you better not like me

Ji Yi clenched her back molars and gave a low "hmm".

Facing this dying person who is only related to her by blood, Ji Yi's heart became extremely complicated for a moment.

How could her family relationship that had been blank for 20 years be made up with just a few words.

But there was still a bit of sadness in her heart.

"I'm sorry..." The voice of the person on the hospital bed was inaudible.

Ji Yi straightened up and rubbed her hands helplessly. She always felt that she should say something, but she couldn't say anything.

"Sorry……"

After a softer whisper, the heavy old eyelids slowly closed.There was no longer any strength to support her to wait until Ji Yi opened her mouth to respond.

If you close your eyes, you will be cut off from the joys and sorrows of this life.

It also took away Ji Yi's deepest resentment.

Her sorry can't be exchanged for Ji Yi's "it's okay" in the end.

This is the unrealistic luxury of a dying person.

Ji Yi stood up calmly, walked out of the ward, and said to Yang Qin, "She's gone."

Yang Qin nodded in response, and went in to deal with the rest of the affairs.

Ji Yi did not receive the news that Yang Qin asked her to attend the funeral.

Maybe it was simply cremated and sent away silently.

When I left the hospital, there were children running ahead with balloons on the opposite street, and adults followed behind with a smile and shouted: "Run slower."

Ji Yi was a little dazed for a moment, but only for a moment.

Children's Day, never before.

On the way home, Chen Yan rested his left elbow on the edge of the open car window and drove quietly.

Ji Yi took some time to sort out her emotions, she said, "It's a bit complicated."

Chen Yan said "um", didn't ask anything, didn't comfort him, and didn't comment.

Ji Yi said: "Happy is not happy, and sad is not sad. But it's really uncomfortable. I don't know if it's because I saw someone die with my own eyes, or because of something else."

She is a very emotional person.

Although I have been used to it over the years, I am someone who can cry all night watching a sad movie.

So she couldn't tell whether it was hard for her to witness death or for the dead.

"What do you want to eat?" It's not without reason that Chen Yan was always considered a straight man in the past.

Ji Yi was forcibly stripped from the sadness by his question, and scratched her hair helplessly, "I want to eat noble instant noodles in a barrel."

Chen Yan, who has no job, has the posture of sitting and eating, and he doesn't feel distressed when he sees the balance in his card gradually decreasing every day.

Ji Yi punched him and said, "How the hell are you going to live when you're hungry? Are you going to beg for food?"

Chen Yan turned over and said leisurely: "If you are empty, sell your house and car."

Ji Yi was furious.

During this period of time, Zhan Ke didn't contact Chen Yan again, he didn't send dozens of harassing text messages every day, he didn't make phone calls, and he didn't suddenly appear at Chen Yan's door and force his way in.

For half a month.

Chen Yan had to admit that at first he was really uncomfortable.

But this kind of discomfort is too slight, and you can forget about it when you go out and chat with your friends and drink a little wine.

Chen Yan's birthday is coming soon.

When Yang Qi called, it was early morning again.

Chen Yan, who played the game until midnight, picked it up in a daze, not even bothering to say "Hello".

"Brother Yan!" Yang Qi was extremely energetic, "I woke up this morning to look at the calendar, your birthday is coming soon."

Chen Yan put the mobile phone by his ear, and let out an obviously unconscious "hum" from his nose.

Yang Qi then asked: "Is there anything you lack recently? I was thinking about giving you a gift, but after thinking about it for a long time, I couldn't come up with a name." Chen Yan didn't respond, and he said to himself, "I asked you what you wanted last year, and you I said I want a lighter, how much is that broken lighter worth, I decided at that time to give you a valuable thing this year."

Chen Yan frowned from the noise, opened his eyes a little, and adapted to the light.

He didn't wake up, he couldn't speak clearly, his voice was scattered, "Are you going to give me a house?"

Yang Qi was silent.

"You are dreaming." Yang Qi said after a while.

Chen Yan: "You guessed it right."

Then he hung up neatly.

Turn over and continue dreaming.

Chen Yan's birthday is indeed approaching. Apart from Yang Qi, who is an idiot who disturbs people's dreams early in the morning, there are also a few people who have a good time sending WeChat messages asking him what he likes recently.

Chen Yan didn't have the nerve to say that he likes lottery tickets, so he messed around with a few small objects.

Ji Yi has been getting busy for no reason recently, and Chen Yan wouldn't believe it if her shop's business suddenly boomed.

However, he didn't ask too much, he could guess a lot.

It is estimated that he is working hard for the great cause of love.

When Ji Yi didn't go home, Chen Yan would just lie on the bed and play games every day, sleep when he was tired, and continue playing when he woke up.

If Ji Yi hadn't come back occasionally and found that this person was just addicted to games, she would have thought that something was wrong with Chen Yan.

6 month 26 day.

The weather at the end of June was already sweltering, and one of the reasons why Chen Yan stayed at home every day was because the sun made people lose interest in the outside world.

Isn't it good to play games with the air conditioner under the quilt?

Why do you have to fight the scorching sun to the death, and finally find that you can only die by yourself, and then curse the country madly in your heart.

Chen Yan who was lying on the bed said so.

In the past few years, his birthday has been more accurate than before, and there is no need to advance or postpone it for various reasons.

But it didn't bring any deep memories.

Chen Yan didn't know whether to be lucky or sad.

This is also true this year.

Pick up the wine glass and listen to everyone saying "Happy Birthday" in different layers.

A group of big men naively wanted to eat cake, lit candles and turned off the lights, and booed him to make a wish.

Chen Yan really felt that if he was a few years younger, the cake would have to be sacrificed to him in the next second.

"Brother Yan, what wish did you make?" Taozi asked probingly.

