After 10 minutes of the class, Chu Xiuyuan still looked absent-minded, and the movement of propping his chin had hardly changed, and his gaze drifting towards Song Yu from time to time made Zhu Zhao beside him ring the alarm. Xiuyuan deliberately concealed it, but he still couldn't escape the little boy who was always watching him.

Zhu Zhao's eyes kept wandering between Chu Xiuyuan and Song Yu, but Chu Xiuyuan didn't notice it at all. He only had two questions in his mind now.

I like Song Yu?

So am I gay?

Song Yu was about the same size as him, but when he lay on Song Yu's back yesterday, he felt that Song Yu's back was so warm and generous, bearing all his weight, and seemed to carry all his emotions, and even his future life .

Reassuring and nostalgic.

In the future life, what a heavy five words, once mentioned by his girlfriends, the five words that he could not avoid, but at that moment, they clearly jumped into his mind. He hoped that Song Yu would carry his back on this road , can be longer and longer.

Chu Xiuyuan's perception of emotions is like the grassland under the night sky, quiet and silent, but once the thunder strikes, a spark is ignited, instantly starting a prairie fire, illuminating the night sky with hot and bright light, burning every part of the heart In the corner, the burned ashes were blown by the wind, but pictures were released, all of which were Song Yu, and every picture was Song Yu.

It was a name that had quietly taken root in his heart.

Song Yu.

That Song Yu sitting in the first row made him unable to move his eyes away, even if it was just a back view, he couldn't move his eyes away.

Chu Xiuyuan squinted his eyes, as if he could see through Song Yu's back, touch his cheek, and see if I was in his eyes.

Then, he was poked again in the arm.

The poking was the same as Morse code, long and short, completely irregular, and Chu Xiuyuan frowned irritably. He wanted to scold Zhu Zhao when he turned around, but he heard a voice from the podium: "I want to know that our prosperous beauty has been watching for a long time. Are you thinking about skipping class because my lectures are unattractive, or are you looking at our other Shengshi Meiyan?"

Chu Xiuyuan's back stiffened, and he turned his head slowly. The elegant Liubing teacher was looking at him elegantly.

The teacher joked: "Your eyes full of love make it hard for me to ignore it."

Chu Xiuyuan: "..." Why do Gongwei's teachers have the same virtues as Wang Xing?

The teacher laughed: "Come on, Song Yu, take a look at him."

The classroom was full of laughter, Song Yu turned his head, and when Chu Xiuyuan thought that Song Yu would give him a teasing corner of his mouth, he realized that there was no one. Song Yu looked at his pupils with deep and deep eyes, as if a beast would pounce on him in the next moment Go up and devour him.

And he was dumbfounded.

When the noise in the classroom sounded, his heart beat like a drum.

When Wang Xinghe teased him and Song Yu back then, the entire lecture theater was much more noisy than it is now. He didn't have much emotional fluctuations, some were just inexplicable, but today when he was teased, his mentality was completely different.It was as if the deepest secret he had hidden was exposed in front of others, and the blood rushed straight to the tips of his ears.He felt a longing that he had never experienced before. He wanted everyone to know that the person Song Yu was looking at was him and only him.

In less than three months, such a big change has already taken place.

Chu Xiuyuan pressed his heart, and once again realized that this place is no longer beating just for himself.

Teacher: "Five students have shared their topics with you just now, and it's your turn."

Chu Xiuyuan coughed lightly, and only then did he regain his senses.

The teacher is about 40 years old, very young but already at the professor level, the class is humorous, even if Chu Xiuyuan hates public health, he never loses his mind in his class.It's really the first time that I actually opened half a house today.

This class is mainly about homework exchange after class, brainstorming, and a hundred flowers blooming. The topic Chu Xiuyuan picked up is about PM2.5, and discusses the impact of PM2.5 in the capital on life, such as travel, and whether it will increase the incidence of dementia Rate, not a formal paper, just click to the end.

Teacher: "In order to punish you for abstaining from class, let's introduce it in English."

Chu Xiuyuan: "..." Teacher, what a hatred...

Chu Xiuyuan’s subject is more about the relationship between smog and dementia. There are a lot of professional vocabulary in the subject. It’s okay for Chu Xiuyuan to speak everyday language. Let him speak in English about the blood-brain barrier and shut down nano-steroid drugs?

Fortunately, the main purpose of the teacher is to let everyone discuss the relationship between PM2.5 and life. The topic covers a lot. Even if you discuss whether the smog will be blown to South Korea, there is no problem.

Chu Xiuyuan glanced at Song Yu again. Song Yu had been looking at Chu Xiuyuan since he turned around. He was raising his eyebrows and smiling with interest.

