you better not like me

He can't be as free and easy as "the past is the past".

On the contrary, everything in the past will be grinded in his heart repeatedly, even if it has been grinded to the point of blood dripping and rotten flesh, it cannot stop.

Zhan Ke's lips trembled. He opened his mouth but couldn't make a sound for a long time. He could only feel the dryness and pain in his throat.

He just froze in place, and after a few seconds of looking at Chen Yan, he watched Chen Yan droop his eyelashes, turned and left.

Zhan Ke stared at the thin back, his throat tightened, "Chen..."

"Honey, you're home."

Ji Yi came just in time, and his eyes only stayed on Zhan Ke for a moment.

She took Chen Yan's arm familiarly, and the two left together.

Zhan Ke suddenly discovered that the two people who had been torturing each other for 11 years didn't even have a nickname for each other.

He was the one who refused to let it go.

Now he dare not.

Chen Yan also lifted his body up to his ear when he was in love, and called "husband" in a low voice.

He was also so excited by this nickname that he trembled all over.

But then he was the one who told Chen Yan with a cold face afterwards, not to shout.

Chen Yan had yelled too many names before.

All the things he had calmly rejected back then have made him sleepless all these years.

Later, he could only hear Chen Yan's voice in his dream.

He couldn't help but want to see Chen Yan again today, and waited at his door for an hour before he remembered that Chen Yan had gone to work.

He quickly rushed to Chen Yan's company again, and the car drove into the underground parking lot. He waited for a long time beside Chen Yan's car, but he didn't wait for anyone to come.

But it stands to reason that Chen Yan has already reached the end of get off work.

Immediately afterwards, he heard some noises, and he followed the sound, and what he saw was the scene of Yang Bing raising the iron bar——

He couldn't tell what he felt at that moment, but he was probably mostly afraid. When Chen Yan fell into his arms, he almost couldn't help crying.

the phone is ringing--

Zhan Zheng's voice came, "Where are you?"

Zhan Ke's voice was scary hoarse, "Pingjiang."

Zhan Zheng was silent for a moment, then asked: "Is there any use?"

Zhan Ke looked up at the road in front of him, it was empty, and Chen Yan's back could not be seen.

When he didn't answer, Zhan Zheng continued: "What's the use, if you spend your time stalking, he can take another look at you?"

Zhan Ke felt stubborn in vain, "Maybe."

Zhan Zheng's words seemed to be waiting for him, suppressing his last voice, "When he was chasing you and stalking you, did you take a second look at him?"

When Chen Yan walked around him every day, did he look at Chen Yan more often?

How much do you care about Chen Yan?

Did you fall in love with him?

Have it?

Zhan Ke's eyes were red, and his nose was sore, he couldn't remember.

The four years when Chen Yan chased him were unforgettable for Chen Yan, but his memory became more and more blurred.

He subjectively thinks, yes.

He cared about Chen Yan at that time.

some.

"Have."

Zhan Zheng asked again: "How long did it take him?"

Zhan Ke's eyelashes trembled. The large number and the length of time had been his nightmare for years.

He swallowed, and his dry throat was relieved briefly after the sting.

Six years.

He realized that he was in love with Chen Yan.

It took six years.

Chen Yan waited 11 years for the phrase "I love you".

How many 11 years in life can withstand such heartbreaking.

He said "let's break up" to Chen Yan for the last time when Chen Yan was about to collapse.

At that time, Chen Yan's tears had probably dried up, not a single drop fell out, he just sat on the bed blankly, lifted the quilt covering his legs, stood up pale, and faced Zhan Ke.

He raised his hand to caress Zhan Ke's face, his voice was flat and could not make any waves, he puffed his cheeks and nodded.

"It's the last time," he said.

Then he took the suitcase, opened the closet silently, and simply packed a few clothes.

Zhan Ke stood by and watched from the beginning to the end. He admitted that he was flustered. He admitted that when he saw Chen Yan saying "break up" to him and had no strength to react extraneously, his whole heart seemed to be torn apart. Cracked.

But he puts that down to habit.

He was just used to Chen Yan being by his side.

It's just that Chen Yan is used to always greet him with a smile.

It's just that I'm used to Chen Yan always liking him.

