The days when I was forced to be a heartthrob in a bloody text

The time in the film crew always passes quickly, I was so busy that I didn’t realize it, it’s already winter, this year’s snow fell especially early, when Xu Shixi woke up in the morning and saw the white snow on the roof in the distance outside the window dazzled.

Xu Shixi found a teacher for this role to briefly teach him oil painting. Although he can't learn much in such a short period of time, he still needs to understand some basic knowledge. There are many scenes of Ji Jianshen painting in the middle of the movie. If possible, he and Lin Shenghai both wanted to try not to use a double.

Before the shooting, Xu Shixi was too busy with work, so he could only move these shots to the back for re-shooting, and it didn’t affect anything. After all, this is not the main shot, but if it’s just like this, there’s not much time for the scene recently. , They all studied painting in the art room near the film and television city.

The teacher is very serious and responsible. He picks out simple small objects that are easier to draw and uses them to teach him first. The rest of the time is mainly for him to practice by himself, and he will ask any questions.

After Xu Shixi listened to half of the class, he sat in the studio near the window and painted the ceramic pot at hand, with a few simple patterns on it.

The snow outside the window was heavier than it was in the morning. Xu Shixi lowered his head to paint a few times, and then heard the phone vibrate slightly in his pocket. After taking it out, he saw that it was a message from Pei Yan.

—Would you like some tea later?

There is an old art park on the east side of the studio street, and there is an old man selling copper pot tea soup on the corner these two days. Xu Shixi has always wanted to try it, but he has no time.

He drank this kind of thing when he was very young. It was not far from the entrance of the orphanage. Every afternoon, the old man would come, carrying a copper pot with a slender spout. At the bottom of the bowl, it smells delicious.He had no money to buy it at the time, and only once drank the tea that the teacher bought for every child in the class, but he still liked to watch the action of pouring tea soup, and sat behind the iron gate with a small bench for an entire afternoon.

--No thanks.

Xu Shixi didn't want to bother him to buy it, even though it wasn't far from the set, it would take twenty minutes to walk there.

Pei Yan didn't say anything more.

The filming progress of "Long Day" has already passed halfway, and it seems that it will be December, and there is another month until the final exam. In fact, the school has begun to arrange various papers recently. Xu Shixi flipped through the news in the class, After counting, there are still five course papers that have not been written, and I am a little worried.

There may be more things on Pei Yan's side. He can basically finish the film in January. He just returned to school for the exam, so he doesn't plan to apply for a deferral of the exam. In the past two days, he is always reading with a book on the set, and he can't sleep at night without filming big night how long.

Xu Shixi once returned to the hotel after work at [-] o'clock in the evening, but by some coincidence, he didn't take the elevator that went directly to his floor. He passed by the door of Pei Min's room, and the lights inside seemed to be still on.

A ceramic pot that had been drafted in advance was still very rough after more than two hours of painting, but Xu Shixi felt Ji Jianshen's mood again from the mottled paint box.He looked up and saw that the world was full of lies and malice, so he wished that the nib of his pen could still have some bright colors that could not be reached, but he was also pulled into the abyss under the influence of his ears and eyes. No matter how bright and bright the colors were adjusted, the whole painting Painting still often gives people an extremely oppressive and heavy feeling.

He began to be unable to draw pictures, no one can save him, he can only create a brand new self.

That person is not afraid of any filth in this world, clean, open and fearless, is his shadow, but far surpasses him, is no longer just a protective color, is unique.

Soon in the evening, Xu Shixi painted a little orange cat in the corner of the drawing paper, and told the teacher, as usual, he left all the drawing tools in the cabinet here, and then put on a mask and went out to prepare to return to the set.

There is a scene with him in the evening, so I have to eat quickly and then go to make up, so I may not have time to rest.

When going to the break room, Li Wen had already warmed up the boxed lunch in the microwave oven and put it on the table for him. Xu Shixi lifted the lid and took a look. There was sweet and sour fish for dinner, and there were two other dishes and a box rice.He sat down and was about to eat when Li Wen suddenly remembered something, got up and went to the side to pick up a paper cup and handed it to him.

"What is this?" Xu Shixi looked up, but didn't see much, and there was nothing written on the paper cup, "Director Lin probably won't let me drink."