Yang Qi pushed his face directly, "Fuck you, it won't work if you express your wish, you are in your fucking twenties, don't you know this?"

Tao Zi quickly slapped him on the back of the head, "Are you going too far for me? For Brother Yan's sake, I will spare you today."

Yang Qi gesticulated and fisted at him, "You fucking idiot, you've been saying this for a few years and you count it yourself, it's a miracle that I'm alive and kicking now?"

"It's a medical miracle that you can still find a partner with your IQ."

Yang Qi: "?"

Chen Yan dozed off, "I want to roll out and fight, and come back after I finish."

Yang Qi didn't stop him, Tao Zi came up and asked again: "Brother Yan, what wish did you make?"

Chen Yan said, "Of course it's [-] million."

Taozi said "Hey" and sat back in disappointment, spread her hands and said to the people on the table: "That's fine, then let's wish him one hundred million as soon as possible."

In fact, Chen Yan's wish has not changed over the years.

He hopes he will live a long and healthy life.

The first time I made this wish was when I just returned from Beijing five years ago.

A group of people get together to drink a lot, but on a festive day like a birthday, everyone can't help drinking a few more glasses.

At the end of the drink, Chen Yan and the other two were the only ones who managed to stay awake.

The others were startled by the sudden ringtone of their mobile phones for more than ten seconds.

It was as if he had fallen asleep.

Yang Qi yelled in a daze, "Brother Yan, hehehe, the phone... rang...you are going to be beaten..."

Chen Yan looked around for his phone with black lines all over his face, passing by Yang Qi, he didn't forget to pat him on the back.

Yang Qi who was filming had a belch, then fell asleep and died of sleep.

After finally finding the phone, Chen Yan shook his head to let his eyes focus to see the caller ID, and just saw the word "Zhan Ke"—automatically hung up.

Chen Yan stood there in a daze.

The phone was silent for more than a minute, then rang again.

Chen Yan didn't think much about it, but still accepted it.

"Hey?"

I don't know if it was infected by Yang Qi, but just as Chen Yan said "Hello", he couldn't help but also hiccupped.

His mind was in a mess, and his thoughts drifted to the distance along the belch.

Yawning is contagious.

Hiccups too?

Will wine belch too?

"is it okay?"

He didn't think of a trick for a long time, and when he came back to his senses, he only heard the three words that Zhan Ke asked softly on the phone.

"what?"

he asked subconsciously.

Zhan Ke let out a breath, licked his dry lips, and said, "It's nothing. I just want to tell you... happy birthday."

Chen Yan took advantage of Jiu Jin's short-tempered temper again, "What the hell did you just say?"

His tone was fierce, but Zhan Ke realized that he really didn't hear what he just said.

He said a lot back and forth just now, trying his best to put together what he wanted to say for half a month, saying too little for fear that Chen Yan would not know, and too much for fear that Chen Yan would be annoyed.Before making this call, he revised the draft in his mind over and over again.

The little guy didn't hear a word.

He was nervous for a long time, and when he heard Chen Yan's voice, he basically forgot all about it.

Zhan Ke smiled resignedly, without his elaborate speech, he could only express himself in the simplest terms.

"I just said. I miss you very much. Can I see you?"

He didn't even use questions.

It's just a simple statement, and it seems to know what kind of answer it will receive.

"I know you don't want to see me, I'm just asking." After a few seconds, Zhan Ke added softly.

As expected, there was no sound from Chen Yan.

Although Zhan Ke already knew what the answer would be when he asked this question, he still felt a sudden dull pain in his heart after receiving that bad answer.

He didn't want to waste a second, so he repeated: "And happy birthday to you."

He had already told himself in his heart.

He wished Chen Yan happiness, which was the most ironic sentence.

He knows it himself.

Chen Yan's unhappiness in the past was all because of him.

Even now, he wanted to see Chen Yan like crazy, but he also knew that Chen Yan would be unhappy if he saw him.

Zhan Ke was provoked by his own contradictory words into a wry smile.

It was a little cold at night, and he stood by the wall, with his head slightly back, leaning against the cold wall.

The cigarette that was lit without knowing when was about to burn out before taking a few puffs.

Zhan Ke looked down at the scarlet.

Then he raised his head, inhaled inaudibly, and then he extinguished the cigarette in his palm.

After drinking, he was unresponsive, and he was only a little awake when he trembled unconsciously in pain.

"Happy 23th birthday."

"Happy 24th birthday."

"Happy 25th birthday."

"Happy 26th birthday."

"Happy 27th birthday."

"Go to bed early, good night. I love you."

The author has something to say: I commented on Chapter 34. Students who have not received the red envelopes leave a message in the comment area, and I will make up for it. I am not very good at operating jj (I am a humble dog whose comments always show "appeared after the review of ordinary users" ), thank you very much for your support.

Thanks to the little angels who helped catch bugs and find bugs in the comment area, I am really happy that you are so serious.About worrying about my unfinished work—you have seen it, this is my first v article, and I will do my best to treat it well.I've been busy with Spiral Ascension recently, so I haven't responded to any comments. I'm sorry everyone.But I am very serious about the content of the text.When the article is finished, I will revise it as a whole if I have time.Still thank you for your support.

It's not sweet, it's mentioned in the copywriting demining.I really love Chasing Wife Crematorium.I will write a little more on the side story, and in daily life, I think that the pledge of eternal love is useless, and it must be reflected in daily necessities to be true.

Another: The last chapter felt more abusive because the details from five years ago were filled in, don't be afraid.

Finally, I yelled out the nine-character mantra again - no BE, no exchange, no death

I'm just stubborn.

If I can spare time, I will definitely catch every boy who asks for BE and write an [-]-word essay one by one for you to smooth out.

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Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 1.8 meters eight;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: 1 autumn;

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Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!