The days when I was forced to be a heartthrob in a bloody text

Xu Shixi really wanted to tell him that you would probably know if you tried it, but felt that it would be a bit hurtful to say it, so he couldn't speak in the end.

Pei Yan went downstairs to the nearest store to buy porridge and wontons. It was already bright outside. The torrential rain last night lasted until after three in the middle of the night, and the water on the street hadn't completely faded away.When I got home, I opened the door, only to find that the pair of sneakers that Xu Shixi wore last night were gone from the shoe rack, and neither was the coat.

The few breakfasts in his hand were still hot, but his fingertips were choked with blood from being strangled by the handle of the plastic bag, cold and numb.

Pei Yan went to the living room to put breakfast on the table, found a bowl and the porcelain spoon with a little orange cat on the handle that Xu Shixi liked to use, and took out his mobile phone to call him.

It's just that he didn't expect to hear Xu Shixi's cell phone ringing through the wall after dialing out.

Xu Shixi is not too obsessed with sneakers, but that pair is a limited edition. When I got home last night, I accidentally splashed muddy water, and I was still a little bit reluctant. In addition, I was very confused and wanted to find something to do, so I took the shoes to the bathroom After brushing, I ironed the coat that was wrinkled by the rain.

When he heard the phone call, he thought it was Lin Juan. He didn't know what he had to do, so he stood up and rushed a little. When he pushed open the bathroom door, he happened to meet Pei Yan coming in.

Pei Yan suddenly breathed a sigh of relief. Seeing that his shoes had been cleaned, he went to help him wash the shoelaces, wrapped the uppers with paper towels and placed them on the window sill of the small bathroom window against the glass.

The porridge is delicious. When Xu Shixi just moved here, he often went to that shop in the morning, but he didn't eat very well for a few days, and he couldn't eat too much at once. He drank more than half a bowl and ate two or three more The little wonton put down the spoon.

This meal was eaten in silence. Even though the window was open and the sun was shining brightly outside, there was still a feeling of suffocation.

Xu Shixi was going to wash the dishes, but Pei Yan didn't let him touch them, and carried them to the sink.Hearing the slight collision of the water flow and the porcelain bowl, Xu Shixi realized that at some point, he had gotten used to Pei Yan's taking care of him. When the two of them were at home, Pei Yan never let him do anything.

"Go to the hospital later?" Pei Yan quickly finished washing, walked to the sofa and asked him.

"It's much better." After breakfast, he didn't feel much, and Xu Shixi didn't really want to go to the hospital, which was both troublesome and inconvenient.

From October to the end of the year, his main job was Lin Shenghai's film, and he had to make way for other things. He was assigned No. 16 to join the group. In fact, it was only a few days away. Lin Shenghai even asked him to come over next week to help watch the audition together.

Pei Yan went to get the medical records he brought back, the films he had taken, and other laboratory tests. Xu Shixi followed him and stood by the door. After a long while, he said, "Let's try to separate for a few days."

Pei Yan turned to look at him, but didn't speak.

"It's useless for you to lock me up," Xu Shixi saw that the bunch of keys was still in Pei Yan's hand, "Unless you can find a way to lock me up forever, otherwise as long as I can get out, you probably won't be able to find me again .”

"If I agree, will we break up directly?" Pei Yan read the list in his hand, and there is nothing wrong with it. The doctor told him to rest after returning home, try to be emotionally stable, and eat something that nourishes the stomach. Diet therapy may be better than direct medication It still works, and there will be no new irritation, and it will be better in about a week.

Xu Shixi thinks this way. In fact, there is no difference between them breaking up now and already, but they didn't talk about it. There will be time to think about this again, and Pei Yan is the same. The school is very busy, and it may not be winter vacation, and there is no need to say more, it will be completely over.

"Can I still call you?" Seeing that he didn't answer, Pei Yan asked him again.

"Well," Xu Shixi nodded, "it's fine." He also didn't want Pei Yan to be uncomfortable, and it didn't matter if he had a little buffer time.

Pei Yan didn't say anything more.

Xu Shixi packed up his things, and stayed at home for another night before leaving. A company driver came to pick him up. Pei Yan took him downstairs, but he didn't leave the corridor.