It’s okay to eat normally, but the calories of milk tea are too high. Lin Shenghai even forbade him to drink lemonade for a while, unless he made lemonade himself, but that was too soulless, and it was different from the ones bought outside. The rock sugar still has a sour taste, Xu Shixi would rather quit it directly.

"Your brother brought it." Li Wen said.

Xu Shixi didn't realize who she was talking about at once, and he was stunned for a few seconds before he remembered that it was Pei Yan. He didn't know how to explain to Li Wen that Pei Yan went to the set to accompany him in filming and also worked as his assistant, so he just said casually He said that Pei Yan was his brother, but he had long since forgotten about it, and he didn't explain anything specifically.

The paper cup was filled with tea soup, and it was still hot to the touch. Xu Shixi inserted a straw and took a sip, which tasted very similar to when he was a child.

The sweet-scented osmanthus stew tasted mellow and rich. Xu Shixi put the cup aside and drank it while eating. After dinner, he picked up his phone and hesitated for a while. He wanted to return the money to Pei Yan, but felt that this was too deliberate. In the end, I didn't say anything about the matter of more than ten yuan.

There is an air conditioner in the lounge, and I don’t feel cold even if I only wear a thin sweater, but I can’t wait to go out, so I can only wrap it in a cotton coat, especially since the scene they are filming is still summer, even though it is indoors, the temperature is not too high , still very thin clothes inside.

Ji Jianshen was sitting on the steps of the dilapidated factory entrance, gray blood dripped from the crack of the iron gate behind him, wet his pants, and he didn't seem to feel it.

The outskirts are really desolate, and no human voice can be heard, but probably because of this, there are insects singing one after another in the surrounding grass, and a dazzlingly white moon overhead.

It was three days after the police received the report. The victim, Li, was an employee of a small company. He had been sued by his wife in court for domestic violence, but because he did not leave enough evidence and Li made various private threats. , had no choice but to choose mediation.

The people in the company found that he hadn't come to work for three days without any reason, so they went to contact his wife and children, and found that he hadn't come home, as if he had disappeared suddenly, so they went to report the case.

Lu Zhuming had just returned to work at the police station, and this was the first case he received. Ji Jianshen was what he thought of for a moment. Three nights ago, he came home in the early hours of the morning, and his face was so pale that he was astonished. people.

Xu Shixi sat down in front of the window according to the posture taught by the teacher in the afternoon, picked up the paintbrush, dipped a little of the prepared paint, and smeared messily on the paper.

There is nothing to draw, and the other Ji Jianshen doesn't need to absorb the warmth of the world in the painting to survive, only him, staying in the darkest corner.

The old anti-theft door was tapped a few times, Ji Jianshen coughed violently for a long time, his eyes began to darken, and he stood up to open the door.

"Do you think you are righteous?" Lu Zhuming asked him standing at the door.

This character didn't wear the police uniform very well in the past month or so. This is the first time Xu Shixi has seen Pei Yan's police uniform dressed meticulously. The brim of the hat covered his eyebrows with the movement of lowering his head, and the buttons on the collar of his shirt were fastened one by one. The tie hangs neatly on the chest, strictly abstinent.

Ji Jianshen was also quite surprised, especially the other Ji Jianshen, who was almost laughing and didn't pay attention to what he said just now.

It wasn't until Lu Zhuming asked again that he came back to his senses and said, "I'm nothing."

After he finished speaking, he closed the door.

Lu Zhuming is impulsive but resilient. It is only a matter of time before he finds his loopholes. There is no such thing as a perfect crime, and what he has done will leave traces. Ji Jianshen is looking forward to this day even more than anyone else.

The covered oil painting on the easel is only half painted, the background is the endless night sky or perhaps the deep seabed, the eyes are full of dark blue, with a few white arcs sporadically, there are rustling meteors and falling seagulls, in the deepest part of the painting , but there is a bright star, which is almost invisible if you don't look carefully, but it always exists, at the end, in an unfathomable distance.

When it was filmed here, Lin Shenghai sat behind the monitor and raised his hand with the side of his index finger against the tip of his nose, covering the lower half of his face without saying a word.

