly helping you, teaching you how to accept others and how to love. Now she is gone, no more Will come back, how will you feel?"

I just feel pain.

"Yes, that's the expression." The director said happily, "Very good, you have found the feeling, let's start shooting!"

I sat in front of the camera and looked at the cake in front of me.

This cake is exactly the same as what Gu Huai ate during the filming. I remember that Gu Huai ate it very deliciously, and he deliberately greedy me, describing to me how good the cake tastes, and how particular about the crew.

I haven't eaten dessert for a long time, and the sweet custard aroma is very attractive, so I took a bite.

Gu Huai is a liar, he is really bad.

This cake was not tasty at all, it was bitter and astringent, it got stuck in my throat, and I couldn't swallow it.

But I changed my mind, he forcibly swallowed such an unpalatable thing, and tried his best to act delicious, the mental activities at that time must be very interesting.

I couldn't help smiling slightly.

The layout of the studio is a bit like the dessert shop where I had a simulated confession with Gu Huai. It is exactly the same as what I described to Gu Huai, the dating scene of my dreams - Gu Huai is opposite me, and the relationship between us The sun is shining and the air is full of sweetness.

Does this cunning guy know that what I said was actually addressed to him?

I ate the bitter dessert bite by bite.

It's really bad, really.

I was still smiling, but my vision was blurry.In the dense water light, Gu Huai seemed to be sitting opposite, looking at me with a smile.

—Are you a child?Although the cake is a bit unpalatable, it is not enough to cry.

He must have said something like that to laugh at me.No longer pretending to be helpless, but actually very happy to comfort me.

——Okay, okay, let me treat you to sweets, stop acting like a baby.

I didn't act like a baby.I didn't cry because the cake was bad, I cried because...

I tried desperately to wipe away tears with one hand, but more flowed down my cheeks.

I never knew I had so many tears, and I never knew that even if I shed so many tears, it could not relieve the sadness in my heart.

Gu Huai, I have never told you that you are really handsome, serious and charming in acting.

When I saw you for the first time, I pretended to be dismissive, but I was thinking in my heart, why this person is so good-looking and sings so well.

I have watched all the plays you acted in earnestly.One side envies you, one side envies you, and the other side admires you.

You are the best, bravest, strongest and most gentle person I have ever met.

You taught me acting, brought me love, and guided me to discover the family and friendship around me.You let me stop complaining, learn to cherish, and let me know that I am not alone.

Gu Huai, thank you.

Gu Huai, I love you.

However, the words no longer get where they should.I do not know what to do.

"Very good!" The director stood up and applauded excitedly, "Very good! An Fei, it's already possible... An Fei?"

Instead of stopping, I kept crying, and crying, and crying.

The genie who helped me is never, never coming back.

"Elf Dessert Shop" was officially wrapped, I declined the wrapping banquet on the pretext of being unwell, with swollen eyes, and went home alone.

After crying, those unexplained pains seemed to be a little better, I seemed to have the courage again, and I no longer avoided everything related to Gu Huai, I just missed him very much.

When I got home, I took out Gu Huai's phone and charged it.

I remember he took a lot of weird selfies before... Although they were all my face, but the weird dressing taste was completely different from mine.

I flipped through it, and suddenly found that there was an encrypted photo album in my phone.

The password was my birthday, and I unlocked it right away, not knowing whether it was joy or sorrow.Open the photo album, there is only one picture in it, which is a screenshot of the voice memo.

The voice memo was set up with fingerprint encryption, and I opened the memo at once, and saw a large list of voice files.

Using my birthday as a password and unlocking with my fingerprint is obviously something reserved for me.So I swiped from top to bottom, and found an audio file signed "Look at me first", the date counted, it was not long after Gu Huai just woke up from my body.

I turn on audio and the file plays.

"Haha, Anfei, just now you angrily asked me to write your will for you. This reminds me. If I'm gone one day, it would be nice to leave you something. So, I'm sorry, I didn't Record your suicide note for you, now, I want to keep mine first.

"I don't know if you still hate me that much now? I hope so. After all, it's really fun to look like you are angry and helpless; if you like me, there's nothing you can do. After all, I The charm is too great, alas, I will charm you by accident.

But anyway, by the time you hear those words, I should have left.As for the reason, it is not convenient for me to go into details, but you must remember that the choices I make are all voluntary.

"Let's just talk about it now, I'm going to find you. Hey, you reminded me of it today. It's so exciting. I... cough cough, forget it, let's not talk about this.

"I decided, starting today, I will record a section if I have time. After I leave, you can listen to one piece a day. Maybe, after you finish listening, I will go back."