The complete script was already in hand, and Xu Shixi was going to go through it from the beginning in the next few days, and since he had nothing else to do, he stayed in the hotel almost all day long.

He is used to living in this hotel, and it is a national chain. He will come and stay in almost any place as long as it is available and convenient, especially the floor-to-ceiling windows. In the afternoon, the light gauze on the outer layer of the curtains is drawn to block the glare of the sun a little. Good for watching something quietly.

The mobile phone he usually uses to communicate with family and friends is placed on the bedside table. He does not always carry it with him at all times as before. On the small tea table with rounded corners in front of him is only the mobile phone for work. Lin Juan has nothing important to do and will not Always contact him.

"The End of Long Days" is considered a suspenseful movie. Xu Shixi feels that according to Lin Shenghai's habit, he may use a lot of montage techniques, just like the last few shots of "Aftermath", the clear sky like glass, the torrential rain in midsummer, There are also a flock of pigeons that fly by by chance after the rain, and after each frame passes, there is a lingering sound of their backs, and they never look back.

Thinking of this, Xu Shixi realized that he was unconsciously thinking of Pei Yan again. It had been five days. Since they met in the second year of high school, they had hardly not been in touch for such a long time.

Pei Yan asked if he could call him. At first, Xu Shixi was worried about what to say when he answered the call, but he never did.The words have been said decisively, maybe Pei Yan really gave up.

Xu Shixi didn't think about it any more, and then looked down at the script.

The protagonist of this movie is called Ji Jianshen, a third-year student at Linyuan Academy of Fine Arts, who specializes in oil painting, and is extremely talented in this area. He once copied several works of Van Gogh that could almost be faked. They were his mentor's The proud student, because he has won provincial and national awards several times, is also well-known in the school.

But he is not very popular, and his personality is so withdrawn that he is almost weird. He has not lived in the school since he was a freshman, and he rents a room outside. He wears a pair of heavy glasses, simple shirts and trousers, and is often covered in For oil paint, I go to the studio every day when I open my eyes, and fall asleep after returning home.

He seemed to have no relatives, or even a few acquaintances. Once an editor came to the door by chance. After entering, he was shocked to see the white and empty walls. This was not like a place where normal people lived.

There are three residents on the first floor of this building. Ji Jianshen is in Donghu, and the family in Nakato is not at home all year round. As for the opposite door, there seems to be a couple living there. The boy is a policeman, and the girl seems to be still in graduate school and has not graduated.

Ji Jianshen didn't care about these, and didn't look up once.

Except for the first few days when he was at home during the National Day holiday, Xu Shixi spent it alone in the hotel. He returned to the days when he was alone again, but he experienced the life of having loved ones around him and then lost it. are different.

On the evening of the [-]th, Pei Yan took the high-speed train back to school. He hadn't contacted anyone during this time, and only met Gu Cong before leaving.

Gu Cong still heard about their breakup from Fang Xiaochun, and he didn't know why, and he didn't reply when he asked Pei Yan, and he found out the reason only when they met.

"Damn it, isn't it?" Gu Cong suddenly felt that he was really owed, "I'll explain it to him for you. It's my fault. I don't know what to say."

It has nothing to do with Gu Cong, Pei Yan knew it in his heart, and even if it was Gu Cong's idea, he said it himself.

"...Then it's a real breakup?" Gu Cong really never thought that the two of them would break up.

Pei Yan shook his head.

Gu Cong wanted to say that otherwise he would go to Xu Shixi's place to find out, but then he thought about it and didn't dare to talk nonsense anymore. It would be better for Pei Yan to solve it by himself, "If you need help with anything, just come to me."

After arriving in City Y, Pei Yan went to sign the contract with Lin Shenghai, and then contacted the counselor to approve the leave.

The actor audition has basically come to an end, but there was someone who was hesitant to choose Lin Shenghai, and chose it together with the producer, assistant director, and Xu Shixi, the male lead.

After the last actor's audition, the producer and the others still have a meeting, so they leave first. Lin Shenghai is holding the stack of documents in his hand. Xu Shixi is really curious about who the second male lead he has been hiding all the time, so he doesn't say anything In the past six months, Xu Shixi and Lin Shenghai's team have been in frequent contact, and they are also familiar with Lin Shenghai himself, so I asked one more question.