Chen Yan took off the pajamas of the same style as Zhan Ke's and threw them into the trash can.

Putting on the simplest white shirt and black trousers, he dragged his suitcase and walked out the door.

When he turned and closed the door, he said to Zhan Ke who was standing not far away and staring at him: "You'd better never like me."

You better not like me, never like me.

Then closed the door.

Never pushed it away again.

Zhan Ke was stunned for a long time, and after he realized it, he opened the door and chased him out.

Just like now, the back is invisible.

When we met again, Chen Yan said that he was getting married.

"What should I do," Zhan Ke murmured, "Then what should I do, I'm afraid he will forget me."

As soon as Chen Yan got home, he received a call from the "owner of the car". The moment he saw the three words "Liang Qizhi" on the display of the caller, Chen Yan smiled, and after answering the call, he said "Hello" in a rising tone.

Liang Qizhi gritted his teeth and asked, "Vice President Chen, aren't you going to give me an explanation?"

Chen Yan walked into the kitchen and poured a glass of water, moistened his throat before answering: "What's the matter, Mr. Liang?"

Liang Qizhi is the only person in the world who insists on the word "vice".

After so many years of perseverance, we must call "Vice President Chen".

Chen Yan took it for granted.

"My car." Liang Qizhi said without a word.

Chen Yan said: "Oh, Mr. Liang's car, a Ferrari, looks good."

Liang Qi became angry, "Vice President Chen, you don't need to pretend to me, you know exactly what happened to my car."

He was in a hurry to go home after work, and just walked into the parking lot when he was stopped by the security guard.

The security guard was so frightened that he couldn't say anything, but he only caught a few key words.

To sum it up in two sentences.

His car was smashed.

This matter has something to do with Chen Yan.

There is a reason for the security guards to be nervous. What's their temper, Mr. Liang?What is their attitude towards the car?They are all too clear.

Liang is always a man who can't wait to marry Che back and become his concubine.

Chen Yan said "Oh" and said, "Did you watch the surveillance?"

Liang Qizhi said: "Of course I saw it. Vice President Chen went straight to my car and passed by. Are you going to say that you don't know this car is mine?"

Chen Yan smiled and said, "That's not true. Of course I know that Mr. Liang bought a new car recently."

Liang Qizhi felt even more angry, "Vice President Chen's apology?"

He held back his anger, thinking about waiting, even if Chen Yan apologized, he wouldn't let it go easily.

But instead of apologizing, Chen Yan even pretended that this had nothing to do with him. How could he not be angry?

More than 200 million cars, if you hit it with a stick, all the money will be destroyed.

"Apologize?" Chen Yan asked, "What does Mr. Liang want?"

Liang Qizhi: "Compensation, money."

From Liang Qizhi's point of view, if his car was smashed because of Chen Yan, he would of course have to receive compensation.

Whether it's Chen Yan's compensation, or the person who smashed the car by hand.

Chen Yan was silent, and when Liang Qizhi couldn't help reminding him to apologize and lose money again, Chen Yan said: "I don't know if Mr. Liang has taken 200 million from me these years."

Liang Qizhi stopped talking.

A few seconds later, Chen Yan heard a "beep" and the phone was hung up.

Ji Yi leaned aside and asked, "That idiot in your company?"

From the first time Chen Yan told Ji Yi about the company's messy affairs, Ji Yi habitually called Liang Qizhi "that idiot of your company".

Chen Yan nodded, "Brother Yang Qin, he smashed Liang Qizhi's car with a stick."

Ji Yi's body froze instantly. She had received a call from Yang Qi to go to the police station. She only knew that Chen Yan had been taken to take a record, but she didn't know why she went to the police station.

She didn't intend to ask more questions, but she didn't expect that it was because of Yang Bing.

"Yang Bing?" Ji Yi raised his voice unconsciously, "I-fuck-his uncle! Is this idiot trying to block you?! Fuck, I'm fucking..."

Ji Yi stood up while talking, looking around for her phone.

When he passed in front of Chen Yan, he was pulled by Chen Yan, and he heard Chen Yan say: "Don't worry, the surveillance cameras have captured him, and he has been taken away by the police."

