save you to save yourself

After Yao Tao settled down at night, his younger brother wanted to talk to Ji Mingyi, but he was afraid that he would not want to see him, so he smoked half a pack of cigarettes downstairs before taking out his mobile phone and calling Ji Mingyi.

Seeing that Yao Tao standing by the trash bin seemed to be in a bad mood and there was already a pile of cigarette butts under his feet, he walked slowly over to look at him and said, "What's wrong? I'm using cigarettes to relieve my worries. It shouldn't be burning more and more. ?"

The person I haven't seen in the past few days seems to be in good spirits, at least not thin, but after listening to his younger brother, Yao Tao thinks that Ji Mingyi must be not well now, and when he sees him, he always feels that his smile is also a little sad .After putting out the cigarette butt, Yao Tao opened his mouth, already a little hoarse after smoking, and said, "I haven't seen you recently, so I want to know what's going on with you recently?"

"I just made some small sculptures at home so I didn't go out. How is Yao Mi? Why didn't he go out with Shan Jun?" Ji Mingyi took the cigarette case in Yao Tao's hand and took out a cigarette case for himself Cigarettes, he himself is not addicted to smoking, but he just wants to use the smoke he exhales to bring out some chest tightness like Yao Tao.

"He's okay, but I didn't let him go out because he was a little unwell a few days ago, you" looked at the man with a cigarette gently between his lips and felt that he still seemed to have something on his mind, "Are you really okay recently? Xiaomi Saying Shan Jun is a bit strange."

Hearing Yao Tao sleeping on Shan Jun was a bit strange. Ji Mingyi suddenly looked up at Yao Tao and asked, "What's wrong with Xiaomi?"

"Xiaomi, it's nothing, don't think about it. Xiaomi just said that Shan Jun looks a little weird sometimes, I don't know if he's right, after all, he doesn't get in touch with others very much," looked at the man in front of him and heard that Xiaomi was fine. Yao Tao knew that there must be something wrong with Shan Jun, otherwise Ji Mingyi would not be so nervous. Thinking of this, Yao Tao asked a little worried: "How does Shan Jun treat you?"

"He treats me?" As if puzzled and suddenly understood Yao Tao's worry, he looked at him and smiled slightly, "He is a good person to me, but I also know that he may be a little different in front of others but" Next Ji Mingyi didn't know what to say, Shan Jun's thoughts now, he couldn't understand what he was doing to Yao Mi, he could only look at Yao Tao and say, "Don't worry, I will try to keep him away from now on. Xiaomi's."

"I didn't mean that." Yao Tao still wanted to explain that he would of course protect his younger brother. Now he is most worried about him. Before he could figure out what to say, he saw Ji Mingyi reaching for his trouser pocket. Those thin hands With some coolness, he put on the lining of his thin trousers, and the sudden numbness at the base of his thigh made Yao Tao hide for a while.

Seeing the person in front of him hide for a while, Ji Mingyi frowned and said, "I want a lighter, you're taking your hands, so I'll do it myself."

Seeing that he was still clutching a branch that he picked off just now, Yao Tao remembered that before when Ji Mingyi wanted to smoke and look for a lighter, Yao Tao would deliberately ask him to take it from his trouser pocket. It was too sensitive to be touched by his cold hands in the thin trousers he was wearing.

Yao Tao's complexion was really not good-looking, and finally he smiled awkwardly. Ji Mingyi just remembered that Yao Tao confessed his love a few days ago. Such contact should be avoided in the future.

He took the lighter, lit the cigarette, took a puff and said, "Don't be nervous, I don't mean anything else, I just forgot it for a while."

Holding the tobacco season Mingyi, he walked to the bench next to him and sat down. Yao Tao reached into his trouser pocket and rubbed the place he touched just now, and sat down too. The surroundings were very quiet and there were children enjoying the cool and playing in the small square in the distance. Ji Mingyi took a few puffs of cigarettes and said slowly: "My dad is a worker in a small coal mine. Our family lived in a small earthen house in the mining area. Later, my dad died of carbon dioxide poisoning because he fell asleep right after the stove was built. My mother, huh!" Ji Mingyi's sneer made Yao Tao very distressed, "She ran away with a man who had been dating for a long time. The ashes hadn’t been washed, and I left with the exhaustion from the previous day’s work. My dad’s funeral was helped by people in the mining area. I was only 10 years old, and I stopped going to school after that. Those small restaurants looking for something to eat are often beaten by drunk people."

Listening to these, Yao Tao felt fear in his heart, fearing that Ji Mingyi would encounter more pain and torture when he heard that. He and Yao Mi were also children who lost their parents, but their parents still loved them very much when they were alive. How did Ji Mingyi grow up like this?Now he looks bright and sunny, a man who makes anyone fall in love with him.

Throwing away the cigarette butt, he took out the cigarette in the cigarette case, took a deep breath and said: "In this way, I stayed in the mining area for half a year, thinking that it would be like this in the future, but I met Li Lihe in the New Year that year. Shan Jun. At that time, some small stewards in the mining area said that the mountains were blocked by heavy snow and they could not go out. There were also several karaoke bars in the mining area, so they found equipment to hold a gala. I could play the harmonica, so I went to join in the fun because they said You can eat sugar. Hehe!"