"It's someone you know." There's nothing you can't say about it. It'll start up in a few days. Casting is no longer a secret. "You even had a scene with him."

Hearing what Lin Shenghai said, Xu Shixi was almost sure that it was probably Xia Yang, and it was quite annoying to think about it.

When Lin Juan called him at night, Xu Shixi told him about it and prepared in advance to avoid being tied up by Xia Yang in the future.

Strictly speaking, there is no CP in this movie, and there is no socialist brotherhood. Until the end, Ji Jianshen and Lu Zhuming are not very familiar, let alone friends. There is no relationship that can be defined, and there is no relationship with anyone in this world. No relationship can be said to be the same. Apart from family, friendship and love, human emotions are too complicated.

It’s just that although what is expressed in the movie is like this, everyone will have different interpretations in their eyes. In many cases, there is no right or wrong, just different opinions.

Xia Yang's side is likely to be talking about the previous drama, deliberately dragging the relationship in the movie in an ambiguous direction, which is meaningless.

"Huh?" Lin Juan hasn't heard about the specific casting here, but as far as he knows, it doesn't seem to be Xia Yang. Xia Yang's agent went to find Lin Shenghai, but was flatly rejected, especially Lin Shenghai's temper, you don't mess with it Forget it, he just sneered and ridiculed Xia Yang's manager when he came to provoke him. He wanted to ignore this shit, but he couldn't stand up to the capital behind Xia Yang. If word of this matter leaked out, the broker circle thought it was ridiculous .

But he wasn't sure yet, so he didn't tell Xu Shixi yet.

In the next few days, Xu Shixi couldn't care less about these things. There was an advertisement for an endorsement product to be filmed temporarily. After that, the work at this stage was basically emptied, and he could concentrate on staying on the set.

He came back three days before the start of the film and went to stay in the hotel arranged by the crew.

In some environments, people are always divided into ranks and ranks. Xu Shixi is the leading actor, and the room he arranged is naturally the best suite in the hotel. There are no crew members other than him on this floor, and there is an elevator to go directly to it.

The film crew has always chosen a good day to worship God. The weather in mid-October is not too cold, especially after nine o'clock in the morning, when the sky is clear and it is still a bit hot in just one piece of clothing. After Xu Shixi passed by, he greeted the director and talked with the director I chatted with a few actors I knew in the crew for a while, and when I saw that the time was almost up, I listened to the director's arrangement and stood up.

It's just that he didn't expect to turn around and see Pei Yan, whom he hadn't seen for a long time.

Pei Yan seldom wears a baseball cap, but today he did, and he took it off when he walked under a nearby tree.

Xu Shixi stared at him in a daze for a while, then turned around and didn't look any further when he remembered where he was.

Pei Yan stood beside him, and Xu Shixi finally realized who Lin Shenghai was talking about.

After the opening ceremony, there will be an opening banquet in the evening, which will be held at a nearby hotel. Lin Shenghai always feels that he is full and ready to work, and the opening banquet is very expensive, especially for this movie, he is the biggest investor.

At the opening banquet, the actors and staff from all walks of life were present. Xu Shixi followed Lin Shenghai to meet a few old seniors first, and then greeted the rest. Just like in my previous life, but on such an occasion, I wouldn't be really drunk if I exchanged glasses.

Compared with his side, Pei Yan's place is very deserted.Pei Yan starred in Lin Shenghai's movie, but after all, this is the only work, and it's the first time Lin Shenghai tried that kind of subject matter and shooting style, and there are many shortcomings. Even if the box office is not bad, "Remaining Sound" is not his classic. The masterpiece, even with Pei Yan, can barely reach the edge of the third line, maybe not.

Pei Yan didn't have much interest in dealing with them, so he just grabbed something to eat in the corner.

Xu Shixi glanced at him occasionally, Lin Juan noticed it, and reminded him a little before Xu Shixi looked away.He didn't know whether it was Lin Shenghai who went looking for Pei Yan, or whether Pei Yan recommended himself.

