I was pierced by the white moonlight soul of the male god!

Four days have passed since I woke up.

During this period of time, some things happened, and the police came to me several times in the middle.They said something to me that I couldn't quite understand.

I kept telling them that Gu Huai was gone, and begged them to help me find Gu Huai, but they just looked at me with pity, and comforted me that Gu Huai was just missing, not confirmed dead, and asked me to wait for the final results of the police investigation.

This is the most obvious perfunctory.How could Gu Huai disappear?He obviously could only lie on the bed and couldn't even move.

I understand that they cannot bring me the results I want.So, I don't like talking more and more.Perhaps this is also a side effect of changing from ghost to human.Or maybe, because for a long time in the past, I only talked to one person.When the person is gone, I don't know what to do, and I don't have a particular desire to talk to someone.

An Yundong never showed up, neither did anyone else, only Leng Feng took care of me.

He avoided me in many things, but one of them, I heard him mention the word "Gu Huai" when talking to someone outside the door, so I sneaked out of bed.

When I returned to my body, I felt extremely heavy, and it was awkward to walk.So I didn't wear shoes, walked slowly to the door while leaning on the wall, opened the door and walked out.

"These must not be seen by An Fei."

Leng Feng was holding some photos in his hand and was telling someone something, when he found me, his face was a little embarrassed.I reached out to him directly, without speaking, just looking at him.

In the end, Leng Feng still gave me the photo.

It was a scorched hand, shrunken and dry.I remember that when Gu Huai used to do magic tricks and mix wine, his fair and slender fingers were so beautiful that it was almost impossible to look away.But now, there are only a few of them left.

"Gu Huai is just missing, and his death has not been confirmed yet." Leng Feng said, "The murderer who set the fire has been caught, and it has something to do with An's family. Your brother has been cooperating with the investigation, so he didn't come—"

I shook my head, didn't listen to Leng Feng's words, but carefully pinched the photo, walked back slowly while leaning on the wall, and climbed onto the bed again.

Gu Huai left something behind.When he rushed out of the fire, he took out a file bag, his mobile phone, and the VIP card of the dessert shop, all of which were placed beside my bed.I put this photo together and curled up facing them, closing my eyes and going to sleep.

There is nothing in a dream.

Sometimes, I would dream that we met when we were young. He was a very pompous kid, very cute, but he liked to bully people just like now.

Sometimes, I would dream that I was suffering from schizophrenia, and Gu Huai was just a phantom that split after I suffered a blow.After waking up, I frantically searched for things related to Gu Huai, and put them all on the bedside where I could see them as soon as I opened my eyes, and then I felt a little more at ease.

But I dare not look carefully.

I'll glance over every now and then to know they're there.But I dare not take a closer look, because I will think of Gu Huai when he used them.

In fact, strictly speaking, I shouldn't be too sad.After all, it has been less than two months since I fell in love with Gu Huai; and it has only been more than half a year since he woke up from my body.

I also think it's okay, maybe it's because I've been a ghost for a long time, and I forgot the feeling of crying. In the past four days, I haven't even cried for Gu Huai once.

Nothing to cry about, just a little pity.

At that time, the two months that I unilaterally agreed with Gu Huai were almost up, and I hadn't told him that I liked him yet.

I closed my eyes in a daze and felt pain all over my body.This kind of pain cannot be relieved, and there is no wound to be found, it is very painful, painful, and the pain is so painful that it is only slightly better when I fall asleep.

I hope I can have a dream about him today.

If I tell him that I like him in a dream, will he know?

Unfortunately, I didn't have time to fall asleep.Someone woke me up, I didn't want to open my eyes, but Leng Feng pulled me out of the bed.

"Your friend is here to see you," he said.I followed his gaze and saw Qiu Yicheng standing at the door.

Qiu Yicheng has been visiting me since the first day I woke up.

Today, he brought me a bouquet of flowers.The petals are fresh and soft, and as I look at them, I picture them shriveled and withered.

"The news just came that "Rain Master" won the Best Director Award at the Sundan Film Festival, and you successfully won the Adonis Award." Qiu Yicheng said softly, "Congratulations."

This is Gu Huai's award and has nothing to do with me.I thought in my heart, but I was too lazy to say it.

Qiu Yicheng sighed and asked Leng Feng: "Can I have a few words with him alone?"

Leng Feng looked at him hesitantly, nodded, and walked out without closing the door.

"You can't do this." Qiu Yicheng was silent for a while, then looked at me seriously, "Gu Huai wouldn't want to see you become what you are now."

I was stabbed, and the pain became more vivid and unbearable.I shook my head, huddled under the quilt, and whispered, "Then you call him here and let him tell me himself."