Ji Mingyi smiled, his eyes were full of light, as if he had returned to that time, Yao Tao stretched out his hand and patted his shoulder. Ji Mingyi looked at him with a smile and said, "When I play the harmonica, I sit on my The two people on the opposite side kept looking at me. That young woman was Li Li. It was the first time I saw her. I only heard that she was a very powerful well chief, but she looked at me with gentle eyes that seemed to melt water. I just kept staring at her and thought she was too beautiful to be a good person. Sitting next to her was a young man who looked gentle and handsome, unlike those coal diggers in our mining area. He warmed her hands beside Li Li. I kept feeding her candy, and when I saw them, I thought that the two of them looked better than those on TV. Later, another manager next to Li Li said something to her, and they looked at me at the same time , I later found out that they said that Li Li and I look alike."

Looking up at the sparse stars in the sky, he let out a breath and continued, "In the end, I was taken home by Shan Jun and Li Li, and they began to take care of me, but after all, I am a boy and Li Li is also an unmarried girl." So Shan Jun actually took care of me the most. In my memory, my parents never washed my feet, but after following them, Shan Jun personally bathed and washed my feet and taught me slowly. Both of them are very clumsy. They took care of me but did their best. The two of them gave me tutoring every day and finally sent me to the county town to go to school. In this way, our family lived until the year I graduated from high school, and I was admitted to the university that Li Li and Shan Jun had always dreamed of. Before I left, I proposed to Li Li and she also said that she would agree to me when I came back, but when I came back, I only saw Li Li's urn and Shan Jun who looked like a walking dead."

After talking so much in one breath, the cigarette in Ji Mingyi's hand had already burned out, but he didn't feel it. Yao Tao took the cigarette from his hand and lit one for him, put it in his mouth, looked at Ji Mingyi and said: "You are very lucky. Everyone has their own destiny. She should feel happy to have you love her so much."

But Ji Mingyi said to himself as if he didn't hear it, "Shan Jun also loved her very much, so Shan Jun must have hated me at that time, and Li Li at that time put all her energy on me and never I have noticed that Shan Jun who is beside me loves her. I knew from a very young age that I liked Li Li and of course I hated Shan Jun, but I didn’t expect that Shan Jun and I would be left alone in a few years. Although He may have hated me all the time but I have to take care of him, I haven't heard them mention family since I was with them so he has no other relatives but me, he is now my responsibility. Jun Jun was very capricious, Li Li came out from the mining area to see me when the snow covered the mountains, and Shan Jun accompanied her. At that time, Li Li's hands and feet were frozen, and Shan Jun had already turned blue from the cold, and his lips were so distressed. , but he still never said anything but was by her side to accompany her, I didn't understand then and only now do I realize how pitiful and helpless Shan Juan is."

Looking up at the window of his own apartment opposite, Ji Mingyi finally whispered: "I owe Li Li as much as I owe Shan Jun, and he is now the same me who was struggling in the mud back then. I have to give him a hand." .”

"Xiao Yi, can I help you?" Yao Tao knew that he might have no room to intervene, but he still wanted to let him relax.

"Take care of Xiaomi, that's your responsibility!" After speaking, he looked at Yao Tao and smiled, as if finally someone could hear his words and let him relax "Okay, let's go back, let's feed several batches here Mosquitoes." He stood up first and walked back home slowly.

Yao Tao sat there for a long time before returning home. He thought that although he might be the only one who heard Ji Mingyi speak his mind, he still couldn't get closer to him.

When Ji Mingyi opened the door, he found that Shan Jun was still watching TV and put down the remote control when he entered the door. He stared at Ji Mingyi's face for a while and asked, "Why did you go?"

"Yao Tao came to see me." After speaking, he wanted to go to the bathroom to wash off the smell of cigarettes that he should be covered in now.

"Why didn't you come in?" The bad tone made Ji Mingyi feel a headache and wonder what's wrong with this person.

"It's cool downstairs, so we just sat for a while." He walked quickly to the bathroom, not wanting to get entangled with a patient.

Coming out of the bathroom, seeing the man still looking at him on the sofa, Ji Mingyi went straight into the bedroom, Shan Jun finally turned off the TV, got up and went back to the bedroom.When Ji Mingyi heard him coming in, he leaned against the inside of the bed and closed his eyes with his back facing the outside. The warm body on the bed next to him lay beside him and let out a long breath.Lying down for a while, Ji Mingyi felt that the person next to him seemed to move towards him. Ji Mingyi turned around to see what was wrong with this person, but almost bumped into Shan Jun's face.

"The smell of smoke!" Shan Jun's tone was flat in the dark, but Ji Mingyi's heart tightened because he was too close. He held his breath and thought about going back to his room to sleep. At this moment, Shan Jun was holding onto his shoulders. Pressing firmly on the bed, he said, "Is it the smell of Yao Tao's cigarettes or the smell of the smoke in his mouth?"

