HistoryCrossing the border of both civil and military

Zhenwu looked at the time. Today's report ended earlier than expected. He still had time to visit Gu Qian and then Zhenwen.

Today's report is great, it's from a professor he likes, and it made him understand a lot.He started counting down from the moment he saw the report notification, and so did Gu Qian.But today Gu Qian didn't come, and asked his classmates to ask for Gu Qian's phone number. Gu Qian only said that he was not feeling well on the phone, but his voice was very weak.Gu Qian lives outside by himself now, and it seems that he doesn't often mention his uncle, as if he is alone except at school.

Zhenwu soon arrived at the place where Gu Qian lived. It was an old seven-story building, and Gu Qian rented the isolated house on the top floor.When he first rented a house, he asked Zhenwu to help him find a place. His home was too far away from the school, and he didn't want to spend all his time on the road.

Zhenwu didn't like this house very much, it's okay to be small, but it's still so dark, the only window, as long as someone stands there, the whole room will be dark.

But Gu Qian liked it very much, saying that such a room made him feel safe.

He knocked on the door, and after a while, just when he thought Gu Qian was asleep or maybe not at home, the door opened.

Gu Qian's face was pale, and he stood there weakly.

Zhenwu frowned and looked at Gu Qian as if he was about to fall, and hurried over to help him:

"What's wrong with you? Did you go to the hospital?"

Gu Qian shook his head, leaning half of his body on Zhenwu's body: "It's okay. I probably ate something bad yesterday and my stomach hurts."

"You look so ugly, how can you say it's all right? I'll take you to the hospital to see a doctor."

"No, I have medicine at home. Just take some later."

"Since there is medicine, why take it later? It's better to take it early."

"I hate taking pills. If I can get through it, I'd better not take them."

Helping Gu Qian back to the bed, Zhenwu casually put the bag on the bedside, Gu Qian lay on the bed and looked at Zhenwu:

"I haven't eaten anything since yesterday, my stomach is empty."

"What do you want to eat? Shall I buy some for you?"

"No, I have oatmeal here, and you can drink it after a wash."

Zhenwu found the oatmeal in the cabinet, poured boiling water in the thermos, stirred it for a while, then brought the cup over, and watched Gu Qian drink it.

"Where is the medicine?"

Gu Qian pointed to the drawer of the study desk.

Zhenwu opened the drawer and was surprised to see that it was almost full of medicines.

He picked up each of them and looked at them. There were still medicines in English inside. He took the medicine bottle and asked Gu Qian who had been staring at him: "What kind of medicine is this? Why is it all in English?"

Gu Qian turned his eyes to the roof, did not answer his question, but said: "The medicine for diarrhea comes in a brown bottle."

Seeing that he didn't answer, Zhenwu couldn't ask any more questions. He took out the brown bottle, shook it, and it was empty.

"Are you sure? It's empty."

"Ah, that's it. It doesn't matter if you don't eat, just sleep."

"Go to the hospital without taking the medicine. Don't delay. Otherwise, it will get worse and worse." Zhenwu thought of Zhenwen's operation. If he went to the hospital earlier, he might be able to take the medicine.

"It's better to take medicine, can you buy some for me?"

"Well, wait a minute, I'll be there soon." Zhenwu picked up the brown bottle, picked up his bag and went out the door.

Looking at the time, it has already passed the appointed time, Zhenwu took out his mobile phone and dialed Zhenwen's number, there was a busy tone on the other side.Tried several times along the way but failed to get through.

Zhenwu looked at the message box on the phone helplessly, thinking about it or forget it, Zhenwen doesn't like him having more contact with Gu Qian, so if he sends a message like this, Zhenwen might think wildly.

But Zhenwen had no patience at all, and it was tormenting to make him wait like this. After thinking about it, he called Tian Weicheng.

On the way back after buying the medicine, Zhenwu tried many times, but he couldn't get through to Zhenwen's phone number, and Zhenwen didn't call either.It can't be such a coincidence, every time they call each other at the same time, if so, they really have a tacit understanding, Zhenwu smiled, thinking to see Zhenwen later to confirm.

Going back to Gu Qian’s residence and pushing open the door, the person who was lying on the bed was sitting on the window sill, and there was no barrier behind him sitting on the narrow window sill. No one who saw the window sill would want to sit there , but Gu Qian sat there.

Zhenwu was stunned for a moment, vaguely having a bad premonition, because the expression of Gu Qian who was sitting on the window sill turned out to be a terrifying emptiness.

Seeing Zhenwu coming in, Gu Qian suddenly smiled and said, "Zhenwu, thank you."

Gu Qian's movement in the next second made Zhenwu's heart beat so fast that it was about to burst into his chest.

He watched Gu Qian's body fall backwards.

Zhenwu rushed over, ran to the window, stretched out his outstretched arm to grab Gu Qian's ankle that was about to disappear out of the window.

Gravity made Gu Qian's weight even heavier, and Zhenwu used all his strength to pull Gu Qian back.

Gu Qian, who fell on the floor, closed his eyes tightly, his face turned red because of his empty head.

Zhenwu panted violently because of nervousness, and after he calmed down slowly, he looked at the distance from the door to the window sill, thankful that it was a very small room.

He was very angry. He wanted to scold him a few words, but he couldn't say anything when he looked at Gu Qian who was lying on the ground with his eyes closed and trembling.

He didn't understand why Gu Qian did this suddenly?

He looked at the table next to him, and remembered Gu Qian's silent look when he was looking for the bottle of medicine in his drawer that was all in English.