Chu Xiuyuan also laughed, and finally gave up dementia and suffocated a story in English: "A young girl went to the doctor because of lung discomfort. The doctor advised her to quit smoking according to the shadow of her lungs. The girl replied that I never smoked. The doctor I was surprised, but the next sentence of the girl made the doctor suddenly realize, the girl said, I am from the capital."

Epidemiological teacher: "..." The complaint hits the nail on the head, but just trying to fool me with a bad story?

Chu Xiuyuan: "If the capital is inviolable, we can replace it with Taiyuan and Jinan. Anyway, we account for 10 of the 7 most polluted cities in the world in the "Motherland Environmental Analysis Towards an Environmentally Sustainable Future."

Teacher: "Did you know that I also participated in the compilation of "Environmental Analysis"?"

Chu Xiuyuan: "I know, I believe in authority." It is true that stories cannot fool the teacher, but flattery is fine.

"Let me tell you, next time any of you try to curry favor with me with an article I wrote, I won't let you pass easily." The teacher waved his hand and jokingly asked Chu Xiuyuan to sit down. That's great, I'll think about it when I'm in a good mood. The premise is that you listen to the class carefully and don't always stare at Shengshi Meiyan."

Chu Xiuyuan: "..." But Song Yu is indeed prettier than you...

The class laughed and the class continued.

Only Zhu Zhao couldn't laugh. The interaction between Chu Xiuyuan and Song Yu was too familiar. Every time their eyes met and every smile, even though half of the classroom was separated, Zhu Zhao was shocked. No matter how you looked at it, it was not like ordinary friends. of interaction.

After the first class, Zhu Zhao stopped Chu Xiuyuan before he could stand up, "Is it really because of Wang Xinghe's thesis that you took the aptitude test?"

Chu Xiuyuan frowned, and Zhu Zhao said again, "Tell me the truth."

"Why are you asking this?"

"I think you may need help." Zhu Zhao replied seriously, "If there is no special reason, you will only take such a test when you doubt your sexuality."

Chu Xiuyuan was silent, because he knew that Zhu Zhao was right.

But Chu Xiuyuan's silence made Zhu Zhao even more anxious. He grabbed Chu Xiuyuan's palm and tightened it tightly. Very quietly but urgently: "You suspect you are bent? Why?"

Chu Xiuyuan was startled, did Zhu Zhao see it?

"Why?" Zhu Zhao asked again.

Why?Because I might like a man!

Chu Xiuyuan restrained all his expressions, and his whole face instantly looked more sinister.

The gloomy and distressed expression made Zhu Zhao's heart sink completely. He was [-]% sure that Chu Xiuyuan was worrying about his sexual orientation. He wanted to tell Chu Xiuyuan how to judge his own sexual orientation more accurately, because he used to have During such a period of painful struggle, he did not want Chu Xiuyuan to fall into endless self-denial and contradictions.

But thinking that Chu Xiuyuan might have been relocated because of Song Yu, Zhu Zhao felt sore and regretful.

He has carefully guarded Chu Xiuyuan for so many years, never daring to act rashly, because Chu Xiuyuan is a straight man, he didn't even dare to say "like" to Chu Xiuyuan when Chu Xiuyuan was asleep, he was afraid Chu Xiuyuan woke up suddenly, afraid that even his friends would not be able to do it.He has long been prepared to see Chu Xiuyuan get married and have children, he will be the best man, he will be the godfather of the child, and he will keep him for the rest of his life, but God seems to have played a big joke with him.

Chu Xiuyuan was actually shaken by Song Yu?

What was his determination to guard his silence?

Zhu Zhao's face was very ugly: "Xiuyuan, I envy you that you can like women, don't go my way."

Chu Xiuyuan still didn't answer.

Zhu Zhao: "Although the society is becoming more and more open, there is never a shortage of gossip and bad words in this society. With your temper, you will live a very hard life. I don't want you to be like this. I hope you can walk in the sunshine. "

Chu Xiuyuan was even more silent.

Zhu Zhao: "Don't forget you still have mom and dad."

Probably because he hit Chu Xiuyuan's weakness, his masseter muscle suddenly swelled out, and his palms were tightly squeezed.

Zhu Zhao continued his efforts: "Your abnormal impulse towards a person of the same sex may be just a deceptive emotion under a specific opportunity, such as the suspension bridge psychology, such as Stockholm syndrome, it is very likely that it is not true. After this abnormal relationship passes, you still you."

Chu Xiuyuan took a deep breath, looked at Zhu Zhao without blinking, his eyes struggled, but just when Zhu Zhao thought that Chu Xiuyuan was persuaded by him, he heard Chu Xiuyuan utter a sentence, like a thunderbolt from the blue sky: "You must have a more accurate way to judge whether a person is bent."

His eyes were still struggling, but his tone was firm enough to break Zhu Zhao's heart: "Tell me."

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