moon illusion

"Qi Fengyao, I don't care about your past at all. Everyone has your so-called dark side and inferiority, but some people are good at disguising, while others disdain disguising."

Looking at Qi Fengyao who had calmed down, Yun Zaiye handed over the cup in front of him, "Would you like some? It will feel better."

Qi Fengyao raised his head to look at Yun Zaiye, took the glass of wine after hesitation, raised his head and drank it down.

When he put down the wine glass again, Qi Fengyao's eyes were covered with a layer of mist, and the two eye sockets became more red and swollen against the already fair skin.

"Yun Zaiye, I'm sorry."

Because I love you, I often want to apologize to you.My love is heavy and filthy, with many unpleasant things in it, such as sadness, sorrow, self-pity, despair... My heart is so fragile, I am always defeated by these negative emotions, as if I am getting stronger and stronger in a swamp. Struggling and sinking.

And I love you, just want to drag you in, but hope you save me.

I don't think you will understand my pain and struggle.After all, a person who has not embraced prosperity will not feel devastated.

"It's ok."

The man opposite stood up suddenly, walked around the table and walked towards him.I don't know if it's because the lights in the bar are too dim and messy, so that Qi Fengyao feels that it makes this person more clean and bright.

In the next second, this person naturally and directly sat beside Qi Fengyao.

In an instant, Qi Fengyao's slightly arched back straightened immediately.It's only February, and the temperature has never reached double digits, but Qi Fengyao's temples are already covered with a thin layer of sweat.The T-shirt that was close to the body also seemed to suddenly become sticky, sticking to the skin, bringing an extremely uncomfortable touch.

An inexplicable heat wave wraps around the skin from the outside world, penetrates the pores, and reaches the bottom of the heart all the way.Then suddenly, Qi Fengyao's heart was on fire, burning all those random thoughts to nothing.

Yun Zaiye sat next to Qi Fengyao on the not-so-spacious sofa, instantly reducing the distance between the two to half a person.

Probably because of the dispute just now, both of them were a little dazed, and the atmosphere fell into an awkward silence for a while, and no one knew whether to speak first.

Suddenly, Yun Zaiye leaned forward slightly, raised his arm and took the wine glass in front of him.

There was only a light layer of brown liquid left in it. About a minute ago, the cup changed hands from Yun Zaiye to Qi Fengyao's hand, and then the circle that Yun Zaiye had gently pressed to his lips The rim of the cup was attached to Qi Fengyao's lips in the next second.

Looking at the shallow layer, Yun Zaiye raised his head and drank it all in one gulp.The Adam's apple was rolling up and down when he was a teenager, Qi Fengyao slightly tilted his head and glanced at it, and then his mouth became parched.

Taking advantage of the not too bright environment, Qi Fengyao raised his eyes to look at Yun Zaiye who was one step away from him.

He found a very interesting thing - his side face is really different from his front face.Smiling on the front face with narrowed eyes, he is very obedient and juvenile, and the profile of the bridge of nose and Adam's apple is as cold and disgusting as if he is going to fight.

"Qi Fengyao, you don't need to apologize." Yun Zaiye hesitated for a moment with his raised hand, and then stroked the back of Qi Fengyao's neck, "We are all ordinary people in this world, and there will inevitably be some bad, Negative private emotions. When these emotions have no outlet, they will accumulate deeper and deeper in the heart, and complaints and irritability will grow from a seedling to a towering tree."

"So in a sense, I'm a little thankful. I bet you've never shown that side of yourself to others, so I'm extremely honored to have your trust."

"If you don't mind, I'd be more than happy to be your trash can. I don't really know much, but I'd love to hear, especially anything about your story."

Yun Zaiye, do you know that it is easy to misunderstand me.Relying on the clarity of your heart, you can put on a saintly posture without any concealment, and reach out your hand high above, trying to pull me out.

Why don't I want to touch those hands, but I'm afraid that I will dirty you in the next second.

If you don't love me, you can be content and not guilty. You greet everyone calmly and with a smile on your face, so I am no exception, and I will be treated tenderly by you.

But I am different, I love you.But I can't say it out loud, for fear that you will abandon me in the next second.So I can only cautiously rely on my status as a friend, shamelessly and greedily enjoy your tenderness that is more important to me than oxygen.

"Why did I ask you to come out today..." Qi Fengyao covered his eyes with his hands, buried his head in his arms, and muttered to himself.

"What?" Yun Zaiye leaned forward slightly following his movements, "The music is too loud, I can't hear it clearly."

After a while, Qi Fengyao shook his head and said, "It's nothing...I'm talking nonsense."

"Let's go." Yun Zaye stood up and put on his coat, then naturally picked up the coat that Qi Fengyao had put on the back of the sofa, and waved to Qi Fengyao who was still on the sofa, "It's late, I'm take you back."

