i have a chromosome want to meet you
Chapter 66
Chu Xiuyuan tried his best to observe Song Yu's expression, but he didn't see the slightest change on Song Yu's face.
The trick that was always invincible in the past, when he said to girls "There is no one I can't catch up with", the girls didn't feel shy and blushed?But meeting Song Yu had no effect at all.
He tried to test Song Yu, but found nothing.
Song Yu had a faint smile on his lips, and spoke lightly: "Pick up the phone first, I don't think your mother can wait."
Chu Xiuyuan answered the phone with a sigh, and didn't even say hello. The other side had already sent indiscriminate bombardment: "Why did it take so long to answer? Mom thought you had an accident."
Chu Xiuyuan said, I have accidents in your heart every day, and I will not survive the next year.
Just about to click his tongue, but when he thought of Song Yu standing beside him, he swallowed it back abruptly and suppressed his temper: "What's the matter?"
"I sent you the contact information on your mobile phone that day. The girl said that you haven't added her WeChat. What's the matter with you? That girl is very nice, and my mother is very satisfied. It took me a long time to pick you out."
If you are satisfied, why don't you marry her.
Chu Xiuyuan snorted again and was about to hang up the phone, but felt Song Yu pat him lightly on the shoulder, with the palm of his hand resting on his shoulder, and the heat slowly passed over his restless mood, kneading him softly, pinching him flat up.
Even a small movement can calm his restlessness and affect his mood.
Chu Xiuyuan smiled, putting aside his confusion about his own sexuality, every minute and every second seemed to make him realize more deeply that he liked the man beside him.
"I asked you a question, why didn't you add the girl's WeChat account?" As long as Chu Xiuyuan didn't reply in time, his mother would urge her like a ghost.
Chu Xiuyuan stopped and looked at Song Yu who was slowly following him, looking deeply, as if he wanted to scan every hair of Song Yu into his eyes: "Mom, I have someone I like." by my side.
Song Yu frowned, and looked back heavily.
"Do you have a girl you like? Bring it back and show it to your mother?"
"But I'm not sure if he likes me too." Chu Xiuyuan still stared at Song Yu, seeing his gentle eyebrows, the deep eyeballs in his soft eye sockets, meeting his gaze, but those words did not resemble It was meant for the mother on the other end of the phone, more like it was meant for the person next to her.
Just like how Song Yu looked at Chu Xiuyuan when he said "The person I like is a bit fierce".
Song Yu was still smiling, but the taste on the corner of his mouth seemed to be different.It was scratched by Chu Xiuyuan like a hook, and scratched by Chu Xiuyuan like a feather.
Mom turned up the volume and looked very excited: "She doesn't like you, you won't chase after her!"
Chu Xiuyuan came back to his senses, smiled secretly in his heart, and frowned again after a while, thinking that if she knew the truth, she would probably commit suicide: "Let's talk about it later."
"How can I say it again? I'm just waiting to hug..."
Mother refused to let her go, Chu Xiuyuan's patience was completely worn out, and he interrupted: "I still have class in a while, so I hang up."
"and many more!"
Chu Xiuyuan clicked his lips: "What else?"
"I warn you, don't find me a man back."
Chu Xiuyuan was startled: "What are you thinking?"
"I just saw you getting very close to a boy on your campus forum, and I took a poster with you together. There are also many people who asked you two to get married in a post. Don't think you are really related, That's why you always reject the blind date I have worked so hard to pick for you."
Chu Xiuyuan felt extremely uncomfortable in his heart, and his suppressed irritability seemed to be detonated, and he burst into anger: "How can you log on to our campus forum?"
Mom didn't hear Chu Xiuyuan's cold anger, and she was very proud: "I bought an account from Taobao. Mom cares about you and wants to collect more information about my precious son."
Dear son?collect information?Care about me?Chu Xiuyuan's heart was as heavy as a huge boulder that weighed a thousand catties, and it still rolled through the magma.What a joke, this is surveillance at all!You can buy an account and log on to the forum, what else can't you do?
That's right, there's nothing you can't do.
My mother was still saying: "Mom told you, although I am very open-minded, I never stopped you from being friends with Zhu Zhao, but don't give me any messy objects to come back. When I think of my son and Zhu Zhao It's disgusting to be with a man, and my mother won't agree."
Chu Xiuyuan really couldn't stop laughing this time, she would rather believe the messy posts on the forum than her son.I really want to disgust you and tell you that your son likes a man!
Without further ado, she hung up the phone, and her mother called again, but Chu Xiuyuan directly turned off the phone.