When Lin Shenghai sat in front of the monitor when he was on the set of "The Aftermath" before, he always muttered to himself that he would never look for Pei Yan again. For the role of voice, if you think about it carefully, you are more inclined to the latter.

He also couldn't tell whether he wanted to see Pei Yan or not. He might not be able to dislike him in his life. Even if his love faded one day, he would never be able to love another person so much again, but Pei Yan suddenly appeared in In front of him, the emotions that had been hard to calm down during this period surged up again in an instant.

The banquet was held very late, and many people were drunk when they returned to the hotel. Xu Shixi didn't remember how many glasses he drank, but his consciousness was still clear, but his cheeks were slightly hot.

The assistant sent him to the elevator entrance, Xu Shixi took the coat from Li Wen's hand, and walked into the elevator by himself.

The corridor of the hotel was covered with carpets with thick texture and delicate patterns, and there was almost no sound when stepping on them. Xu Shixi pinched the bridge of his nose, but he was still a little drunk after all, the soles of his feet were soft, and the straight line he walked might be a little wobbly.

He was about to reach the door of the room when he saw the person standing against the wall.

Xu Shixi stopped slowly, walked to the door, took out the room card and held it in his hand, and said, "Why are you here?"

Pei Yan didn't know whether he was talking about coming to the filming or this floor, but no matter which question was asked, the answer was the same, "Come to find you."

"Come in and talk." Xu Shixi opened the door.

Although these floors of the hotel were almost occupied by the film crew, it was still not safe. In case someone bumped into him, he might as well just go into the room and talk.

Pei Yan hadn't had time to change into his suit yet, and on his wrists were the pair of cufflinks he gave him, a deep blue color.

"You said to try it in a few days, I've already tried it." Pei Yan walked a few steps forward after entering and said.

Xu Shixi looked back at him with complicated eyes, "After trying it?"

Pei Yan endured every day, read the messages that Xu Shixi had sent to him from beginning to end several times, and engraved every number of the number that he knew so well in his mind repeatedly, but he resisted not contacting him, fearing that He would have done something irreparable when out of control, but now he's calmed down.

"After trying, I still don't want to break up with you, but if you really want to separate, then do so." Pei Yan said.

Xu Shixi was almost relaxed as if he was out of strength. The boulder that might have been hanging in his heart for two years finally fell. He no longer had to be frightened, worried that one day it would suddenly collapse and crack, but he was also hit so hard that his eyes went black and his breathing stopped for a moment.

"I'll still catch you," Pei Yan raised one hand to rest on the edge of the half-person-high pure white European-style wooden cabinet that Xu Shixi was leaning against, "I'll find a way to make you fall in love with me again .”

Xu Shixi was confused by him for a while, but Pei Yan didn't give him any time to think, and when he raised his head, he leaned down and kissed him unexpectedly. Xu Shixi just drank wine at the banquet, and it was slightly spicy and sweet.

Xu Shixi didn't know what he wanted to do. He frowned and raised his hand to push him away. Pei Yan just kissed him hastily and stepped back a little, but the distance was still very close, and he could feel the temperature of each other's breath. Pei Yan held it His wrist prevented him from moving, and he said, "I was the one who was abrupt today, so treat it as a breakup kiss. When I kiss you next time, I will definitely still be your boyfriend."

After he finished speaking, he let go, and took a carton of warm milk from his trouser pocket and put it on the top of the cabinet behind him, "I'll drink to sober up later."

Until Pei Yan went out and closed the door for him, Xu Shixi didn't come back to his senses, and he didn't know when he inserted the milk straw. He didn't realize until he was almost finished drinking, and put the remaining half of the box back in. Putting it on the top of the cabinet, I don't understand why I subconsciously listen to him.

Moreover, meeting Pei Yan at the opening ceremony today, Xu Shixi felt that he was different from before, but he couldn't figure out what had changed.

The filming officially started the next day. The actors had checked the scenes in advance during the script reading, but they were not familiar with each other because they hadn't worked with each other before. The few scenes Lin Shenghai selected in the first few days were mainly for their convenience.

The first scene filmed today was the first time that Ji Jianshen's second personality met Lu Zhuming.

