The days when I was forced to be a heartthrob in a bloody text

In the evening, filming did not end until one or two in the morning. After staying up for a few days, Xu Shixi felt a little out of sorts, and when he woke up in the morning, his head was dizzy. This familiar feeling was too dangerous, but he didn't want to ask for leave. The heaviest, the highest pay, the hard work that needs to be paid is naturally proportional.

If he rests for one more day, the progress of one day will be delayed, not only himself, but also the actors who acted with him will be affected.

After filming for about a week, Xu Shixi planned to go home for a few days. Mr. Xu would go to the hospital for a physical examination at this time every year, and the results should be out soon, so he had to go back and have a look.

He just told Lin Juan. Lin Juan thought he could take a break, but he didn't expect to have other things to do, but there was nothing he could do, so he had to ask someone to buy him a round-trip ticket.

Xu Shixi has basically finished writing the papers to be handed in at school, and just returned to school to hand in the paper version, so there is no need to trouble others to make a trip for him.

After rushing back to city B, he went directly to the school and handed in the paper at the teacher's office.

Although he went to university, he actually spent very little time in school, and it was less than three months in total. Many students in the class didn't know each other very well. When he walked to the campus, he still felt that everything around him was very strange. Looking at Luoxue If he hadn't been walking in the school by himself and someone showed him a photo, it would be almost impossible to recognize him. After all, the last time he came back was late summer and early autumn.

It was around four or five o'clock in the afternoon when Xixi was finally able to go home. The rockery and fountains in the community seemed to have been refurbished, unlike when he left a few months ago, and the parking lot was also completely new. I walked around inside and almost forgot the parking space in which corner.

Today was the weekend, Pei Nuonuo didn't have to go to class, just as Xu Shixi got out of the elevator, he heard the voice of a little girl reciting a book softly.

He turned the corner, only to see Pei Nuonuo sitting on the steps in front of the house, holding a light yellow plush lop-eared rabbit in his arms, holding a book with the lop-eared rabbit's paw.

Although the corridor wasn't very cold, it was winter after all, so it wasn't warm, so Xu Shixi asked her, "Why don't you go home and carry it?"

Pei Nuonuo didn't pay attention to it just now, but only now did he notice that he was back. The brows that were frowned while reciting the book suddenly relaxed, a smile appeared on his face, and he dropped the book with bright eyes, hugged the rabbit and rushed over to hug his waist .

Xu Shixi raised his hand on her head to compare her height, and found that she seemed to have grown a lot taller, so he bent down and tried to lift her up, but it became so heavy that he could hardly hold her with one hand.

"Little pig." Xu Shixi smiled, looking down at her chubby little arms like lotus root joints.

Pei Nuonuo snorted unwillingly, took out two pieces of candy from the pocket of the cotton pajamas, peeled off the wrapper and stuffed one for him, Xu Shixi hugged her upside down with the candy in his mouth, touched the key and came out to open the door , he was still carrying the cake box in his hand, it was a bit heavy, and when he finally entered the door, he hurriedly put Pei Nuonuo down, walking these few steps was more tiring than catching a plane.

Mr. Xu went to the hospital to get the physical examination report and before he came back, Xu Shixi went to check the refrigerator to see what he could make for dinner.

Pei Nuonuo tugged half of his belt that was accidentally exposed during his movements, Xu Shixi felt like he was dragging a puppy, and smiled and ignored her.

After squatting in the kitchen for a few minutes, Pei Nuonuo remembered the book she had thrown away just now, ran out to pick it up, and then continued to lie on Xu Shixi's lap.

"Brother, won't you leave when you come back?" Pei Nuonuo poked a piece of strawberry on the cake that Xu Shixi gave her with a small fork, leaning against his leg and asking.

"You can only stay for two or three days, and then you can come back after the Chinese New Year." Xu Shixi tugged at her braid.

He didn't know why Pei Yan always liked to pull her braids before, but he couldn't hold back and tugged lightly a couple of times before realizing that it was quite fun, and he even went to learn how to braid little girls' braids, and it would shake when touched come and go.

After hearing this, Pei Nuonuo bowed her head and didn't speak. Xu Shixi was still looking up the recipes and ignored her. After a while, she saw a little piece of wetness on the ground. She reached out to rub her cheek and touched the water marks on her hand. She was a little panicked, so hurry up Go get a tissue.

"Why are you crying?" Xu Shixi hugged her to sit on the sofa.

Pei Nuonuo squatted down and cried until her cheeks were flushed, she was so wronged, and when she wanted to speak, she hiccupped suddenly, knocked herself out, and covered her mouth in a daze.

Xu Shixi almost laughed when he saw it, but he didn't dare to laugh, so he suppressed it with all his strength, and wiped her tears.

