HistoryCrossing the border of both civil and military

When Zhenwu returned to Gu Qian's residence, he was very depressed.

The fight with Zhenwen made him feel terrible.He was very annoyed that he questioned Zhenwen like that, seeing Zhenwen's hurt eyes and hearing his trembling voice, he was heartbroken and clutched together in pain, but the words were out of his mouth, and he didn't know how to redeem them.

Maybe he was very angry with Zhenwen's indifference and distrust.But what made him even more angry was that Zhenwen didn't change and didn't grow up.It is not the first time that such a casual sentence has caused harm, but he is still like a child who has not grown up, always saying whatever he wants.

Originally, Zhenwen's free publicity was his attraction, even after so many years, I would still be attracted by his shining eyes from time to time.However, they are going to grow up after all, such a flamboyant Zhenwen cannot be tolerated in the world of adults.

He has to learn to restrain himself and hide his edge in order to be safe.

Maybe it was because he was too worried that he couldn't help but criticize Zhenwen.Zhenwen must be extremely wronged. Tomorrow, Zhenwen must be comforted.

When Zhenwu opened the door and entered the room, Tian Weicheng sat on the edge of the bed with his back turned to him. Gu Qian was lying on the bed, only his hands on the edge of the bed could be seen.

Hearing the sound of the door opening, Tian Weicheng stood up and turned around, staring at Zhenwu who entered the door, he lost his mind for a moment.

Zhenwu looked at his slightly red eyes, startled, and hurried over to look at Gu Qian who was lying on the bed.

"It's okay, he just fell asleep and took medicine just now." Tian Weicheng wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, and said with a self-deprecating smile: "I just look at him so pitiful, he was still talking in his sleep just now, I feel very distressed about this The child. He is also lucky to meet such a kind person like you."

Zhenwu smiled bitterly, stood up and looked at Tian Weicheng: "Zhenwen is at home by himself today. We had some unpleasant quarrels just now. I guess I haven't eaten yet. I wonder if you could do me a favor and buy him something." Eat and go back."

"Zhenwu, I think it's better for you to go back and read Gu Guwen by yourself. I'll be fine here."

"It's not like being in a hotel. There's no place to rest. Let me stay here."

"Hey, it seems that I am the adult, okay, you child should listen to the adults."

"But, it's already troublesome for you."

"This is my job. Didn't Mr. Wang ask me to take care of you all the time? This is the time to use me. And I live by myself, so I'm free anyway."

Zhenwu suddenly remembered something, and pointed at Tian Weicheng excitedly: "By the way, you live by yourself." But immediately felt that his thoughts were not appropriate: "Ah, forget it."

"What's the matter? If you have something to say, just say it."

"It's nothing, I just suddenly thought, anyway, you live by yourself, why don't you stay with Gu Qian, and you can take care of each other, and you can save some rent."

"The rent is all right, Mr. Wang pays. But it's okay to take care of each other. Sooner or later, it's just me. It's really boring."

"Then, when he wakes up, ask him first."

"Well, you go back, I will call you if I need something."

Zhenwu looked at Gu Qian's sleeping state again, he might feel a little uncomfortable when he woke up.But now he is worried about Zhenwen, which has begun to make him a little anxious.

He thanked Tian Weicheng again, picked up his backpack and hurried home.

When Zhenwu got home, he bought two ice creams at the convenience store downstairs.

Zhenwen likes to eat sweets, because after the previous cecum operation, under his supervision, Zhenwen fasted many foods, and ice cream is one of them.

He was worried that Zhenwen's stomach could not stand the cold food, so Zhenwen complained for a long time.

But it’s been so long since that operation, and now it’s okay to eat once in a while.

Zhenwu convinces himself that at least he needs something sweeter now to make Zhenwen happy.

When he broke up with Zhenwen just now, Zhenwen suddenly hugged him tightly, so hard, as if he wanted to knead them together.He could even feel the uneasiness and worry conveyed by Zhenwen's arms around him.

