you better not like me

After speaking, it was time to hang up the phone.

Zhan Ke was not willing to hang up, so he held up his mobile phone, looked at the lights of Wanjia, and waited for Chen Yan to make a move.

The blank time seemed to give him a chance to breathe, and he subconsciously ignited some hopes in the few tens of seconds left.

As long as he didn't hear the "beep--", he couldn't convince himself to give up.

Located in the north, the temperature difference between day and night is large.During the day, everyone is so hot that they want to get into the refrigerator, but those who go out at night will take a thin coat.

Zhan Ke came too hastily, wearing only a black short sleeve, and stood outside for an unknown amount of time.

The phone still hasn't been hung up.

Chen Yan stood there in a daze, unable to recover for a long time. After the sober people called the families of the drunks one by one, they found that Shou Xing's eyes were dull.

Walked over and patted Chen Yan on the shoulder, and said, "Brother Yan? You won't fall asleep, will you?"

Another person who was awake also looked over upon hearing the sound, approached and shook Chen Yan, "Brother Yan, let's go home, the air conditioner here is quite high and it's strangely cold."

The voices of the two reached Zhan Ke's ears through the mobile phone, and he realized that Chen Yan was outside.

But he didn't dare to say anything.

Chen Yan was shaken awake, raised his hand and wiped his face fiercely, "Okay, I'll go first."

When I walked to the lobby, I saw someone who was also a drunk whose hands were shaking and couldn't scan WeChat for a long time.

Holding up the mobile phone, Chen Yan laughed, thinking that experienced drunks like them always pay in advance.

"Are you outside?" Zhan Ke asked.

Chen Yan was silent for two seconds, then walked out and replied: "Yes."

Zhan Ke stood up straight, "Have you been drinking? Are you driving? I'll pick you up. Drunk driving is strictly enforced."

Chen Yan smiled softly, "It's open, but I can take a taxi back."

Zhan Ke took back the steps he was about to take, and he pursed his lips tightly, then said, "Okay. Then go home early."

After finishing speaking, he began to wait for Chen Yan to hang up again.

1, 2, 3, 4...

"Come and pick me up."

Looking at the heavy traffic in front of the door, Chen Yan said suddenly.

Zhan Ke thought for a moment that he was hallucinating, but unconsciously stiffened his body. After hearing Chen Yan's report of the location, he reacted belatedly.

Chen Yan agreed.

Chen Yan asked him to pick it up.

Also reported the detailed location.

It's not that he's hallucinating.

it is true.

He can see Chen Yan now.

He suddenly felt a constriction in his throat, and he couldn't hold back his laughter in surprise. He said with a hoarse voice and a trembling voice, "Wait for me, wait for me, I'll be right there."

Then he stuffed his phone into his pocket, stopped a car on the side of the road, and reported his address.

When he was sitting in the car, he still wanted to set off fireworks in his mind, repeatedly.

His heart seemed to be stimulated by something, and he could hear his own heart beating.

He was excited like a bird finally out of the cage, trembling with excitement.

The driver stared at him through the rearview mirror and asked, "Did you drink too much?"

Zhan Ke raised his head dully, and also looked at the rearview mirror. Their eyes met in the mirror, and Zhan Ke smiled.

"Go see someone."

Taxi drivers have pulled too many drunks in the middle of the night, crying and laughing silent, all kinds of people.

There are not a few people who look like this because of their feelings.

What do young people do crazy for love.

He smiled and said, "Are you going to meet your girlfriend?"

Zhan Ke shook his head.

The driver asked "Huh?" in confusion.

Zhan Ke laughed again.

"Go see your boyfriend."

The driver didn't speak to him again all the way.

Although this "boyfriend" was completely fabricated by him relying on the ignorance of outsiders, even if it was fake, the moment he slipped out of his mouth, he still couldn't help but feel a subtle sweetness in his heart.

Uncontrollable smile.

Boy friend.

Zhan Ke couldn't help laughing, and kept rubbing his hands back and forth on his pants, his palms were hot and he couldn't stop being excited.

Arrived.

He slipped a one-hundred-dollar card to the driver, opened the car door and ran away without saying a word.

The driver was holding a handful of change, but when he turned around, he only saw the figure from the back, and then connected with what he said just now.

"Crazy." He put the change back.

Zhan Ke ran all the way there and found that Chen Yan found a place to sit obediently and wait just like last time.

