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Yao Mi is also more dependent on Shan Jun. Shan Jun arranges everything and goes there. Shan Jun is happy to hang around with him all day long and take care of him.

That day, the two of them wandered around the flower market for a long time but didn't find a potted flower, so they went to the square to watch those children playing roller skating, and suddenly saw a boy on the opposite side sliding towards them on roller skates, and when the man approached Yao Mi laughed It was his former classmate who had a good relationship with them when they were in school, but after Yao Mi was in poor health and dropped out of school, they didn't get in touch so much.Seeing Yao Mi smiling at him, the boy slowed down and slowly slid to his side and stretched out his arms, wanting to give his best friend a big hug, but before he could hug someone close at hand, he was caught by a hand. Pushing it away, he was caught off guard and fell back unsteadily and sat on the ground.The two boys looked at the owner of the hand in astonishment, but Shan Jun said lightly: "It's too dangerous, Xiaomi is not in good health, don't bump into it."

Yao Mi pulled his friend up from the ground and said a few words in embarrassment. The boy kept looking at Shan Jun with strange eyes, said a few words and left, and looked back at them from time to time.

Yao Mi looked at Shan Jun as if he had never seen Shan Jun's expression just now, which made people feel very dangerous. Seeing the boy looking at himself, Shan Jun smiled and said: "I don't like others getting too close to you, it's dangerous!" After finishing speaking Regardless of other people's eyes, he took his hand and left.

I don't know why Shan Jun's smile just now seemed to cast a layer of frost on Yao Mi's body. He felt that this person might not be just acting like this during this period of time, and it is impossible for a person to be so perfect. The scary Shan Jun just now It's real him.

Yao Mi who came home at night was a little absent-minded, and his brother was also absent-minded at this time, so he took care of his emotions.

When Shan Juan came the next day, Yao Mi was not in the mood because he didn't sleep very well last night. Shan Jun accompanied him at home watching TV for a while and then went out for a walk downstairs when he got tired from watching TV.Today, Yao Mi obviously felt that his chest was tight and uncomfortable, so he sat on the bench and took a rest. He felt that he had enough rest, and just wanted to get up, suddenly his chest hurt and his eyes became dark. He forced himself to look at Shan Jun, but found that Shan Jun was standing opposite Watching his every move coldly, seeing his painful expression, he frowned and clenched his fists tightly. Yao Mi knew that Shan Jun was not too frightened and didn't know what to do, but looked at him indifferently, because Shan Jun Jun's face at this time not only showed indifference but even disgust, like looking at a piece of rotten meat.

Yao Mi didn't know how long she had been sitting on the bench, and she gradually got better. Shan Jun was still watching him a few steps away from him.Seeing Yao Mi getting up and walking home by himself, he followed behind until Yao Mi closed the door, Shan Jun turned around and went home, but there was no extra expression on his face.

After receiving the call, Yao Tao rushed home and saw Yao Mi sitting on the sofa in a daze, so he ran to Yao Mi and looked at him nervously and asked, "How is it? Go to the hospital."

Yao Mi stretched out her body and hugged her brother tightly, "Brother, I'm fine. I don't feel bad at all now. What I want to tell you is Shan Jun."

Yao Tao pushed Yao Mi away, looked at him and asked, "What's wrong with Shan Jun?"

"Brother, I met a classmate in the square yesterday. He wanted to hug me and was pushed directly by Shan Jun. And now that I think about it, I found that he doesn't like people approaching me. It seems that he has never let anyone approach me within one meter. I always It’s because I feel a sense of oppression around him. Today when I got sick, he looked at me indifferently, as if he was watching me die, his eyes were cold and scary, and his body was still shaking as he watched the whole process of my sickness, as if he was in his heart Struggling to decide what. And don’t you find it strange? Why Ji Mingyi seldom goes out since Shan Jun came? Shan Jun sometimes makes me feel abnormal.” After finishing speaking, he looked at his brother’s face I'm afraid that he won't believe me, after all, I just have an intuition with no basis, that's why today's Shan Jun makes me feel scared.

"Did he do anything else to you besides not letting others touch you?" Yao Tao asked with a frown.

Of course, Yao Mi couldn't let his elder brother know that Shan Jun kissed him, let alone he took the initiative first, let alone say that Shan Jun liked to hug him very hard, so he whispered: "No, but sometimes he looks at me. It's weird but I can't tell."

Yao Tao was relieved when he heard that Shan Juan was fine, and said with a sigh of relief: "I know, don't go out with him in the future and stay away from him. After all, we are only friends with Ji Mingyi and don't know Shan. Jun, Ji Mingyi, then I will go and have a look. Go back and rest and don't think about anything, I won't hand you over to him in the future."

