moon illusion

He didn't sleep all night, leaned on the sofa and smoked all night, staring at the mobile phone in front of him with red eyes, as if expecting something.

But until dawn, he slipped from the sofa to the carpet in a dazed state, but he didn't wait for a message he wanted to see, or receive a call he was looking forward to.

This night, Yun Zaiye also had a hard time.

It was almost early morning when his father woke up. Yun Zaiye went out and called the doctor on duty for an examination, and then sent the doctor away. He brought a glass of freshly brewed milk, and carefully helped his father drink it bit by bit.

The two chatted for a while, and because of the effect of the medicine, Mr. Yungang fell into a deep sleep again.

And Yun Zaiye was bored with his dead phone, looking at the monitor for a while, going to the corridor to smoke a cigarette, sitting for a while and then getting up to look at the urine bag hanging beside the bed...

This went on and on throughout the night, until the sky was bright, Yun Zaiye leaned on the sofa and fell asleep.

Even if he didn't close his eyes all night, Yun Zaiye slept very restlessly.

That was when he was in junior high school.One summer evening, as soon as he came out of the teaching building, he looked up and saw the blood-red sunset outside the school wall.

He just stood there in a daze on the steps at the entrance of the building, watching the setting sun, watching it gradually fall down the school wall like blood from the setting sun, disappearing under the horizon, and then the whole world became dark and gloomy.

Everyone in the school had left, but he was still standing there, not knowing what he was waiting for.

After a short period of darkness, a round of bright moon hung on the night, replacing the sun's light, and spreading a piece of tranquility to the world.

The surroundings are quiet, only the magnolias above the head are blooming just right, and they look more clean and flawless under the baptism of the moonlight, which is exactly the same as the moon.

Probably tired from standing, he took off the schoolbag on his shoulder, threw it on the steps and sat down, continuing to stare at the moon obsessively.

Until someone came over and patted him on the shoulder, "Get up, go home quickly, what are you doing at school?"

He looked up and saw that it was the porter of the junior high school.

The uncle was still urging, so he reluctantly stood up and picked up the schoolbag from the ground...

"Get up, hurry up..." The man was still urging, and Yun Zaiye woke up.

As soon as he opened his eyes, he saw his mother standing in front of the sofa, patting his shoulder and calling himself.

"Mom, why are you here so early?"

Yun Zaiye grabbed two handfuls of hair, stretched out his clothes, and stood up.

"Didn't I come here earlier to deliver some chicken soup to your father, and then let you go back to rest." Mrs. Yun pushed back her son's hair hanging in front of his eyes, and patted the folds of his clothes on his shoulders, "Didn't you sleep all night? Go back and eat something to sleep for a while, there is chicken soup in the pot."

"It's okay, Mom." Yun Zaiye showed a not-so-spirited smile, "I'll sit with you for a while, and I'll go back later."

The two quarreled for a long time, but there was no result.So Yun Zaiye sat back on the sofa, watched his mother pour the chicken soup into the bowl, and then carefully woke up his father.

"Come on!" Mr. Yun opened his eyes and smiled, his eyes were still a little swollen due to the medicine, and he looked not very energetic.

"Well, how do you feel? Is there any pain?" Mrs. Yun stepped forward to tuck the quilt, her face full of distress.

"It's okay, it doesn't hurt, don't worry!" Yun Gang patted his wife's hand, signaling her not to worry.

Waiting until eight o'clock in the morning, the doctor who made the ward rounds came, and after checking that there was nothing serious, Yun Zaiye walked out of the hospital lightly.

Looking at himself reflected on the glass door of the hospital, he felt exhausted all over his body.Yun Zaiye hesitated again and again, but still stuffed the car keys into his pocket and prepared to take a taxi home.

Pushing open the door, Yun Zaiye didn't bother to go to the kitchen to eat something, went back to the room, took a shower, fell on the bed and began to lie down.

However, within a minute, Young Master Yun suddenly got up like a corpse, fumbled in the coat pocket on the hanger for a long time, took out his dead mobile phone and plugged in the data cable, and fell back on the bed again unconscious.

For a person who maintains a healthy routine for the elderly all year round, such an all-nighter is really a disaster.

Falling asleep this time, Yun Zaiye didn't dream about those strange scenes again, but fell into a deep sleep completely, and it was already two o'clock in the afternoon when he woke up again.

Yun Zaiye rubbed his eyes, still unwilling to get up from the bed.So he raised his hand and tried his best to reach for the mobile phone on the bedside table, and squinted his eyes to turn it on.

As soon as the screen turned on, a lot of information flooded in, and the constant vibration made his palms slightly numb.

Yun Zaiye frowned, unlocked the lock, and the first thing he saw was the notification of missed calls on Twelve Channels.

As if he had forgotten something important, Yun Zaye's heart suddenly stopped beating, and then it started beating faster and more aggressively.

Opening the call log, the twelve missed calls were all appended with the same contact person's name - Qi Fengyao.