Ji Yi's eyes were glazed over, "I thought... I thought you and him, I saw Zhan Ke, I thought it was you guys fighting..." She didn't dare to mention Zhan Ke all the way, she didn't dare to talk like before. She also asked Chen Yan "Why did she get involved with Zhan Ke again", but she didn't want the facts to be quite different from what she thought.

Ji Yi spoke incoherently, and the more she spoke, the more anxious she became, "Fuck, I'm really convinced, I shouldn't have mixed you up." After she regretted it, she realized belatedly, "Damn it! You Didn't the fuck get hurt? Why is your face so pale? Did you get beaten by that idiot? I'll let him go through the prison!"

Chen Yan grabbed her arm and smiled at her, "Don't worry, don't worry, it's fine." He opened his arms to Ji Yi, "Check?"

Ji Yi broke free from his hand and punched him on the shoulder. Even if Chen Yan consciously wanted to tease her, she couldn't make a smile, so she could only say with a bitter face, "I'm serious, this It had nothing to do with you at all.”

Chen Yan lowered his arms, touched his neck helplessly, and changed the subject abruptly, "I may not be able to continue this job."

Ji Yi was stunned, "What happened?"

Chen Yan shook his head, "No, I had a premonition a long time ago. In fact, it's not bad that the company can keep me until now. I dawdle all day, don't do practical work, and have no backstage. There are too many people waiting for the higher-ups to go, and the higher-ups will randomly send me down. One can beat me."

Otherwise, how dare he take a one-month vacation at a time.

How dare Yang Bing smash Liang Qizhi's car.

Liang Qizhi had suppressed him for so many years, and he blocked all the benefits given by his superiors.When he first took this position, the company allocated a car and a house. A house with an area of ​​less than [-] square meters but a good location was better than it was in his hands.The last investigation found Liang Qizhi's account.It was sold shortly after.

Chen Yan thought it was ridiculous at that time.Speaking of "total", look at the car, two hundred thousand, look at the house - rented.

It was also in the end that I saved some money and bought the house that I had rented for many years, and then I became a house owner.

Just as Ji Yi was about to say something to comfort Chen Yan, she saw Chen Yan leaning back suddenly, looking up at the ceiling, and asking, "When will I win [-] million?"

Ji Yi kicked him.

"Wake up you."

What happened to Yang Bing really shocked many people. Of course, Liang Qizhi's intention was to lose money.

Yang Qin cried and called Ji Yi, saying: "Help us, lend us some money! He is my brother, I can't watch him go to jail..."

Without further ado, Ji Yi hung up the phone.

Then I got a call from her mother.

"Yiyi, Yang Bing is also your elder brother. When his father left, he asked me to take good care of him. I'm about to go on the road. How can I explain to him when I meet his father over there."

Ji Yi had a splitting headache, "What does this have to do with me? You're sick, and I'll pay for your medical bills based on your blood relationship. What about him? What does he have to do with me? Don't take me too seriously, the rabbit is in a hurry I can also bite people, not to mention that I am not a rabbit."

"Yiyi, you should just lend us this money. I will ask Yang Qin to go back and sell the old house, and I will definitely pay you back."

Ji Yi couldn't understand this twisted emotion.

When Yang Bing came, he was scared to death and asked her for help.

Yang Bing was about to go to jail, and died crying again, so he asked her for help.

"I'll say it again, don't treat me like a human being."

Seeing that Ji Yi couldn't say anything, the two turned around and called Chen Yan again.

Coincidentally, Ji Yi was on guard against their trick, as soon as Chen Yan saw the caller ID, he handed the phone directly to Ji Yi.

Then, before Yang Qin could say "brother-in-law", Ji Yi preemptively struck.

"Don't make me swear."

Chen Yan didn't care about it anymore, but he knew that Liang Qizhi couldn't let Yang Bing go.

Anyway, he's about to lose his job, and he's not allowed to see that a dog eats a dog?

Zhan Ke received a call from a stranger the day before he returned to Beijing.

He subconsciously hung up.

After a few seconds, it rang again——

Zhan Ke took it.

"Hey?"

"Hello."

It was a female voice. Although Zhan Ke couldn't recognize people by voice, he had a vague premonition.

After he said hello, he asked who was there.