Yao Tao took medicine for his younger brother and put him to sleep Younger brother Yao Tao was smoking in the living room, thinking that maybe Xiaomi was right, Ji Mingyi was always worried about Shan Jun, and later when Shan Jun came, it stands to reason that Ji Mingyi should be better, But after Xiaomi mentioned Yao Tao in this way, he realized that Ji Mingyi was different during this time.When Shan Jun was not here, he would still go out, at least he would come here every day to cook and eat, and he would take a walk with Xiaomi, but now Shan Jun is here, but he doesn’t go out at all, and he feels that he is not as good as before Shan Jun came. It seems that he doesn't know there are many things that he doesn't even know about Ji Mingyi, let alone Shan Jun.

In the evening, Shan Juan came home and saw Ji Mingyi on the dinner table and walked over. When Ji Mingyi heard him walking over, his shoulders tensed up, and he really had a headache how to treat him.Seeing that Shan Jun just sat across from him, picked up the bowl and began to eat, and looked at him from time to time, Ji Mingyi ate as if he didn't see him, and then went to the study to read.

When it was very late, Ji Mingyi came out to take a shower and went to bed, but went to Shan Jun's room. When he opened the door, he saw that the man was lying on the bed, fast asleep and breathing steadily.Ji Mingyi approached the bed and looked at Shan Jun, feeling that his hands were trembling uncontrollably. He was too familiar with the breathing and 'deep sleep' of the man on the bed. This was Shan Jun's sleeping state every time he took the medicine.Ji Mingyi ritualistically picked up Shan Jun's hand and put it on his forehead, looking at the unconscious person trapped in the quilt, he felt that he was too powerless.

"Shan Jun, you are really good at torturing yourself, and you have really good ideas, but I don't know if you will go crazy or die after taking her medicine. Did you come to me on purpose to punish me? Hehe!" His cold voice It made this quiet and dark bedroom even more dark and oppressive. The one who sneered was Shan Jun's cruelty and even his own incompetence, "You came here because you know that I am your only family member. You, you are not crazy yet!" Raising his hand, he touched the warm face of the man and said with a wry smile, "But Shan Jun, I am going crazy, I want to kill you now, and it will be over once and for all. She left, we should have Continue to live well, I love her too but I want to live, or do I really not love her as much as you? Shan Jun, you guessed right, Li Li and I are the same, even if you treat me like this, yes I do this kind of thing but I will still tolerate you. Don’t you think this is love?” Looking at the man still like that, Ji Mingyi seemed to be really afraid that he would get angry and smiled and said: “If I don’t love you, I will love you.” I beat you up a long time ago, ha ha, but after thinking about it, even if you are disabled, it is still me who cares about you. You said that you can do it to a big man like me, beast."

After talking to that person for a long time, he feels much more comfortable. He likes to kneel beside Shan Jun's bed and let him put his hand on his forehead, and he also likes to smell the familiar 'home' on him like this. 'The smell, unconsciously finally slowly fell asleep.

When Shan Jun woke up in the morning, he looked at Ji Mingyi beside the bed, frowned and withdrew his hand. When he saw the silver ring on his little finger, he looked at Ji Mingyi with a slight smile and whispered: "Everything about her is mine."

including me?Ji Mingyi thought this was Shan Jun's idea, everything related to Li Li belonged to him, so did he come to take back Li Li's self?

Ji Mingyi also woke up when Shan Jun withdrew his hand, but he didn't move because he was afraid of seeing Shan Jun's cold face. He was sure that Shan Jun was not well, even if he had Tian Tian before and Yao Mi now, he was sick and Everyone who is obsessed with love is the same.Hearing that Shan Jun closed the door and went out, Ji Mingyi lifted his numb legs and crawled back to the bed. Lying on the bed, what did Ji Mingyi think to end such a depressive life?Could it be that he and Shan Jun will live in the shadow of losing Li Li for the rest of their lives?Slowly closing my eyes, I feel that I really need Shan Jun's medicine more and more. The pain of my brain being torn and rubbed after lying down is too unbearable.

When he woke up at noon and saw that Shan Juan was still at home and hadn't gone out, Ji Mingyi felt very strange that Shan Jun had already gone to accompany Yao Mi at this time every day. He knew that he shouldn't bother with these things and just went about his own business.In fact, he hoped that Yao Mi really wouldn't like Shan Jun, after all, he was his friend's younger brother, not to mention that he knew that anyone would have problems with Shan Jun.

The two stayed at home for three or four days and did not go out. Ji Mingyi nestled in his study every day to make some small sculptures, while Shan Jun handled some company affairs with his computer.There was no sound in the small apartment, only the sound of cooking during three meals a day. In the afternoon, Ji Mingyi went out to buy some fresh vegetables and then went back. Shan Jun took the dishes and went to the kitchen to start cooking. The two had a tacit understanding. That's what people who have lived together for ten years have.