Xu Shixi took off his heavy glasses, pinched the bridge of his nose, and when he got up, Li Wen walked over and handed him the phone, and whispered something in a low voice.

There was a missed call on the phone just now, it was from home, Xu Shixi was worried about something, so he didn't take off his makeup, and went back to call first.

It's already past eleven o'clock in the evening. I don't know if anyone is still awake. After waiting for about a minute, I heard Pei Nuonuo pick up the phone.

"What's the matter, baby?" Xu Shixi leaned against the wall and asked her.

Today's scene was filmed for too long, I stood for more than four hours straight, my calf was a little sore, Xu Shixi bent down and hit the hammer.Diao Wia had a bit of a muscle strain some time ago, but now it hurts even more, and it may not be relieved for a while.

"Brother, when are you going home?" Pei Nuonuo hadn't seen him for several months, and he didn't dare to call him.

Xu Shixi went to hold a parent-teacher meeting for her before. At that time, Xu Shixi was not so popular, but there were still many parents who knew him or were familiar with him, and the classmates in Pei Nuonuo's class knew that her brother was a star. Later, Xu Shixi was nominated for the Film Festival , coupled with the newly released dramas and movies, even many children in the next class remember him as Pei Nuonuo's brother. Some people envy him, but some people are prejudiced against Pei Nuonuo because of this, and taunt Xu Shixi in front of her, scolding him very much It's ugly, even pushing her with his hands, pouring glue on her chair, sometimes it's a mistake to be different in a group.

Pei Nuonuo didn't care. After all, most of her classmates had a good relationship with her, but she was still very angry occasionally. She even got into a fight with a boy because of this. She learned taekwondo so well that the boy couldn't beat her at all. His nose was bruised and his face was swollen and he ran home to find his parents. In the end, the teacher couldn't mediate, so he had to call Pei Nuonuo's parents.

Originally, she wanted to go to her grandpa, but she didn't expect that when Pei Yan was at home that day, she heard it when she entered the door, so she went to school with her.

Pei Yan heard her tell the children in the class what happened, and then went to discuss the compensation for medical expenses with the boy's parents. After all, he really beat the other party quite hard, but he didn't apologize, and he did it at the beginning It wasn't Pei Nuonuo either. Fortunately, Pei Nuonuo didn't suffer any injuries other than the redness on the back of his hand from beating him.

This kind of thing is actually not good for Xu Shixi, even though Pei Nuonuo wanted to protect his family at first, if someone picks it up carefully, it will be a matter of time before they find out that he and Xu Shixi live together, Pei Yan can only live with Pei Nuonuo Discuss and ask her to find Xu Shixi as little as possible before holding a parent-teacher meeting for her.It's useless to talk to Xu Shixi, Xu Shixi dotes on her too much, she will agree to everything as long as she asks, it's better to tell Pei Nuonuo directly.

Pei Nuonuo was unwilling at first, but she also vaguely felt that she would cause trouble, so she could only nod and agree aggrievedly.

When she was a child, she always felt that her brother was always cold-faced and didn't talk to her very much, so she thought that Pei Yan might not like her that much. Now that she is a few years older, she finds more and more that Pei Yan actually loves her very much, otherwise Will not guard her for so many years.Brother Xiaoxi is the same, he will go to the house and secretly take her out, sing to coax her to sleep, and buy her a very cute plush bunny. A real new home, someone treats her like a baby.

"I can probably go back around the Chinese New Year." Listening to the voice on the other end of the phone, Xu Shixi wanted to joke if he missed his brother, but he couldn't say it, and felt quite affectionate. "Brother will bring you a cake when I go back, okay?" ? What flavor do you want?"

His voice seemed very gentle when he lowered his voice. An actress in the passing crew overheard it, and couldn't help but look back, and said, "Is it my sister?"

Xu Shixi smiled and nodded.

Pei Yan saw him talking to a girl from a distance. When he came here, Xu Shixi just hung up the phone, looked up and saw him, and said, "Thank you for the tea soup."

"I'll buy it for you next time." Pei Yan said.

"No need," Xu Shixi sat down next to him in a mat, rolled up his trouser legs and pasted the plaster that Zhang Liwen bought in the afternoon, "I may be in a hurry these few days, you should rest a little longer, I don't think there will be anything to do tonight end early."