"I'm Ji Yi." After Ji Yi finished speaking, he suddenly thought that Zhan Ke probably didn't know him, and said, "I'm Chen Yan's..."

"I know." Zhan Ke hurriedly interrupted her, "What's the matter?"

Ji Yi paused, "I want to ask you to meet."

Both of them had an intuition that they would have a direct conversation with each other without Chen Yan present.

But Zhan Ke always thought that he would take the initiative to ask Ji Yi out one day.

When he couldn't help but begged them for a divorce.

Reason temporarily prevailed, Zhan Ke kept controlling himself not to disturb Ji Yi, Chen Yan would only hate him more.

But it never occurred to her that Ji Yi would take the initiative to find her.

"it is good."

He agreed.

The two met in a box in a coffee shop. The waiter only regarded them as lovers, and there was a red rose on the table ironically.

Ji Yi threw it away without saying a word.

Both arrived earlier than the agreed time.

Out of basic respect.

There was never even a simple handshake between the two.

Ji Yi said very bluntly: "Don't come to Chen Yan again."

She didn't want any extra courtesy to Zhan Ke.

Zhan Ke turned a deaf ear and took a sip of the coffee in front of him—it was very bitter.

He asked, "Is there anything else?"

If you just want to tell him "don't come to Chen Yan again", there is probably no need to continue the chat.

He can't.

Ji Yi remained silent, looked at him, gritted her teeth secretly, emboldened herself in her heart, and repeated again: "Don't bother Chen Yan again."

Zhan Ke felt that someone had pinched his heart, and this strange feeling made him angry with no name, even annoyed him more than a person standing in front of him and yelling a hundred words.

He couldn't accept that one day he would be threatened by an "outsider" and he was not allowed to see Chen Yan.

"I know," he said, "but I can't."

When he was talking, he kept staring at the table, completely confused, and he didn't even have the courage to look directly at Ji Yi.

Ji Yi frowned lightly, she leaned forward a little, and said to Zhan Ke a third time with more purpose: "Don't come to Chen Yan again."

Every word is a warning tone.

Zhan Ke lowered his eyelashes and said nothing.

Seeing him like this, Ji Yi's subconscious fear of him gradually dissipated.

Faced with such a situation, a man could only keep his head down and say nothing, and the word "rogue" came to Ji Yi's mind.

There was a long silence between the two, until Ji Yi heard Zhan Ke say in a hoarse voice, "I'm sorry." The silence was broken.

Ji Yi took a deep breath, "I don't know what happened between you two, but when I saw him five years ago, he didn't look like a ghost or a ghost."

When mentioning the past, Ji Yi felt that she had been stabbed in the heart, thinking of Chen Yan in the past was a kind of torture for her.

She was afraid of seeing Chen Yan from five years ago.

"I know, it's because of you." Ji Yi's tone was very calm, but after she finished speaking, she could look at Zhan Ke firmly and force Zhan Ke to look at her.

Just looking at each other for a moment, Zhan Ke subconsciously moved away and avoided.

Feeling flustered in vain, he lowered his head and said, "I'm sorry."

Ji Yi bit her lower lip, the pain kept her awake and calm, but her eyes were still blushing uncontrollably.

"He really can't stand your tossing again."

"In order to end your relationship, he lost half his life. Do you know that he has mental problems?" Ji Yi asked.

Zhan Ke tightly clenched his hands on the table, and he repeated mechanically, "I'm sorry."

Ji Yi gritted her teeth, trying to suppress the sore nose, "He has refused to see a psychiatrist until now. The most serious thing was that he locked himself in a rented room during the few months when he just came back from Beijing. Tighten the curtains. Drinking heavily, day and night, unable to sleep, talking to himself when alone at home, crying and laughing suddenly."

After a pause for a few seconds, Ji Yi said in a cold tone, "I will harm myself."

Zhan Ke shook violently.

Not unexpected, not unexpected.

It's because I've seen it.

In Beijing, the day he brought the drunk Chen Yan home.

Chen Yan vomited dirty clothes, he took off Chen Yan's clothes with his own hands, and then changed into clean pajamas.

When he took off his shirt, he saw old scars on Chen Yan's arms, chest, and even abdomen.

Densely packed.

