The days when I was forced to be a heartthrob in a bloody text

Xu Shixi was still holding the milk box with a straw in his mouth, and the other hand was held by Pei Yan again, unable to free his hand, he was suddenly slapped on his buttocks and became angry from embarrassment, struggled a few times and sat back on the bed, lowered his eyes and didn't look at him. The tips of the ears on the outside turned red, but he couldn't say anything.

It was already very late, Pei Yan rubbed his hair, bowed his head and said to him, "Then I'll go back first, you should go to bed earlier."

Xu Shixi still didn't speak, got up to throw away the empty milk carton, and opened the door by the way.

Pei Yan had no choice but to go out first, and when he turned around to say something, the door had already slammed shut in front of him, without even the slightest gap, and he could only vaguely see the light in the room from under the door.This floor of the hotel is very quiet, especially in the middle of the night, you can even hear your breathing clearly.

After closing the door, Xu Shixi didn't leave, but stood behind the door and listened to the movement outside.The corridor of the hotel was covered with soft and thick carpets, and it was difficult to hear any clearer footsteps. He didn't know if Pei Yan was still there. He wanted to go back to sleep, but moved his feet back a little, but couldn't turn around and walk in.

I leaned over the cat's eye and looked, but I didn't see anyone outside, and the range of sight was empty.

Xu Shixi thought that Pei Yan had left, so he opened the door a little, but just as he pushed through a narrow gap, Pei Yan raised his hand to stop him. Xu Shixi was startled, and almost knocked on his hand by holding the door. Fortunately, Pei Yan used it in time. Foot stuck to the side of the door.

"Why haven't you left yet?" Xu Shixi let go of the doorknob and asked him to put his feet back.

"I didn't hear you go in. What are you looking at? Are you reluctant for me to leave?" Pei Yan leaned against the door frame, bowed his head and smiled lightly.

Xu Shixi just looked at him, the warm light in the room seemed a little dim, standing by the door with the light behind his back, his face was covered in the shadow, only his eyes were shining like amber.

Pei Yan didn't want to leave at first, if it wasn't for the fact that although there were few people on this floor, there might still be other people coming up, he would probably stay outside the door for a night, and now that he was looked at like this, he didn't want to leave even more.

"Can I stay here tonight?" Pei Yan walked a few steps inside and stopped by the shoe rack at the door.

Lin Shenghai had filmed a movie about left-behind children in the mountains in the early years. At that time, the environment where the crew was located was very poor, and it was a rainy autumn. The movie was shot for more than five months, and after the filming, he also suffered from problems.

Recently, it was late autumn again, and my bones ached all over my body. I couldn't bear it anymore. I planned to take time to go to the hospital for an examination. It would take me all morning tomorrow.

He has always been watching the leading role by himself. Now he has no choice but to give Xu Shixi a whole morning vacation. Pei Yan just doesn't have to go. If he doesn't go out, he will stay here for a night. There will be no one except Lin Juan. who knows.

Xu Shixi was conflicted and conflicted in his heart. After this period of time, even if he said he was angry, he was already too angry, but just reconciled like this, it still didn't work out.

Seeing that he hadn't spoken, Pei Yan took it as his consent, and walked in and closed the door behind him before he recovered.

They hadn't lived together for a long time, Xu Shixi saw that he also came over and sat down by the bed, and felt unaccustomed for a while.

"I'm going to sleep on the sofa." Xu Shixi told him.

The sofa in the hotel is very spacious, and it is made of cloth, it will not be as hot as the leather sofa, and the air conditioner in the room is also on. No matter how you say it, it is many times better than the small broken bed I used to sleep on, but some things have changed. It's not as good as the old broken bed hut.

Pei Yan grabbed him and said, "I'll sleep next to the bed so I won't touch you."

Xu Shixi regrets letting Pei Yan in now, probably he shouldn't be filming in the same crew as Pei Yan, it's okay if they don't see each other, but it's really torture to meet each other in various places every day.If this goes on like this, sooner or later he will fall headlong into it again, but he has never seen the future, and he doesn't know how to proceed in the future. He is afraid that after another two or three years, the final outcome will not be as good as it is now.

At the very beginning, he just hoped that he could accompany Pei Yan through the darkest stage of his life without any extra distractions. After that, even if the future is bright, it has nothing to do with him. He didn't expect it to happen like this. After all, he was lucky. Also indecisive.