"I also want to go out with my brother." Pei Nuonuo looked at him, shed another tear, and raised the back of his hand to wipe it clean.

Xu Shixi didn't realize whether she was talking about Pei Yan or herself, so she said, "Your brother will be back in about a week or two."

In fact, Pei Nuonuo didn't rely so much on Pei Yan, and Pei Yan didn't raise her with the warmth that can be shown all the time. They have their own tacit understanding, and now they are in a safe and warm environment. Nuonuo no longer likes to pester Pei Yan like before. When her brother is not at home, she can do everything and take care of her grandfather, except for being coquettish with Xu Shixi.

"My brother is so annoying." Pei Nuonuo curled his lips in disgust.

"Well," Xu Shixi shared the cake with her, remembered something, smiled, and said suddenly, "It's quite annoying."

But Xu Shixi didn't expect that she would miss him so much, and he felt an inexplicable feeling in his heart.

There is ready-made stewed meat in the refrigerator, just use soup to cook noodles at night, Xu Shixi has nothing else to do, and it is too late to catch up on sleep, so he went to tidy up the room. Some time ago, I heard from my grandfather that my blood pressure was a little high. I just wanted to look at the medical records, but I didn't expect to find a medical record from a few months ago, which said that I had undergone acute appendicitis surgery.

He didn't know that there was such a thing at all, Pei Nuonuo saw it from the side, he hesitated and couldn't speak.

Xu Shixi wanted to call Pei Yan, but hesitated for a few seconds before asking him, and waited until Mr. Xu came home before asking him with the medical records.

When people get old, sometimes they are afraid of the children in the family. It can’t be said that they are afraid. It seems that after decades of time, their identities have been reversed. With hard work, I became a child instead.

Mr. Xu felt guilty looking at the medical record, because this matter has been kept from Xu Shixi. It was not considered a major operation, and it was performed very successfully. Now that he has fully recovered, there are no sequelae. He really didn't tell him. Necessary, I didn't expect him to go home suddenly, and he hadn't had time to put these things away.

"Forgot to mention," Mr. Xu took off the cashmere scarf, held Pei Nuonuo's hand, lowered his head and flicked the pot of command arrows at the door, and said, "Hey, my memory is not so good when I get older. The potted flowers were brought by Lao Zhang along the way, and I forgot about that."

Xu Shixi was a little helpless, he really didn't know what to say for his acting skills, which could be seen through at a glance, "Grandpa, have you had a re-examination after the operation?"

"I checked." Mr. Xu took out the photos taken during the review from the small drawer and showed him, "Xiao Yan went to get it back for me."

"Just hide it from me, right?" Xu Shixi squatted in front of him, and said in a very soft tone.

"Let's eat the stewed beef that Lao Fang sent over a few days ago at night." Mr. Xu patted his head, "I don't know what extra ingredients are added to the beef made by his nanny, the taste is just different."

Xu Shixi really had nothing to say, and if he continued, he might be able to talk about breakfast tomorrow.

For dinner, I made beef noodles. The stewed beef was very bad. Xu Shixi squeezed some chili oil, which was not as spicy as the one sold outside, but it smelled very good.

After finally going home, he planned to go to bed early, but after taking a shower, he suddenly remembered something, and went to look through the medical records again. He felt that the time when Mr. Xu had the operation looked familiar, so he called Pei Yan after much deliberation. Telephone.

Pei Yan was still in the crew hotel, and had just finished writing the thesis for the elective course. When he was about to turn off the computer, he saw the song sung by Xu Shixi that he had transferred into the folder before. That's right, Xu Shixi didn't sing again.

He was still listening to the next few songs when the phone rang, and when he saw the caller ID, he pressed the pause button.

"Xiaoxi." Pei Yan answered the phone.

"...I'm sorry to disturb you so late," Xu Shixi paused and said, "I just went home and saw my grandfather's medical records. Did you accompany him to perform the appendix operation a few months ago?"

"Well," Xu Shixi hadn't called him for nearly half a year. Pei Yan thought it was something, but he didn't expect that he came to ask after seeing this. The recovery is pretty good, so I didn't tell you."

Xu Shixi knew that Mr. Xu definitely didn't want him to worry, so he didn't let Pei Yan tell him.

"Were you accompanying me in the hospital at that time?" Xu Shixi asked looking at the time marked on the medical record.

"I stayed all night after finishing it," Pei Yan said.

"You don't want to tell me about it, so you shut down the phone?" Xu Shixi asked again.

"No," Pei Yan didn't remember what he was talking about before, but he certainly didn't deliberately ignore the phone, so he explained subconsciously. After he finished speaking, he realized that it might be because his phone was out of battery and turned off for nearly a day. , "It's out of power."

Only then did Xu Shixi realize that it was a misunderstanding, but he didn't know what to do.