At that time in the early morning, the room was lit with warm yellow light, Zhan Ke only felt that he was not sober, but subconsciously quickened his movements, and quickly changed Chen Yan into pajamas.

He didn't dare to think about what he saw that day.

But that momentary stimulation left a deep and clear impression on his brain.

It was full of scars, covering the entire upper body.

That night he hugged Chen Yan very tightly. When Chen Yan fell unconscious, tears dripped into the bed sheet, and he apologized all night.

Ji Yi could hardly hold back her emotions, she pinched her knuckles hard, and there was a crisp sound, the pain made her have to stay awake.

"Since then, he has been suffering from mental problems. In the first year, there was one day every week, and he had to ask for leave to stay at home, which made him crazy enough."

"Later, the interval gradually became longer. The last time he went crazy was more than half a year ago."

"His mood has been slowly becoming stable, and he has known friends who can make fun of him, and gradually he rarely sees him suppressing himself."

Ji Yi puffed her cheeks, tried her best to control the tears that swirled around her eyes, her voice trembled, "I really can't do it again."

For Zhan Ke now, what scares him the most is hearing about Chen Yan's past.

He wanted to cover his ears, to yell, please stop talking.

But that voice would still penetrate into his ears everywhere, pinching his most vulnerable place, ready to kill him with one blow.

do not talk.

I am sorry.

He repeated these six words in his heart, lowered his head tremblingly, and the tears in his eyes fell directly on the floor tiles—batter.

Ji Yi raised her head and took a deep breath, "I said this, the point is not to make you feel guilty or remorse, but the point is to let you know how Chen Yan got out."

"I saw the darkest time of his life and the craziest time of his life. Think about it in another way, do you think I will let you get close to him again?"

"Come out of your shadow, he only took one life."

"Again, I'm afraid he will really give you his whole life."

The ground under his feet was wet with sporadic tears, and the sound of whimpering would come out inadvertently even if he was tense on purpose.

Ji Yi stood up, quickly wiped it under her eyes, and said in a strong nasal voice, "That's all I'm going to say, I hope you can listen to it."

She is polite enough.

She was afraid that what she said was not serious enough, and Zhan Ke would not take it seriously.

"Give me a chance."

As soon as Ji Yi took a step, she heard the man's hoarse voice, crying and nasal, and she heard Zhan Ke's pleading from this voice.

Ji Yi can probably feel a little bit of what Chen Yan said, a man who is invincible lowers his head, humbly begs for peace, and flatters him.

Chen Yan will feel heartache.

Ji Yi would feel unbelievable.

"Please."

beg her?

Ji Yi's body froze in place.

"Chen Yan asked me if I wanted to be a mistress? Yes, yes. As long as I can still see him, it doesn't matter what my identity is. He told me, since I am determined to love you, shouldn't I tell you? So I want to ask You, can you treat it as... I don't know, as long as I can see him from time to time and hug him, that's all. I won't take up too much of his time... just promise me. "

Zhan Ke still bowed his head to her, his voice muffled.

Zhan Ke begged her to give him a chance to be the third son.

Ji Yi couldn't hold back anymore, she always felt that Chen Yan would sacrifice so much for love because of Chen Yan's deep affection.

After really facing the two sides, Ji Yi clearly felt the despair brought by this kind of love,

Suppressed to suffocate hopelessness.

She yelled at Zhanke: "Don't you fucking understand human language?! I said, you! Stay away from Chen Yan! It's best not to see him again for the rest of your life! Do you understand!?"

Zhan Ke just shook his head, "I can't do it... Please, please."

Tears welled up in Ji Yi's eyes, she raised her hand angrily to wipe away the tears, and then told Zhan Ke word by word: "Listen, I am not warning a third son not to approach my husband from the standpoint of a principal. I am Tell you as a bystander, don't get close to Chen Yan again!"

Zhan Ke didn't speak.

Ji Yi felt anxious, she walked over and grabbed Zhan Ke by the collar, forcing him to look up and look at her, "Listen," Ji Yi glared at him and said, "I'm not afraid of losing my husband, I'm afraid of his death .”

Zhan Ke's silent tears flowed down his cheeks and hit Ji Yi's wrist.

Ji Yi was afraid that she would completely lose control, so she let go of her hand in time, left a sentence of "don't show up again", and left in a hurry.