Pei Yan went to wash up with the things in the hotel first, and when he came back, he was lying on the side of the bed wrapped in a quilt, as if pretending to be asleep.

Pei Yan didn't pierce him either, he lifted the corner of the quilt and sat down, then reached over him to turn off the bedside lamp, Xu Shixi was obviously very nervous, and Pei Yan could feel his body tense through the quilt.

"I have nothing else to do tomorrow morning. Do you want to stay in the hotel?" Pei Yan asked him.

"Well," Xu Shixi responded subconsciously, and then realized that he shouldn't answer the conversation, but there was nothing he could do, so he could only say as nonchalantly as possible, "I'm reading the script in my room."

Pei Yan lay down for a while, but still felt unable to sleep, turned around and reached out to hug Xu Shixi from under the quilt, only to feel a sense of peace that he hadn't felt in the past few months.

Xu Shixi was forced to lie face to face with him, with his cheek buried in his arms, his forehead resting on his shoulder, his body froze for a moment, but his nose was sore.

"It's enough for me to like you alone in my life. Even if you really don't want to be with me anymore, I can't like others anymore." Pei Yan put his hand on his waist, moved back a little, and gently Pat him on the back, "I've been waiting for you, living alone forever."

Xu Shixi didn't speak, his fingers were clutching a piece of his clothes.

Pei Yan felt it, smiled a little, but didn't care, just let him pull, bowed his head and kissed his soft hair.He had discovered before that Xu Shixi liked to pull his clothes. When the two of them were alone, as long as they sat next to each other, Xu Shixi would secretly pull his clothes. When they were in high school at night, on the way home from work at the bar, they would occasionally hook his clothes with their index fingers. holding his belt buckle, and playing with his phone next to him.

Every time he looked back, Xu Shixi quickly let go, and only when he turned around did he hook him up again secretly. He was even more clingy than Pei Nuonuo, and he was careful not to let others know.

"When I was in high school, I sometimes worried about whether you would like others." Pei Yan said again.

Xu Shixi obviously felt that he was talking more now, but he still didn't expect Pei Yan to say these things, and he couldn't help but looked up at him when he heard this sentence.

"It's annoying that they come to you every day, and you seem to be equally good to everyone," Pei Yan touched his forehead lightly with him, "But obviously I fell in love with you first, and I don't even care about you when we get old. Think about it anyway.”

Xu Shixi couldn't help laughing, and then covered up and pretended to cough lightly and lowered his head to pass by. For some reason, he suddenly remembered what many people said a while ago, she took a look at me, and I even thought about the name of our future child , It always feels strange to put it on Pei Yan.

"Don't you want to see what I'll look like when I'm old?" Pei Yan pinched his cheek.

"Then I'll have to spend decades with you to see it." Xu Shixi whispered.

"Decades go by quickly," Pei Yan said after a pause, "I'll give you my whole life, can you believe that I really like you?"

Xu Shixi turned his head and rubbed the corners of his eyes on the pillow. Pei Yan didn't say anything, but hugged him a little tighter, and used the remote control to adjust the air conditioner to sleep.

Lin Shenghai went to the hospital for an examination. In fact, it was still rheumatism, and it became more serious when it caught up with the rainy weather in this season. Putting on plasters was only a temporary solution, not a permanent cure.

When Xu Shixi went to the set in the afternoon and saw him, he wanted to go over and ask about the next scene, but as soon as he got close, he smelled plaster.

"Just now, the camera light had to be dimmed twice. Adjust the position here and shoot from the side of the actor. You are too straight. The light hits the face and the effect cannot be produced..." Lin Shenghai was still talking to the lighting director. After finishing this part, my legs hurt halfway through the talk, so I waved my hands and went to the side to find a chair to sit down.

Mr. Xu is actually very good at treating rheumatism. He mainly treated it when he was in the clinic. He even treated Shen Zhouchuan and his aunt when he was in high school. Xu Shixi wanted to call home and ask about Lin Shenghai's situation. What should I do? I pick up my phone and don’t know what to say. I haven’t called much for nearly two months. I usually just send messages or voice messages to the elderly on WeChat.

Last winter, he taught Mr. Xu to use WeChat on his mobile phone at home, and now he has learned to post on Moments without a teacher, almost all of which are photos of him taking Pei Nuonuo out to play.