When passing by the trash can, Chu Xiuyuan held back for a long time before he could not kick the trash can.
It's really all troubles colliding together.His complexion was gloomy and livid, visible to the naked eye.
"not in a good mood?"
It wasn't until he heard Song Yu's gentle voice that Chu Xiuyuan's anger subsided a little, and he laughed at himself: "Every time I talk to her on the phone, I end up arguing."
"It seems that your relationship with your mother is worse than I thought."
Chu Xiuyuan frowned, and suddenly remembered that the day he had a quarrel with Xie Yibai, his mother called and also proposed a blind date. After hanging up, Song Yu asked him to get along with his mother.In fact, Song Yu guessed that the relationship between him and his mother was very tense at that time, so he said "it was worse than I imagined".
"How do you know..."
Before Chu Xiuyuan finished asking, Song Yu answered, "I also have a mother, and I have had conflicts with her, I know." His tone was positive, and his voice was very gentle.
Did Song Yu also encounter the same troubles as himself?
"Would you mind talking to me?" A calm and forceful inquiry sounded in my ear.
But Chu Xiuyuan's troubles were much heavier than ordinary people's.
I lowered my eyelids, thinking of my mother's ridiculous whims, thinking of my changed life, thinking of my greatest regret in this life, especially at such a tangled moment.There was no trust between their mother and son. He struggled with his own sexuality, but the next moment his mother scolded him disgustingly.Chu Xiuyuan gasped in pain and stopped talking.
"Chu Xiuyuan." There was a touch of tenderness in the call, "Look at me."
Looking up, I was caught off guard by Song Yu's deep pupils, warm and encouraging, as if no matter how earth-shattering words he said, Song Yu could tolerate him and comfort him, as long as Song Yu was by his side, Chu Xiuyuan would feel at ease inexplicably .
Facing Song Yu like this, Chu Xiuyuan suddenly felt a strong desire to confide in him.
This person he likes, this person he has fallen in love with at some point, and he didn't find out until yesterday.
He has hidden his thoughts for three years, can you tell him?
Can you really tell Song Yu the secret that has been tormenting me for three years, my father ordered me to prohibit it, I can't tell it, I dare not tell it, I even hide it from my relatives, I never dared to tell anyone?
Song Yu saw the hesitation and struggle in Chu Xiuyuan's eyes, and gently stroked the back of his neck, pinching him: "Don't be afraid, I'm here."
When people are in pain and struggle, a little tenderness can make them fall, let alone someone you like.
Chu Xiuyuan smiled: "What do I have to be afraid of?"
But when Song Yu let go, Chu Xiuyuan grabbed his arm. Only then did Song Yu notice that Chu Xiuyuan's smile was a bit ugly.Song Yu's hand never moved away from Chu Xiuyuan's body.
"Did you tell Zhu Zhao about your mother?"
Chu Xiuyuan shook his head: "No one has ever said that."
Song Yu's voice has never been so gentle: "You can tell me that you need to vent properly, and I will be a qualified listener." The heat in the palm of the hand has a warm and irresistible force, enveloping Chu The almost dusty and rotten corner of Xiuyuan's heart, which was sealed, rushed from the back of his neck to his mind, breaking through Chu Xiuyuan's last hesitation.
He never mentioned his mother to outsiders, and there were as many conflicts between them as there were between his biological mother and son. The only reason why he and his mother didn't completely tear each other apart was probably their blood relationship.
But Chu Xiuyuan has a bad temper and doesn't tear up, but disputes are unavoidable. There is a little quarrel every day, and a big quarrel every three days. Mom doesn't understand why the warm baby who was caring when she was a child has completely changed after she went to college, and she keeps crying to her father.And every time, my father was ordered to ease the conflict between him and his mother, and he would always only say that your mother is not in good health, and letting her order is a small matter, just bear with it and pass.Oh, if I can bear it, we won't quarrel at all.
Mother would only cry all day long, and father would blame him all day long. Later, Chu Xiuyuan didn't want to be caught in endless quarrels, and eventually went home less and less. If he didn't go home for too long, something might happen. Don't go home for a year.
For three years, torturing his mother is not torturing him. He didn't realize that all his extreme behaviors, his rudeness and hostility were subconscious self-protection, but he knew one thing very well, just as Song Yu said that he needed to vent too much.
His heart is full of hostility, and he needs to vent too much.
