moon illusion

Rushing out of the office, seeing that the elevator was still hovering on the first floor, Yun Zaye rushed down to the sixteenth floor with his coat in his arms, then found a parking space, opened the door and stepped on the accelerator fiercely.

It was not far from the evening rush hour, and a serious traffic jam occurred on the way to Shenghua Hospital.

While honking the horn hastily, Yun Zaiye lowered the window, panting heavily.

From the company to the hospital, it was only about ten kilometers away, but Yun Zaiye seemed to have been sitting in the car for a century.

After finally driving down the viaduct, Yun Zaiye stepped on the accelerator immediately, and the car rushed out like an arrow from the string, and arrived at the entrance of Shenghua Hospital 10 minutes later.

While locking the car, he ran into the hospital while talking on the phone.

Half an hour ago, it was this phone call, and the mother's sad and anxious voice came from the receiver, with a crying voice that was difficult to ignore, telling him that his father had just fainted on the ground and was unconscious.

The phone didn't ring for a long time before it was picked up, and the mother's weak voice came from the other side, trembling slightly.

"Ono? Are you here?"

"Downstairs, which floor?" Yun Zaiye trotted all the way, breathing unevenly, sounding a little irritable.

"On the fifth floor, you..."

Before he had time to listen to his mother's remaining words, Yun Zaiye hung up the phone and stepped sideways into the elevator that had just stopped in front of him.

In fact, he has never liked elevators very much. If he is not in a hurry, he would rather go up the stairs.

In fact, it's a bit ridiculous. He has a rigorous and rational personality, and he does things with reasons and evidence. He has to be logical in everything, and he rarely loses control of his impulses.

But he is very tired of those square things, from the plane graphics on the test paper to the elevator in which he is now.

There is no other reason, the former is too rigid, always feel full of restrictions, lifeless.As for the latter...a big square box that looks like a coffin, it feels very uncomfortable to stand in, let alone a hospital elevator, I don't know how many times I have witnessed life and death.

After the indicator light on the fifth floor went out, the elevator door opened, and Yun Zaye said sorry all the way through the not-so-spacious corridor of the hospital.

All the way to the end, the door to the operation was closed tightly, and the words "in operation" on the door frame had not been extinguished.

On the bench next to her was her pale and lifeless mother, and her unfamiliar aunt.

Yun Zaye stood in front of the operating room door, took a long breath, tried to make himself look calmer, and then turned to the direction of the bench.

The aunt stood up and took a step forward, Yun Zaye nodded, then passed by her aunt and sat down beside her mother.

He was also anxious, but he couldn't show it.What the mother needs at this time is sufficient trust and comfort, not a son who is more flustered and confused than herself.

"Mom, what's going on here?"

"After you left, your father went upstairs to rest for a while. I went to the kitchen to sort out the things you bought, and when I heard a 'boom' outside, I ran out and saw your father fell down the stairs ..."

Yun Zaiye took out a piece of paper from his coat pocket and handed it to his mother.

"I hurried over to help him, but couldn't wake him up, so I quickly called an ambulance, and then called you and Xiaolian..."

"It's okay." Yun Zaye shook his mother's trembling hands, pulled them over and put them on his lap, "It's going to be okay, Dad will be fine..."

He kept chanting like that, repeating it over and over again, not knowing whether he was comforting his mother or telling himself.

The operation lasted for two hours, and when it was completely dark, the warning light in front of the operating room also went out.

As soon as Uncle Liu walked out of the operating room, Yun Zaiye got up and walked over, and Yun Lian quickly followed Mrs. Yun.

"Uncle Liu, how is my dad doing?"

Dr. Liu looked quite calm, at least on his face after taking off his mask, he couldn't see any bad results.

"It's okay, okay." Dr. Liu nodded, and looked at Mrs. Yun and Yun Zaiye, "Mr. Yun's cerebral blood supply is insufficient due to the stenosis and blockage of the carotid artery, so he must have fainted."

"During the operation, we placed two stents in the left carotid artery and one stent in the right side, which can open up the blood vessels and help blood flow. It's basically nothing serious, don't worry!" Dr. Liu was talking , A little nurse ran over and didn't know what to say.

Dr. Liu nodded and asked a few more words, then put on his mask and ran away quickly with the nurse.

After a while, my father was pushed out of the operating room.

Probably because the anesthetic hadn't passed yet, and Mr. Yun hadn't shown any signs of waking up.The nurse helped push the bed and sent Mr. Yun to the intensive care unit.

On the headboards on both sides of the hospital bed, there are two monitors.Countless ducts emanated from above, and the other end was submerged in the snow-white quilt, disappearing into a certain fold.