Zhan Ke lost his mind and sat paralyzed, his tears seemed to have opened up, one drop after another, which seemed to be drying up.

The biggest disadvantage of a family business is its instability.

It's not that the wages are unstable, nor is it that other things are unstable, but the upper management is unstable.

Today the second child is in power, tomorrow the second child will fall and the third child will be in power.

Those who don't know how to stand in line are doomed to fail.

Generally, there are three types of people in the senior management-

The first type is especially good at standing in line, always following the right person in time to ensure that one's position is at ease.

The second type is those who don't know how to stand in line, but are capable, have good performance, and can make money.

The third type is Chen Yan - those who don't stand in line.

This kind of saying is good, it will not be affected when the water is changed.

It's not good or bad, neither side is pleasing.

The end is often to be fired.

When Chen Yan was packing his things in the office, he was thinking that it was not easy for him to survive for so many years.

After all, I have worked for five years, and the resignation package is also good, and I have been paid a lot of money.

When putting the things into the car, Chen Yan thought again, the two hundred thousand yuan car was not taken back, which is pretty good.

He called Ji Yi, "Let's go, treat you to dinner to celebrate my unemployment."

Ji Yi scolded him for being crazy, but still stood at the door of the store waiting for him to pick him up.

After getting into the car, Ji Yi asked, "Is it really driving?"

Before Chen Yan went to work this morning, he told Ji Yi that there was a meeting today, and he was probably going to be cold.

Chen Yan clicked his tongue and said with a smile: "Speaking is better than singing, and I've been given a job with little salary, so I have to turn around and send them a letter of resignation."

He wrote the resignation letter a few days in advance, which is very convenient.

Liang Qizhi approved it, but today Liang Qizhi couldn't keep his mouth shut when he said that he would give Chen Yan that idle job, and after receiving the expected resignation letter, he even approved it without saying a word.

One more sentence at the end——

"Vice President Chen, ah, that's not right, Mr. Chen," Liang Qizhi said with a smile, "Congratulations, you're free."

Chen Yan turned around and smiled at him, "Thank you."

"What do you want to eat?" Chen Yan asked in a relaxed tone.

Ji Yi said: "You are already unemployed, how can I have the nerve to ask you to hire me?"

Chen Yan smiled, "Fuck, I just lost my job for less than an hour."

Ji Yi shook her head to herself, "It's too pitiful, my sister treats you to a good meal."

Chen Yan raised his eyebrows, "How wonderful?"

Ji Yi thought for a while and said, "How about instant noodles in a bucket?"

Chen Yan: "Wow, those who have a job are different. They eat instant noodles in buckets."

Ji Yi laughed so hard that she remembered and asked when she was tired, "Your birthday is coming soon, how will you spend this year?"

Chen Yan frowned, "Isn't there still one month left?"

Ji Yi: "Isn't one month fast enough?"

Chen Yan: "Do all women calculate like this?"

Ji Yi: "Did you know on the first day? The sister I work with tells her relatives and friends three months in advance every year that they can start preparing birthday presents."

Chen Yan freed up a hand to give a thumbs up, and was slapped by Ji Yi, "Driving your car, dog's life is important."

Of course, the two of them would not eat the "noble" bucket-packed instant noodles, so Chen Yan chose a shop that he usually frequented, ordered his old three, and chatted with Ji Yi while eating.

"What are you going to do next?"

"Let's daydream, my [-] million is still not in the middle."

"Stupid, if you want to win the lottery, you should go buy a lottery ticket."

"Oh yes, I forgot about it recently."

Chen Yan's birthday is on June 6th. Actually, he doesn't know the details. He didn't have any birthday memories when he was a child. He was thrown away by his parents when he was a little older. He grew up eating a lot of food.

The concept of celebrating birthdays is basically not formed until high school.

In the third year of high school, a roommate proposed to celebrate his birthday one month earlier, because everyone went their separate ways at the end of June.

A few people secretly bought a small cake and brought some fried skewers. The candles were big candles used for backup lighting in case of power outages.Chen Yan was very happy to give him a "shoddy" birthday.

Mainly because Zhan Ke was there that day.

He begged for a long time, and said miserably that it was his first birthday when he grew up, and Zhan Ke was shaken.

