The days when I was forced to be a heartthrob in a bloody text

The clothes on Pei Yan's body were still wet, Xu Shixi couldn't help but want to tell him to change quickly, but he didn't know what kind of identity he should use to say such things to him.

The petals rubbed against the fingertips and felt a little itchy, but Xu Shixi didn't pick it up, and said to him: "Go clean up and rest, the next scene will be without you."

Pei Yan just nodded, and this scene was shot several times before he passed it. He sat on the ground like this for a long time, his legs were a little stiff when he got up, so he handed the flowers in his hand to the crew next to him. The temporary assistant rubbed his calf a little.

The flower will not be used later, and it has been watered like this, the petals are crumpled, which is actually not very good-looking, and it will have to be thrown away in a while.Xu Shixi had already walked a part of the way, and when he turned his head, he accidentally saw scattered petals falling on the ground, and felt a little uncomfortable for some reason.

Xu Shixi was called aside by Lin Shenghai and talked a little about the later scene. After talking for about seven or eight minutes, when he looked up again, Pei Yan had already gone to change clothes. On the table, the rose was placed casually on the table.

If he could choose, Xu Shixi actually didn't really want to play with Pei Yan now, and his emotions could not be controlled by the other's actions and words.Xu Shixi and Pei Yan said before that if one day they want to break up, they can tell him directly that he is not a stalker, but at this point, although it is not enough to want to pester each other and be reluctant to let go, it is still true. Lost from time to time.

I would think that if it was in the past, Pei Yan probably wouldn't just put the things he was going to give him anywhere like that.

Xu Shixi looked in that direction for a while, Li Wen didn't find out where he was just now, but now he saw it, and came over to urge him to change clothes.

The staff who cleaned up the shooting site took the flower and threw it into the plastic garbage bag. Xu Shixi looked away and followed Li Wen to the dressing room.

Halfway through the public lounge, Xu Shixi didn't stop when he saw Pei Min's silhouette.

In the latter scene, the instructor called Ji Jianshen over. The school planned to put his oil painting "Meteor Crack" that won the national competition grand prize in a nearby art gallery for exhibition, and Ji Jianshen needed to sign an authorization letter.

In fact, Ji Jianshen has no interest in these things, and everything after the painting has nothing to do with him, but he still has to go to the office.

I met a few classmates on the way. The boy walking in front saw Ji Jianshen's dirty and old clothes. Although he didn't say anything, his expression was a bit contemptuous.Ji Jianshen's talent is dazzling, but he himself is lacklustre. Even standing next to the painting, no one would think that such a shocking picture was drawn by this boy who always looks pale and silent.

It's like all the vitality and vigor are put in the thick and colorful oil paintings, so that I am lacklustre.

"We will have a dinner in class next week. In the alley to the east of Guangfu Building, you seem to have not answered the phone call. This is the only time this year. Do you want to give me some face?"

"Okay." Ji Jianshen reluctantly nodded, the eyes hidden behind the lens were dull.

The boy looked at him and couldn't help frowning. It was really uncomfortable to say a word to him. I heard that Ji Jianshen's father was sentenced to life imprisonment for some reason. It seemed that he killed someone. He went to prison and is still locked up in the north of the city.

Even if it has nothing to do with Ji Jianshen, it still makes people feel uncomfortable.

After informing about the dinner, several boys bypassed Ji Jianshen and walked behind him, laughing and talking about something in a low voice. Ji Jianshen stood in front of the office door and turned his head to look at their backs In his eyes, everyone's figures are virtual, without clear outlines, but just large blocks of color.

Some people's colors are duller and less saturated, while others are brighter.

It was only after Xu Shixi finished filming that he noticed that Pei Yan was sitting not far away, and his eyes caught off guard. He moved away in time and handed the book he was holding to Li Wen.

It's already lunch time, and Xu Shixi also feels a little hungry. The boxed lunches in Lin Shenghai's crew are always very luxurious, and this show doesn't need to go on a diet. On the contrary, I lost too much weight a while ago, and I need to make up for it. Xu Shixi asked Li Wen to go too. After eating, he carried the lunch box and walked to the rest room.

Xu Shixi had his own private rest room, and he was usually the only one there at noon. When he opened the door and entered, he looked up and saw the clear glass vase at the corner of the table. On the side of the bottle, there are water droplets like thin dew, which are red hot and gentle.

Xu Shixi touched the outer petals with his fingertips, only to realize that the branch on the table just now was probably a superfluous prop, because the first few photos were not taken, and the state of the rose was not good, Lin Shenghai asked someone to get it Replace with new ones.

The door of the rest room was knocked lightly twice, Xu Shixi said please come in, Pei Yan pushed the door open, holding lemonade in his hand, it was Xu Shixi who asked someone to pick it up when he was ordering food, and he forgot to bring it together just now bring here.

"Thank you." Xu Shixi took it, but Pei Yan still didn't leave.

"Can I stay here?" Pei Yan asked him.

"Inconvenient." Xu Shixi said.

"Let's go after dinner." Seeing that he was about to close the door, Pei Yan raised his hand to block it.

There were still a lot of crew members outside the door, and someone looked this way, Xu Shixi pulled the door handle a few times but didn't move it, so he could only let him in first.There were sofas and coffee tables in the rest room, and Pei Yan ate there with a takeaway box. Xu Shixi walked back to his table and sat down, ignoring him.