Lu Zhuming's girlfriend, Zhou Qian, is about to graduate, and the graduation season is often the season of breaking up. Zhou Qian told Lu Zhuming that she planned to stay and work in Linyuan City with him, but no one expected it. What will happen in the next year, and finally she said she wanted to go home.

They have been together for five or six years, and Lu Zhuming really didn't understand why they had to break up. No matter how much he tried to persuade him, it was of no avail. On the day Zhou Qian was about to leave, he bought a large bouquet of her favorite roses, and Zhou Qian took none of them. , checked the ticket and entered the station.

When I went to work during the day, I was severely criticized by my superior in the bureau. For the recent serial murder case, Lu Zhuming said that he had seen the back of the murderer. I adjusted the surveillance in that place, and adjusted the all-round surveillance of the entire street, but I didn't see the person Lu Zhuming mentioned.

It is impossible for a living person to disappear out of thin air. The only reason that can be explained is that Lu Zhuming lied. The seriousness of this matter can be suspended for investigation.

Lu Zhuming has lived smoothly for 26 years, and he hasn’t learned so much. He took a big bouquet of roses and caught up with a heavy rain on the way home. Half of the flowers were destroyed by the heavy rain, and there was only one good one left. The petals are also covered with water droplets.He was still reluctant to throw it away. One month's salary was more or less, and the girlfriend was gone, and the flowers were worth money.

He took the flower and went upstairs, and saw the familiar door, the girl inside who had been with him for more than five years in a strange city would not come back again, Lu Zhuming hardly had the courage to enter the door, so Sit down on the ground in front of your house.

Ji Jianshen came back at this time.

It is rare for him to have the mottled and messy paint on his body. The silk shirt on his upper body is exquisite and elegant, and he even wears a shiny brooch under the corridor light. It is obviously pouring rain outside, but his pants and shoes are spotlessly clean .He didn't wear those old-fashioned glasses today, and the ends of his slightly long hair were slightly curled, hanging softly beside his thin white ears.

Lu Zhuming didn't pay much attention to Ji Jianshen before, and he didn't recognize him tonight until he took out the key and planned to open the door.

"You live here?" Lu Zhuming asked in surprise, "I've been moving for several months, why haven't I seen you?"

Ji Jianshen turned a deaf ear to it.

"Tell you, this area is not safe these days, don't come back late at night." Lu Zhuming is still convinced that he is the person he saw nearby, but no one believes him, he can't just expose the news in the bureau, but A casual reminder is nothing.

Ji Jianshen didn't look back, and didn't even make a sound, almost making Lu Zhuming think he was a deaf-mute.

Normally, Lu Zhuming wouldn't care too much about it. Today, he has been angry all day, and he has never been a good-tempered person. With this energy, he took the flower in his hand, which was more embarrassing than others, towards Ji. Jian Shen pointed, "I'm talking to you."

The water droplets on the petals fell onto Ji Jianshen's originally clean shirt. Finally, Ji Jianshen turned his head and saw that his clothes were soaked, his collar was wrinkled, his trousers were covered with mud, and he was completely devastated with only a pair of eyes Lu Zhuming was still shining, his eyes were distant and indifferent, and with a bit of imperceptible arrogance, he took a paper towel and wiped off the water stains on his sleeves, then changed to a new one, and wiped his slender fingers slowly .

"Crack!" Lin Shenghai raised his head from the monitor and gestured again.

He wanted to choose Pei Yan because Xu Shixi assisted in the audition at that time. At that moment, seeing the two of them standing together felt very dramatic, and the actual filming was also very well-timed. Xu Shixi took it with him, and Pei Yan still had some young acting skills. It has finally raised a new level. All in all, I am quite satisfied with the first day of shooting.

The second personality played by Xu Shixi is an outright obsessed with cleanliness. He is easily influenced by the character, and always feels like changing clothes quickly after filming.

If the next scene is not filmed here, the staff will start to pack things, and move what needs to be moved to the next scene by the way.

Xu Shixi also had to change her makeup and hair. When she was about to leave, she passed by Pei Yan who hadn't stood up yet, and suddenly felt something wet and soft touch her fingers. Xu Shixi lowered her head and saw Pei Yan holding the rose Handed it to him.

The author has something to say: [I think I can remove the half bracket and speak today.