While copying something in the notebook, the nurse said, "I am the nurse who is mainly in charge of Mr. Yun. My surname is He. If you need anything, you can come to the nurse's station to find me."

"The patient's anesthetic will pass in about two hours. We installed a pain relief pump for the patient. If the wound hurts after waking up, you can control the dosage of the pain relief pump by yourself. If you can bear it, try not to adjust it. , because it cannot be replaced after it is used up, and if it is used too quickly, the patient will feel more uncomfortable."

Yun Zaiye nodded while typing quickly on the memo.

"In addition, the patient could only eat liquid food for the first two days. The patient was connected to the tester and could not get out of bed. Therefore, for 48 hours in the past two days, he could not leave people in front of the bed, and his family members had to help with defecation and defecation..."

Nurse He adjusted the relevant instruments, gave a few more instructions, and then closed the door and left.

The moment the door was closed, the ward returned to its previous quietness, which made people a little terrified and uneasy.

Mrs. Yun was still sitting on the chair next to her without saying a word, her face was pale, but her expression was not so dazed anymore.

Yun Zaiye came over and knelt down in front of his mother.

"Mom, I'll watch over here, you can go back and eat something to rest for a while."

"I won't go, I'll watch your father here." Mrs. Yun waved her hand, and then hung down feebly.

"Mom, listen to me. I can still help you here. Your current physical condition is not suitable. Why don't you go home and rest for a while and take care of yourself. Will you come to the hospital when you feel better tomorrow?"

Yun Lian also stepped forward to persuade her sister-in-law, and in the end, together with Yun Zaiye and the two of them, they sent Mrs. Yun to the car, and Yun Lian escorted her home.

Watching the taxi disappear into the traffic, Yun Jae-ye turned and went back to the hospital.

Standing in the elevator, Yun Zaye took out his mobile phone to check the time. He just turned on the screen, the notification light flashed twice, and then turned off automatically—the battery was out.

Well, it's not a big deal.Yun Zaiye stuffed his phone into his pocket and pushed open the door of the ward.

At this time, Qi Fengyao had already made a strong mark on Yun Zaiye in his heart.

Standing on the side of the street for nearly an hour, there was no reply to any of the WeChat calls, and the disheartened Qi Fengyao finally returned home in disgrace.

Mi Xiu is really very human. He probably sensed that his master was depressed, so he didn't make any fuss. Instead, he sat beside Qi Fengyao docilely with his tail curled up, licking the back of Qi Fengyao's hand with his wet tongue, like It is consolation.

Subconsciously, Qi Fengyao lit another cigarette. The strong smell of tobacco made him a little more awake, but he was even more confused.

For more than an hour standing on the street, his mood changed from anticipation to worry, and from anxiety to disappointment.

Looking at the densely packed vehicles during the evening rush hour, he was worried that something happened to Yun Zaizai on the way here.While scrolling through the real-time news worriedly, he looked at both sides of the road.

Later, the evening peak gradually passed, and Yun Zaiye hadn't come yet.Qi Fengyao began to think of various reasons for him, he could be late due to company business, he could run out of gas halfway, he could rush back to get his things, he could... In short, everything is fine, as long as you come.

Until the end, all the street lights were turned on, and the pedestrians and vehicles on the street were in a hurry, as if they were rushing home to have dinner with their families.But he still didn't wait until Yun Zaiye, there was no phone call, no message, no one.Only then did he give up completely, turned around and walked back to the community.

He didn't know the specific reason, but he knew another thing - Yun Zaiye gave up on him.

Sure enough, I must have a grudge against wine!No matter how much, as long as he gets a little bit of it, he will be confused...

That person watched him lose control and act unreasonably.Although he keeps saying that he can fully accept his dark side and inferiority, although he says that he is good enough not to feel inferior, although he is special enough in his eyes...but he still minds.

If it were me, I wouldn't have any worries.

Damn it!Why did you say that that night!

Qi Fengyao hit the ground angrily, and extinguished the cigarette butt on the table.

But he can't just leave, at least he can reply a message, answer a phone call, and meet up...

But when Qi Fengyao thought about it, he suddenly felt a little funny.

That was Yun Zaiye, and he was just an alumnus of the same university as far as he was, and he was just an ordinary friend who didn't say a few words recently.

There is no involvement, no relationship, just the kind of relationship that can be said and left.

What's wrong with Yun Zaiye?

He didn't, it was his fault.

It was his own whimsy, his own fault, and his inexplicably inflated self-confidence that made him overestimate his own position in the hearts of others.

I have never owned it before, but after seeing another world, I want to take it for myself.

It's really ridiculous.

Thinking of this, Qi Fengyao curled up a self-deprecating smile.