Zhenwu stood up and took out the medicine from the drawer, and carefully read the instructions on it. Although it was in English, he could generally understand it. Finally, his eyes fell on the word "depression".

This discovery made him a little overwhelmed.

depression?Gu Qian seems to be very introverted, very out of gregarious, not talkative, and even seems to laugh very rarely.But he always thought it was just because he was too introverted, because of his unhappy student life.

Thinking of those people on the Internet who suffered from depression and committed suicide, Zhenwu became a little flustered.

Zhenwu struggled for a while before he remembered that Gu Qian was still lying on the ground.

He put down the medicine and hugged Gu Qian to the bed.

Looking at the expressionless Gu Qian, Zhenwu asked softly: "Do you have depression?"

Gu Qian nodded.

"But you look good all the time, how could it be depression?"

Gu Qian's hand tightly grasped Zhenwu's hand, like a drowning man tightly grasping a piece of driftwood, tears streaming down the corners of his eyes, but there was no cry.

"What happened, tell me, is there anything I can do for you?"

It took Gu Qian a while before he opened his mouth and said, "Will you look down on me?"

"Why do you say that?"

"Didn't you know?"

"what do you know?"

"my business."

"I do not know what you're talking about."

"Zhenwen already knows it, so you should have known it a long time ago."

"Zhenwen? What does he know?"

"He just said that I have a boyfriend, so he knows about me."

"You said Zhenwen called you just now? Why?"

"Maybe I couldn't find you, so I called me."

"And then? What did he say?"

Gu Qian paused for a while and told Zhenwu what Zhenwen said on the phone.

Finally, he said, "So, you already knew that, didn't you?"

"Gu Qian, we are just guessing. Besides, this matter is your private matter. We have no right to judge anything. Don't think too much about it."

Looking at Zhenwu's sincere eyes, Gu Qian raised the corner of his mouth and showed a short smile: "You are so kind, Zhenwen is so happy!"

"Maybe I shouldn't ask, but what about your family, can you call them?"

"My uncle is very incompetent, and my aunt is very strong. She didn't agree with me going to college and asked me to work after graduating high school. If I hadn't met him, I probably wouldn't have been able to go to college. So, I moved out from home I will probably never go back again.”

"So, where's your friend?"

"Him? We're just a deal, he's not even a friend, right? And now the deal is over, I've been discarded, useless." After speaking, Gu Qian's voice was almost a whisper, Zhenwu had to be careful Listen to hear.

"Who said you are useless? At least, you are still my friend."

"But I almost lost you."

"Why? I make friends because I look at you. Your private life has nothing to do with me." Zhenwu joked, "It sounds like you're talking about a celebrity."

"..."

Zhenwu seemed to realize that his joke was too cold, so he immediately changed the subject: "So, no one can take care of you?"

"I don't need anyone else to take care of me."

"If I believed it before, but now I think it's better for you not to live alone."

"Are you scared?"

"Nonsense, I'm scared to death. Why can't you think about it."

"I'm only your friend now. If, you know, you look down on me and refuse to be friends with me, then life is really meaningless."

"I said, don't think so much."

"Well, I don't want to. I'm a little hungry."

"Is your stomach feeling better?"

"Well, probably I really don't need to take medicine."

"Then, what about this medicine? When do you take it?" Zhenwu asked Gu Qian holding the medicine for depression.

"I haven't eaten in a while."

"Oh, let me get you something to eat first."

When he bought medicine for Gu Qian, he bought some food by the way. He looked at his watch and looked at his watch. He didn't know what happened to Zhenwen.

When he finished eating, he turned back again, Gu Qian was in a daze, with his eyes half-closed and half-opened, as if he was a little tired.

Zhenwu's cell phone rang suddenly, and he was so frightened that he hurriedly turned around and went out quietly. It was Tian Weicheng's call.

"Brother Tian? How's it going? Zhenwen isn't very angry, is he?"

"No, it's just that he doesn't want to practice any more. He said he's busy so he won't bother you. He said he's going to play with his classmates."

Hearing the phrase to find a classmate to play with, Zhenwu was worried for a while.He knew that Zhenwen didn't have any friends at school, so the words to find friends probably meant being angry. He didn't bother him when he was busy, but he was obviously angry. Worry.

He could only ask Tian Weicheng again to come over and look after Gu Qian for him.

Just after hanging up the phone here, I heard a retching sound from inside. I pushed the door and went in. I saw Gu Qian who seemed to have fallen asleep suddenly vomited, but because he didn't eat, he just retched, and he looked even more uncomfortable. very.

Only then did Zhenwu remember the medicine he had just bought. Zhenwu hurriedly put down his phone, took out the medicine from his backpack, poured water on it, put the medicine in Gu Qian's mouth, and watched Gu Qian eat it.

Gu Qian wiped the corner of his mouth, looked at Zhenwu busy cleaning up the ground, and said weakly: "Go to Zhenwen. I'm fine here, I promise."

"I have already called Brother Tian to come, and I will leave when he comes."

"What do you want him to do?" Gu Qian said, staring at Zhenwu.

"I know you'll be a little awkward, but I'm really worried that you're alone. He's the only one who can help. I'll go and have a look, and I'll be back soon."

"You didn't tell him about me, did you?"

"No, don't worry."

"That's good." Gu Qian relaxed and closed his eyes again.

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Well, it's all changed.The next chapter today, I hope to update the article smoothly and on time!