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Hearing what Zhenwu said, Zhenwen's heart skipped a beat, and he suddenly became flustered.

It seems that this kind of expression has not been seen on Zhenwu's face for a long time. Even if he does something wrong, Zhenwu will only gently persuade him, and most of the time he will listen, because Zhenwu's words are always right.

Although he was very nervous, Zhenwen still looked at Zhenwu with no expression on his face, and said forcefully:

"Wang Zhenwu, you are so strange, you are the one who missed the appointment, why are you angry?"

Liang Zixian, who was still rubbing his buttocks, looked at Zhenwu in surprise: "Wang Zhenwu? Aren't you his boyfriend? Why do you sound like a brother?"

"Shut up!" Zhenwen and Zhenwu turned to Liang Zixian who interrupted, glaring at him, and he immediately covered his mouth in fright.

"Okay, I get it, I'm out of the way, you guys talk slowly." Liang Zixian pushed his car and left angrily.

Being interrupted by Liang Zixian, Zhenwu calmed down a bit: "I know, I'm late, I also called you, but I didn't get through, your phone has been busy all the time, I can only ask Brother Tian to see it first look."

"What about the call I made? Why didn't you answer it?"

"Where did you call me?" Zhenwu took out his mobile phone and checked the incoming call information. Sure enough, there was no missed call. Zhenwen's call in the address book was a few days ago.

Zhenwen opened his call log, and there were more than a dozen outgoing call records.Zhenwu frowned and looked at the mismatched records in the two phones.

"How is this going?"

"Who knows if you deleted it yourself, and then said that I didn't call it." Zhenwen was a little angry, and the resentment that had been suppressed just now was all lifted.

Zhenwu became emotional again: "Why did I do this? Is it necessary?"

"Of course, you are afraid that I will know that you are taking care of that Gu Qian." Zhenwen guessed decisively, thinking with heartache that the agreement they had promised not to hide is now broken, and it is because of another boy, Zhenwen said Exit, but the heart is sinking.

Zhenwu didn't explain, but instead asked Zhenwen, "How do you know I'm taking care of him?"

"So, did you miss the appointment to take care of him?" Zhenwen felt a slight pain in his sinking heart.

"I asked you first, answer me, how do you know." Zhenwu held Zhenwen's arm, squinting at Zhenwen.

Zhenwen shook off his hand and pushed Zhenwu's shoulder: "I still want to ask you, why didn't you tell me, if I hadn't called Gu Qian and he told me you were with him, would I have Will be kept in the dark?"

"I have something to tell you, but I can't get through the phone. If you only send text messages, I'm afraid you'll be thinking wildly, and I also told Brother Tian, ​​didn't he tell you?"

"He just said you have something important to do."

"So, you just called Gu Qian and said what we guessed?"

"I just slipped my tongue, and only said one sentence."

"One sentence, if wrong, can be fatal to someone with depression."

"Depression? Who? Gu Qian?"

"That's right!"

"When did he get depression? How did you know?"

"I also just learned that the problem is not when he got depression, but that we shouldn't take guesswork as facts."

Just now Zhenwen felt a little bit guilty and was thrown back into the darkness by Zhenwu's questioning. His injustice and anger occupied his whole brain: "I said, I just slipped my mouth, and I didn't intend to provoke him. You Why are you holding on to it?"

Zhenwen's tough attitude made Zhenwu speechless for a while, and with a sense of powerlessness, Zhenwu begged: "Can you think clearly before doing something?"

"How can I think clearly? I was very angry at the time, you left me to take care of others, you didn't even have a phone call, and asked me to wait here, of course I would be angry!"

"You can't be outspoken when you're angry. If I go back a little later, Gu Qian may have become a corpse by now."

"..." Zhenwen's lips trembled slightly, feeling flustered for a moment, because of the possible consequences that Zhenwu said.But when he looked at Zhenwu's eyes full of reproach, and noticed some large and small dried water stains on Zhenwu's white T-shirt, Zhenwen's mind pictured Zhenwu holding Gu Qian and comforting him. screen.Anxiety quickly took over the flustered position, and he said with a trembling voice:

"So, it's all my fault?"

Zhenwu closed his eyes and took a deep breath. When he opened his eyes, there was less blame and more worry: "Zhenwen, I don't blame you. I didn't get in touch with you. It's also my fault. But when I was in When I grabbed Gu Qian at the last moment, I was really terrified. After hearing what he said, I thought of the guesses we had with Brother Zhang. These guesses should be a secret between the three of us. You know me at that moment What are you thinking now? What would you do if I didn't catch him?"

"What should I do? I didn't push him down."

"But if you kill someone because of your words, you will feel guilty, blame yourself, and even suffer in pain for the rest of your life."

Zhenwen shook his head, even if he would really do that, he didn't want to admit it at the moment, he just said: "I won't, it's not my fault. What does his own illness have to do with me?"

Gu Qian never had anything to do with him, nor did he have anything to do with Zhenwu, it was only because of some similar experiences between Zhenwu and Gu Qian that they got in touch.When Zhenwuguan was taking care of Qian, Zhenwen was even jealous of the bullied Gu Qian when his name was mentioned occasionally, because he and Zhenwu had something in common.