"How many days are you staying at home?" Pei Yan asked after waiting for a while without hearing him speak.

"Three days." Xu Shixi said.

After speaking, Xu Shixi just found an excuse and hung up the phone, lying on the bed tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep.In his third year of high school, he also stayed up late every day, had to work part-time and had to review those courses that had been forgotten for many years, but he never suffered from insomnia. It seemed that he always slept well when he was with Pei Yan.

After lying down for nearly an hour and still not feeling sleepy, he took the mobile phone from the bedside and logged into the trumpet to check Weibo.His trumpet is basically used to chase stars, but he seldom posts anything. It’s just an emotionless like machine. After flipping through a few chats for a while, when he clicked on it, he saw Pei Yan’s name again, and hesitated. After a few clicks, I clicked in.

Someone posted Pei Yan's Reuters in "Long Days". It was a photo of Pei Yan in that police uniform, standing in the rain with an umbrella, with deep brows and eyes, and the profile of his profile was like a marble statue with exquisite proportions, holding a gun in his hand. A dripping white rose stands in front of a tombstone whose name is unclear.

The picture was simply retouched, covered with a layer of cold colors, the hazy rainy day, the bluestone tile floor, the cold tombstone, and the pure white roses, all of which produced a lot of chills invisibly, only his hand carried a little warmth.

Xu Shixi clicked on the picture and looked at it for a long time, and missed a heartbeat for a long time. Although the tombstone belonged to him in the play, it felt a bit weird, but Xu Shixi had thought about it before, and didn't know that he was in the original world. What happened? Did anyone hold a funeral for him in the end? Maybe he also had such a tomb, but no one would pay homage to it. To some extent, he was not as deep as Ji Jianshen.

When he has nothing to do, he always thinks wildly. He looked at it for a while, and fell asleep with his mobile phone at some point.

Stayed at home for three days, and drove Pei Nuonuo to school in the middle. The rest time passed quickly, and I felt that I had to go back to the set before I had enough rest. On the day Xu Shixi went back, there happened to be an old actor in the set who had finished filming. I have also cooperated with Lin Shenghai many times. In the early years, Lin Shenghai was a fledgling, and thanks to the support of his seniors, he held a wrap-up banquet.

Xu Shixi was given alcohol and drank a little too much. Although he was conscious and walked steadily, Lin Juan asked him to find a place to rest first. This is very close to the set. He didn't want to go back to the hotel yet, so he went to his own resting place. Sleep first.

When I went in, I saw a lot of things piled up on the sofa, so I asked Li Wen who followed, "Miss Xiaowen, where did this come from?"

"The presents brought by the fans from visiting the class before, I have no time to pack them these days, and the space here is small, so I piled them here first." Li Wen said.

Xu Shixi walked to the sofa and sat in the gap. He had sorted out fan letters in hand. He opened them and read a few. He felt his vision blurred, so he didn't read any more. He went to look through the small gifts, which were all bits and pieces. He told the staff not to accept valuables such as doll pendants.

He hugged a black cat arm pillow, turned around and saw a fluffy foot resting on the edge of the sofa, and took it. It was a little bear, light brown, with a small flower sewn on its back. The messenger bag seemed to be stuffed with something. Xu Shixi took it out and unfolded it. It was a small sticky note. On it was a stick figure of him in ancient costume. It was quite cute, and from Guan Meng was written on the bottom.

There is a small heart drawn behind the name.

Xu Shixi stared blankly for a while, then squeezed Bear's ears.

Li Wen also thought that he was drunk and wanted to go out to warm a bowl of milk for him, so Xu Shixi stayed alone in the rest room.

When Pei Yan went in, he happened to see him nestled in the narrow gap of the sofa full of things, holding two dolls in his arms, his cheeks were blocked by the little bear, and only a pair of eyes with slightly wet eyelashes were exposed, sleeping soundly.

It was quite tired that night, so Pei Yan didn't call him, but seeing that he might not be comfortable sleeping here, he wanted to hug him to the bed inside.

Just as she reached out to hug her a little, Li Wen opened the door and came in, but she didn't say anything, and even opened the door of the small bedroom for Pei Yan.

Pei Yan thanked him in a low voice, and went inside to put Xu Shixi on the bed. The temperature of the air conditioner was a bit low, and he couldn't find where the remote control was, so he took the quilt and covered him.

Xu Shixi didn't sleep for a long time this time, mainly because he was thinking that he couldn't stay here at night, so he didn't sleep well, especially when he woke up, he found that he was not in the place where he lay down at first, and he woke up almost instantly, and when he opened his eyes, he saw Until Pei Yan sat by the bed.

"Do you want to go back to the hotel?" Pei Yan asked Li Wen for the car keys.