Panting heavily, he ran over, his eyes were shining when he looked at Chen Yan.

Chen Yan raised his eyes and met these eyes that looked like a starry sky. In the past, he seemed to have fallen in love with these clear eyes.

Love at first sight, out of control, wishful thinking, complete failure.

Zhan Ke couldn't breathe steadily, and Chen Yan sitting in front of him brought him great stimulation. Under the double effect, he couldn't speak clearly.

"I...you..."

He couldn't figure out what he was going to say for a long time.

A little anxious, he tapped himself on the head heavily, and then asked, "Is it cold?"

Chen Yan looked at him without speaking.

Zhan Ke's breath gradually stabilized, but the trembling was still uncontrollable. Chen Yan didn't answer, and he was very nervous.

Asked a bunch of strange questions without thinking.

"You... just finished drinking?"

"It's a bit cold at night."

"Am I late?"

"Did you wait a long time?"

"Dizzy?"

Chen Yan let out a breath, raised the phone and shook it in front of his eyes.

Chen Yan said helplessly, "You didn't hang up."

Zhan Ke was stunned.

He froze for a long while, then hurriedly took out the mobile phone stuffed into his trousers pocket to have a look——

Still counting the seconds.

He quickly hung up.

His tense nerves snapped with a snap.

Did Chen Yan hear everything he said to himself in the taxi just now?

"Stupid." Chen Yan cursed.

Zhan Ke swallowed, lowered his head and said, "I'm sorry."

Chen Yan stood up slowly, staggered a bit, Zhan Ke took a step forward and grabbed his arm to stabilize him.

After Chen Yan stood firm, he stretched out his hand and pushed him away. Zhan Ke didn't dare to say more, and took a small step back according to his force.

"Don't talk nonsense outside." Chen Yan said.

Zhan Kemumu nodded, only knowing to agree: "Okay."

"If others know about your homosexuality, they will think you are disgusting." Chen Yan said.

Zhan Ke realized something, he took a deep look at Chen Yan, then put away his nostalgic gaze, and continued to nod, "Okay."

"If others find out that I'm gay, I'll kill you." Chen Yan said.

Zhan Ke couldn't bear it anymore.

The tears that consciously stored in his eyes have always been out of his control.

"You remember." Zhan Ke whispered.

Chen Yan bulged his cheeks, then lost his temper, "Remember."

The red eyes are imprinted with the night and are not ostentatious, but the nasal voice announces the tears to the world.

"I... I'll take you home."

He carefully grabbed Chen Yan's hand, but the latter didn't resist, so he lowered his head and held that cold hand.

lead him away.

Chen Yan obediently followed him.

He will also give him directions, saying that the car is still in the parking lot.

He took the intense grief into his heart and changed the subject abruptly.

"Have you had a good time today?"

Chen Yan felt that the tone was like a father asking a child.

He pinched Zhan Ke's hand, "Don't talk to me in this tone."

Zhan Ke was in pain, and asked another way, "How was your birthday?"

Only then did Chen Yan say, "Not bad."

Zhan Ke asked again: "Did you eat the cake? Did you make a wish?"

Chen Yan replied: "Eat it, yes."

Zhan Ke asked, "What wish did you make?"

Chen Yan said: "It won't work if you say it."

His tone has a bit of the feeling of the past, and the tears that Zhan Ke finally put away filled his eyes again.

"Well, it will happen," he said.

When he got to the car, Chen Yan broke away from Zhan Ke's hand, touched his pocket, took out the car key and threw it to him.

Consciously walk to the passenger side.

His hand was suddenly empty, and Zhan Ke subconsciously took a handful.

Nothing was touched.

After getting into the car, Chen Yan closed his eyes.

Zhan Ke didn't dare to say a word.

On the way, Chen Yan suddenly murmured: "It hurts too much to like someone, it hurts like cramp and peeling. You haven't tried it, you don't know."

Zhan Ke tightened his grip on the steering wheel.

"I really, really don't have the courage to do it again." Chen Yan gently opened his eyes, the tail lights of the car in front hurt his eyes, and he frowned.

Zhan Ke wanted to speak, but couldn't make a sound. He cleared his throat vigorously. The sharp pain in his throat inspired physiological tears, and he clenched his teeth in pain.

"I know, I'd rather be in this pain for the rest of my life, as long as you stay where you are."