Also bought him a birthday present, a new mobile phone.

It was probably because Chen Yan was a poor man. Ever since he had devoted all his attention to his studies, the little money he had saved from previous fights was like running water, and he was so poor that he was frightened.

The mobile phone is an old style, and the phone can hang up even if it is called.

The poor Chen Yan went to work as soon as the college entrance examination was over, but he didn't make any money because he beat up a customer because he didn't hold his temper.

After working hard for a month, he finally paid him 500 yuan.

Once he paid back the meal money he owed to his roommate, there was more than 200 yuan left.

Only one grandpa style pajamas can be bought.

Zhan Ke disliked it very much.

Chen Yan didn't eat for several days because of this.

Do odd jobs to earn some food money, and then sell the house before going to Beijing.

Yes, he owns a house.

When my parents threw him away, they also threw away the house.

However, the location is not good, and it is too far from the center, so he had to travel a long way to go to school since he was a child.

The neighbor's aunt watched Chen Yan grow up, and kept making inquiries about selling the house, and finally sold it for a good price.

Around 25 million.

Later, Chen Yan deliberately paid attention to the date on the ID card. Every year near the end of June, he would go over to ask Zhan Ke if he had time to celebrate his birthday with him.

In the first two years of college, Zhan Ke didn't come for one year, so Chen Yan treated himself to a casserole.

They were together for the next two years, but Zhan Ke still only spent one year with him on his birthday.

Because they didn't carry it until June 6 in the last year.

They broke up for good.

He spent his birthday that year holding the wine bottle and crying out of breath.

As soon as Chen Yan resigned, Yang Qi got the news quickly, and called him again, asking him to come and see his friends.

Of course Chen Yan is going.

After playing for a few days, he was still in a good mood, so much so that he really didn't realize that Zhan Ke hadn't appeared for nearly ten days.

June [-]st.

Carnival day for kids.

At six o'clock in the afternoon, Ji Yi received a call from Yang Qin, saying that her mother was dying.

Since the last time the mother and daughter came to borrow money for Yang Bing's affairs one after another, Ji Yi has not been to the hospital again.

Of course she knew that the news would come sooner or later, but she didn't expect it to be so soon.

She explained to Jian Le the desserts ordered by the children, then took off her apron, and walked out while making a phone call.

"Chen Yan, my mother is dying."

Ji Yi has always been reluctant to call this "Mom", but at the critical point, she has to do so quickly.

She didn't expect that she would be so anxious. When Chen Yan asked her if she wanted to pick her up, she was already sitting in a taxi.

There is no filial son in front of the long sick bed.

This sentence probably refers to Yang Qin.

She would cry for the violent Yang Bing who came suddenly, and she would cry in fear of Yang Bing's imprisonment.

But when facing the mother who had no strength to open her eyes, she suddenly stopped crying.

When she notified Ji Yi, her tone was also calm.

There can't be too many people standing in front of the hospital bed. As soon as Ji Yi came in, she went out with a calm expression. She looked at Chen Yan's face twice, and then asked, "Why don't you go in?"

Chen Yan leaned against the wall, feeling the smell of disinfectant mixed in the dead air, which felt like a hospital.

He lowered his eyes and evoked a faint smile, "Is it necessary?"

Yang Qin understood, nodded, then sat on the side stupidly, and asked endlessly, "When will you get divorced?"

Chen Yan laughed and ignored it.

In the ward—

Ji Yi's mother could only speak breathlessly, she didn't have the strength to say anything unnecessary, she just moved her fingers, trying to grab Ji Yi's hand on the bedside.

But she no longer had enough strength to raise her arms.

There is no way to express the anxiety in my heart.

He could only hold his heavy eyelids and stare at Ji Yi closely.

"Yiyi..."

Her voice was so soft that Ji Yi had to put his ear close to her mouth to hear clearly.

Ji Yi nodded, "Say it."

She tried to hook her fingers again, but only touched the corner of Ji Yi's clothes.

He smiled feebly, there is nothing he can't let go of when he is about to die.

All her life, she was doomed to die without being able to hold her daughter's hand.

"Yiyi..." She called out again, and then said intermittently, "Mom, I'm most sorry for you..."

The author has something to say: code dementia...

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