What he meant was that Pei Min didn't need to stay here with him, and Pei Min understood, but he still sat next to him, smelling the faint smell of medicine, and seeing him keep his hands on his stomach while reading the script, he asked : "Does your stomach hurt? Are you still hungry? I just saw that the theater manager bought a midnight snack."

"It's okay." Xu Shixi was a little hungry, but he didn't dare to eat now. He would definitely be sleepy after eating, so it's better to wait until the filming is over.

Pei Yan could feel that his attitude towards him was still alienated and indifferent, and he had already thought of all the ways he could think of, but Xu Shixi had never paid much attention to him, and rarely talked to him except for the scene, and used to ask him about family affairs, but now Don't ask any more, as if they are really just partners in filming with the crew.

"Did you see the message I sent you last night?" Pei Yan asked him.

Xu Shixi saw it. It was Chu Ningzhou who asked them if they wanted to go to the bar when they went back for the New Year. They chatted with him privately. Maybe he was afraid that he would not see the news for a while, so he asked Pei Yan to ask again. They hadn't seen each other for almost half a year. He planned to visit him, so he agreed, but he didn't reply to Pei Yan again.

It should be said that since he brought up the breakup, he has hardly replied to any news from Pei Yan. Except for Mr. Xu, he has not answered his phone calls. He is asked to talk to him about work matters. broker or assistant.

"Look." Xu Shixi said.

"When will you be there?" Pei Yan asked.

"Let's talk about it during the Chinese New Year, you don't have to wait for me." Xu Shixi took the script and turned a page backwards.

Pei Yan didn't say anything, and saw that the drama manager was sharing a midnight snack, so he went to get a piece of iron plate tofu, went back, sat down, opened the lid, and handed Xu Shixi a bamboo stick.

Xu Shixi didn't answer. A five or six-year-old boy in the crew was sitting not far away. After smelling the fragrance, he looked at this side eagerly. Xu Shixi glanced at Pei Yan, Pei Yan nodded, and Xu Shixi hooked him Hooking his hand, he took a bamboo stick and inserted a small piece for him.

"You are very attractive to children." Pei Yan said.

It used to be the same, the children in that alley loved to run in the yard, Xu Shixi got along very well with them, especially the kid from the neighbor's house, who would often lie on the low wall with Xu Shixi at night and play card throwing.

"No." Xu Shixi returned the lunch box to Pei Yan, "Maybe it won't happen after a long time."

At Christmas, Fang Xiaochun and the others had their winter vacation, and they went to see Xu Shixi near the set, and they happened to meet Pei Min, which was quite embarrassing, after all, he and Pei Min were not close, if Xu Shixi broke up with him, it would be Nothing to say.

Xu Shixi took him to a nearby Cantonese restaurant for dinner, and after sitting down, Xiao Chun asked him, "Why haven't you two reconciled yet, I don't know whether I should talk to him or not."

"I don't know what to do either." Xu Shixi handed him the menu, touching the wine glass in front of him with his fingertips.

"What's there to think about, anyway, you know he doesn't like others, if you still like him, try again, if it doesn't work, we'll talk about it later." Fang Xiaochun said.

"I..." Xu Shixi was about to speak when a waiter came to take the menu, so he paused for a while before continuing, "I don't think I like him that much anymore."

When he faced Pei Yan now, he was troubled more than he liked it. When he thought of reconciliation, it was not expectation, but hesitation and uncertainty.

Fang Xiaochun couldn't speak for a moment, if he didn't like it, it would be over, and it was useless to say anything.

After eating, Xu Shixi looked at his mobile phone, only to find that someone in the group sent a message. The group they created in the third year of high school is still very lively, mainly because there are three chatterboxes, Lu Bing, Gu Cong and Fang Xiaochun, and they will never be cold. , other than Pei Yan, everyone else can speak a little bit.

Shen Zhouchuan hadn't heard from him for two years, and he planned to come back recently, so he asked if anyone was in City B.

Now only Gu Cong is in City B, but there was a fight in high school before, it’s not about having a meal, it’s fine to play games and chat a few words in the group, Gu Cong still holds grudges, and he vaguely knows something about Shen Regarding the hit-and-run incident in Pingjiang, I don't know what Pei Yan's attitude is now, and it's hard to say.