He was under unimaginable pressure and remorse, and wrapped layer by layer with the rags he woven, but as the deadline approached, those barriers became thinner and thinner, like a ticking time bomb. Xiuyuan himself didn't know when it would explode, and how much damage he would suffer once it exploded.
And today, three years later, there is a person, and only this person, who wraps him with a warm and gentle voice like a hot spring, telling him that you need to vent, and telling him not to be afraid, I am here.
Chu Xiuyuan couldn't refuse, because he also needed redemption, he longed for every warmth of Song Yu.Both physical and spiritual.
Taking a deep breath, blinking twice, the fingers holding Song Yu's arm were painfully pinched: "My mother...has severe depression and obsessive-compulsive disorder."
Song Yu frowned, and squeezed Chu Xiuyuan's fingers more tightly. Depression and obsessive-compulsive disorder...that's really bad...
"Very serious?"
"It's very serious." Chu Xiuyuan raised his head slightly, looking at the pristine blue sky, snorted helplessly, as soon as he mentioned his mother, no matter the weather, his chest seemed to be covered by a thick fog, heavy and dark, "The obsessive-compulsive symptoms are not obvious, but the depression is very serious."
He knows that depression and obsessive-compulsive disorder are painful, and he knows that he should forgive and support, but he can't let go.Trying his best to maintain restraint in front of his mother is already the limit he can do. Even if his mother brings him life, he will not be able to forgive her.
"I know that according to reason, I should follow her in everything, please her, and make her happy, but I can't do it. Every time we talk, it will turn into a quarrel in the end. I still can't face her calmly." Chu Xiu Thinking of the messy home in the past three years, Yuan Yuan laughed at himself, "Every time the result is, I can't escape my mother crying in the room. After my father comforted my mother, he turned around and taught me. Later, in order not to quarrel with her, I tried to go back as little as possible. Home."
"Remember the day we went bungee jumping?"
Song Yu nodded.
"I lied to you that day. They didn't go on a trip at all. I just didn't want to go home." Chu Xiuyuan lowered his head and covered half of his eyes with one hand, "I hate it there."
I can't go back if I have a home.
A faint heartache crawled up his chest, and Song Yu gently embraced the body beside him: "Why?"
Chu Xiuyuan's expression was very flat, so flat that it seemed that he would only appear when he knew that he would die: "They changed my college entrance examination choice."
The author has something to say: Song Yu: Although this is immoral, the time has come for me to sneak in
The trick that was always invincible in the past, when he said to girls "There is no one I can't catch up with", the girls didn't feel shy and blushed?But meeting Song Yu had no effect at all.
He tried to test Song Yu, but found nothing.
Song Yu had a faint smile on his lips, and spoke lightly: "Pick up the phone first, I don't think your mother can wait."
Chu Xiuyuan answered the phone with a sigh, and didn't even say hello. The other side had already sent indiscriminate bombardment: "Why did it take so long to answer? Mom thought you had an accident."
Chu Xiuyuan said, I have accidents in your heart every day, and I will not survive the next year.
Just about to click his tongue, but when he thought of Song Yu standing beside him, he swallowed it back abruptly and suppressed his temper: "What's the matter?"
"I sent you the contact information on your mobile phone that day. The girl said that you haven't added her WeChat. What's the matter with you? That girl is very nice, and my mother is very satisfied. It took me a long time to pick you out."
If you are satisfied, why don't you marry her.
Chu Xiuyuan snorted again and was about to hang up the phone, but felt Song Yu pat him lightly on the shoulder, with the palm of his hand resting on his shoulder, and the heat slowly passed over his restless mood, kneading him softly, pinching him flat up.
Even a small movement can calm his restlessness and affect his mood.
Chu Xiuyuan smiled, putting aside his confusion about his own sexuality, every minute and every second seemed to make him realize more deeply that he liked the man beside him.
"I asked you a question, why didn't you add the girl's WeChat account?" As long as Chu Xiuyuan didn't reply in time, his mother would urge her like a ghost.
Chu Xiuyuan stopped and looked at Song Yu who was slowly following him, looking deeply, as if he wanted to scan every hair of Song Yu into his eyes: "Mom, I have someone I like." by my side.
Song Yu frowned, and looked back heavily.
"Do you have a girl you like? Bring it back and show it to your mother?"
"But I'm not sure if he likes me too." Chu Xiuyuan still stared at Song Yu, seeing his gentle eyebrows, the deep eyeballs in his soft eye sockets, meeting his gaze, but those words did not resemble It was meant for the mother on the other end of the phone, more like it was meant for the person next to her.