But those memories are so deep that Zhenwu has not forgotten them for so many years. Is it because of such belated pity that he will take care of Gu Qian?He doesn't understand, because he hasn't done it before, so he doesn't understand.

"Zhenwen!" Zhenwu called his name in surprise, "Why are you so cold-blooded?"

"It's not that I'm cold-blooded, it's that you are too hot-blooded. Gu Qian is not your responsibility. Why do you take care of him everywhere? Is it because his hand was broken? That's his incompetence. He used such behavior to win other people's sympathy." and attention, I feel ashamed for him."

"Stop it!" Zhenwu shouted angrily, clenched his fists with his hands, restrained the anger in his chest, looked into Zhenwen's eyes, trying to find a trace of apology, but there was no, Zhenwen's eyes were full of regret. It is willful anger.

"Why don't you say it? He is obviously like this. Am I wrong?"

Zhenwu took two steps back, shook his head, all his strength was used to restrain his urge to hit him, for a moment he really wanted to wake Zhenwen up, but he couldn't.Now he doesn't even have the strength to get angry: "Forget it, I shouldn't force you, how can you understand what we have experienced, how can you understand our feelings. Forget it, I am asking too much of you " After finishing speaking, Zhenwu turned and walked outside the school.

Zhenwen savored Zhenwu's words, his heart ached inexplicably, he chased after him and stopped Zhenwu and asked, "What do you mean? I don't understand you, I don't understand you, who understands you?"

"I don't want to say it now. Just now I was worried about you waiting here, so I handed Gu Qian over to Brother Tian. I need to go back and have a look now." Zhenwu bypassed Zhenwen and continued on his way.

Zhenwen was in a hurry, grabbed Zhenwu's hand, faced Zhenwu and said, "Are you still going?"

"Go, at least wait until he has taken the medicine and his condition improves." Zhenwu said and slowly broke away from Zhenwen's hand.

Zhenwen refused to let go, instead he grabbed his arm with both hands, so tight that Zhenwu frowned because of the pain, but Zhenwen still clung to him: "I won't let you go. You I also said that brother Arita is here, what else are you going to do?"

This time Zhenwu didn't break free, let Zhenwen hold him, and said with a wry smile: "It's not Brother Tian's responsibility."

"He's not your responsibility. Doesn't he have relatives? Find them!"

"Even if you contact his relatives, they won't come over right away. What if something happens during this period? Besides, we can't get in touch now."

"Okay, you go, I'll go too!" Zhenwen decided to take a step back, this should work, right?

Zhenwu pushed Zhenwen's hand away from his arm, pressed Zhenwen's shoulder, and looked directly into his eyes: "What can you do? Say something more to irritate him?"

Zhenwen heard the thorns in Zhenwu's words, and he chose to ignore them, even though they really hurt him: "I can just stay there without saying anything, like a dumb, like a puppet. go."

"His dormitory has only one bed, how are you going to rest at night?"

"You said that there is only one bed, so how do you rest at night?"

Zhenwu said helplessly: "He is a patient, so he should rest well. I can only sit on a chair. Do you want to sit and sleep all night?"

"It's not that I haven't sat before, what's wrong?"

"Can you listen to me once and go home obediently."

"How do you want me to go home? I can't sleep at home thinking you are in the same room."

Zhenwu looked into Zhenwen's eyes and didn't speak, the expression on his face was calm without any waves.

Zhenwen flinched from such eyes, and his tone turned into a pleading tone: "So can I go?"

The corners of Zhenwu's mouth twitched, but in the end he didn't laugh, but said sadly: "Zhenwen, why can't you trust me!"

Zhenwen hurriedly said, "I don't believe you, but I don't believe Gu Qian!"

"Why? What did he do to make you disbelieve him so much?"

"I just said, 'Don't you have a boyfriend', can he commit suicide? Even if he really has depression, he shouldn't be so fragile."

"That's because the so-called boyfriend was his sponsor, he was a pervert at all, tortured him until he got bored, and now he threw him away, he said he was thrown away like a piece of garbage, and he was thrown a lot of money Money, and made him feel like a male prostitute. He just crawled out of that abyss, and you suddenly mentioned that person again, pushing him into the abyss again."

Zhenwen suddenly laughed: "This story is quite vivid, don't you think it's like a plot in a TV drama?"

"I don't think it's funny." Zhenwu stretched out his arm, rolled up his sleeves, a long scratch crawled on it, and the red blood was inside the scratch, as if it was about to break the skin. A little bit can flow out.

Zhenwen was frightened. He held Zhenwu's arm, and he was still grabbing it with all his strength just now: "How did you do it? Why didn't you say anything? I was still holding you just now, it hurts like hell!"

"It was scratched when I caught him, and he was swinging out of the window. If he was not light and I was strong enough, there would be no way to save him. Do you think he would use his life to make up stories ?”

Zhenwen looked at the scar on Zhenwu's arm and fell silent. He slowly put down Zhenwu's sleeve and said softly:

"Go, I'll wait for you at home."

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Question time: Why are the call records of two people different?Is Gu Qian's story true?