Shen Zhouchuan couldn't call out alone, he was quite depressed, looking at Xu Shixi's profile picture, he really wanted to ask Aite, but he didn't know what to say.

In the past two years, he also tried to talk, but he didn't feel moved by anyone, and the talk became more and more boring, until one time he accidentally met a girl who was sharing a table in Chinatown and was watching Xu Shixi's play, which was that show. At the beginning, he didn't recognize Xu Shixi's ancient costume in the fairy-xia costume of the second male lead, but he just felt familiar. It wasn't until the moment the man turned his head and raised his eyes that he realized that some people might just not forget it.

Lu Bing, Chen Cai and the others also noticed that Xu Shixi and Pei Yan were together later, everyone knew it in their hearts but no one mentioned it explicitly.

In the end, Shen Zhouchuan still didn't ask, it's not good to bother him anymore, after all, Xu Shixi never took the initiative to talk to him once in the past two years.

Fang Xiaochun had other things to do in City Y, so she separated from Xu Shixi outside the store. When Xu Shixi returned to the set, she could usually see Pei Yan reading or writing a thesis not far from the prop group, but today she didn't see anyone. .

He didn't ask, after all, it had nothing to do with him, so he went directly to change his clothes and prepare for the next scene.

Filming is not the same as other dramas. It is normal to shoot a scene for a whole day, especially important scenes that require emotional integrity. There are also situations where filming takes several days over and over again. This scene took a whole afternoon to film. I couldn't finish shooting for five hours, so I had to go to rest for a while, and then continue after dinner.

In the afternoon, some fans came to visit the class. Xu Shixi raised his hand to say hello, and asked his assistant to buy milk tea for them. The weather is too cold, and he has been waiting here for so long.While talking, he accidentally saw a very familiar person behind the crowd. Although he hadn't met a few times, he still remembered that it should be the girl who was rumored to have an affair with Pei Yan at that time. The stuffed bear didn't look like a fan who came to see him, but was probably waiting for Pei Yan.

After saying a few words to the fans, Xu Shixi went to the rest room to eat alone. When he heard someone knocking on the door, he thought it was Li Wen who came to deliver something, so he said please come in, but it was Pei Yan who came in.

"What's the matter?" Xu Shixi turned around and asked him.

"Eat first." Seeing that he hadn't finished eating, Pei Yan waited beside him, passing through the second half of the lines by the way.

Xu Shixi couldn't figure it out, so he finished his meal before sitting on the sofa to rest.

"I ran into you and Fang Xiaochun at the restaurant at noon." Pei Yan said.

These days Xu Shixi likes the desserts in that shop very much, but they only sell them in the morning, so Pei Yan wanted to take advantage of the time before lunch to buy one and put it in the freezer, but he just happened to see it.

Xu Shixi understood what he meant almost instantly, probably because he heard his own words.

"Are you serious?" Pei Yan asked him.

"..." Xu Shixi didn't know how to explain it, and after thinking for a long time, he still couldn't speak.

"Why?" Pei Yan just wanted to ask him why.

It's hard to say, if you have to say it, Xu Shixi feels that many things are no longer as pure as they used to be. After returning to school and graduating from university, he heard Pei Yan's roommate talk about it the other day, and the counselor asked him if he had any intentions. There is a high probability that Pei Yan will go abroad for postgraduate study. After all, it is a better choice.

It's not just about breaking up, Xu Shixi thinks that maybe they should separate completely and stop living together. Mr. Xu likes Pei Nuonuo very much, and he may be reluctant to let them move away, so he can go home less by himself, it's the same.

"I can't tell." Xu Shixi took a sip from his teacup, "Thank you for these years."

"I'm not thanking you for this." Pei Yan said.

"But I can only tell you this." Xu Shixi didn't want to say anything more to him, got up and went out, passing by the mixed lounge where Pei Yan was, seeing the light brown little bear on the sofa at the door, Pei Yan almost couldn't bear it. Receive gifts from fans, this may be one of the few times.

"I have something else to say." Pei Yan came out after him.

"No need," Xu Shixi stopped, "I don't want to hear it anymore."

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