Just like how Song Yu looked at Chu Xiuyuan when he said "The person I like is a bit fierce".
Song Yu was still smiling, but the taste on the corner of his mouth seemed to be different.It was scratched by Chu Xiuyuan like a hook, and scratched by Chu Xiuyuan like a feather.
Mom turned up the volume and looked very excited: "She doesn't like you, you won't chase after her!"
Chu Xiuyuan came back to his senses, smiled secretly in his heart, and frowned again after a while, thinking that if she knew the truth, she would probably commit suicide: "Let's talk about it later."
"How can I say it again? I'm just waiting to hug..."
Mother refused to let her go, Chu Xiuyuan's patience was completely worn out, and he interrupted: "I still have class in a while, so I hang up."
"and many more!"
Chu Xiuyuan clicked his lips: "What else?"
"I warn you, don't find me a man back."
Chu Xiuyuan was startled: "What are you thinking?"
"I just saw you getting very close to a boy on your campus forum, and I took a poster with you together. There are also many people who asked you two to get married in a post. Don't think you are really related, That's why you always reject the blind date I have worked so hard to pick for you."
Chu Xiuyuan felt extremely uncomfortable in his heart, and his suppressed irritability seemed to be detonated, and he burst into anger: "How can you log on to our campus forum?"
Mom didn't hear Chu Xiuyuan's cold anger, and she was very proud: "I bought an account from Taobao. Mom cares about you and wants to collect more information about my precious son."
Dear son?collect information?Care about me?Chu Xiuyuan's heart was as heavy as a huge boulder that weighed a thousand catties, and it still rolled through the magma.What a joke, this is surveillance at all!You can buy an account and log on to the forum, what else can't you do?
That's right, there's nothing you can't do.
My mother was still saying: "Mom told you, although I am very open-minded, I never stopped you from being friends with Zhu Zhao, but don't give me any messy objects to come back. When I think of my son and Zhu Zhao It's disgusting to be with a man, and my mother won't agree."
Chu Xiuyuan really couldn't stop laughing this time, she would rather believe the messy posts on the forum than her son.I really want to disgust you and tell you that your son likes a man!
Without further ado, she hung up the phone, and her mother called again, but Chu Xiuyuan directly turned off the phone.
When passing by the trash can, Chu Xiuyuan held back for a long time before he could not kick the trash can.
It's really all troubles colliding together.His complexion was gloomy and livid, visible to the naked eye.
"not in a good mood?"
It wasn't until he heard Song Yu's gentle voice that Chu Xiuyuan's anger subsided a little, and he laughed at himself: "Every time I talk to her on the phone, I end up arguing."
"It seems that your relationship with your mother is worse than I thought."
Chu Xiuyuan frowned, and suddenly remembered that the day he had a quarrel with Xie Yibai, his mother called and also proposed a blind date. After hanging up, Song Yu asked him to get along with his mother.In fact, Song Yu guessed that the relationship between him and his mother was very tense at that time, so he said "it was worse than I imagined".
"How do you know..."
Before Chu Xiuyuan finished asking, Song Yu answered, "I also have a mother, and I have had conflicts with her, I know." His tone was positive, and his voice was very gentle.
Did Song Yu also encounter the same troubles as himself?
"Would you mind talking to me?" A calm and forceful inquiry sounded in my ear.
But Chu Xiuyuan's troubles were much heavier than ordinary people's.
I lowered my eyelids, thinking of my mother's ridiculous whims, thinking of my changed life, thinking of my greatest regret in this life, especially at such a tangled moment.There was no trust between their mother and son. He struggled with his own sexuality, but the next moment his mother scolded him disgustingly.Chu Xiuyuan gasped in pain and stopped talking.
"Chu Xiuyuan." There was a touch of tenderness in the call, "Look at me."
Looking up, I was caught off guard by Song Yu's deep pupils, warm and encouraging, as if no matter how earth-shattering words he said, Song Yu could tolerate him and comfort him, as long as Song Yu was by his side, Chu Xiuyuan would feel at ease inexplicably .
Facing Song Yu like this, Chu Xiuyuan suddenly felt a strong desire to confide in him.
This person he likes, this person he has fallen in love with at some point, and he didn't find out until yesterday.
He has hidden his thoughts for three years, can you tell him?
Can you really tell Song Yu the secret that has been tormenting me for three years, my father ordered me to prohibit it, I can't tell it, I dare not tell it, I even hide it from my relatives, I never dared to tell anyone?