After eating for a while, the phone rang on the table. Xu Shixi looked down and saw the message from Fang Xiaochun.

Fang Xiaochun: How's it going, did you see Pei Yan today?

Xu Shixi: Well, the first scene was with him.

Fang Xiaochun: I don't understand you two, do you really dislike him or what?

Just as Xu Shixi wanted to reply, Pei Yan had already finished his lunch, packed up the takeaway box and sat down by his side.

Before going to the set this morning, Xu Shixi felt that he might be embarrassed to face Pei Yan, but after meeting him, he found that it was not, it was just empty, no matter whether Pei Yan talked to him or gave him the rose, the feeling of fatigue stuck in his chest, Make him unable to move anymore.

He hasn't contacted his family these days, and no one has looked for him. Only then did Xu Shixi realize that he was the one who took the initiative to call or send messages all this time. Thinking about it now, it might be quite annoying.

"You don't need to stay with me here, you'll be busy in the afternoon, go and sleep for a while." Xu Shixi and Pei Yan said.

"There's nowhere to go, it's too hot in the car," Pei Yan said, "I don't want to go either."

The crew was equipped with a nanny car with air-conditioning, and it was already after mid-October, and the weather wasn't too hot. Xu Shixi wanted to drive him out, but he never had serious words with Pei Yan. They didn't even quarrel. I have quarreled, I am really not used to it, and I can't say it.

Seeing that he was eating slowly, Pei Yan took the bowl of soup to the microwave and reheated it.

After dinner, Pei Yan still didn't leave. Xu Shixi didn't like sleeping on the inner bed. The room was separated from the outside by two doors. It was too|quiet and couldn't hear anything, so he took a blanket and covered the sofa bed outside Expand the nap.

Xu Shixi was lying face-in, the blanket was pulled up to cover his eyes, he closed his eyes and felt the edge of the sofa sink a little behind him, and was about to lift the blanket to talk, when his body warmed up, Pei Yan bent down and stretched out his arms to hug him, with the tip of his nose buried in his On the side of the neck, it may have come after washing the hair, even if it is blown, it still has a soft and damp feeling.

"You just want to see me soft-hearted..." Xu Shixi raised his hand to stroke his hair and the back of his neck.

"I don't know why you think I don't like you anymore," Pei Yan stood up and looked at him a little and said, "I didn't force myself to contact you, and I missed you every day when we were apart."

Xu Shixi lay on his side again and did not speak to him.

"For more than a month in the studio during the day, the mobile phone was turned off and put away, otherwise it might interfere with the signal, and it would be very late when we had lunch or went back to the dormitory at night." Pei Yan took his hand, "I dare not look for you , Recording programs in the crew or other places is already very tiring, I want you to sleep a little longer."

I called Xu Shixi several times, and in the middle of the conversation, I heard him falling asleep with his mobile phone. Pei Yan wanted to wait for him to come back when he was free, "Director Lin asked me if I wanted to try this role again. , He said that he wanted to find you to play the leading role when he thought of it, so I just wanted to finish the school work quickly, so I can accompany you when I come to the film crew."

Xu Shixi let go of the blanket a little and looked back at him.

"No one is more important than you," Pei Yan said, "but if you don't tell me some things, I'm too stupid, maybe I really can't figure it out. You just said let me go, and if I really go, you will be sad Is it?"

"Leave me alone," Xu Shixi sat up, "It will be much easier for you if you change someone else."

"I don't feel tired, and I don't want the ease you said," Pei Yan said, "I don't want freedom, I just want you to be willing to control me. You don't eat my jealousy, and you don't care who I talk to, He neither scolded me nor told me when he was angry, and finally said that you don't want me anymore."

Xu Shixi suddenly felt a little wronged when he heard it. Although he was sad before, he didn't feel this way. It was obvious that Pei Yan ignored him for two days. It was okay to go back to the dormitory with the girls in the middle of the night. He also went to send Li Wen off several times worried, but he didn't smile like that to Li Wen.

Seeing that half of the lunch break was almost over, Xu Shixi rolled up the blanket and turned his back to ignore him, so Pei Yan didn't say anything else.The sofa bed is not spacious, so it's fine to sleep alone. Pei Yan got up and sat down in the empty space by his feet, leaning against the wall to rest for a while.

Xu Shixi pressed his heels against his legs, and the more he thought about it, the more angry he became, and he felt that he shouldn't be angry, so he was so entangled that he was almost upset.He has almost never lost his temper with anyone, and he has no such concept. In fact, he is very afraid of arguing with others, especially those who are close or familiar with him. I have had enough of the feeling of being left out together.

Pei Yan thought he was asleep at first, but then felt a little itchy on the side of his legs, and secretly lifted the blanket around his feet, only to see his toes curled up unconsciously, and his fingers clenched on the edge of the blanket.

Xu Shixi was covered with a blanket in a daze, feeling a little stuffy but didn't want to come out, didn't notice when Pei Yan moved over, and was suddenly pressed up and hugged, his body sank, his breathing was stagnant, the blanket covering his face was covered Pulling it down, Pei Yan took his hand and patted the side of his neck a few times, pinched his fingertips and bit lightly, and said, "Please, just scold me a few words."

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