Qi Fengyao was in a daze, and moved out of the booth with light steps, then put on his coat with the help of Yun Zaiye, and was led out of the bar by Yun Zaiye's sleeves under Mo Xun's meaningful gaze.

As soon as the heavy door was pushed open, a gust of cold wind rushed in along Qi Fengyao's open collar.The sudden coolness made Qi Fengyao tremble, and suddenly he became more awake.

Probably seeing Qi Fengyao's body visibly trembling, Yun Zaiye turned around and pulled him up the zipper.

Natural and skilled, as if it has been done hundreds of times.

The distance was too close, Qi Fengyao held his breath until Yun Zaiye retreated to his original position, then he let out a long sigh.

Because he was too nervous, Qi Fengyao didn't notice that Yun Zaiye also had trembling fingers because of nervousness.

Until they reached the gate of the community, there was not much communication between the two.

Yun Zaiye held his head high and held his chest high all the way, not a trace of drunkenness could be seen, but the corners of his clothes exuded a youthful spirit.

Qi Fengyao took a step behind him, looking down at the road along the way.Looking at the not-so-flat concrete road, there were long shadows of him and Yun Jae-ye drawn by the streetlights.

Because of the wrong position, the shadows of the two are not standing side by side, but the side where the two are close to each other melts into each other's shadow.

It looks independent and inseparable, like two twins with the same life, inseparable and inseparable.

Standing at the gate of the community, Qi Fengyao shrank his frozen fingers into his cuffs.

Naturally, this subtle movement could not escape Yun Zaiye's eyes, the corner of his mouth moved but still did not make any untimely move.

Suppressing the thought of taking Qi Fengyao's hands into his arms, Yun Zaiye thought about it, and slowly said: "At five o'clock in the afternoon the day after tomorrow, wait for me here."

Hearing this, Qi Fengyao raised his head slightly, his expression was a little bit surprised, and he was also a little puzzled.

"I'll go to my dad's company the day after tomorrow. When I come back, I just pick you up. My parents really want to see you."

On the way home, Qi Fengyao kept thinking about Yun Zaiye's words just now.

So naturally, without any pretentious embarrassment, he blurted out the words "take you home", with a calm expression as if he was talking about such an ordinary thing, so that Qi Fengyao couldn't find anything wrong.

On the day of the Lantern Festival, Yun Zaiye got up early in the morning, asked his mother for an order of ingredients, and then rode out on the mountain bike that had been dusty for many years.

That car was his reward after a certain monthly exam when he was in junior high school.In fact, for a person who has secured the No.1 grade, this is not much of a reward.It can only be regarded as an excuse. After all, it sounds more reasonable to ask for it.

Two hours later, Yun Zaiye returned home with two large bags of ingredients.

Mother was cooking porridge in the kitchen, and Yun Zaiye was called to the study by his father.

"Xiao Ye, here are some documents, you can take them to have a look, first go to familiarize yourself with the company's internal personnel structure this afternoon, don't be in a hurry to get started."

"Okay Dad, let me take a look first."

Yun Zaiye took a step forward, and raised his hand to take the stack of documents.

Yes, he still agreed to his father's suggestion to prepare for taking over the company.

But even if it was only temporary, Yun Zaiye still felt a little nervous.He wasn't worried that he wouldn't be able to solve the company's affairs, nor was he worried that his business ability would be a mess.

He just subconsciously felt that if he did well enough, then his father would leave.Because there are enough trusted successors, I will be less persistent and persistent.

Holding the documents, Yun Zaiye walked back to his room.

After lunch, Yun Zaiye rushed to the company regardless of his morning break.

Uncle Chen, my father's secretary, had been waiting downstairs in the company for a long time. As soon as he saw the car approaching, he walked quickly to the side of the road.

As soon as Yun Zaiye stopped, the car door was opened from the outside. Secretary Chen showed a comfortable and not exaggerated smile, nodded and said, "Mr. Yun."

Hearing this address, Yun Zaiye frowned inconspicuously, and then said: "Uncle Chen, just call me by my name, Yun Zaiye."

Following Secretary Chen to the president's office, Yun Zaiye began to look up at the house.

He seldom pays attention to his father's work, and even rarely comes to the company. It has been five years since he last appeared in this office.

After Yun Zaiye went to several major departments, he sat in the office with the materials sent by Secretary Chen and looked through them.

Outside the window is the soft sunset, and inside the window is a quiet and devoted figure.

When it was half an hour before the hour hand pointed to five o'clock, a rush of phone ringing broke the silence and harmony.

Yun Zaiye looked at the number and answered it, and the next second he pulled the coat on the back of the chair and pushed the door and rushed out.