Xu Shixi was flipping through his phone here, wondering what he was thinking, when Pei Yan passed by and saw him, he asked him, "What's wrong?"

"It's okay." Xu Shixi shook his head, went to the dressing room to change and continued to shoot the next scene.

Lu Zhuming always thought it was ridiculous, thinking that Ji Jianshen was playing a ridiculous joke with him.

What is it about being able to see the malice in everyone?

But Ji Jianshen didn't have any extra thoughts to talk to him. After returning from the hotel that night, he didn't leave the house for more than ten days. At first, Lu Zhuming thought that he went out to commit crimes while no one was paying attention at night. Only then did I realize that this person really didn't go out and lived almost silently.

Fifteen days later, at noon, Lu Zhuming was having dinner at home, and finally heard the sound of a door lock on the opposite door. He didn't even bother to put on his slippers, so he got up to look. It was indeed Ji Jianshen who came out and pushed the door open At that time, both of them were almost frightened by each other.

Ji Jianshen was unprepared for someone suddenly coming out from the opposite side, and flinched back in fright, while Lu Zhuming was frightened by Ji Jianshen's embarrassment.

He was very thin, his wrists were too thin to grasp, his cheeks were pale and his eye sockets were sunken, his hair, which had not been trimmed for more than half a month, was slightly long, almost covering his eyes, and the clothes on his body were no longer as delicate as before.

And the most unbelievable thing was his pair of dull eyes, at first glance, it was like seeing a pair of dead people's eyes, without any vitality.

When we first started filming together, Pei Yan was often influenced by Xu Shixi, because it was difficult to separate the inside and outside of the play, but now he is not confused at all. He can clearly know who he should be in front of him, and he Faced with what kind of reaction he should make, Xu Shixi only needs to give him a look or a movement as a signal, and he can quickly enter the scene.

"Officer Lu," Ji Jianshen suddenly burst into a smile, which was almost creepy, especially under the cold corridor lights, "So you are the same."

When Lu Zhuming first moved in, Ji Jianshen actually had an impression of him for no other reason. The color of Lu Zhuming's body was too bright, like the light that could dispel all the haze, but now it has changed , also began to have a cloudy background color, which seemed to increase the grayscale a little bit.

In fact, Ji Jianshen couldn't see these when he was a child. One day in high school, the world in front of him suddenly turned upside down. The people who had bullied him in school were filthy, and he could only see a little bit occasionally. bright colors.When he was walking home in the middle of the night, he was walking on a remote street, and he saw a pervert following a young girl, the color was disgustingly dirty, and a robber who robbed others of life-saving money, his hands had turned thick black.

Only then did he realize that maliciousness is sometimes so obvious.

"What's in your room?" Before Ji Jianshen could close the door, Lu Zhuming took a quick look and caught a glimpse of scarlet.

"It's a painting I just finished. Is Officer Lu also interested in these?" Ji Jianshen said calmly.

Lu Zhuming was skeptical, and was about to speak when a phone call came from the bureau. He hurriedly turned around and wanted to go back to get the battery car keys to the police station, but accidentally touched the book in Ji Jianshen's hand, spread it out and fell to the ground.

"I'm sorry." Lu Zhuming leaned over to help him pick it up, and just turned to the page folded by Ji Jianshen, and there was a poem on it.

At the end of the day, I stand before you...

Before he could see clearly, the book was pulled back by Ji Jianshen.

Xu Shixi took the book from Pei Yan's hand, and his eyes fell on that line of poem. For some reason, he remembered a certain evening in high school, when he sent Pei Nianzhong away, and went back to school to wait for Pei Yan to finish school. The whole sky became popular, and it was also the first time that he was full of expectations for another person's future.

The author has something to say: Go home!

Speaking of which, the night I just went to school, I wanted to clean up the bed when I entered the door, and I was worried about bugs, so I wanted to rest and clean up again. I walked away from the bed for less than half a minute, and the bed frame on the upper bunk collapsed together with the mosquito net on the bed table. Well, if it’s not just a single thought, you’ll definitely be hit straight _(:_」∠)_

感谢在2020-06-1418:14:27~2020-06-2218:22:39期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: Jane with 1;

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 20 bottles of ferrets, not rabbits; 10 bottles of Panax notoginseng and eucalyptus; 5 bottles of Nana Qiuqiu hahaha;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!