Xu Shixi didn't speak, and subconsciously pinched the things in his hands, only to realize that he was still holding the two plush dolls.

Seeing the little bear, Pei Yan said, "There is another one here, it should be a pair."

There were too many people on the set that day, Pei Yan saw that Li Wen and the others were too busy, and his rest room was relatively close, so he asked them to put all their things on his side first. I remember there was a beige one, which I also carried. A small messenger bag.

Seeing Xu Shixi holding this, he thought he liked it, so he went outside on the sofa and turned the other one out, and put it next to his pillow.

Xu Shixi touched the little bear's black plastic nose, and it was indeed the same, and there was also a simple picture in the small messenger bag, which was still of him, but it was signed by another girl, probably Guan Meng's friend.

Pei Yan handed in his thesis in the class, looked down at him staring at him in a daze, wondering if he was drunk, raised his hand and scraped the tip of his nose with his index finger, and said, "What to do, you and me are the only ones left on the set now." me."

Xu Shixi hugged the two little bears, and pulled the quilt up. During the movement, the unpacked note in the little bear's messenger bag fell out. Pei Yan picked it up, caught a glimpse of the name, and suddenly figured out why Xu Shixi suddenly treated him that day. cold.

"She is your fan. When I didn't go to shoot "The Aftermath", I used your photos as the desktop of my mobile phone. When she saw it, she thought I liked you too, and invited me to your fan meeting. I didn't go. .” Pei Yan said.

"... Does she not like you?" Xu Shixi whispered.

"What do you like about me?" Pei Yan looked at him, reached out and patted the side of his neck, jokingly said, "Do you like my acting skills that Lin Shenghai scolded me from morning till night?"

Pei Yan had been on the trending searches several times before, because Lin Shenghai didn't hold back during an interview, saying that he hadn't met such an actor who resisted scolding in several years, not to mention anything else, this psychological endurance can pass here.

Later, there were a few clips of Lin Shenghai lecturing to him in the extras of the movie. Although the scolding was relatively light in these places, he was still being scolded. It could be seen that Pei Yan listened carefully, but he had no other emotions at all.

A marketing account used this to distort the meaning of Lin Shenghai's interview, and issued a draft to blackmail him, and the criticism did not gradually subside until the movie was released.

"That's not what I meant." Xu Shixi knew that he was wrong this time, and felt guilty even when he spoke.

Pei Yan doesn't care what the people around him think of him, but he's not a fool either. It can be seen that Guan Meng might really like him a little before, so he has deliberately kept his distance. What kind of affection is just a necessary communication at work, and there is no communication in private.

"Can you listen to me now?" Pei Yan asked him.

Xu Shixi lowered his eyes, and finally nodded.

"I'm a little jealous." Pei Yan sat on the chair by the bed and leaned forward, flicking the bear's ears in his arms.

Xu Shixi didn't understand, and reflexively rubbed the little bear's ears, pinching his paws and didn't let go.

"How long are you going to hold this bear hug?" Pei Yan frowned.

He has a little selfishness. When buying toys for Pei Nuonuo, he saw an orange cat doll in the store. It looked exactly the same as the blind box he gave Xu Shixi when he was in high school. He bought it and wanted to give it to him. There was no chance, and I was afraid that he would not accept it, so I hid it in the pile of fans' gifts, which was obviously placed in a more conspicuous position on the sofa, but Xu Shixi didn't see it at all.

"I'm just..." Xu Shixi stammered, "It feels soft to hold."

Pei Yan raised his eyebrows lightly. Xu Shixi always had no trust in him, which made him somewhat uncomfortable, but he didn't want to be angry with him. After all, this is not something that can be resolved in a day or two, so let's turn this page first. Hearing his cell phone rang, it was Lin Juan calling, probably urging him to take Xu Shixi back, so he got up and picked him up from under the quilt.

In fact, Xu Shixi hadn't woken up too much yet, and the quilt was very warm. When he came out, he suddenly became cold. He couldn't help shivering, and was startled. He was forced to let go of what he was holding and put his arms around Pei Min's neck.

He didn't even wear shoes, and Pei Yan didn't seem to want him to wear them. Seeing that he was going out, Xu Shixi quickly pressed the doorknob and said, "What are you doing?"

Pei Yan was already used to hugging him like this, holding his legs just enough so that he couldn't struggle, if he wanted to go down, he would have to kick himself, Xu Shixi couldn't bear to be kicked, so he could only be hugged and couldn't go anywhere.

"Don't do anything," Pei Yan casually pinched the upper part of his leg, which happened to be soft, "it's very soft to hold."

The author has something to say: I went to set up a lottery hehe

感谢在2020-06-2323:02:44~2020-06-2419:29:57期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who irrigated the nutrient solution: 10 bottles of delusion and infatuation; 1 bottle of rabbit in vain;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!