Zhenwen who was holding him was very quiet, but he knew that Zhenwen must be very restless in his heart, and he didn't know what was going on in his head.But he couldn't ask, and Zhenwen might not answer if he asked, and even if he did, it might not solve anything.

He knew what Zhenwen was worried about, and he was a little annoyed at Zhenwen's worries at first, and he was annoyed at Zhenwen's distrust of him.Even if Zhenwen said that it was Gu Qian who worried him, he did not agree.

On the way back, what he recalled in his mind was not the dispute with Zhenwen, but the strange feeling in his heart that was different from jealousy when the person from the bicycle club made a move on Zhenwen. When I reached out to pull that classmate up, I actually felt an urge to kick him away.

Seeing Zhenwen staying with other boys and smiling so happily, he suddenly felt as if he was no longer needed, as if he could be replaced, which made him very upset.

Zhenwen's feelings should be stronger than his, and his dissatisfaction with Gu Qian is probably the same as he was just now, as if his position was replaced by Gu Qian, he would be very uneasy.

Although Zhenwu knew in his heart that this was not the case, it seemed that what he did was completely different from what he thought.

Reflecting on Zhenwen's words, he also knew that what Zhenwen said was correct, Gu Qian was not his responsibility, and he could completely treat him as just an ordinary classmate.

But it wasn't until today that he realized that he had already crossed the boundaries of classmates, because he regarded Gu Qian as another self.

When he was still young and helpless, he had wished countless times for someone to reach out to help him, but such a person had never appeared.So when he saw the injured Gu Qian, it was like seeing himself back then.He unconsciously wanted to take care of him, as if his wish had been realized in a different way.It was also Gu Qian who made him realize the old scars that he had been hiding and not showing.In a certain corner of my heart, it seemed to have always been there, and it had mutated to the point that he didn't even recognize it.

He also tried to get rid of Gu Qian from his mind, because Zhenwen didn't like it very much.

He knew that from the first time he saw Gu Qian, he knew that Zhenwen didn't like Gu Qian.But every time Gu Qian encounters difficulties, his body will always act before his brain.

Perhaps it is precisely because of this that the sensitive Zhenwen rejects Gu Qian.

Thinking wildly all the way, Zhenwu almost went to the wrong floor, hurriedly descended from the seventh floor to the sixth floor, opened the door, the room was very quiet, Zhenwen was probably in the bedroom.

Zhenwu put down his backpack, walked lightly to the door of the bedroom, and suddenly wanted to play a prank. He put two ice creams at his eyes, and prepared to open the door to surprise Zhenwen, or it would be nice to scare him.

As soon as his foot touched the door, the door opened by itself.

"What the hell! Do you need to move in slow motion when entering the room?"

"Ah?" Zhenwu took down the ice cream and looked at Zhenwen with a flustered look.

"I said you, I heard you open the door a long time ago, and you didn't come in after waiting for a long time, what are you doing?"

Zhenwu smirked and raised the ice cream in his hand: "Then, a surprise for you."

"I'm a college student, and I'm not an elementary school student. You still use this to coax me. You don't have any sincerity." Even though he said that, Zhenwen showed a smile that he couldn't hide. He took the ice cream and turned back. Sit down on the sofa in your room.

"If you don't like it, I'll eat it myself." Zhenwu made a gesture to grab the ice cream back.

Zhenwen dodges the hand holding the ice cream, and uses the other hand to pull Zhenwu to sit beside him.

"Why are you back? Aren't you going to accompany him?" Zhenwen took a sip of ice cream and wrinkled his nose.

"He looks much better. Brother Tian insisted on taking my place, so I came back." Zhenwu looked at Zhenwen's frowning and asked, "What? Isn't it delicious?"

Zhenwen put his own ice cream to Zhenwu's mouth: "Try it, it's sour."

Zhenwu took a bite and tasted it carefully; "No, it's delicious."

"I'm jealous! That's why it's so sour!"

Zhenwu took a sip of his own ice cream: "So, mine is also sour."

"..." Zhenwen stared at Zhenwu's wrinkled brows and eyes, and was speechless.