!

This is the end!

Yun Zaiye suddenly felt his body temperature cool down. He threw his phone aside and covered his eyes with his other hand, with "I don't want to accept this fact" written all over his face.

After lying dead for a while, Yun Zaiye opened WeChat again.Sure enough, on the child's dialog box, the red number 85 was written naked.

A sense of sadness suddenly filled Yun Zaiye's heart.

The duck that hasn't been obtained yet... No, Qi Fengyao, he was appointed to be blown away by himself.

But yesterday, the situation was urgent, and the battery of the mobile phone was indeed dead. In the chaos, I forgot about the children.

Forget it, stop making these excuses!No matter how I searched, it was all my own fault. A dozen missed calls and dozens of messages were enough to show how long Qi Fengyao waited last night before being persuaded to give up by reality.

Yun Zaiye knew he was in the wrong, and immediately sent a message.After thinking about it, he felt that he was not sincere enough and the efficiency was too procrastinated, so he switched back to the call interface and dialed Qi Fengyao's number.

Even though he was mentally prepared, when the cold mechanical female voice came from the receiver, Yun Zaiye still inevitably closed himself.

If the body temperature of the heart can be detected, then Yun Jae-ye's heart at this time should be colder than that of this mechanical female voice.

Yun Zaiye sighed, switched the interface back to WeChat, and typed a long paragraph full of apology and self-blame in the dialog box.However, after sending it, that message, together with the previous greeting, fell into the sea.

Yun Zaiye was not reconciled, so he switched back to the call interface to make a call, just like this repeatedly, Yun Zaiye has been switching back and forth between the call interface and the WeChat interface, tirelessly...

Until Yun Zaiye dialed No.13, the cold mechanical female voice was finally no longer heard, replaced by Qi Fengyao's cold voice.

It doesn't seem to be any better!

Yun Zaiye sighed secretly, and was about to explain, when another sentence came from the other side, immediately disrupting Yun Zaiye's prepared explanation.

The other side said, Yun Zaiye, twelve phone calls, you come and I go, now it is paid off.The gift you gave me before, and your expenses for taking care of me when I was hospitalized, I think your WeChat has improved.Don't worry, there is only more and less, and we will settle the matter from now on.

After all, before Yun Zaiye could speak, a series of busy tones came back from the phone.

Looking at the hung up phone in his hand, Yun Zaiye had mixed feelings for a moment.But before he had time to feel emotional, a series of vibrations came from the phone, and after he clicked on it, it was Qi Fengyao's transfer notification.

1 yuan.

Yun Zaiye smiled helplessly.Kid Qi Fengyao is really generous, it seems that I need to educate him about the meaning of Patek Philippe.

A certain person who has made a mistake has no intention of repenting at all at this time, and is fully thinking about how to start this conversation decently and without embarrassment.

In the next second, Yun Zaiye's "decent" thinking collapsed across the board.

He clicked on the transfer interface, clicked the words "return immediately", and before waiting for a response from there, he immediately threw out a screenshot, which said the brand introduction of Patek Philippe.

Yun Zaiye thought that everything flowed smoothly, after all, he almost sent a screenshot of the watch's price tag just now.

At this time, Qi Fengyao looked at the phone that vibrated twice in front of him, and suddenly had mixed feelings.

In fact, after a day, he didn't seem so angry anymore.

He tried hard to convince himself not to think too much, not to participate in other people's lives, not to pay too much attention to other people's dynamics, and not to think highly of his status among others... Just when he thought he had done a foolproof psychological construction, A message from Yun Zaiye immediately defeated him.

Before I had time to think, it was another phone call.

Looking at the string of numbers that he knew by heart, Qi Fengyao hesitated again.With this hesitation, the phone automatically hung up.

Just when Qi Fengyao thought the phone would never ring again, the phone vibrated again, and before he could switch back to WeChat, the phone rang again.

Obviously it was his favorite song, but it made Qi Fengyao very angry when he heard it at this time.

The calm heart that had been paralyzed by tobacco all night, started beating wildly again at this moment.

While looking at his restless phone, Qi Fengyao told himself to be more firm, and not to soften his heart easily just because this person is Yun Zaiye.

He squeezed the phone and told himself, twelve times, yesterday he called twelve times but was not connected.

If Yun Zaiye could call himself twelve times today, then he would forgive Yun Zaiye.

He was not disappointed, he waited for Yun Zaiye's tireless No.13 call.

It's really strange to say that he was so angry and sad last night, but just received a call from this person today, and immediately threw those emotions out of the blue.

It seems that there is no need for any reason, as long as it is Yun Zaiye, he can't stop hating him.

But still not reconciled, still not sure about Yun Zaiye's attitude.

He didn't blame Yun Zaiye anymore, but he wanted an answer.He wanted to know in Yun Zaye's place what he was, whether he was dispensable, who could come and go when he wanted...or he was also considered an important person who couldn't be lost.