"Anfei, don't do this." Qiu Yicheng's voice could not hide the sadness.They were each other's best friends, and they left with care, and he was as sad as I was.

I shouldn't have treated him like this, so I said, "I'm sorry."

Qiu Yicheng waved his hand and asked me suddenly: "Do you know why I haven't promised you all these years?"

"Ah?" I stared blankly at him, thought for a while, and said, "Gu Huai told me that you are a straight man and like wives."

Qiu Yicheng's expression seemed distorted for a second, but returned to normal in the blink of an eye: "The first time I brought you to meet him, he 'threatened' me to stay away from you in private. Because he said he likes you, I will take you abroad to get married in the future."

I was stunned.

"Do you still remember, when we were freshman semester, there was a boy in the class who wanted to chase you?"

I shake my head.I have no impression of this matter.

"You won't remember. Because Gu Huai got the news, he led people to block the boy - they didn't do anything, and I don't know what method he used. But after that, the boy met on the road When it comes to you, they all hide away."

Having said that, I have a vague impression.In college, there was a guy in my class who acted like a ghost when he met me, which made me very embarrassed.

Although I can't think of what Gu Huai did, but I'm sure that the method he used at that time must be very, very wicked.

"To be honest, Gu Huai is the most open-minded and generous person I have ever met in my life. I admire him very much. But at the same time, when faced with things related to you, he can become the most timid person in the world. , The most stingy man. You would never have imagined that because of you being favored by others, he would come to me in the middle of the night and complain endlessly. "

Is this guy really the Gu Huai I know? !

It may be that my shocked emotions were too exposed. Qiu Yicheng was silent for a while, and added: "The words I said are not false or exaggerated. I even keep the screenshots of that call. Four and a half hours. I will always remember the next day, when I learned that Gu Huai's mobile phone was shut down due to arrears, I felt the joy of being alive after a catastrophe."

"...He never showed it in front of me." I said lowly, "At that time, I couldn't see it at all."

"Because he wants to get your brother's approval first." Qiu Yicheng said, "He went to your brother, and it seems that some conditions were negotiated. It might be difficult. But he was very happy that day, and said that after your brother agreed, you With him, you don't have to feel embarrassed because of the obstacles of your family."

"I don't know, I never knew." I repeated, muttering.

I really can't imagine that there is someone in the world who loves another person so tenderly in such a way.

"So, when he said to me himself that he hoped I could help you find another person who loves you, I couldn't believe it was what he said."

I remembered that time in the tea restaurant, Gu Huai's metaphor about "char siew buns"...

"It turns out that in his heart, I am a pork bun." I was a little disappointed.

Qiu Yicheng was silent for a moment, and then said: "I mean, the reason why Gu Huai did this is because he already knew that the time with you is running out. Therefore, he can restrain all his emotions, even the exuberant jealousy Heart, make a sensible choice.

"Everything he does is not for you to love him, not for you to remember him, not for you to repay him - he just simply hopes that you can be happy.

"An Fei, don't let his efforts go to waste."

I thought about it for a long, long time.

In fact, I don't know what I'm thinking, maybe most of the time, I'm thinking about char siew buns.

What kind of mood did Gu Huai have when he said these words?

He said that he couldn't act like he didn't love me. How much struggle and helplessness were contained in this short sentence?

I tried to put myself in the position of caring, and when I thought about it for a while, my heart ached.

Qiu Yicheng was right.

I can't let Gu Huai's efforts go to waste.

So I grinned at Qiu Yicheng, my face was a little stiff, but I still pulled the corners of my mouth very hard.However, no matter how hard I try, I can't pretend to be happy.

It's so difficult. It turned out that it was so difficult to act the exact opposite of your real self.

"Don't worry, let's take our time." Gu Huai seemed to be smiling in my ear.

I was in a daze for a second before I realized that this sentence was said by Qiu Yicheng.He lowered his voice, his voice was gentle, it sounded a bit like Gu Huai.

"Where should I start?" I asked.

Qiu Yicheng smiled and said, "Just do what you like."

So I thought about it carefully.

Gu Huai used my body to fulfill all the wishes I had expressed at that time.Now it's me...

"I still want to act." I said, "There is one last point in "Elf Dessert Shop". This is Gu Huai's last scene, and I want to finish filming for him."

The author has something to say

While writing today's chapter, I suddenly discovered that Gu Huai and Qiu Yicheng are actually plastic brothers!

While declaring that the two brothers are good friends, when chatting with others in private, they are secretly complaining about each other.Gu Huai said that Qiu Yicheng watched wife movies, and Qiu Yicheng complained that Gu Huai was super narrow-minded.An Fei was probably stupid enough not to see this, and only thought that they knew each other very well, so he felt that they were having an affair.