"Can't you? I thought you were waiting in a hurry and ran all the way, but you were accompanied by a handsome guy, and you were smiling so happily. Of course I'm jealous."

"Otherwise? Sitting under the tree by myself, complaining and frowning!"

"There's no need to touch your hands."

"You! Forget it, I'm too lazy to tell you." Zhenwen took a big bite of the ice cream, a circle of white cream sticking to the corner of his mouth.Zhenwu turned Zhenwen's face directly, and licked the corner of Zhenwen's mouth with the tip of his tongue.

Zhenwen stared at the eyes and lips that were close at hand, and couldn't help licking his own lips: "What are you doing!"

"I'll try it and see if it's not sour anymore."

Zhenwen took a bite of the ice cream, brought it to Zhenwu's mouth with his mouth in his mouth, and fed the ice cream in with the tip of his tongue: "How about it? Is it sour or sweet?"

Zhenwu smiled and nodded: "Sweet!"

Zhenwen couldn't pretend anymore, and fell into Zhenwu's arms with a smile, tasting the sweet ice cream.

As a result of eating ice cream on an empty stomach, both of them felt a little uncomfortable in their stomachs. They ate a little dinner, poured a cup of hot juice, and sat on the bed. The room suddenly became quiet.

Zhenwu hesitated for a while and still said: "Zhenwen, I'm sorry!"

"..." Zhenwen looked at the hot steam coming out of the juice in the cup, and his eyes looked forward with some unfocused distance.

"Zhenwen? I know you are still very uncomfortable. What I said is indeed a little too much."

"..." Zhenwen still didn't answer, and didn't even look at him.

"Actually, I just broke up with you and I don't want to forget it. I just go home and accompany you. Brother Tian doesn't say anything, I also want to ask him." Although he didn't say it in the end, but the result was the same, Zhenwu whispered in his heart with.

"..." The people next to him remained silent.

"I got a love letter today."

Zhenwen turned his eyes back to Zhenwu's face from the front, looked at him without blinking and asked, "What love letter?"

"You are finally willing to talk to me."

"Answer me, what love letter?"

"It's not a love letter, it's just a note folded in the shape of a heart, asking me to watch a movie on weekends."

Zhenwen turned his gaze back, took a sip of juice and said, "Well, what then?"

"Then, I rejected her, saying that I have someone I like."

"Is it a girl?"

"Well, should I tell her that the person I like is a boy?"

"You can do whatever you want, just say what you want."

"Actually, I'm more nervous than you."

"Why nervous?"

"Everyone in your college knows that you like boys. Naturally, no girls will write love letters. I'm worried what will happen if a handsome guy deliberately seduces you."

"Then, you should be more handsome than them."

"Am I not handsome enough?" Zhenwu fiddled with his bangs, and his full forehead was hidden under the bangs in an instant.

"That depends on who you compare with. If you compare with me, you are almost there!"

Zhenwu turned sideways, leaning on the head of the bed with his elbows, carefully staring at Zhenwen's face and his eyes.

"What? Do you admit that I'm handsome?"

"I was wrong."

"I know, you've already said it, and I accept your apology. What I did was wrong, but that Gu Qian really doesn't look depressed."

"So I said I was wrong. You are already sensible, but I am still worried that you always say the wrong thing. You don't know that he has depression, so it's not too much to say that. It's just that he is supercilious. .”

"Are you going to reverse the case for me?"

"Well, reverse the case!"

"Then how do you compensate me? I've been hurt deeply."

Zhenwu took Zhenwen's cup and put it on the bedside with his own cup.

He put his arm around Zhenwen, rubbing his cheek against Zhenwen's hair: "I will compensate you as much as you want me to."

Holding Zhenwu in his arms to absorb the heat and smell from his body, Zhenwen said quietly: "I haven't thought about it yet, I'll keep this for now, and I'll tell you when I think about it someday."

The author has something to say:

Hey, I wanted to abuse a little bit, but I couldn't help putting sugar.

Just relax a little bit.

Next time abuse them!