Song Yu saw the hesitation and struggle in Chu Xiuyuan's eyes, and gently stroked the back of his neck, pinching him: "Don't be afraid, I'm here."
When people are in pain and struggle, a little tenderness can make them fall, let alone someone you like.
Chu Xiuyuan smiled: "What do I have to be afraid of?"
But when Song Yu let go, Chu Xiuyuan grabbed his arm. Only then did Song Yu notice that Chu Xiuyuan's smile was a bit ugly.Song Yu's hand never moved away from Chu Xiuyuan's body.
"Did you tell Zhu Zhao about your mother?"
Chu Xiuyuan shook his head: "No one has ever said that."
Song Yu's voice has never been so gentle: "You can tell me that you need to vent properly, and I will be a qualified listener." The heat in the palm of the hand has a warm and irresistible force, enveloping Chu The almost dusty and rotten corner of Xiuyuan's heart, which was sealed, rushed from the back of his neck to his mind, breaking through Chu Xiuyuan's last hesitation.
He never mentioned his mother to outsiders, and there were as many conflicts between them as there were between his biological mother and son. The only reason why he and his mother didn't completely tear each other apart was probably their blood relationship.
But Chu Xiuyuan has a bad temper and doesn't tear up, but disputes are unavoidable. There is a little quarrel every day, and a big quarrel every three days. Mom doesn't understand why the warm baby who was caring when she was a child has completely changed after she went to college, and she keeps crying to her father.And every time, my father was ordered to ease the conflict between him and his mother, and he would always only say that your mother is not in good health, and letting her order is a small matter, just bear with it and pass.Oh, if I can bear it, we won't quarrel at all.
Mother would only cry all day long, and father would blame him all day long. Later, Chu Xiuyuan didn't want to be caught in endless quarrels, and eventually went home less and less. If he didn't go home for too long, something might happen. Don't go home for a year.
For three years, torturing his mother is not torturing him. He didn't realize that all his extreme behaviors, his rudeness and hostility were subconscious self-protection, but he knew one thing very well, just as Song Yu said that he needed to vent too much.
His heart is full of hostility, and he needs to vent too much.
He was under unimaginable pressure and remorse, and wrapped layer by layer with the rags he woven, but as the deadline approached, those barriers became thinner and thinner, like a ticking time bomb. Xiuyuan himself didn't know when it would explode, and how much damage he would suffer once it exploded.
And today, three years later, there is a person, and only this person, who wraps him with a warm and gentle voice like a hot spring, telling him that you need to vent, and telling him not to be afraid, I am here.
Chu Xiuyuan couldn't refuse, because he also needed redemption, he longed for every warmth of Song Yu.Both physical and spiritual.
Taking a deep breath, blinking twice, the fingers holding Song Yu's arm were painfully pinched: "My mother...has severe depression and obsessive-compulsive disorder."
Song Yu frowned, and squeezed Chu Xiuyuan's fingers more tightly. Depression and obsessive-compulsive disorder...that's really bad...
"Very serious?"
"It's very serious." Chu Xiuyuan raised his head slightly, looking at the pristine blue sky, snorted helplessly, as soon as he mentioned his mother, no matter the weather, his chest seemed to be covered by a thick fog, heavy and dark, "The obsessive-compulsive symptoms are not obvious, but the depression is very serious."
He knows that depression and obsessive-compulsive disorder are painful, and he knows that he should forgive and support, but he can't let go.Trying his best to maintain restraint in front of his mother is already the limit he can do. Even if his mother brings him life, he will not be able to forgive her.
"I know that according to reason, I should follow her in everything, please her, and make her happy, but I can't do it. Every time we talk, it will turn into a quarrel in the end. I still can't face her calmly." Chu Xiu Thinking of the messy home in the past three years, Yuan Yuan laughed at himself, "Every time the result is, I can't escape my mother crying in the room. After my father comforted my mother, he turned around and taught me. Later, in order not to quarrel with her, I tried to go back as little as possible. Home."
"Remember the day we went bungee jumping?"
Song Yu nodded.
"I lied to you that day. They didn't go on a trip at all. I just didn't want to go home." Chu Xiuyuan lowered his head and covered half of his eyes with one hand, "I hate it there."
I can't go back if I have a home.
A faint heartache crawled up his chest, and Song Yu gently embraced the body beside him: "Why?"
Chu Xiuyuan's expression was very flat, so flat that it seemed that he would only appear when he knew that he would die: "They changed my college entrance examination choice."
The author has something to say: Song Yu: Although this is immoral, the time has come for me to sneak in
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