"I smoked!" Ji Mingyi knew that he was about to fall ill, so he wanted to get up even more. He was not the kind of weak girl who was about the same size as Shan Juan, so he pushed Shan Jun's hand away and pushed him away. When he got to the bed, he got up and got out of bed.

I went to the bathroom to brush my teeth again and sat on the sofa in the living room. After waiting for a long time, I didn’t hear any sound from Shan Jun. He must have taken medicine and fell asleep. He opened the door slowly and sat on the edge of the bed to pick it up. Shan Jun's hand.Shan Juan raised his hand as if he was still asleep, turned over and then stopped moving. After waiting for a while, Ji Mingyi climbed onto the bed and picked up Shan Jun's hand and placed it on his forehead.As soon as Ji Mingyi closed his eyes, he felt a hand on his forehead, and his slightly cold fingertips slowly slid down to his lips, and finally three fingers pinched his chin fiercely.Ji Mingyi frowned in pain, knowing that Shan Jun hadn't slept at all, and his body was suddenly pressed by Shan Jun through the quilt, because Ji Mingyi couldn't move because his hands and feet were under the quilt.There was a sudden stabbing pain in the mouth, followed by a salty smell flowing into the cracks of the lips, and the only way to avoid the stabbing pain on the lips was to expose the skin on the side of the neck, followed by biting and biting on the side of the neck Numb and uncomfortable.After a while, Ji Mingyi felt that his body under the quilt had been exhausted due to profuse sweating. Seeing that the people under him no longer resisted his biting, he lifted the quilt sideways.Ji Mingyi felt his body cool down all of a sudden, and then those bites went all the way down, Ji Mingyi thought that he would be happy if he was already like this, in fact, the pain on his body would make Ji Mingyi feel more comfortable in his heart, because in this way his own I can also feel the pain like Li Li and Dan Jun.

The pajamas on his body were ripped off by Shan Juan. Anyway, it was not the first time. Ji Mingyi wanted to cooperate with him to end it as soon as possible. Shan Jun seemed to deliberately bite him every time to hurt him and then looked at his expression. At first The few times Ji Mingyi never thought about it, he just thought that Shan Jun was just trying to vent his anger. Now he saw Ji Mingyi looking at him and guessed that he and Li Li looked alike, so his painful expression also stimulated Shan Jun. Juan, this man really tortured the two of them all the time.

Although Ji Mingyi couldn't see his body, he knew that there were a lot of bite marks in the burning pain all over his body, and then he felt a cold foreign body entering and it was still uncomfortable. Ji Mingyi reflexively wanted to hide back but every time At this time, Shan Juan would bow his head and kiss him not so hard, and at this time, Ji Mingyi's heart softened and he could only watch the man in front of him enter him.

The entry of Shan Jun made Ji Mingyi tremble all over. During his year abroad, he always thought about Li Li and rarely thought about these things, and he would never go outside to find those 419 players.After coming back, because of Li Li's attack and because he had to take care of Shan Jun, he didn't even think about it. Now being tossed and played by Shan Jun like this really made Ji Mingyi extremely resistant to sexual matters.

Still in a trance, wanting to distract himself so that he can not think about all kinds of discomforts on his body, but a stinging pain on his shoulder blade after turning over forcibly pulled Ji Mingyi back to his thoughts, Shan Jun turned his face down Pressing on the bed and biting his shoulder blades on the back because of the hard support.After gnawing, a warm and slippery tongue lightly licked those wounds. This kind of licking made Ji Mingyi feel the scorching pain on the wounds, which relieved the pain in his lower body.Ji Mingyi trembled like this and waited for his wound to slowly adapt to the man's licking. The pain also unknowingly turned into numbness and then changed to the other side of the shoulder blade.Ji Mingyi thinks that he is really suitable to be Shan Jun's vent object, and no one can bear this kind of torture.Ji Mingyi only felt that this time was extremely long and difficult, and he did not lose consciousness. After some time, Shan Jun finally got out of bed and went to the bathroom. He was left alone on the bed feeling the pain and exhaustion all over his body. While waiting for Shan Jun to come out, Ji Mingyi accidentally fell asleep, still covered in stickiness.

Shan Jun came back and saw that Ji Mingyi had fallen asleep, but he was still covered in sweat. Thinking that this person was going to sleep next to him, Shan Jun wiped him with a wet towel, every time he touched the bite marks, Ji Mingyi would move Twist or frown to indicate pain.In fact, Ji Mingyi woke up from the first pain in his body, but he had no strength in his body, so he could only pretend that he was still awake and let Shan Jun continue.

After waking up in the morning, Ji Mingyi still took a long time to move his legs, and slowly got up and got out of bed without taking a step, which caused the sore muscles on his body.Looking in the mirror in the bathroom, looking at the scars all over my body was shocking, but fortunately, it might be because the bitten by Shan Jun's 'disinfection' was not inflamed or swollen.

There was no single figure of Shan Jun in the living room, it seemed that he had gone out, so Ji Mingyi took a reassuring step, made a 'hiss', and then went to eat with a self-deprecating smile.